I waited for him at the top of the stairs, and when he came down, he held a book in his hand, handed it to me, and said, "This is Chen Fei's "Growth Record Book", you can help me take it for a while. ”

"Okay. Reluctantly, I said, "My medical records are for you." ”

With that, I handed over the medical record.

He glanced at it, but didn't look at it, raised his voice and said, "Go ahead, when is it good, when is it going to be class." ”

Before I turned, he stepped up first.

I thought to myself, he deliberately asked me to come so that I could send Chen Fei's "Growth Record" for him, and he would not care about the patient at all, and he often said in class, how to do it, I thought that people who often say this kind of sentence pattern are like God, caring for everything, because this sentence pattern comes from the "Bible, Genesis" God said: "Let there be light, so there is light." ”

I thought that people who knew this kind of sentence must understand God, love everything, love everything, it turned out to be a wolf in sheep's clothing, many people like to say this, this image is the most permanent, the most common, the oldest image in China.

There are a lot of such people around us.

My head was very heavy, thinking about a lot of things, and I felt a slight pain, and it hurt even more when I shook my head.

No, I had to go home and get some sleep, so I gave up the idea of going to Chen Fei now to hand over the book to him, took a taxi, and went home, I thought I would send the book over in the evening or tomorrow when it was better.

I fell asleep vaguely, and when I opened my eyes, the sun was already fiery red, shining obliquely through the window, and the edge of my bed was warm.

Outside the window, the yard was filled with the sounds of the neighbor's children, which could often be heard for children, but everything seemed new when they first woke up.

I remember when I was a child, there was an article that compared spring to just waking up. We compare the appearance of waking up to spring, and when we open our eyes, everything seems to be alive and renewed.

The noise of children is bright, the birdsong in the trees is beautiful, and even the sunlight feels novel.

Ten thousand trees in front of the sick tree.

Waking up at the head of the bed is also spring.

I'm spring on spring because I'm sick and I've just woken up. Take advantage of the fact that spring is not over now, hurry up to wash and bathe.

But I soon found that spring had passed, and the air was mixed with heat, and I looked at the yellow calendar for most of the summer, so I tried to preserve the spring mood.

I played a song "In the Spring", if one day I am old and nowhere to go, please leave me, in that time, if one day I leave quietly, please leave me in that spring............!"

I brushed my teeth and washed my face on one wall, and shouted at the mirror to entertain myself, the song was very short, and what was left for me was a spring.

Inadvertently, I jumped up in front of the mirror and didn't look sick, and I was instantly surprised by this.

My stomach doesn't hurt anymore, but my head still hurts a little, and I'm done washing.

I was going to change clothes and found that there was no clean clothes in the wardrobe, and the unwashed and dried clothes at the foot of the bed were saved by me like a hill on the plateau, forgive me for not doing laundry so much, and indeed I felt that I was very lazy, and the only way to forgive myself for being lazy was that because people were lazy and didn't want to walk, they invented cars, because people were lazy and didn't want to make a fire to cook, so they invented a rice cooker, and all inventions can make sense with laziness.

Thinking about laziness is the main reason for changing the world, laziness is the source of inspiration for great inventions.

In fact, this is just a rhetoric for yourself, as for whether it is true or not, you believe it is right, and if you don't believe it, it is false.

I had to dispel the idea of changing clothes, tie my shoes, and go out to find Chen Fei, it was boring to be idle anyway.

There are a lot of people on the bus platform, most of them are white-collar workers, they

The name brands on the clothes are shining, the strong smell of perfume is coming to the nose, the bright lipstick is shining in the light like a nectarine, and many people's cherry small mouth becomes a nectarine big mouth.

What's even more terrifying is that the eyelashes of the white-collar girl squeezed in front of me were blown off half by the wind, only half stained, and I think that if I meet an old man with heart disease at night, I will probably be scared half to death, and the stakes can be imagined.

The bus stops and goes, getting more and more crowded, I deliberately looked at the time, now it seems to be the rush hour after work, so it is so crowded, for Chinese to go to work is not active after work, sure enough, it is six o'clock in the afternoon, the peak period of straight work.

Damn, I thought the sun was the rising sun just now, but now I know that the sun just now is the setting sun, is there any other difference between the sunset and the rising sun in addition to the different directions?

"The sunset is infinitely good, but it's just near dusk!" is why sigh and grieve.

Anyway, it seems to me that the sunset is as good as the rising sun.

