Xingyi picked up the things that fell on the ground and said with a smile: "Sister, how can it be?" You are the smartest man in the world. ”

I was amused by her, and while I felt relieved, I felt a sour feeling in my heart.

When I was lying on the bed, Xingyi held my hand tightly, as if I was going to run away.

She fell asleep quickly, and when I woke up, I heard her say a few words in her sleep, "Sister, don't go", "Don't leave me" and so on.

Why do I know people so clearly, how can Su Yewan compare with my Xingyi, how could I think she was good to me in the first place.

I stayed up almost all night, and as soon as it was dawn, I got up.

He burned all the names he had written before in the yard one by one.

These things can be said to be destroyed, but some of them cannot be eliminated in a lifetime.

After packing up my things, I instructed Yuyin to find a time to burn everything else in my house and leave nothing behind. also told her to stay by Xingyi's side in the future, help me take a good look at her, don't let her get into trouble, don't let her learn from me, and meet an unworthy person.

I really don't want to come back here again, never.

Xingyi didn't wake up, I went out of the yard alone, and the people in the house said that my father went out early in the morning and hadn't come back yet.

As soon as he left the house, he saw a man standing next to the carriage. It's just that there is one more person by his side.

Ouyang Junyu said to help me get something, and he will send me out of the city gate later.

The weather was a little cold, Lou Yihang wore an ink-colored cloak outside, and I just glanced at it, and tears came out of my eyes.

"Yi'er, I heard you're leaving."

He just came to Mo last night, and now he's here too.

I wiped my tears and quipped, "Why, as if I'm going to die, do you all come to see me off?" ”

"Yi'er, I want to ask you one last time..."

I knew what he was going to say and didn't want to hear it, so I quickly interrupted him, "I don't want to." ”

"Would you rather be alone for the rest of your life than give me another chance, or not?"

I don't want to say how boring, unreasonable, and pointless his question is.

"You should find someone who really loves you and live a good life."

"How can I live well without you?"

I shook my head, "When Murong Ling betrayed you, you thought the same way, how could you live well without her?" It's not that I don't have feelings for her anymore, it's just a matter of time, and one day, you'll forget about me. ”

He lowered his head and said nothing.

I should also say this to myself, it's just a matter of time, and one day, I will forget about him.

After taking the things, Ouyang Junyu helped me into the carriage, and Lou Yihang was still standing in place, with no intention of leaving.

I asked him, and he said that she happened to meet Lou Yihang when she went out, and Lou Yihang asked him if he had seen me, and he told him everything about yesterday.

Lou Yihang insisted on following him and said that he had something to say to me.

As the carriage was about to leave, his voice came again.

"I'd like to ask you one last question."

"If you hadn't met him first, would it be me, the person you liked?"

I didn't make a sound, and I didn't lift the curtain to look at him.

In fact, sometimes I also think, if, if I hadn't heard what he and Murong Ling said at that time, if he had been serious to me from beginning to end, then would I have chosen to continue my two-year appointment with him, and would I have ended everything with Lou Jing.

The answer is, I don't know.

Admittedly, I seriously wanted to be with him and marry him two years later.

But in the end, I didn't face that choice, it was he who gave me a reason to let go of it all, gave me a chance not to have to make a choice, it was he who ruined everything.

I was with Lou Jing, he chose Murong Ling, I thought we really didn't have anything to do anymore.

But in the end, he was the one who kept me.

The people outside seemed to be waiting for my answer, and continued to ask, "You'er, will you?" ”

"You'er, will it?"

"Will it?"

I glanced at Ouyang Junyu beside me and replied to him firmly: "No!" ”

The carriage moved forward, Ouyang Junyu laughed out loud, but sighed: "If it was him you met first, would it be me who remembers, I have also thought about this problem, but love is love, love is love, sometimes the order of appearance is really not that important." ”

...

When I saw Mu Jing, he was still sitting on a tree outside the house drinking wine, and when he saw me coming, he was not surprised at all, as if he had known it for a long time.

He threw me a jug of wine, jumped down, and asked me to drink with him.

The two of them sat in the room, you and I had a cup, I don't know how much I drank, he was not a little drunk, I already felt more and more confused.

After three days in Peach Blossom Village, riddled with nightmares every day, I finally couldn't help but set foot in that place that I could forget.

That unattainable promise will never be fulfilled again.

I stood above, looking at the birds flying in the sky, watching the white clouds move slowly.

