I don't know how many times I've heard this since I was a child.

There were times when I felt like I wasn't his biological child.

He never gave me a bit of love or care, but he always blamed me for being bad here and bad there.

If he hadn't taken me back to the capital back then, I would have lived a good life in Peach Blossom Village, and it must not be what it is now.

I pushed Xingyi away, made up my mind in my heart, suddenly knelt on the ground, bowed my head, and said word by word: "Father, I will leave the capital, I will not come back from now on, I will not cause trouble again, I will not embarrass you, father, have I done it, what have I done, I know it in my heart." I am worthy of my own heart, worthy of my mother's teaching to me, I don't need you to say more, I thank my father for his kindness, I will take care of myself in the future, and I hope you will take good care of your mother, she is not well. ”

I didn't look at what kind of expression he was at the moment, and I didn't listen to him, so I continued: "Father, if you want to beat or punish, it's all at will, if you don't fight, I will go back to the house, Murong Ling's matter, how to save it, I will do it, I will never make my father embarrassed, when this matter is dealt with, I will leave, I will never come back here in the future." ”

After a long silence, he wanted to pull me up, but finally put his hand back again, I couldn't see his expression at the moment, I just knew that he didn't say anything and left.

Xingyi helped me back to the house, and Ouyang Junyu followed behind, but he didn't go in, just stayed in the courtyard.

I sat on the edge of the bed, and Xingyi lay on my lap and cried all at once.

"Sister, do you really want to leave the capital?"

"yes, I should have left."

"And when are you coming back?"

I thought back to some of the things that happened in the capital, and felt that I really didn't fit to stay here, and suddenly I didn't have a trace of reluctance, sighed, and replied to her: "Maybe three or five years, or maybe, I will never come back here." ”

"Sister, don't do this."

"Peach Blossom Village is very good, there is Mu Jing, he will drink and chat with me, and he will cure my illness, that is where I grew up, it is much more familiar than here, and it is much more fun than here. Sometimes Lingyang will come to Mu Jing, so I can drink with him and talk about the past and the present. This Prime Minister's Mansion, the boxy courtyard, the boxy sky, what is there to see, I have long been tired of it. ”

Xingyi raised her head and stared at me intently, the two sisters scrambled to shed tears, and she choked up: "Sister, do you know? I really feel sorry to see you like this. ”

I wiped the tears from her face, looked at her, and laughed unconsciously, "Silly sister, it's not that I can't see it, what's there to cry about?" I'll tell Yang that when he comes to Peach Blossom Village, he'll bring you with him. There are peach trees all over the mountain, and when the flowers are in bloom, they are especially beautiful. ”

She nodded, "Okay, then you mean what you say." ”

After coaxing this little girl, I remembered that there was another person outside, I asked Xingyi to go back to her house first, she probably knew that there was another Ouyang Junyu, so she left without saying a word, saying that she would come to see me in the evening.

I walked out of the door and saw Ouyang Junyu standing under the tree, looking at me quietly.

He's really good-looking.

I remembered the first time I saw him, and at that time, I thought, how can there be such a beautiful person in this world, he is wearing a big red dress, and I still laugh in my heart that he is going to get married.

I used to hate him, but I didn't expect that he would believe me without hesitation, without asking a word, without listening to my defense, just believing me.

"You'er, are you really leaving?"

"That's not your business, it's none of your business."

"How do you know I didn't do it?"

"You're not that kind of person, I believe in you."

"You just believe me?"

"Yes."

I couldn't hold back my tears again, I was probably so moved that I cried, I didn't know that there would be anyone in the world who believed me for such no reason.

"Yi'er, are you going to Peach Blossom Village?"

I nodded and smiled, "yes." ”

"I'm looking for someone to send you, I'm afraid that someone will be unfavorable to you, and I don't want you to be hurt in any way."

"If you really don't want to stay here, you can leave tomorrow, Murong Ling's matter, I will help you take care of it."

"You believe me, I won't hurt you, it's just a matter of a few words to me, you never gave me a chance to help you, this time, just once..."

I wanted to say no, no, or no, but I couldn't bear it.

Looking at his face, he finally said, "Okay." ”

"Yi'er, I hope you can have a good time, I don't ask for anything, you will treat me the same as you do to Yangyang in the future, okay? If you have anything, you can tell me, I will come to Peach Blossom Village to find you when I have time, okay? I can also drink with you, talk to you, and solve problems for you, and my alcohol consumption is no worse than that of Chongyang. ”

"Okay."