When I arrived at the door of Chen Fei's house, I heard the voice of a girl inside, like the last time, I put my ear to listen, it turned out to be that kind of voice, sometimes loud and sometimes small.

I don't know where the strength came from, and with a hard kick "bang!", the door was kicked open by me, oh my God, Sister Tea and Chen Fei actually did that kind of thing on the sofa.

The three of us froze for a moment, and at this moment the earth seemed to stop turning, and my brain went blank.

They covered their lower bodies with blankets.

I threw down Chen Fei's "Growth Record", turned around and rushed out, and closed the door with a loud "pop!"

I ran away in an instant, I didn't know where to run, at this time I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, I don't know whether it was sad or sad, as if my heart was numb, unconscious, and even broken heart long gone.

Where am I going, I'm still running aimlessly, the vehicles and pedestrians are irritating, everything is irritating.

I wanted to find a quiet place, I didn't want to see everything here.

Running hard, I ran along the road, and kept running, a car passed by me, and all the trees retreated.

I was tired, I held on to a tree, and I breathed hard under the tree. Looking at the spread and crooked road, the vehicles are vague. I found out that I had left the town, and this road was the same road I used to play with Sister Green Tea in the ruins, and I was very familiar.

It seems that this place has a relationship with me.

I remember I had just been here during the Chinese New Year.

After a short walk, I arrived, and the ruins had not changed at all from before, and it was evident that it had been completely abandoned, alone in some corner of the world.

The grass at the foot of the ruins wall was much deeper, and the path into it still had some kind of path, and it was evident that it knew I was coming and tried not to take possession of all the territory.

The scarf, mutilated ruins were in full view, the sky was starting to darken, and the whole city was starting to light up, and I was lonely in comparison.

I lay on the top of my arm and carefully recalled everything I had seen just now, I shouldn't be sad because I didn't like Chen Fei in the first place.

I think of Sister Green Tea as my best friend, and she doesn't dare to tell me the truth, the truth, I think it's cheating.

On the contrary, what makes me even more sad is Sister Green Tea, I think Sister Green Tea is a good person, an absolutely good person, at this moment I changed my opinion, I am completely unfamiliar with her feelings, I feel lost in her, she must have a lot of secrets hidden from me.

Even I began to suspect that she and Chen Fei had been together for a long time, the boy he said before in her high school might be Chen Fei made up by her, what she said was not credible, she cheated me out of my money, and used the excuse of her mother's illness to win my sympathy.

On second thought, she is not a bad person like that, she is a good girl, she is at most a girl with secrets, and she does not commit crimes with secrets.

These thoughts are intertwined in my mind, lingering, and definitely not coming, unless someone likes to bring trouble to themselves.

The deep black night sky is full of stars, like the fruits of autumn, more like ripe rice in a rice field, and there is no moon tonight.

Suddenly, a familiar figure stood in front of me in the dark, and I sat up, and I knew it was her green tea sister.

She also sat down and said, "I know you're here, I went to your house to look for you and found out you're not there, so I guess you're here." ”

I don't speak.

She continued: "Actually, you don't need to be angry, you told me a long time ago that you don't like him!"

I couldn't help but burst into anger: "Why didn't you tell me, why did you hide it from me!

I spoke so loudly that it almost took my might.

She was stunned, stunned and continued: "You are not strange, why do you react so much, it's really inexplicable, and why should I tell you." ”

I thought she would beg me to forgive her, but her answer was as if it was in heaven and one on the ground, and this distance made my inner peace even more distant.

"Am I strange?" I said angrily, "Am I normal? I treat you as a good friend, I am such a person, how can you not understand me." ”

She continued: "Why should I specifically get to know a person, no one in the world is obligated to get to know you. ”

"You've changed!"

"It's not that I have changed, it's that you don't know me at all!"

"You and he have known each other for a long time. ”

"Yes," she continued, "I have known him for a long time, do I need to say this? I met him when I first came to work at that bar, do I want to tell you this? ”

After she finished speaking, my heart seemed to be struggling, like I was falling into the water and struggling desperately, and a stream of hot blood seemed to rush straight to my mind.

She said everything that made sense, and I was a little overwhelmed and didn't know what to say next.

I ran past her and left, I didn't want to stay here for a minute longer, I didn't want to see her, it felt like everything had changed, I thought she was someone I was familiar with, but I didn't expect her to become a naked stranger from that naked moment just now, this is simply a naked change.

