Section 12 The Most Unbearable Thing in the World (2)
"Don't talk about Yao Jin!"
"No, I'm going to finish today, I'm going to finish today!" Yao Jin gritted his teeth, pushed Wei Yan away, straightened up desperately, and said proudly: "But I didn't collapse, I didn't collapse, I Yao Jin survived! So you too, Wei Yan, you have to get through! Don't stick to the relationship between children and daughters, we are just a passerby in each other's lives, you still have a lot of ways to go in the future, and so do I! We have to let go, let go...... When you see me later, don't come over, even if I fall to the ground, even if I'm dead, don't come over!
"Yao Jin, don't say it!"
"I'm going to say!"
"You-"
"Don't come here!"
Yao Jin, who was hoarse, suddenly pushed hard, pushing Wei Yan, who had just taken two steps closer to her, and then she turned her head and ran to the railing opposite, she felt that her legs were trembling, her whole body was shaking, she couldn't help hugging the pillar next to her, choked and said: "Forget me, don't come here, I don't want you to see me like this, I don't want to ......"
Yao Jin's excitement contrasted with Wei Yan's calmness, but under his calmness, his heart was silently torn and broken. He walked slowly towards Yao Jin, one step, two steps, three steps, he could see her shoulders trembling, he guessed that her face must be full of tears, but he couldn't go any longer, he couldn't walk anymore, but a few steps, it was an abyss, a chasm that he couldn't cross in his life. He also thought that at least he could guard her from afar, at least he could walk to her when there was no one around her, even if it was just to say a few words, even if it was just a smile, but some people kept repeating some words in his head-
Yao Jiaxi said: Brother Yan, you can leave me and everything in the family, I am willing, as long as Brother Yan you can do it, you can go to Her Royal Highness the eldest princess and do what you want to do, as long as you can really do it.
Wei Nanyan said: Even if you don't marry the lord of Yunzhu, the daughter of Zhongshuling, even if you are not the younger brother of this palace, you must understand that it is impossible for you and Li Yaojin to do so. She will live on the cusp of the storm all her life, either pushed to the top, or thrown down, and no one can protect her broken bones - Yan'er, you can't protect her, she is by no means someone you can hope for.
......
Sentence by sentence poignant words repeated in Wei Yan's mind, he lowered his head and said in a deep voice: "Yao Jin, listen to me." ”
"Good. ”
"He Jun is a thousand years old, and he is sad...... Five hundred years. If I have five hundred years left in my life, Yao Jin, I can only grieve for you, but I can't protect your well-maybe we are doomed to have no result from the beginning, but neither myself nor you can stop me from loving you, and I will love you for the rest of my life. ”
"Then dig a hole in your heart with your love, pour it with mercury and bury it in the earth, seal it tightly, and never dig it out again. ”
"Yes, that's what I thought too. ”
Wei Yan looked at Yao Jin, who was a few steps away, and suddenly took out a silver-gray sachet from the placket, the sachet was very small, embroidered with a swallow standing on a branch, and next to it was a Yao yellow peony that had not yet bloomed. Wei Yan caressed the pattern on it very lovingly, then carefully took out a thing from the sachet, put it in the palm of her hand and stared at it for a long time, and finally put the thing on the sachet and put the sachet on the ground.
"This has always been with me, and I have never left, and I think it should be returned to you today. ”
"What ......"
"Yao Jin, you and I must firmly remember that from today onwards, there will be no Wei Yan and Yao Jin in the world. ”
"Hmm. ”
Yao Jin turned around with difficulty, listened to the words with difficulty, and then nodded with great difficulty. Looking at the red rope on the ground that had faded a little, and the nanmu bead on it, I thought that it was often held in people's hands, and the bead had been coiled shiny. She walked over step by step, walking very lightly, very slowly, just a few dozen steps as if to finish her life, and at this time Wei Yan had already walked to the other side of Shuangtang Building without looking back, he walked so fast, and the footsteps were so clear, the sound fell in Yao Jin's ears, like a huge hail in her atrium, her atrium that had long been mutilated and had no roof, smashed all over the atrium.
After reading the bitterness of parting at the end of the world, I don't return, and the flowers are as promised.
The bottom of the flowers looks at each other without a word, and the green window has nothing in the spring rainy day.
To tell the acacia lamp, a wisp of new love, a thousand wisps of old hatred.
The most important thing is that the world can't stay, and Zhu Yan is a flowery tree.
It turned out that she and Wei Yan were just a human world that couldn't be kept......
Yao Jin put the Nanmu bead rope into the sachet, held the sachet tightly in his hand, looked at the figure of Wei Yan who was constantly blurring away and finally disappeared from vision, muttered, closed her eyes heavily, and a tear fell, drawing the first line at the corner of her eye, which will be difficult to erase for the rest of her life.
After returning to Chenghuan Xiaozhu on this day, Zixiang hurriedly told Xuannu about what happened today, both of them were very worried, Li Yao rested in Yongyang Palace, Lin Yuebai couldn't get out, so he could only send someone to ask if the eldest princess was okay. Zixiang was afraid that the queen would be worried, although she replied that everything was normal with Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, but she and Xuannu did not dare to leave Yao Jin's side for a moment, the more natural and happy she behaved, the more drumming in the hearts of these two people, until late at night to listen to Yao Jin's breath steady, to make sure that she was really asleep, Xuannu on duty at night then tiptoed to the outside, and saw Zixiang standing in front of the window, looking at the faint moonlight in the slightly open window.
"This palace of the Li Dynasty is really not good. ”
Suddenly hearing Xuannu's words, Zixiang was a little curious, and turned around and said: "I heard that Xuannu was the princess of the chasing mountain clan in the South China Sea in the past, and the chasing mountain clan is not a small tribe, isn't it also similar to this palace in the clan, isn't it all pickled everywhere?"
"Intrigues, a piece of pickled ......" Xuannu looked at the bead chain in her hand, and in the middle was the sapphire, the symbol of the princess of the Chasing Mountain Clan, which was also given to her by Yao Jin after she entered the palace, "The Chasing Mountain Clan is also pickled, compared to the palace of the Li Dynasty, it is just a small thing, and it is not worth mentioning." ”
"In the past, when I was in Xiangcheng, there were a lot of dirt in Shuangsheng Building, although I and Feihong were just lurking there, but I had to get mixed in, my temperament was unbearable, and I didn't scold the sky and the earth on weekdays, but now I entered the palace and found that there are many things in this palace, which you can't scold, and you can only suffocate in your heart. ”
"But our Highness ......" Xuan Nu looked back silently, "she was born from such a place and grew up, but she is more optimistic than anyone else, she always thinks about trying to do her best-"
"When I was in the Evergreen Palace, I occasionally heard the head of the family talk about Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, and I was really curious about what kind of person Her Royal Highness was. ”
Xuannu laughed, walked to Zixiang's side, and asked, "That Zixiang girl, what kind of person do you think Your Highness is now?"
Zixiang was silent for a moment, and suddenly said seriously: "She is the only person I have ever seen who is worthy of being the head of the family." ”