Chapter 696: Letters
When Wei Xueying saw this, her brows wrinkled deeper and deeper, light pity flashed in her eyes, and her heart was also very sour, she was afraid that she couldn't help crying, so she got up and looked at Yu Fengcheng, Yun Maia, Fang Dabiao, Hua Zili, Tian'er and Lichun who were all staring at her: "I'll go out for a walk, don't come with me, I'll be fine." ”
Her tone did not fluctuate, but her heart was not calm, because she did not dare to continue to check the rest of the letter in front of them, she was afraid that her vulnerable side would be revealed in front of them and let them see the joke, so she hurried out, and looked like she had fled in a hurry.
"Big sister..."Fang Dabiao shouted, his face worried.
"Da Biao, let her be quiet! Although she doesn't admit it, she always has that person in her heart, and that person's position is something that none of us can replace. Hua Zili said solemnly to Fang Dabiao, he sighed, and a faint blue and black appeared under his eyes.
Last night, he didn't sleep well either, because he heard the conversation between Wei Xueying and Chu Ling.
In fact, he didn't eavesdrop on purpose, but he just went out for a walk when he couldn't sleep because of something in his heart, and accidentally overheard their conversation, and he was also very clear about the reason why Chu Ling was leaving.
Chu Ling is leaving, he is very happy, because Chu Ling is no longer pestering Wei Xueying, and Wei Xueying can no longer hide, she can live the life she wants with peace of mind and pursue what she wants.
But he was wrong, because of Chu Ling's departure, Wei Xueying's behavior was not normal, especially after looking at the letter, her sad side was revealed.
He can also be sure that Wei Xueying still has Chu Ling in his heart, even if he doesn't admit it, it is a fact that cannot be changed, and there is a child between them, and it is unlikely that they want to easily break off the relationship between each other, he has a hunch that the relationship between Wei Xueying and Chu Ling is not over.
"Let's eat!" Yun Mad said a word, he buried his head to eat, a trace of complexity flashed in his eyes, and a helpless wry smile appeared on his face.
When everyone saw Yun Crazy eating, they didn't say much, and continued to bury their heads in eating.
Wei Xueying came to the courtyard, she sat down on the stone bench, and plucked up the courage to open the letter and continue to read, her original indifferent expression mixed with a bit of pain.
The rest of the letter reads:
I'm glad you're still alive, especially the moment when I was told that you were alive, I was happy and satisfied, you really existed, you didn't die, and the child didn't die.
I thank Heaven and our ancestors for protecting you and your children.
But the moment I learned that you had fled again, I was disappointed when I knew that you had deliberately created the fire in the cold palace just to escape from me.
I never thought that you would leave me by such means, your heart is so ruthless, I can't resist it, and it also catches me off guard.
But it is true, and I hate you, for depriving us of the good affection we have ever spoken, including the scornful oath we have made.
But what I hate most is that you took away our children, you actually left with the children alone, I am also the father of the children, you took away not only the children, but also ruthlessly deprived me of the right to be a father, so that my children can not be reunited, nor can I enjoy the joy of family.
Later, I knew that you were in the Muyun clan and were about to give birth to a child, so I thought about taking revenge on you, and the best way was to take your child, so I deliberately arranged for the nurse to take away your child and threatened you with the child.
It wasn't until the child was taken away by Wei Zhilan that you insulted me in all kinds of ways, and even resented me, that I understood that your heart was full of holes, you hated me, hated me, and were even afraid to see me.
I'm a stranger to you like this, and I'm afraid that I don't have any place in your heart, so I'm by your side, even if you don't like me.
When I went to save the child, I used the identity of Lichun, and I have been by your side all those days, and I try to imagine that you can see my goodness.
It wasn't until I went to the cemetery that I saw Duanmuqing's crazy and paranoid love for you.
Although that kind of love is very common, it is also very frightening and disgusting, and this kind of love is not only unacceptable, but also makes people want to escape from it.
For some reason, in Duanmuqing's expression, I seemed to see my shadow, as if if I were to treat you like this, you would also flee away from me.
Because you no longer have me in your heart, you have no love for me, I forcibly stay by your side, and threaten you with children, I am no different from Duanmuqing's approach, and the two of us are the same.
After much thought, I decided to let you go and seek your advice.
Sure enough, I got the result I wanted, but I found that I couldn't accept you leaving, that kind of pain made me unable to breathe, and I couldn't stand in front of you casually, I was afraid to see you again, I would take you away desperately, and take back everything that let you go.
Therefore, I chose not to say goodbye, to be cruel to myself, and to leave first.
Speaking of which, you will think that I am selfish and domineering, and even do whatever I want, right?
Actually, Xue Ying, I don't know, I'm very conflicted, even if I am the emperor, even if I have more, but I can't have you and the child.
I made a big determination to leave, and I let go of the other half of my heart, that is, our children by your side.
Ay! Xueying, promise me, live well, and live happily every day in the life you want.
And you just have to remember that once in your life, there was such a man who loved you, even if he once hurt you, he only hoped that you could remember the good and forget all the bad.
Remember, I love you, Xueying, the ends of the earth must remember that I love you.
After reading the whole letter, Wei Xueying's whole person became very strange, her eyes flashed with layers of guilt, and her tears fell, wetting the letter.
She sat there in a daze, frowning from time to time, and with a bitter face from time to time, as if her soul had been lost, like a stone.
"If you can't bear it, then chase it and return to him." Cloud Mad sat down beside her, his heart aching bitterly from her appearance.
Wei Xueying was a little surprised, looked up at Yun Mad in a daze, and looked at him with a disapproving expression: "I finally got rid of him, and now you want me to go back, isn't this a slap in the face?" Hehe! ”
Yun Mad half-hung his face, and said with a sigh: "If you love someone, you won't have these, there will always be someone who will bow their heads first, if no one bows their heads, then they will miss it, and love is the ability to forgive everything, this is power." After speaking, he raised his head to look at Wei Xueying and continued: "I believe that you are a brave person, some things will be solved without evasion, I think it is best to face it calmly and work with him to overcome every difficulty in life." ”
Wei Xueying's eyes flashed, he was thinking about Yun Mad's words.
Last night, when Chu Ling said that she was going to let her go, she was relaxed and she was relieved, but her heart hurt fiercely, not just one knife, but many sharp knives.