My heart was struggling, as if it was going to die.

At this moment, it felt like the world was getting colder, and the night was getting deeper and deeper, as if there was only a slight breath left in the world.

This road is the same as that of Sister Green Tea, which I used to think was very familiar, but now I found that the orange and red ones were shining on it, and the road was dull and silent, and now there were no vehicles passing by. Just a few bits and pieces of insects chirping in a corner.

My shadow lay black on the pavement and followed me. The wind rustled through the trees on the side of the road, making people feel a little cold, and put their hands in their pockets and walked slowly.

I lay in bed and thought about it all night, in the future, I may not be able to be friends with Sister Green Tea, I am not so generous, of course, I am not the prime minister's belly, I can't hold anything, let alone support the boat.

How kind do we have to be to compromise certain things, how kind is to be kind, I think it is not necessary to compromise certain things.

As Russell said, the pursuit of objective truth, regardless of success or failure, is already a good virtue.

Let's get a good night's sleep, don't worry about anything, and when the day dawns I believe everything will be fine, and in the second half of the night, sleepiness finally comes, close my eyes, and finally my night falls.

I don't think I'll ever meet Sister Green Tea and Chen Fei again in the future, and the next day I pulled my heart back to my usual state, thinking that everything was just a dream, and I think this is the truth.

In the past few days, my whole body and mind have been integrated into my studies, because I am about to take the graduation exam, in order for me to be able to enter high school, I always have to go to the sports field to run a lap or two after class every day, I hope that my sports score will not be very low, as long as you work hard, you will get what you want.

We have heard this sentence since childhood, and I have verified that it is true, as I thought, my sports performance is quite good, this is true, which makes me believe this sentence even more, and then I have to work hard to review every day in and out of class, and I want to make up for important knowledge.

As long as the grades keep up with the head teacher's eyes will change a lot, I remember that the head teacher used to see me squint, now I see that I not only look straight and my eyes are shining, but now I find out that the head teacher is a double eyelid.

Academic performance is the teacher's treasure, then you are the treasure.

My life is almost only left to study, these days the mobile phone has not been favored by me, my mobile phone on the head of the bed has no trace of electricity, I am afraid that it will break, go to charge.

I found that Sister Green Tea was in my mailbox, left a message, I hurriedly opened it to see, Sister Green Tea left a message: "Qianqing!I'm leaving, I'm leaving here, I'm glad to meet you in this strange place, maybe I'm wrong, but don't worry about not feeling guilty for me, I definitely didn't leave because of you, because my mother died, I want to go back, maybe I won't come back, if there is a chance we meet in this world, we are still friends, will you recognize me as a friend?" By the way, you lent me the money, I called her to your bank card, no matter what, I want to thank you, thank you for knowing each other, I hope we can meet again in the future, your good friend Sister Green Tea, I guess you don't know my name yet! Remember that my name is Tang Xiaorong. ”

Looking at Tang Xiaorong's unfamiliar name, this is the first time I know her name, which makes me feel guilty why I never ask her name after knowing her for so long, not to mention that I treat her as a good friend, and I feel even more guilty that I can't send her, and I can't even see her at the end.

If she's by my side I'm willing, I'll tell her in person that we're still friends and we're not wrong.

I replied, "We're all right, you'll always be my good friend, and we'll see each other again." ”

Now all I can do is to silently wish her well here, and hope that everything goes well for her.

In the past few days, when I am in class, I always think of Sister Green Tea, but I think she is getting less and less, maybe I am gradually getting used to everything at the moment, maybe I am getting busier and busier Chen Fei has not contacted me since that day, I and him seem to have forgotten everything, they seem to disappear in my world, and even feel that they have disappeared in this world.

On the day I volunteered, I met Chen Fei at school, in the corridor of the political and educational office, we met each other and just glanced at each other, he and a few of his friends talked and laughed to themselves, we didn't say a word, just a simple glance.

I finally got into the high school I wanted to go to, and in the afternoon I happily applied for the volunteer and prepared to go home.

As soon as I went downstairs, Chen Fei was standing at the top of the stairs, and I walked by with my head down.

He shouted, "Stop!"

I stopped and said, "Is there something wrong?"

He hugged him and said, "Congratulations! ”

I stopped his hand and he put his arm around me, it was really uncomfortable.

I went on to say, "It's normal for me. ”

"Cut, you can blow it! Maybe you copied it! Maybe it's lucky. ”

"Chen Fei! Shut up! Get out!"

