Because of my pregnancy, my mood is changeable, and my temper is not very good, so I often support my son to do this and that. Ziwu follows me most of the time, and sometimes he will reason with me, but he can't stand it, and he will block me with words. His eloquence was first-rate, not inferior to me, and he often blocked me to the point where I had nothing to say.

Except for the occasional verbal indifference, he is very attentive to me. He kept an eye on my body, thought of ways to do it, and changed my diet until I could eat. When I was free, he told jokes to make me happy, and guarded me every day, almost never leaving a step.

In May, after a lot of hardship, my child finally came to the world, and the midwife congratulated me and said that it was a boy. I thought in a daze: I'm worried about it now.

I thought that having a child was a very sinful thing, but I never thought that confinement would be the same sin. I can't catch a cold, I can't wash my hair, I can't take a bath, I'm sticky and wet, my scalp is itchy, and I can only stick to it. I clutched my head in irritation and almost went crazy.

It was easy to get out of confinement, and I washed my whole body with satisfaction. Looking at the child sleeping in swaddling clothes, I was very happy. The child has faded from the jaundice when he was born, white and pure, and there is a vague outline of me and my son between his eyebrows. I took a closer look, and finally I felt that the child was a little more like me, and my heart became more and more happy.

The aunt next door came to see the child, and said with tears on her face: "Ziwu is now also bitter, with a wife, a son, and a family." ”

I asked her, "Have you had a hard time in the past few years?" ”

The aunt looked distressed and said, "It's bitter! A few years ago, he came to our village, alone, with nothing, no relatives, no friends, not even eyes ......"

"Auntie!" Zi Wei walked over, interrupted her, and said with a smile, "Qingqing called you back to eat outside the door." ”

The aunt wanted to say something, but Zi Wei reminded again: "Don't let her wait for a long time." ”

Before leaving, my aunt said to me earnestly: "In short, you have to treat Zi Wei well, his life is too bitter!" ”

I had doubts and asked him, "Aunt Fang Cai said that your life is hard, and that your eyes are ...... What's wrong with your eyes? ”

Zi Wei chuckled casually, "It's okay, she's just too worried about me, and she wants you to be nice to me, so it's inevitable to exaggerate." ”

I was about to ask something, but then the child's cry came. I looked at the baby crying in his swaddling clothes, and hurriedly picked him up, coaxing him so much that I didn't care about anything else.

——

Ziwei and I pondered the child's name many times, and finally decided to name the child "Jing". Jing, Anya. It means "stability", and I hope that the child will have a stable and smooth life, and there will be no disasters and difficulties.

Ke Zi's surname is Mo, if he is crowned with Mo's, Mo Jing, Mo Jing. Isn't it the other way around?

So Ziwei decided to let the child take my surname and name Xiao Jing.

I asked him, "If you let the child take my surname, aren't you afraid that your Mo family will cut off the incense and have no successor?" ”

Zi Wei didn't mind and said: "No matter what his surname is, he is my child, and the bloodline of the Mo family will be passed on." Otherwise, let Jing'er's future children have a good surname. ”

"Otherwise, if you really worry about me." Zi Wei approached my ear and chuckled, "Why don't we have a few more?" ”

I shoved him away and ignored his teasing.

Immediately, I remembered Zheng Shuyao and asked, "When are we going to find Zheng Shuyao?" ”

Zi worried's black eyebrows frowned unconsciously, "The child is so young, how can he withstand the bumps, wait until the child is older." ”

I had a pimple in my heart and said, "Every time I mention Zheng Shuyao, you are not very happy." You say, are you still unforgettable with her old love! ”

Zi Wei stiffened his face and said, "What you say is so unreasonable." How am I to you, you are not clear? What old love and new love, it's not just like you. ”

I felt a little more comfortable, but I still asked to the end, "Then why are you unhappy when you hear me mention Zheng Shuyao?" ”

"It's not because you ......" Zi Wei almost blurted out, but he suddenly stopped, thought about it, and said with a slightly gloomy gaze, "Every time you mention her, you have to think of Gao Changgong, you will inevitably be sad, I don't want you to be sad for him." ”

Turns out he minded this.

I looked at him and said slowly, "Actually, I'm sad, just because Changgong is my best friend, and we don't ...... anything."

"Sister Qingqiang!" Qingqing's sudden arrival disrupted our conversation.

She also brought a very trough cake news.

"Today, I went to the temple to ask for a peace charm for the child, passed by the restaurant in the town, and heard someone talking, saying that the world and the earth map is in the hands of Xiao Qingqiang, Zuo Qing's apprentice, if you want to get the world and the world, you have to find Xiao Qingqiang."

Qingqing asked me, "Sister Qingqiang, are you the Xiao Qingqiang they are talking about?" ”

My hands and feet were so cold that I couldn't say a word.

Zi was worried about helping me to sit down, and told Qingqing that I was not feeling well, and asked her to go back first.

