Chapter 144: Suspicious Old Love
The days passed calmly and quietly, and before I knew it, the autumn light was flying, and it was the end of autumn.
"Yesterday I went to the town to sell rice and listened to the people in the town talk about a big event. Our Majesty has already sent troops to attack the Qi State. ”
Today, the aunt and Qingqing from the next door came to visit the door. During the small talk, the aunt told her the news she had heard from the town.
The smile on my face disappeared, Yuwen Yong is going to attack the Qi State?
"This battle, I don't know when it will last, I don't know if I can defeat the Qi country?" Auntie worried.
"Qi is corrupt, if the three generals Hu Luguang, Duan Shao, and Gao Changgong are still there, Qi may still have a chance to win. But now these three are gone, and those who die of illness die of illness, and those who are given death are given death. Qi State, I'm afraid that within two years, it will be flattened by the Zhou army. I said in a deep voice.
Qingqing sighed on the side and said, "Sister Qingqiang is right. I have heard that Gao Changgong, the king of Lanling of Qi, is the most beautiful man in the world, he was born well, he is smart, and he is brave and good at fighting, but he was killed at a young age, which is a pity. ”
"Sister Qingqiang, have you been to the Qi Kingdom, have you ever seen King Lanling, is he as handsome as rumored?" The curiosity of the little girl arose.
I felt heavy and said slowly: "I have seen him, he is even better than the rumors, he looks like a fairy, and his heart is like a bodhisattva." ”
"Really?" Qingqing said in amazement and pity, "It's a pity that I haven't seen him." ”
Yes, noble birth, good looks, good heart. It's a pity that the fate is too bad to end well.
Changgong, the Qi country that you have wanted to protect all your life will not be able to hold on.
I couldn't be happier anymore, and my eyes gradually became watery.
Qingqing panicked, "Sister Qingqiang, why are your eyes red, did I say something wrong?" ”
"You're not wrong." Zi Wei walked over from behind him and said lightly, "It's Qingqiang who has been unwell recently and is a little sentimental, you don't have to take it to heart." ”
After hearing that I was unwell, the two of them didn't dare to disturb me too much, and after telling me to rest well, they went home.
Ziwei's fingers gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said softly: "If you are sad, cry out." ”
I gently removed his hand that had stopped on my face and forced a smile, "I'm fine." ”
With that, he got up and went back to his room, and went quietly alone.
The autumn night is silent, the sound of the flute is sad, and the infinite hatred and pain are all in it.
Zi Wei hugged me from behind, helped me drive away the cold with his warm body, and said softly: "It's cold, go back to the house." ”
I put down the bamboo flute in my hand and shook my head, "I want to stay a little longer." ”
Zi Wei said with concern: "You don't need dinner today, if you suffer from the cold again, your body will not be able to stand it." ”
Thinking of today's dinner, I felt nauseous and uncomfortable in my stomach, and said, "I have no appetite, I can't eat, and I don't want to go back to the house." ”
Holding my hands stiffened, Zi asked in a gloomy and slow voice, "Are you still thinking about today's events?" ”
I remembered something, turned my head to Zi Worry and said, "Zi Worry, let's go find Zheng Shuyao." ”
Zi Wei was puzzled, "Shu Yao? What to do with her? ”
"Chang Gong's last wish before he died was for me to find her and tell Zheng Shuyao what was in his heart. He's died so miserably that I can't even fulfill his last wish. I must find Zheng Shuyao. ”
"Don't worry, you don't know where Shu Yao is, where to find her?" Zi Wei touched my head and said, "I still have some friends all over the rivers and lakes, so I will contact them tomorrow and ask them to inquire about Shu Yao's news." When there's news, we'll go find her, okay? ”
Hearing him say this, I calmed down a little and said, "Okay." I hope to find her as soon as possible and fulfill Changgong's wish as soon as possible. ”
"His wish is so important to you?" Zi Wei's voice was faint.
Without thinking, I said, "It's important." ”
"You're so dedicated to helping him fulfill his wish. He must be nice to you, right? "Zi worried's words, lightly faint, like clouds at night, gloomy and weak.
I recalled the past and sighed: "He treated me very well. Sometimes it's so good that you don't think about yourself at all, and you only think about others. I admire him and feel sorry for him. ”
"He is indeed a very good person, have you always been ......" Zi Wei's voice suddenly lowered, and I was wondering, when he suddenly imprinted a light kiss on my forehead and chuckled, "It seems that I am going to be doubly good to you, better than he is to you." ”
I laughed too, and quipped, "You'll never be as good as him." ”
The smile on Zi Wei's face faded, but it was as usual. It's just that the arms around me are tighter.
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In the days that followed, I waited every day for news from Zheng Shuyao.
Every letter that came from them said that after Zheng Shuyao left the palace, his whereabouts were secretive, and he was nowhere to be found, and his traces could not be detected.
I put down the letter in disappointment, walked a few steps, and fainted.