There was a sound of footsteps behind me, and I heard Zhenyang's voice calling me: "Yi'er." ”

I couldn't tell if it was dazzling or not, and when I saw his face, I was full of worry.

"Zhenyang, I'm so tired."

"You listen to me, don't jump, you listen to me first."

I looked at him and blinked a few times, it's true, Zhenyang has come to see me, I hope that when I wake up again, I will know him, get acquainted with him, and become confidants with each other.

"I often wonder what I'm living this way for, and after thinking about it for a long time, it seems that there really isn't anything too much to cherish me."

"I want to forget."

He slowly leaned forward, stretched out his hand, motioned for me to come over, and persuaded me, "Will you listen to me first?" Jumping down really won't necessarily make you forget, maybe the legend of the Lake of Forgetfulness is fake, you calm down first, I'll take you back, I'll take you to find Xie Yun, okay? ”

Looking for Xie Yun...

Give him another chance to hurt me? Do you see him and Su Yewan in pairs? I don't want to, I don't want to see him anymore.

It doesn't matter if you wake up and forget it, or if it's over, as long as you don't remember him anymore.

"If that's true, then I'll forget everything from now on, and I hope I will never see him again, and I can live the rest of my life here in peace and happiness."

"If it's fake, this life will be lost."

He was getting closer and closer to me, and seeing that his hand was about to grab me, I took a small step back, feeling like I was about to take off in the air the next moment.

He stopped and withdrew the hand he was going to take me, "Don't get excited, I'll take you to see him, okay?" What do you say, say to your face, he didn't want to hurt you, he did it..."

"The biggest mistake in my life was when I met him in the first place."

"If there is an afterlife, I hope I will not know him."

"No, Yi'er, that's not the case, can you listen to me first?"

I don't want to hear what he says anymore, and I don't want to hear anyone say that he has some last resort to do this to me.

All I know is that he was so cruel to me.

I'm going to forget him forever and ever, never... Don't even remember...

Ling Xueyun, I have been waiting for you for eight years, and in the past eight years, I have been thinking every time, how happy I will be if you and I meet again one day, and whether we can be together until we grow old.

How I wish that what was happening in front of my eyes was just a dream. How hopeful, we can be together forever.

I also hope that I never knew that you were my brother Yun, the Ling Xie Yun in my memory, he loved me and protected me, knew that I understood me, and was reluctant to let me shed a tear, I would take the memories of the past and live a lifetime.

But I knew we couldn't go back.

You are no longer the lonely Ling Xueyun, and I am not the country girl Su Muyan, we, really, will never go back.

This fairyland-like lake of forgetfulness has become a barrier that completely separates you and me.

We were all wrong from the beginning, but we all went wrong and we were wrong, and in the end we only hurt ourselves.

I am very happy and happy to be reunited with you.

At that time, you and I promised to live here for the rest of my life, and now, I choose to say goodbye to you here, which can be regarded as a break in everything.

I have been waiting for you for eight years, after all, it is my wishful thinking, in exchange for your ruthless abandonment and betrayal, the branches of the peach blossom forest are full of my thoughts and expectations for you in the past eight years, and also full of the wishes I made together when we were together.

The first time I decided to jump into the Lake of Forgetfulness, probably, it was a long, long time ago, he saved me, and he said that the legend of the Lake of Forgetfulness is false, so I should not give up my life easily.

At that time, I didn't know that the spring water of the Peach Blossom Forest Forgetfulness Lake could not make everyone forgetful, but it could only eliminate the force and memory of those who practiced martial arts, and it was useless for an ordinary person, even if I rolled in the water for three days and three nights, it was impossible to forget anything.

At that time, I didn't know, it was rumored that the strange jade spirit bead left over from ancient times was buried in my body, and once the spring water of the Lake of Forgetfulness collided with the jade spirit bead, my bones would be gone, and I jumped down, that would be to kill myself.

He knew this, so he tried desperately to stop me from jumping.

"Lingyang, thank you."

In a tearful trance, I seemed to see the man in the ink-colored clothes walking towards me.

It's a pity, I really want to forget, I don't have time or want to look at him again, I'm afraid I'll be reluctant, I'm afraid I'll hesitate.

"Brother Yun, goodbye."

How I wish I could hear you call me again.

This time, I really had to forget that no one would stop me again.

Life or death, for me, it doesn't matter.

Probably for me, as long as I forget, that's fine.