Qingqing went back with a suspicious face.

My heart seemed to sink to the bottom of a lake, and I asked him, "You already knew, didn't you?" ”

He often goes out to buy clothes and supplies for his children, how can he not know? It's no wonder that when he was unoccupied for a while, he always looked preoccupied, and he wasn't surprised at all when he heard the news.

"I know. You were pregnant with Jing'er at the time, and I didn't want you to worry, so I didn't tell you. ”

"This is the secret you've been keeping deep in your heart, isn't it?" Zi Wei stared at me with distress in his eyes, "This is also the reason why you came back from Chen Guojiu's death and was controlled by Yu Wenyong, right?" ”

I just felt a chill coming out of my body, "But it's no secret now. ”

It has already reached this town, and you can imagine how widely this news has spread and how many people have known about it.

"Master has died because of this secret, and now it's my turn." My heart was shrouded in a dark cloud, and I said slowly, "How many people with wolf ambitions want to get that picture." They're going to find me and force me to hand over the picture. ”

"My own life and death don't matter. What I'm most afraid of is that it will affect you and your child, so what should I do? "I started to worry about my children, my children.

"You are not allowed to say that. Whatever is not involved, we are husband and wife, whether it is a blessing or a difficulty, we should all bear it together. Zi Wei hugged me and gave me firm strength, "Don't be afraid, I will protect you." ”

My hands trembled slightly, "For many years, I have been guarding this secret carefully, just because I know what the consequences will be if it becomes known to more people. Now that this secret has been completely exposed, those people will definitely find me, and they will not let me go. ”

"With me, no one is allowed to hurt you." Zi Wei firmly held my hand and said, "The news has reached here, which means that it is not safe here." In two days, we'll leave here and go to a more secluded place where no one can find it. ”

——

Zi Wei had already thought that if this place was exposed, he would take me to Baiyun Mountain to live in seclusion, and he quickly packed up and took me and the child on the road.

We hurriedly said goodbye to the villagers, saying only that we were visiting relatives' houses, but did not explain the truth. Qingqing watched us get into the carriage, and his eyes seemed to be clear

I was in a heavy mood, and Zi Wei comforted me: "Don't worry, there are my friends in Baiyun Mountain, and I have asked them to help build a house and prepare the family." And that place is rarely inhabited, and no one will find it. ”

The carriage moved slowly, and when I saw that I was holding the child for a long time and did not speak, I turned my head slightly and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

"I'm thinking, there are only two people who know about this - Yu Wenyong and Chen Ji. Who will spread this news? Is it Yu Wenyong, or Chen Ji? They all want the world and the earth, but if this news is released, more people will compete with them for the world and the world, which is unreasonable. I frowned, unable to guess the cause of the incident.

Zi Wei said while driving: "Don't think about it yet, the answers to all questions will be known over time." The most important thing now is your peace. ”

The inn is mixed, there are people everywhere, and there are many people, and it is easy to leak their whereabouts. For the sake of safety, along the way, we did not dare to stay at guest houses, and only stayed in some nameless temples or Taoist temples.

The moonlight tonight is exceptionally clear, and I usually like to look at it like this. Looking at such a clear moonlight, it seems that my heart is also brightened. But now, my heart has entered a maze, and no amount of moonlight can break the gloom in my heart.

After I coaxed the child to sleep, I looked at the child's innocent sleeping face, and couldn't help but sigh softly: "I originally wanted to take the child to Luofu Mountain to meet Zheng Shuyao and fulfill Changgong's last wish." But now, I can't protect myself, and it's hard to see her. Fulfilling Changgong's wish is even more far away, and I really can't stand him. ”

There was a faint sadness between Zi Wei's eyebrows, but he still smiled: "When this turmoil passes, everyone slowly forgets about it, and we will go to Luofu Mountain." Either way, there's always a chance. ”

I remembered the scene where Chang Gong protected me and blocked the arrows for me, and a sense of firmness surged in my heart, "Yes, I must bring Chang Gong's words to her in person." If I can't even do this, I will be living up to Changgong's kindness to me in vain. ”

I want to tell Zheng Shuyao how much Changgong loves her, so that she can understand Changgong's true heart, but Changgong's regrets.

Zi Wei looked at me, but there was no light and soothing smile on his face, and there was a little more loneliness. As if tired, he told me to go to bed early and to hurry tomorrow.

I nodded and fell asleep next to the child. Zi Wei was lying outside, looking at me and the child, there was always a trace of melancholy between his eyebrows, but I don't know why.

We stayed at the temple and wanted to leave the next day. Unexpectedly, on the second day, we heard an unexpected thing from the little novice who swept the floor - about Master Huiyuan.

Exegesis:

(1) The title comes from the Tang Dynasty Yuan Zhen's "Reward Zhou Engaged in Wanghai Pavilion to See Mail" "There is a storm in the world"