Chapter 266
I know that Ye Zixi said this matter, but I don't know what she said, Ye Zixi and I are classmates, we rarely come and go, rarely talk, the most talked is that when we clean up, we need each other's physical strength to dominate each other, this is the time we talk the most.
Sometimes we don't say hello when we go to the toilet or meet in a corner of the school, we don't know each other before, sometimes she sees me from a distance, she naturally avoids it, maybe she hates me, of course I don't care much about that.
What I am most concerned about is that today she actually said that I stole her mobile phone, and she was in a bad state during class in the afternoon, crying on the desk.
The geography teacher asked her, "Why are you crying?"
She cried: "Teacher, I lost my phone, I usually put it in the bookcase in class!"
"Don't cry in class, cry after class, look for it after class, I believe you can find it!"
"Do you still need to look for it?" she cried, turning her head to look at me.
I don't know at all, because I'm looking down at the ghost story, I'm too fascinated by it, I'm fully engaged, and naturally I don't know anything about the outside world, and it's being written in the book that there is a female ghost crying under the big locust tree at night, and then it seems that someone can faintly hear the cry, and there are people who provide me with plot services, I see it more substantiated, I can't extricate myself, not to mention that people who write ghost stories like to write in the first person.
The first person is originally for the pursuit of a sense of substitution.
There is both a sense of first-person substitution and a plot to provide me like falling into a swamp and falling deeper and deeper, how to pull out, how to extricate myself.
In Adrian's words, Yurcenar said that when a person writes or calculates, it transcends gender, and even transcends human beings (when a person writes or calculates, he is thinking, and thinking is related to a person's future, so the person who thinks is beyond the person in this world. )
This sentence makes a lot of sense, but it's not just about writing and calculating, but also about thinking while reading a book or thinking about something else. As long as you think about it, it is.
The class suddenly fell silent and looked at me, I didn't know at all, I didn't know that the geography teacher walked up to me, he reached over and took my book, and my eyes shifted from his hairy hand to his face, and I came back to my senses.
He took the book to the podium and said, "You have to read it, I'll read it after class, I can't read it during class time." ”
He just said something so simply, which was unexpected to me, because I remember the last time a male classmate in our class was caught by him because he was playing with his mobile phone in class.
He said: "I smiled at my crotch in class, and most of them were playing with my phone. ”
After speaking, he immediately smashed the classmate's mobile phone into ashes, and then scolded a class, a very strict teacher.
But today's attitude towards me is the same as the last time I treated that classmate, so I guess I'm a girl.
In fact, this is not necessary, if it is like this to girls, it just makes me feel that girls are very cowardly, more cowardly than boys and need protection, and I feel like I have to look up to boys.
In the same way, some people in society give women all kinds of social security under the slogan of women's rights protection, but in fact, they feel that women are cowardly and need protection.
We all say that men and women are equal.
Considering the basis of equality, it is not necessary to consider some of the advantages of gender differences in other areas.
If a boy thinks about it, girls love ecology more, love peace more, and even girls *** last longer than men. Or a girl thinks about it, and the boy thinks logically and tries to be stronger and smarter.
So what else is there to talk about equality between men and women?
I'm not glad he didn't punish me, and I wouldn't be grateful to him anyway.
My classmates were all looking at me now, and I didn't understand it, so I whispered to my tablemates, "What's wrong with me and why are they all looking at me?" ”
She said: "Just now when you were reading a book, Ye Zixi said that you stole her mobile phone. ”
I heard her say this, and I stood up loudly and shouted, "I didn't steal my phone!"
Frightened, the teacher threw down the chalk.
Ye Zixi stood up with tears in his eyes and shouted, "It must be you, who else but you." ”
"Why do you say it's me?"
"I know you hate my mom, it was she who left you, so you have to take revenge, it was you who stole my phone!"
I just saw on the cover of a ghost story that there are no ghosts in the world, and some people disturb themselves.
I threw the book down with a "pop!" and ran out of the lesson, which I couldn't teach.
I don't want to see this kind of person, for no reason to label me a "thief", what I hate most in my life is to add a crime to me, especially once the crime is stained, it is difficult to whitewash, the whitewashing process is very complicated, there must be enough evidence, to prove it to everyone, but to give others a crime is a sentence.
