Chapter 695: Between Love and Hate
Wei Xueying couldn't express the shock in her heart at this time, she agreed with what Chu Ling just said, it is true that how much you love someone will hate how much you hate someone, and between men and women from the original love to hate, it is all because of love so hate.
He said that she couldn't hate, so she couldn't hate.
After learning that Li Yunluo died, she hated Chu Ling, his distrust, his arrogance, his deception, etc., to this day, she felt very tired, she didn't want to hate anymore, she just wanted to give up.
"I see." Wei Xueying retracted her gaze and looked at the sky again, and those opinions on Chu Ling in her heart suddenly disappeared without a trace.
Chu Ling looked at Wei Xueying puzzled, he asked her if she was willing to go back, but she didn't give him a clear promise, was this a silent rejection of him?
If yes, then he has failed.
Sure enough, in her mind, she has no status for a long time.
Even if he said sorry, even if he said so much, she still ignored his love, I'm afraid she still thinks he's ridiculous!
He lowered his head gloomily, with disappointment and helplessness in his eyes, and a sneer in his heart: "Xue Ying, I won't bother you, since you want a child, then leave with the child!" Leave before I can regret it. His voice had a cool aura, and his face was dark.
Although he didn't want to show his displeasure, he couldn't control his sad mood at this time.
When Wei Xueying heard Chu Ling say that she was going to let her go, she was slightly surprised, pursed her lips and chuckled, her smile was meaningful, but there was a faint relief.
Chu Ling's distressed expression seemed to be hidden under the thin ice, revealing an indescribable chill.
Wei Xueying looked at Chu Ling, it was rare that he would choose to give up, was this really letting go, or was it the indulgence of lust that he chose for a while?
"Okay, thank you." Wei Xueying softly agreed, and she agreed to his request, choosing to leave his side instead of agreeing to return to the imperial city with him.
Chu Ling's face was full of astonishment, although he vaguely guessed the result, but the words he got still shocked him, he miscalculated, it should be said that he failed.
Wei Xueying's face had a smile as elegant as a lotus, and she said unhurriedly: "Thank you for letting go of me, and thank you for returning the child to me, I am very grateful for your righteousness." ”
Chu Ling didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, but he couldn't restrain his anger in his heart, his hands were already clenched into fists, his nails were deep into the flesh, his heart was trembling in pain, but there was an iron intent on the surface: "This is your choice, then I respect you." ”
Wei Xueying could feel Chu Ling's reluctance, but she didn't care at all, and her voice was not salty or light: "Thank you for your respect, I am very grateful." She thanked her repeatedly.
"No thanks, hehe!" Chu Ling opened her mouth without thinking, her eyes overflowing with desolation, staring at sadness: "As long as you feel happy, it's fine." ”
Wei Xueying's eyes were full of relief, and there was a deep smile: "Hmm! ”
Chu Ling looked at Wei Xueying, he still wanted to say something, but he turned into a sigh, and then left in a hurry, his figure looking chaotic.
Wei Xueying's originally gentle gaze became dim, she looked at Chu Ling's lonely and complaining back, and a trace of distress flashed in the depths of her eyes.
It took a long time for her to move away and return to her room.
On the second day, after Wei Xueying woke up and fed the child, she and Lichun went downstairs to have breakfast.
Wei Xueying saw that there were Yu Fengcheng, Yun Maia, Hua Zili, Fang Dabiao and Chun'er waiting for her to eat downstairs, but there were no Chu Ling, Su Yuan, Ah Yuan and A Jin, she walked to Yu Fengcheng, Yun Mad and Hua Zili, and asked suspiciously: "Why don't you see Chu Ling, and trace their origins?" She found that the guards brought by Chu Ling were all gone.
Yun Mad raised his head and looked at Wei Xueying thoughtfully, and said slowly: "They left early in the morning, saying that they were going back to the imperial city." ”
Wei Xueying's face was surprised, although she was surprised, she had a unique stable and unchaotic temperament, and sat down calmly, but her expression was dark.
Lichun sensed that something was wrong, so he took the child and sat down to the side, looking at Wei Xueying silently.
Wei Xueying was suddenly angry, and scolded Chu Ling in her heart for saying goodbye without saying goodbye, but at the same time she felt ridiculous, she said that last night, it was normal for him to leave, why did he leave, she would be unhappy, her heart seemed to be empty, as if she had lost something important.
In fact, she had a premonition, after all, the two had already said something like that last night, either she left, or he left, and he was obviously the best choice.
Ay! She felt a dull pain in her head, her brows furrowed, and she said painfully and angrily: "He is really gone, and he walks so dryly and crisply." "It's not detached from the water at all, so it's like the ruthless and resolute Chu Ling, and it's like a decision that a Ming Jun should make.
Her face was ugly, her eyes were dull, and her whole person seemed to have a dark cloud piling up on her head, full of a sense of depression.
After a slight sigh, she picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and ate the porridge in front of her in a big gulp, as if she had no soul, and ate it mechanically with her mouth open.
"What, Xue Ying, in fact, he gave me a letter before leaving, asking me to pass it on to you." Hua Zili hesitated for a moment, but still took out the letter and handed it to Wei Xueying.
When Chu Ling left this morning, he asked him to transfer the letter to Wei Xueying, he didn't want to accept it at the time, but seeing Chu Ling's pleading, he took it.
But he didn't want to give it to Wei Xueying, but seeing Wei Xueying's dejected appearance at the moment, he couldn't help but take it out and give it to her.
When Wei Xueying saw the letter, she was instantly immersed for a while, raised her eyes to look at Hua Zili suspiciously, and suddenly realized.
"If you want to know what he said, I think it's better for you to take a look, so it's more reassuring." Hua Zili suggested with a smile, and without waiting for Wei Xueying to take it, she stuffed the letter into her hand.
Wei Xueying's clear and calm eyes looked at the letter, she slowly opened it and looked at it quietly.
The letter reads:
Xueying, when you read the letter, I was already gone, please forgive me for not saying goodbye, it is because I don't have the courage to say goodbye to you, I am afraid that after seeing you, I will be reluctant to leave.
Hehe! Isn't it annoying, I obviously said that I would let you go, but I was reluctant, so I had to choose to leave in this way.
Do you know? When I learned the news of the death of you and your child, I was shocked and painful, the pain is indescribable, but it is as if I have lost the meaning of life, my life is incomplete, once upon a time, how I want to go with you, even if I am willing to see you again after death, because I just want our family of three to be together.
Later, I learned that the body might not be you, you are not dead, I am so happy, I was so excited that I couldn't sleep all night, I have a goal in my life, so I let all the people frantically look for you, looking for you day and night, just to make sure that you are still alive? Is the child still alive?