030. Living alone
I couldn't believe it, and looked at Si Yuxuan in a daze, without any expression on his face.
It's as if you're telling a very mundane story.
There was no one around, only me and Si Yuxuan remained.
I couldn't believe it, I must have had auditory hallucinations, and I asked cautiously again: "When will you take me out, you see, I am still very strong, and the child in my belly is also very strong, and I have eaten a day's punishment, and I am still in my stomach..."
I endured the grief in my heart and smiled: "I don't believe you come to touch, you come to touch, I still felt him kicking me last night." ”
"I told him not to kick me, your dad will come to save you soon, don't worry, you see, you still came in the end, didn't you?"
I shuddered, talking to myself like a madwoman.
He pinched my jaw directly, and his voice carried undoubted majesty, "Drink this bowl of saffron, and this matter will be over, so you don't have to be tortured, I'm doing this for your good, do you know?" ”
I gritted my teeth, and the jaw he pinched was really painful, and I raised my eyes, tears flowed out of my eyes.
I asked him, "This is your biological child, are you really going to do this?" ”
Si Yuxuan didn't have as many emotions as me, his eyes just dimmed, and he said in a deep voice: "Now is the only way for you to protect yourself." ”
My voice was almost hoarse, as if a lot of sand was stuck in my throat.
"This saffron... If I drink it, the baby will fall out, and I won't get pregnant again, won't I..."
Si Yuxuan didn't expect me to know so much about saffron, he was stunned for a moment, and then sighed and said: "This is also something that can't be helped, although there are no children, don't you still have me?" ”
My heart was extremely cold, and the pain I had suffered before seemed to be inflicted on me again, this time a hundred times more painful!
I gasped in pain and smiled slightly, "Does the husband really want me to drink this saffron?" ”
Si Yuxuan was very resolute, so resolute that the child in my belly seemed not to be his, "Drink it, it's for your good." ”
"For my good, or for my husband's good."
When I said this, he really didn't speak, but said: "Wait for the cell boss to come back, you drink it quickly, just think it's for..."
I smiled and drank the saffron he had brought me and licked the corner of my mouth.
Si Yuxuan said the unfinished sentence: "Just think it's for your husband." ”
He watched as I drank the saffron perfectly, turned and disappeared into the darkness.
Child, I'm sorry that my mother didn't protect you.
You were born to suffer only hardship, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
The cramps in my stomach were not as good as the cramps in my heart, and I thought that the arrival of this child would at least make me feel better.
Or it will make Si Yuxuan change his mind, and now he finds out, but it's just a fool's dream.
When the cell boss came in, he was stunned to see that my lower body was covered in blood and stained red with the tiger chair, thinking that I had done something to kill myself.
I clenched my fists and never relaxed, as if the life of the child in my belly had never been stretched.
"What did you do?" The cell boss looked at me in surprise.
I was weak and angry, and said, "What punishment is there, let's use it all, anyway, I don't want to live anyway." ”