It gives me a heavy sense of stress.
I didn't want to see her, so I ran out and just got to the bus stop and the teacher called me.
I answered the phone and said, "Hey, teacher. ”
Our homeroom teacher said, "Come to the office." ”
"Got it. ”
No need to ask, I am sure that this matter has been known to our head teacher, and I want to go back to testify, anyway, the clear person is self-clear, I have a clear conscience, and I am not afraid of the shadow crooked, there are these three ancient sayings, it is enough.
It seems to have given me more courage.
I turned back to school again, and when I went to the office, Ye Zixi and her mother were both there, and I knocked on the office door, and they turned their heads to look at me, and her expression was a little panicked.
Ye Zixi's tears have not dried, the black tears under her eyes are obvious, like a wound, in addition to her usual likes to wear makeup, in fact, the powder on her face is like a pile of sand, and the tears are like a river, the river washes down the sand and accumulates it aside, her face is exactly like this, a pile of sand here and a pile of sand there, perfectly creating a sand dune.
Apparently needless to say, her face is drawn on a map of the world.
The teacher looked up and said, "Come in!"
I wandered in under their gaze.
The teacher asked, "Ye Zixi said that you took her mobile phone, right?"
"No, why did I take her phone, she insisted that I took it. ”
She continued: "Teacher, forget about this matter, isn't Zixi just a mobile phone, I'll buy you one." ”
It sounded like I had stolen my phone and forgave me graciously. I was completely innocent of that, and in the teacher's impression I was a thief, a thief who was forgiven.
I said, "No! ”
The teacher looked at me, then at them, and she came up and took my hand, and I took a step, and she said to me, "Qianqing, you come out for a moment." ”
She went out without taking my hand, and I followed.
Standing still in a corner of the hallway, he swept his gaze and said, "You really didn't take her phone?"
"What do you think, I have a mobile phone, and I'm not a psychopath, why am I using her mobile phone. ”
"I think that's all for me, don't mention it again in the future. ”
"Oh, so forget my innocence!"
"Innocence is more important than sisterhood. ”
"Where did the sisterhood come from, it was she who deceived me first. ”
"Well, I can't afford you"
"It has nothing to do with you!" I said, "and we have to find out what it means if it is left like this, you know? It means that I am a thief, you are magnanimous people, and I will always be a thief." ”
"I believe you!" she said, putting her hand on my shoulder, "I believe you're not a thief." ”
I pulled her hand away.
I continued, "Do you believe it works, I'm a thief and that precious girl of yours put a hat on me." ”
I made it clear what I had to say, and I turned around and went back to the office.
The teacher asked her, "What do you think of Ye Zixi's parents?"
She bowed her head.
I hurriedly interrupted: "This matter needs to be investigated." ”
Ye Zixi continued: "It's the first time I've seen you as a thief." ”
She suddenly said, "Shut up!"
The teacher hurriedly said: "I think this matter is settled, after all, the big thing is small, and the small is small." ”
"No, you don't check me!"
I really didn't steal her phone, I swear.
The teacher was stunned and said, "Ye Zixi, please think about when and where you last used your mobile phone, why did you say that she stole your mobile phone, do you have evidence?"
Ye Zixi: "I...... The last time I used my phone was after the fourth class in the morning, and I called my sister. ”
"And then you find out that your phone is missing?"
She nodded.
The teacher continued: "Okay, from the time you called after class in the fourth class to the time you didn't see your mobile phone, did Xu Qianqing have any contact with you during this time?"
She shook her head and said, "No...... No. ”
"Then how do you say she stole it!"
She bowed her head and was silent, as if she had made a mistake and had been discovered.
At this time, I inexplicably admired our homeroom teacher, who approached the problem step by step, which was much better than those who only cared about reasoning and talking about those rules.
A lot of people just like to talk about rules and regulations, and the rules and regulations are not targeted and have no value.
She continued: "Ye Zixi, how can you just talk about people. ”
Ye Zixi glared at her.
The teacher then said, "Go to the classroom first, look for it, if the classroom is not available, you go home and look for it, you may fall on the road and be picked up." ”
Ye Zixi said: "Well, mmmm...!"
She continued: "It's really troublesome teacher, thank you, teacher!"