"Will you die if you talk well?"

"Ask yourself. Who doesn't talk well, you are neurotic!"

"Okay, we haven't seen each other in a long time, do you want to have fun?"

"No, where to go?"

"Let's go, I'll take you to a fun place. ”

"I still have something to do, so I don't have time to spend with you. ”

He said angrily: "Lao Tzu will give you face! If you don't give Lao Tzu face, you really can't go!"

"Big brother, did your grandmother ask you to come and give me face? If I don't go, I won't go, what can you do to me!"

"Don't think that I won't dare to do anything to you if your mother is married to a rich man!

When I heard this, I had already walked to the side of the court to leave the school gate, only to hear the shouting from behind: "Xu Qianqing!

Chen Fei and I have always been like this when we meet, we never talk well, let alone talk well, and it is very annoying to see him.

When I got home, I found the door open, and I thought it was a burglar in the house, dragging the garbage shovel outside the house, trying to make a move.

I gave up after entering the door, my father was sitting on the couch, watching TV, I hadn't seen him for months, how could he suddenly come back, but I was a little uncomfortable. I've never liked to be in touch with him.

At this point, I didn't know what to say, so I put the garbage shovel down.

He said, "You're back from school?"

Apparently he didn't care about me at all, and I was no different from a stranger asking such questions when I had graduated.

I said, "I've already graduated! ”

He looked at it in disbelief: "What do you want to do?"

"One. ”

"Did you get in?"

"I got in. ”

"Oh!"

I thought he would be happy for me, but he said "Oh!" flatly.

Disappointing answer, this really can't satisfy me, joy is not afraid of having no place to share, most afraid of sharing your joy with the other party, turning joy into joy, this time can really be happy.

I was disappointed to change into slippers.

He then said, "Have you eaten?"

"Nope!"

"Do you want to go out to eat?"

"Yes, anyway, I graduated from the holidays and was relaxed, nothing happened, whatever. ”

"Let's go, go now. ”

"Hmm"

I followed him and I realized that he had a new motorcycle, no wonder I couldn't tell he was back just now.

We just went to a nearby restaurant to eat, very close to no motorcycles, and he and I asked for a few random dishes.

During the meal, we didn't speak, and the people at the tables next to us were noisy, or we could hear the sound of us chewing food.

I asked, "By the way, where have you been?"

"Hey, I went out to do the antique business, and I received a lot of fakes, and I lost a lot, and now I still owe 70,000 or 80,000 yuan. ”

I threw down the chopsticks in my hand and said, "Well, I told you a long time ago that you need to have a certain amount of knowledge to play this kind of thing, not just play casually, let alone play with people like you, you will have nothing to do if you listen to me earlier." ”

"Hey, I'm unlucky this time, I'm not going to play this stuff again. He continued, "But now that the creditors are collecting debts from me, where can I get all that money?"

After saying that, he looked at me pitifully, and I saw that his innocent eyes softened a little, after all, he was my father.

I whispered, "It's not you who see what I'm doing!"

"I didn't ...... Nothing!"

"Is it really nothing?"

"It's okay, that's it...... That said don't be angry. ”

"Say!"

"It's that I want you and your mother to borrow a little, she should lend it to you, and you can borrow a little for me for her. ”

I shouted, "What an international joke are you making!"

Because my voice was so loud, everyone around me looked at our table, and he winked at me.

Then he whispered, "I know you hate your mother, but I really can't help it, so I came up with such a solution, do you think there is a better way besides this one?"

"Anyway, I don't care that it's your business, not mine, you go and take out a loan yourself. ”

"The loan doesn't work, I don't have anything to pledge, they won't bag it to me. ”

"The house!"

"The house can't be sold, let's talk about where we live and where you live, you know that my father was your grandfather, he came from the countryside, he was penniless when he came here, and he bought such a house here after working hard here for half his life, and he gained a firm foothold, is it easy for you to talk about him? Anyway, I can't sell this house. ”

"Anyway, I won't beg her, I want to go to you!"

"Good. He continued, "Let's each take a step back, you go with me, and I ask for money, isn't that good?" She will definitely not refuse in front of you, not to mention that seventy or eighty thousand is a small matter to her. ”

"It turns out that you have already calculated that you will invite me to dinner. ”

There is no such thing as a free lunch, and it is true.

"It's not important, the important thing is up to you, if you don't agree, there's no way, the main thing is whether you agree or not?.....................!"