031. Can't get out
The cell boss looked at me with a look of lovelessness.
It was a bit strange, and then he told his superiors about me.
Seriously, I don't want to leave this Dali Temple at all, I can't face the fact that I drank saffron under the scorching sun.
It's better to hastily end my life in this Dali Temple, I really don't have the courage to live.
I used to think that Si Yuxuan was just a change in identity, and I should be treated as before, I was wrong.
He became more than just an identity, but also his heart.
I sat on the tiger chair and thought about my own life, from the beginning of my encounter with Si Yuxuan, and finally to his becoming the crown prince.
I have nothing left, and now, I have nothing, child, husband.
It's gone, I can't get out of this Dali Temple, and I can't get out of this palace.
How exactly am I going to live, and what am I going to do? I'm dying here, it's better to die here...
I have no hope of survival, and I don't have the courage to live, so I plan to wait for death in this Dali Temple.
Unexpectedly, that night, the tall and thin cell boss came up to me and said to me in a lazy voice, "You can go." ”
I sat limply on the tiger chair, and the people I had been tortured these days did not look like people, ghosts did not look like ghosts, their hair was scattered, and they were covered in blood.
"Let's go? I haven't tasted all the punishments in this Dali Temple, and I'm not going anywhere. ”
Seeing that I was so stubborn, the cell boss, walked up to me with some disgust, lifted me up easily, and said coldly: "I have seen someone who is not afraid of death, but I have never seen you who is not afraid of death, since you have this opportunity to go out, go out, get out." ”
I wanted to stay in this place where I didn't see the light of day, but I didn't want to, I couldn't even fulfill this little wish.
I was dragged out of Dali Temple by the cell bosses.
I couldn't open my eyes when the sun was shining outside, so I lay on the ground limply, squinting my eyes, covered in dust and blood.
"Avi?!"
I squinted and saw that the person calling me was none other than Bai Wei.
Her eyes were full of pity, this kind of pity, I had seen it in Si Yuxuan's eyes before, and now I can see it again, but it was in Bai Wei's eyes, she came over and hugged me tightly, excitedly snorted and tears, and asked me vaguely: "What kind of suffering have you suffered in it, why are there so many blood stains on your body?" Hurry up, hurry up and follow me back to the women's dormitory......"
I smiled feebly and grabbed Bai Wei's sleeve, I looked at her deadly, and finally couldn't help the grief in my heart.
"Bai Wei, I, I have nothing!"
"Nothing!"
Bai Wei looked at me at a loss, and hurriedly comforted me: "There is nothing, but there is still me, don't be like this, don't be like this, I feel very scared if you are like this, even if you have nothing, you still have me, we can't fall, don't fall, I finally met a relative in the palace, don't leave me..."
I cried bitterly and squatted on the ground, Bai Wei didn't ask me about the child, and Dali Temple, all these things happened, she just said very clumsy words next to her, which may make my already cold heart feel a trace of warmth.
I cried enough, raised my head and hugged Bai Wei, "Thank you, Bai Wei, in this world, I don't know who else to trust, I don't know, what I'm living for, in short, thank you." ”