Chapter 20 Life Always Seems So Unsatisfactory

The sky seemed to become extremely gloomy in an instant, and just now the sun was roasting me in the air, and now when I take a shower, it turns out to be a black cloud that is about to destroy the city. With the sound of "woo woo woo ......", the little maids carried out the water bucket by bucket.

I really don't want to go, but the little girl called Bihong is extraordinarily strong. That's right, it's the one who threatens me with his life to take a bath, he opens his mouth and closes his mouth, the eldest prince commands......

What else can I say about that? If they are not allowed to do it, their lives will be abandoned. The sky can be seen, I really feel sorry for them, the wind is as loud as whistling, it is obvious that this is the rhythm of the storm, they are carrying water bucket by bucket, I, a person who has received modern education, really can't do peace of mind.

Fortunately, there are many people and great strength, and it will be completed in about half an hour, and dozens of people will work together, and the picture can be called a water mobilization. Then five maids were left to clean up the water stains on the floor and clean up the mess......

Little Peach asked me to go to the bedroom to stay, she poked out her little head to look back and forth, I called her to sit next to me, Little Peach refused this equal treatment of master and servant as usual, I still couldn't do anything about it, I said, "What are you looking at?" ”

Little Peach came to stand next to me and asked me softly, "Miss, did you say that the eldest prince will let you bathe in such a painstaking layout every day in the future?" ”

You ask me? Who do I ask?

"What do you think?"

Little Peach replied to me very arrogantly: "The slave thinks it should be." Miss finally came to the bitter end, I didn't expect this eldest prince to be so good to Miss. ”

You're afraid you're the lobbyist that the eldest prince planted next to me, right? Is it good for me to take a hot shower every day? I was so bored in bed that I couldn't figure out this girl's brain circuits.

Just as he was about to get up and go to Yunfan Xiaozhu for dinner, he heard someone in the outer hall say: "Miss Yi is here?" ”

Little Peach hurriedly went out and responded, "What's the matter?" The young lady is resting. ”

"This sister is fine, the little one is sent from the kitchen account to deliver food to a young lady. Today, the wind and sand are strong, and I am afraid that there will be heavy rain, so Steward Liu asked the little one to tell Miss Yi that she doesn't have to go to Yunfan Xiaozhu anymore. ”

"Okay, I'll take it for Miss. Trouble little brother. ”

The man who delivered the meal must have gone out, and soon after it began to rain heavily, Little Peach ordered the little maids to prepare a low table and a kneeling mat for me, and told me to eat.

Today's meal is without those princes and princesses, I use it very comfortably, when it comes to eating, I have to sit, this kneeling is really disrespectful to the knees. When I sat down on the futon, the little peach knew what I was going to do, and quickly told the little maids to clean the bathhouse again, and said that it was unclean, and let them wipe it again, so as not to be seen and affect my image.

Even if I don't think it's a big deal.

The rain outside the house was "crackling" and ......falling, and there seemed to be no intention of stopping, so I went back to the house to rest after rinsing my mouth after eating. The rain seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, and it could be clearly transmitted into the house through the curtains......

In modern times, I was very sleepy on rainy days, and once it was so rainy, when I was still working in the hospital, I was called "the little nurse with the urinal pot" by my best friend Elle.

In my sophomore year, Ai Le was a classmate of my nursing school, and in his sophomore year, he turned his relationship to e-commerce, and also encouraged me to evacuate together, and said to me with foresight, "There is not much future as a nurse, at best she is a senior nanny, and she is assigned to the ICU, leaving only catheterization and urine, enema, nasal feeding, and sterilization of various tubes; If it's an instrument nurse, I'll go, watch the doctor Bai Sensen's knife go in and out every day, and I can't be a nun from now on. ”

I said she was alarmist.

She was fine, and then instilled in me all the disadvantages of being a nurse: "If you go to the emergency room, like you, who is not long-sighted, and accidentally read the doctor's order, it will be a human life." ”

In response to this girl's crow's mouth, although I did go to the emergency room and made a date with the emergency doctor, I definitely didn't come out with my life on my back.

The rain that day, as rushed as today, at 6:05 in the evening, 120 received an emergency call, and someone jumped off the building.

The rain was particularly heavy, and before the patient was delivered, the nurse on the bus called: "It's an 8-year-old girl, jumping from 10 ......"

I picked up the car at the door, and the rain soaked my clothes, but I seemed to have been shaken by the heart, how much of a thing would kill an 8-year-old girl? When I received the car and pushed the rescue room to close the door, the little girl's grandmother immediately knelt in front of me!

"Please, doctor, please, save my granddaughter......" At that moment, I couldn't even say anything.