When I woke up, Zi Wei was by my side, his face was a little haggard, and he said worriedly: "I know, you want to find Shu Yao as soon as possible and fulfill Gao Changgong's wish, but you also have to pay attention to your body." Fainting like this scared the hell out of me. ”
In order to reassure me, Zi Wei decided to leave, and he wanted to go to Zheng Shuyao in person.
He walked as fast as he could, and the next day he was ready to pack and set off, as fast as a gust of wind.
After Zi Wei left, my face became worse and worse, my appetite was not good, I often couldn't eat, I was nauseated, dizzy and sleepy, and I often slept for a day.
The aunt next door saw that I was not looking good, so she specially invited a doctor for me, and only after checking the pulse did I know that I was pregnant, and it had been more than three months.
I thought it would be difficult for me to get pregnant again in my life, but I didn't expect that I would have a child.
It is my child and my child's sorrow, my child's child with my loved ones.
I was both surprised and delighted, and began to pay attention to the conditioning of my body. Eat on time every day, and even if you don't have an appetite, you have to force yourself to eat a few more bites. When you are not sleepy, walk in the sun and try to keep your mood happy so that the fetus in your womb can grow healthily.
Three months later, after a gloomy twilight, Zi Wei rushed back.
At that time, I was still sleeping, and when I woke up and saw him, I didn't have time to be surprised, so he pinched his nose and said: "I started to sleep lazily as soon as I wasn't there, so unbehaved, I must be punished well." ”
He smiled and leaned over my lips, then moved to my neck, shoulders, and collarbones, and I hurriedly reached out to meet him, avoiding his kiss, and said, "Stop, I have something important to tell you." ”
Zi Wei stopped, looked at me, and said, "Didn't you notice that something had changed in me?" ”
Zi Wei looked me up and down, and said with some dissatisfaction: "You have become fat when I am not here, it can be seen that you don't miss me at all, so I have to punish you even more." ”
After saying that I was about to kiss it again, I had to grab his hand and put it on my abdomen, "You touch it, can you feel his heartbeat." ”
Zi Yu did so, then raised his head and looked at me in disbelief, "You mean, you-"
I smiled and took his words, "yes, it's been six months. ”
Zi Wei was stunned for a moment, and he reached out again to touch my stomach. This time he felt it tremblingly and cautiously, and after confirming it, he smiled and said in disbelief: "You have a child, I'm going to be a father?" ”
After the surprise, followed by ecstasy, he leaned over, hugged me, and laughed loudly: "Qingqiang, we have a child, we have a child!" ”
He excitedly kissed me on the cheek a few times, took my hand, and was so excited that he asked me a few questions in a row, "What did the doctor say?" How are the kids? Is it a boy or a girl? ”
I saw his childlike happiness and couldn't help but smile: "The child is very good. The doctor is not a fairy, how can he know if it is a boy or a girl. ”
Zi Wu's eyes were full of dazzling brilliance, and he said, "I like both boys and girls." I'd rather be a boy, though. ”
I immediately gave him a roll of the eyes, "Patriarchal!" ”
Zi Wei explained with a smile: "Girls are used to hurt and pet. Boys are different, it's okay for boys to suffer a little more, I can teach him martial arts. When he grows up, he can protect his mother. ”
I laughed, it turned out that this was what he had in mind!
After the joy, I remembered something and asked him, "Do you have any news of Zheng Shuyao?" ”
The thick smile on Zi Wei's face faded a lot, and after a while, he said, "I already know where she is, and I've seen her." ”
"Really?" I happily asked, "Where is she?" ”
"She is in Luofu Mountain, where my master used to live in seclusion."
"Then let's go find her."
The smile on Zi Wei's face disappeared, he held my hand and said softly: "Luofu Mountain is so far away from us, you are pregnant now, and it is not appropriate to travel tirelessly." ”
I thought about it for a moment, staring at my stomach and getting annoyed, "This kid really didn't come at the right time. ”
Zi Yao's face turned pale, and then he smiled: "Shu Yao, she is doing well in Luofu Mountain. She's just like you, she's a mother. Her child, a half-year-old boy, is very cute. ”
After listening to this, my eyes widened, and I asked in a daze, "You mean, she has a child, is it Changgong's child?" ”
Zi Wei smiled and said, "So, our child came at the right time." By the time you have given birth, you'll be in better shape. We brought the child over to see her, and the two children happened to be companions. ”
My focus is not here, "Changgong has a child?" Does he have a queen? ”
I muttered, reminisced, and grabbed Zi Gong and smiled: "Zi Yao, Chang Gong actually has a queen, he is no longer alone, he has a son!" ”
Zi Wei is not as happy as me, and the smile on his face is even slowly sinking.
After I laughed, a trace of sadness floated again, "But he didn't know until he died, he had a child, and he couldn't even see the side of a child." ”
I thought about it for a while and said, "Next year, I will definitely take his child with Zheng Shuyao to worship him and tell him that he has a son." ”
Zi Wei just gently stroked my face, and said with a light expression: "You are now a person with a body, and you should not be emotional." I promise you that I will take you to see Shu Yao and fulfill Gao Changgong's wish. But you — also think more about our children. ”
I touched my belly, thinking about Chang Gong's affairs, and my thoughts flew high.