He tentatively approached me, stretched out his hand, and stepped back again, looking overwhelmed and a little cute.

I laughed out loud, and when the tears fell again, I pounced on him and said, "Jun Yu, thank you." ”

Thank you for choosing to believe me when everyone doubted me, and for standing by my side without hesitation when they all blamed me, thank you for losing your temper in front of everyone for me.

I don't regret knowing you at all, it turns out that there are still people around me who treat me sincerely.

I am willing to treat you as a good friend and confidant, in the future, I will have Lingyang, and you, you are my best and best friends, and I will always keep it in my heart.

Not long after he left, Xingyi came running over again and said that he wanted to help me pack up my things and that he would sleep with me tonight.

I felt powerless, so I played chess with her for a while.

In the evening, Yuyin came to tell me that Ouyang Junyu had just come, and said that I should leave with peace of mind tomorrow, and he would send someone to send me over, and he would take care of the affairs in the capital.

She also whispered in my ear, leaving Mo outside.

I urged Xingyi to eat first, I had something else to do, and when I was done, I called her over to sleep together, she was very reasonable, and she didn't stay away like before, I walked away obediently as soon as I said it.

As soon as she walked with her front feet, Limo fell from the wall to the courtyard, that action was really familiar to me, and it hurt to watch.

"Hello."

He called me, and Yuyin walked away.

"Why are you here?"

"I heard you were leaving, so I came to see you. I came in secretly, and no one else in your house knew about it. ”

Sometimes I really don't know what this person is thinking in his heart, day by day. Maybe my heart is the softest now, so yesterday he just talked to me for a conversation, no, I should have listened to me for a conversation, and I let go of that disgust with him.

He has killed countless people, he is ruthless, and he can do it to his own brothers, but he really has not done anything to hurt me.

What right do I have to resent him and hate him for others?

He hurt Ling Xieyun, and that person has nothing to do with me anymore.

"Are you going to Peach Blossom Village?"

"yes, what's wrong?"

"Then you won't come back in the future."

When he asked me this, I couldn't help but think of that sentence yesterday.

Leaving aside the identity of Limo, Lou Yifeng, His Royal Highness King Yun, he is very good and worthy of being treated sincerely. I didn't ask for anything, and I didn't deliberately approach anyone, but how could they be one by one, and they thought about me.

Like, they've never seen someone as ridiculous as me, so it's a novelty.

I didn't answer his question, and he continued, "If I get there, can I go and see you?" ”

I smiled lightly, if everyone could be like Lingyang, fall in love with me, but not Guan Fengyue, I would probably be really happy.

"Limo, do you remember what I said to you before?"

"I hope that in the future, you will stop killing people casually, especially those innocent people, you are the prince of South Vietnam, what you have to do should be to eliminate harm for the people, and the people you want to kill should also be those who are extremely evil and cannot be tolerated by heaven."

I don't think I'll ever hear what he said again, and I won't say that I care too much, that I said things that I shouldn't have said.

I saw him nod his head and solemnly replied to me, "I promise you." As long as you say it, I will say yes. ”

That's great.

I hope that those who have a sincere heart for me can live their lives in peace.

He could have lived a stable life, although I don't know what caused him to go that way, but these words I said to him were from the heart, if he was accidentally seriously injured again and fled to someone else's house, he would not be as lucky as the last time, and I would meet someone who saved him without any care.

When Limo left, I asked Yuyin to call Xingyi over.

Xingyi took some food and said that she wanted me to eat with her, and she said that she went out to buy hazelnut cake, which was my favorite dim sum.

"When you asked Yuyin to come to me, she mentioned it, saying that you have no appetite for food, and I was afraid that you would be hungry, so I brought you something to eat."

"My mother made it on purpose, I told her that you like to eat, and she made a lot of it, all for you."

"You like to eat so much, marry me in the future, and I will let my mother make it for you every day."

"It's not a bad thing to love food, are you afraid that I will not want you to do it?"

I couldn't hold back and knocked the whole plate of hazelnut cake to the ground.

His hands trembled, his heart trembled, and it hurt like being pricked by a needle.

I said I want to let go, but how can I let go, how can I let go? He gave me the memories, the pain and the pain, and those years of waiting ended up in nothing, nothing, nothing.

Those memories, how can I cut them off...

Lake of Forgetfulness, Lake of Forgetfulness...

I should have forgotten him, I really should have forgotten him, and only by forgetting will I have the courage to live.

"Xingyi, do you think I'm stupid too?"