Section 11 The Most Unbearable Thing in the World (1)
"It turned out to be the county lord of Yunzhu and the county horse, please get up. ”
Lin Yuebai motioned for the two to get up, but his eyes couldn't stop looking at Yao Jin on the other side, and Zixiang next to him immediately understood, so he bowed down and took a few steps back towards Yao Jin's side. Lin Yuebai turned her gaze back to the husband and wife: "Today, the county lord and the county horse entered the palace, is it here to greet the queen mother?"
"The queen mother, Jiaxi has indeed been to the Queen Mother's Taiyang Palace, and she has asked the Queen Mother to say goodbye. ”
"The residence of the Queen Mother is far away from here, how can the county lord and the county horse ...... Got here?"
"Queen Niangniang, because Concubine Shugui knew that her husband and Jiaxi had entered the palace today, she passed on the two of us to talk about family life, so I went to Luoyang Hall just now. Listening to Concubine Shu's mother ask about the construction of the Shuangtang Building by her husband, Jiaxi knew that this building was built by her husband, so -" Yao Jiaxi turned her face slightly and glanced at Wei Yan next to her with reverence and love, "So I begged my husband to take Jiaxi here to have a look, but I didn't expect to disturb the queen's mother, and I hope that Niangniang will be punished!"
The county lord said seriously. The county lord of Yunzhu is the younger sister-in-law of Concubine Shugui, and she is also a family with the palace, so you don't have to see each other like this. Lin Yuebai saw that Wei Yan's face was unnatural, although she was angry that he was just like that, and she would definitely disturb Yao Jin, who had just returned to normal, but she couldn't say anything, so she had to turn her face away and not look at him; Today's palace is also a whim, so I invited the eldest princess to come here to see, I didn't expect this building to be very high, and it was tiring to climb up. Now that this scene has been appreciated, the palace is also a little tired, so I went back with the eldest princess to rest first. Lord Yunzhu, you and the county horse can enjoy the scenery here, just take care of yourself. ”
As she spoke, Lin Yuebai put her hand on the back of Yao Jin's hand, who had just walked to her side, only to feel that her hand was a little hot, shook it gently, and said, "Eldest princess, will you go with this palace?"
Yao Jin didn't answer, she was half-bowing her head, and her gaze slowly moved from her skirt to Yao Jiaxi's body at this time, and then stopped. In fact, she has never looked at this woman carefully, but she has heard her from many people's mouths, although she doesn't want to, she can't help but hear a lot, her background, her upbringing, her mannerisms, her appearance, everyone says that she is the daughter of Zhongshu Ling, and she was named the second grade county lord, and she should be the first noble person in the Wei family, but she has never had a frame, not only filial piety to her in-laws and love her husband, but also a smart, capable and approachable housewife in the eyes of the Wei Mansion. Yao Jin herself didn't know why she heard this, and she didn't know why she remembered this, she also secretly hoped in her heart that all this was just the surface of this woman's hypocrisy, hoping that she was not so good at all, hoping that she was not worthy of Wei Yan, and hoping that Wei Yan would not have even the slightest trace of true feelings for her, but when Yao Jiaxi spoke again, these hopes in Yao Jin's heart collapsed.
"Jiaxi is willing to send the queen back to the palace, but Jiaxi still has a small request, and I hope the queen will agree. ”
"You say. ”
Yao Jiaxi seemed to hesitate a little, she bit her lip lightly, and her eyelashes trembled slightly: "I saw that Her Royal Highness the eldest princess was in a bad mood...... The concubine thought, the view here is wide and the scenery is pleasant, it is better to ask Her Royal Highness the eldest princess to rest here for a while, look at the scenery and soothe your mood. Just right...... It just so happens that the husband of the concubine is also here, and the queen can let him guard the eldest princess around her Royal Highness, and you can also introduce the interesting things about the construction of this double begonia tower for the eldest princess. ”
As soon as these words came out, everyone present was surprised. There are not a few people in the capital who know the past between Yao Jin and Wei Yan back then, and the harem is the best at gossiping rumors, this is not a past that catches the wind and shadows, and it was once a good talk for women in the palace, especially after Yao Jin returned to the palace this time, Wei Yan had a "brave rescue of the eldest princess" in Guanghua Palace, and the rumors once spread wildly, and at this moment, the words of the county lord of Yunzhu seem to confirm the rumor that "the relationship between the eldest princess and the county horse is by no means ordinary". Lin Yuebai's face changed after hearing this, and there was displeasure in her voice:
"In front of so many outsiders, Lord Yunzhu's words are really inappropriate. The eldest princess is a daughter's family and is in the boudoir, how can she be alone here with her foreign man! This palace still goes back with Her Royal Highness the eldest princess first, and the county lord and the county horse please take care of yourself!"
After that, Lin Yuebai pulled Yao Jin and was about to leave, but Yao Jin also pulled her hard: "Queen Mother, there are no outsiders here." ”
"What?"
Lin Yuebai was stunned for a moment, and looked up at the surroundings, in addition to Yao Jin and herself, as well as Ah Meng Ayuan and Zixiang who came with them, the rest of the palace people had already been sent downstairs by Ah Yuan when they saw Wei Yan, and Wei Yan and his wife who came opposite were only two alone, and they did not bring any attendants with them. So at this moment, there are indeed no outsiders upstairs in Shuangtang, but why did Yao Jin say this, did she want to-Lin Yuebai shook her head resolutely, looked at Yao Jin's bright big eyes, and said word by word: "We have to go back." ”
"I need a goodbye. If there is no goodbye, the future will not come-" Yao Jin's smile was faint, with a little bitterness, with a little determination, her gaze calmly moved to Wei Yan, and Wei Yan was also looking at her.
"Wei Yan, we ...... Say goodbye to the past. ”
“...... Well. ”
The blue sky is infinitely close, so close that it seems to be reaching, but it seems infinitely high, so high that when you gaze at the sky, it is like a person who has fallen into the abyss looking up at an exit that can never be reached.
At this moment, there is no one else upstairs in Shuangtang, Yao Jin stared at Wei Yan's eyes, as if he was the person in the abyss, and Wei Yan still looked at her with such clear eyes, looking at her gently, although that gentleness could no longer belong to himself - Yao Jin turned around and walked to the railing and said in a low voice: "She is fine." ”
"She?"
"Yao Jiaxi, she's fine. ”
"She's nice and smart. ”
"Clever?"
"She knows everything. Wei Yan walked to Yao Jin's side and pulled her shoulders over to face herself, "She, like you, hopes that we will say goodbye, a real goodbye!"
"Don't you want to?"
"I never thought about it. ”
"But we will say goodbye. Yao Jin closed his eyes and suppressed the tears that were about to fall, "I thought I gave up on you, but I heard that you got married, I heard that you had a child, and I felt that you gave up on me." I'm unwilling, I'm unwilling, but I can't say anything to others, and even when I'm alone, I don't dare to admit my unwillingness......"
"The last time you came to Chenghuan Xiaozhu to see me, I thought it was the last time you and I met, I thought it was goodbye, my heart hurts...... But you hugged me in the Guanghua Palace, I knew it was you, but I had already collapsed, I had collapsed at that time, and I wished I had died on the spot—"