"It's okay, this is what I should do, let's go to the classroom first, if there is no one in the classroom, then you can go home and have a look!"
After that, we went out of the office to the classroom, and the physics teacher was in class, and the head teacher called her out to discuss with her and handed over the rest of the class to him.
All I hope is that my phone can be found in the classroom, so that I can prove my innocence in front of the whole class, so that my classmates who like gossip and entertainment will not have to say what is wrong.
I went back to my seat, and the homeroom teacher said, "Have any of you ever picked up your phone?"
The whole class said, "I haven't seen it!"
She stood in the doorway and said, "If the teacher wants to call or not, it may be hiding somewhere." ”
"Uh-huh!"
She called, and it didn't, which disappointed me.
She said: "Forget it, it's just a mobile phone, I'll go home and look for it, Ye Zixi! You too! What are you fussing about with a bad mobile phone." ”
"Okay, Ye Zixi's parents, you go home and look for it, it may have fallen at home. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you, teacher, I went home to find her and smiled and said, "Then I'll go home!"
Her voice was raised very high, obviously deliberately letting Ye Zixi or me deliberately let us hear it.
"The teacher said, okay!" The teacher looked at the classmates who were discussing and said, "Everyone be quiet, this matter is over, don't make a fuss about big things, and don't talk about others casually without evidence." ”
I panicked, "Thief." "I can't get rid of this hat for the time being. Of course, what's even more terrifying is that the gossip of the classmates is so powerful that everything can be spread.
This is precisely because Russell once said that anything can be deduced from a false premise.
This sentence is not wrong, I believe everyone has verified this sentence, but you didn't expect it, when we do mathematical geometry proofs, for example, we prove that the results show that the hypotenuse of a right triangle is longer than or less than the sum of the squares of the vertical sides under the root sign, this is naturally not true, contrary to the Pythagorean theorem (the hypotenuse of a right triangle is equal to the sum of the squares of the two vertical sides under the root sign) indicates that there is an error somewhere, we have to check a recalculation, as a student does not want this kind of thing to happen.
If there is an error in the front, no matter where the error is made, in other words, it can be said that it is a false premise, and it is obvious that facts that do not exist in mathematics are deduced.
If this example is not comprehensible to some people who don't know mathematics or don't know the Pythagorean theorem, then I'm saying that writing is also a false premise, so we can see everything in it.
Saying that I stole the phone is like this, I didn't steal it at all, which is also a premise from a fake, and the result can naturally be deduced from anything.
That's where I panic the most. Maybe I was insecure and panicked.
The teacher said this briefly, and then began to lecture, after all, he knew that class was more important than anything else, not to mention that this half of the class was exchanged with the physics teacher, and it would be a great loss if he didn't teach again.
After class in the afternoon, I hurried to a place where Ye Zixi was passing by to wait for her.
I think I'm going to have to make it clear to her today.
I was waiting for her at an intersection, and after a while she and a few classmates were talking and laughing, and she had already seen me when she was waiting for the red light.
She didn't bother to look at me and passed me by, and I said, "Ye Zixi, stop me." ”
She stopped and said, "What's wrong?"
"I want to talk to you. ”
She spread the wrists of her two best friends and said, "You go back first, I'll go back later." ”
"Bye-bye......" After saying that, she walked away obediently.
She was still interested in this, and she might have guessed what I was going to say, so she told them to go home first, and it would be good for everyone, at least it would be better to talk.
I said, "I didn't take your phone, and if you deliberately framed me, you would regret it." ”
"Who knows if you took it. ”
"Just because you don't know, don't guess, you hurt others a lot like this, you know?"
"Why, it's a thief!"
"You ......! Anyway, I've made it clear that I didn't take it, if you find it, you have to make it clear in front of your classmates and teachers, it will be regarded as compensation for you casually framing others. ”
"Okay! Let's talk about compensation, my mother gave you so much money, isn't it compensation?"
"I don't want to talk about this, stop me!"
"Hmph, is your heart weak?"
Looking at her attitude, and her current face, I couldn't help it, I immediately slapped her, and the sound of "pop!" was crisp and loud.
She was a little stunned, she never thought that I would hit her, she touched her face that was red and swollen from the beating, and tears wrapped her eyes.