Or my ex-fiancΓ© Yan Longjun calmly returned to the old man on the ground: "You will only hinder our normal rescue." One Ho, close the door. ”

At that moment, I only felt that this person was calm and terrible, but I couldn't tell that he was wrong in the slightest. In this emergency room, every second is the golden time for patients, because every moment is a robbery with death. So what he said was not wrong.

I only heard him say: "When I jumped down from such a high building, my pelvic bones were undamaged, but my organs were seriously ruptured and bleeding...... Naichi, contact the Department of General Surgery immediately...... Is the blood group result from the laboratory matched? Hurry up and call to urge ......"

Even after more than three hours of resuscitation, the face with the blood clot was still getting whiter and whiter. The child's grandmother immediately fainted the moment she heard Yan Longjun announce her death.

Even if the rescue is timely, because of excessive sadness and stimulation, cerebral infarction is triggered, resulting in hemiplegia, and over time, the brain gradually shrinks, and in the end, even the arms cannot be lifted and can not eat normally......

The old man's children can't accept it, the pain of losing the child, and the complications of the old mother, so that this matter has gradually become a medical trouble, although we all know that Yan Longjun is not wrong, but because he did not take into account the mood of the old man in conveying his attitude, he was criticized by the whole hospital and fined and compensated.

But the matter did not end like this, the old man jumped off the building the next day after Yan Longjun paid 100,000 yuan and the hospital paid 150,000 yuan.

It seems like the beginning of a nightmare......

Yan Longjun resigned a week later, and I still remember him crying with me as he left: "Yihe, I really didn't think that no one had told me, what should I do?" β€œ

I have always known Yan Longjun's pressure, no doctor is willing to be involved in medical malpractice, this incident is indeed not to blame Yan Longjun, but we know that the family just wants a comfort, but now this comfort has ruined a young doctor's good future.

"I'm not going to be a doctor anymore," he said. When I see the patient now, I think of the little girl, of her grandmother......"

He added: "If I had waited for the old man's son to come back, it wouldn't have been like this...... I'm sorry, it's all my fault...... It's all my fault...... I didn't expect ......"

After that day, I never saw him again, and he seemed to have disappeared from this world. I've been to all the places where I can find him, I've asked all the people I know well, and though there are very few, I haven't found him.

I have never said that Yan Longjun is an orphan, relying on his own efforts step by step to get to where he is today, from childhood to adulthood, he has always relied on excellence to gain a foothold in the crowd, such a blow, for him, how terrible!

It wasn't until a month later that I received a letter from him to me, with only the recipient's address and name on the envelope.

He told me in the letter that he had been practicing medicine for ten years, but he did not expect to give up in the end. He thought he would stay in the hospital and become a leader in the medical field.

said that there was a bank card in it, which was his last 70,000 yuan, and he was optimistic about a house and was going to save some more money to pay the down payment of 180,000 yuan...... But he gave 100,000 to the old man's family, and now that the old man has passed away, the 70,000 is useless, and he asked me to hand it over to the old man's family to express his apology.

Say he's sorry for me......

Say, he won't marry me again......

At that time, how I wished that rainy night had been a dream, and I had never come. But I know that the medical records were written by my own hand, and they are there to prove what a real and extraordinary night it was......

When I went to the little girl's house, I was ready to be swept away, and although he abandoned me, it was his last request.

The old man's son was not as disgusted with me as he thought, and he told me the story of the little girl.

The little girl who committed suicide, their husband and wife have never taken care of it because of work, the little girl has been taken care of by her grandmother, that day, in fact, there is nothing important, but the girl has been watching TV, and the grandmother urged her to do her homework and asked her not to watch it, but the little girl was not obedient under the repeated requests of her grandmother. Grandma rarely lost her temper with her, but she actually talked about her that day, but when Grandma went to the kitchen to cook, the little girl jumped directly from the balcony! Since then, the old lady has a shadow in her heart, and the husband and wife know that it is her heart that cannot get out of the scene of that day, and now even her body is broken, and she lies in bed all day thinking about what happened that day...... I thought if she didn't scold her, if she didn't go to cook, if it hadn't rained that day, they would have been strolling around the small park in the courtyard, if they ...... But she knew that it was all about ...... So, she went with her, and she left a letter before leaving, saying that she didn't blame the doctor, it was her fault.

But the couple couldn't forgive Yan Longjun, so they didn't tell him that week, and their mother didn't blame him.

Life always seems to be so unsatisfactory, there are always misunderstandings and hurts. I want to tell him that everything is not what you think, that the hurt is over, and misunderstandings will always be solved, but I open the address book and dial it......

It was still the same cold mechanical voice: "I'm sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off......"