I didn't say anything, I turned to leave, I hit her this time I couldn't bear it anymore, it can be said that it has reached the extreme line of my patience, so I did it. Of course, I won't just give up on this matter, and I can't show weakness to them.
In the next few days, it seemed that everything was very dull, Ye Zixi's attitude towards me was still the same, he didn't bother to look at me, and he bypassed when he encountered it, and the matter of me stealing my mobile phone seemed to be buried by something, not heard or mentioned from the mouths of my classmates, but it has always existed in my heart.
I don't know if Ye Zixi has found her mobile phone, naturally she doesn't do what I said, and even if she finds her mobile phone, she won't make it clear in front of her classmates.
I thought about it for a long time, and I suddenly thought of Ye Jing, I can ask Ye Jing, has she found her phone, if she finds it, I will let her make it clear in front of her classmates anyway, this is my ideal, I have regarded it as an ideal.
On the weekend, I happened to meet Ye Jing in the supermarket, she was carrying something in her hand, and she was alone, next to a sculpture fountain in front of the supermarket.
She was wearing a blue shirt and a pair of leggings, and I recognized her at a glance.
I shouted, "Ye Jing." ”
She smiled and said, "It's you, Sister Qianqing!"
"You remember me. ”
"Of course I do. ”
This attitude is much better than that of her sister, who is two different personalities from her.
"I have something to ask you, let's go up to the second floor, go get something to eat, I'll treat you. ”
"What's the matter, okay. She said, "Anyway, it's just me, and it's fine." ”
After that, we took the elevator next to the first floor to the second floor, and I asked, "What do you buy?"
Her face flushed slightly, and she lowered her head and said, "It's nothing." ”
I curiously scanned her bag, and looking through the red translucent bag, looking at the shape and the contents of the shell, I could probably guess that it was an aunt's towel.
Naturally, this makes me a little funny, if I were not a girl now, but a boy, I guess her face would be as red as a freshly cooked crab. Maybe she wanted to buy an aunt's towel, so she came alone.
When we got to the second floor, I sat down by the window, and I would look at it wherever I had a window.
Another reason why I like to get closer to the window is that I used to read a book by Qian Zhongshu "Humans, Demons, Ghosts, and Beasts", which has such a sentence, with a window, there is light in the room, and we can get in touch with nature without going outside, which is the victory of human beings over nature.
The window is a great invention.
In this way, I deeply felt the greatness of the window, and I liked to lean against the window, not only to show that the window is a victory of human beings over nature, but also to show that wherever there is a window, there is light.
I asked her, "What do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you, and you're waiting for me here." ”
"Okay, then you're welcome, I want KFC and a bottle of Fanta. ”
"Good!"
I bought a bottle of Fanta and KFC like her, and although I don't like to drink Fanta and feel that it tastes too pungent, I have the mentality that if I don't have the same stuff as hers, I will feel unbalanced in a sense.
I feel that way, and you feel the same way.
I handed it to her and said, "I just wanted to ask you if your sister's phone was found?"
"I guessed you were going to ask me about it. She continued, "I know all about you, my mother was still angry with my sister when she got home, and they had a fight, although you beat my sister, I really don't blame you for her casual nonsense, the phone was found, it turned out to be buried under the sofa at home." ”
"You all know that I beat your sister?"
"Yes, she said it when she got home that day and her mother quarreled. ”
"It's good to find it, it's good to find it. ”
"I know that my sister is to blame for this incident, my sister's character is that she can't get a grain of sand in her eyes. ”
"You're so much smarter than your sister. ”
"That's it. ”
Saying that, she giggled, sure enough, she is much better than Ye Zixi, very smart, my intimacy with her seems to be slowly sublimating, our relationship, I want to be friends are a little embarrassing, if we really become friends, I will be one step closer to her mother.
I don't want to get closer and closer to her mother, not to say that she is also my mother, but I think we should keep a certain distance to make me feel more comfortable.
It's a good way to have space for each other, so that we can feel comfortable with each other.
So I tried not to let Ye Jing know the kind of intimacy I had for her in my heart, although it was not easy to find what was in my heart, but as long as I paid attention to the expression of my eyes, I could still find it, so I tried to restrain myself.
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