Chapter 178: She Wants to Change Her Death
Lu Ji said that the Zhenbei Army did not raise waste, and the next day he really drove Su Li out of the barracks.
is unfamiliar with life, Su Li didn't even have time to be sad in spring and autumn, so she got busy for her livelihood.
She used to live a life of brocade clothes and fine food, although the female red did a good job, but in the vast Saibei, no matter how beautiful the embroidery is, it is just a lively sight.
The girls here are good at riding and shooting, practicing fists and feet, and their skills are not inferior to men, and Su Li stands on the streets of the border city and is out of place here.
She was born white and beautiful, and the caravans always laughed at her when they saw her, and some people saw her alone, and even pulled her to do something.
Of course, Lu Ji couldn't just let her be alone in the city, and he also sent someone to secretly observe her.
But these rough old men don't have the nerve to pity Xiangyu at all, and when they see Su Li being bullied, they will even make fun of it secretly.
In their opinion, this delicate-skinned and tender-fleshed female doll should endure some hardships and then obediently go home to stay, after all, running away from home is not a fun thing.
When they were making fun of Su Li, Chu Huai'an stood beside Su Li, watching her arrogance be smoothed out by reality little by little.
Look at her from ten fingers not touching the spring water to doing everything herself.
Look at her from self-confidence, determination, innocence and innocence to calm and calm after the vicissitudes of life.
Her face has not changed, but in her bones she is no longer the little girl he knew at the beginning.
Two months after arriving at the border, Su Li's white hands were covered with chilblains, pus in some places, painful and itchy, but no one cared if she was in pain or not, tired or not.
She washed dishes, unloaded goods, ate glutinous meals, slept in horse pens, and tasted all kinds of warmth and coldness.
The soldiers in charge of the guards also gradually figured out that something was wrong, how could this girl become more and more energetic the more she endured?
Unbeknownst to others, she always had a bad night's sleep in those months, waking up in the middle of the night, and always had tears on her face.
She kept questioning Chu Huai'an in her dreams why she didn't believe her, and kept experiencing nightmares in the woods that night, she killed two people with her own hands, and went to the bandits' den for a while.
Nightmares follow her, and she can't escape them wherever she flees.
She didn't know that no matter whether she was asleep or awake, Chu Huaian was guarding her by her side.
The nightmare tormented her, and it was more like Ling Chi to him.
After becoming a hussar general, Chu Huaian thought that he and Su Li had made up for the vacancy for five years, but now that he saw it with his own eyes, he realized how ridiculous his thoughts were.
The pain she had suffered was so heavy that he couldn't imagine it.
As the New Year approached, a small group of Hu people infiltrated the border city and wanted to loot some property and women, and Su Li was soon targeted by those people.
She hadn't seen Hu Ren before, and she was stunned when she was taken captive.
Hu Ren was tall and fierce, she was spit out, and the Hu man wanted to leave her behind, but when he saw that she was born beautifully, he shouted at his companions to show off that he had taken a superb.
The group of Hu people quickly took people and things out of the city, but they ran into the trap that Lu Ji had set up a long time ago.
Lu Ji brought a lot of people, and he shot extremely ruthlessly, and he didn't leave a single person alive.
Su Li sat on the ground and watched as Lu Ji wielded a long halberd and slashed a tall bearded man in half, splashing blood and internal organs.
Su Li turned her head and wanted to vomit, but there was nothing in her stomach, so she could only keep retching.
After living for so many years, she had never seen such a bloody scene.
Human life seems to be worthless here, as long as the fists are hard enough and the weapons are good enough, they can occupy a place.
That time of being taken captive, Su Li had a hint of the idea of returning to Beijing.
The desolation and killing of Saibei are not suitable for her, she is incompatible with here, if there is anything else in this world that can affect her emotions, only He'er and the second sister are gone.
She wanted to go back to see He'er and the second sister, the second sister helped her leave, I don't know if she was punished by her grandmother, the second sister is so weak, I'm afraid that she will suffer a big loss.
Su Li acted decisively and immediately packed her luggage.
However, on the day she was about to return to Beijing, Kukdo suddenly led troops to attack the city.
Because of Gu Li's death, Lu Ji and Hu Keduo have had a grudge for a long time, Lu Ji killed that small group of Hu people, and Hu Keduo naturally wouldn't stop there, so he quickly led his troops to the city to shout.
Hu Keduo knows Lu Ji well, he is too upright, even if there is a blood feud with Hu Keduo, he will still insist on a fair fight.
Ku Keduo couldn't understand Lu Ji's senseless persistence, he was cunning by nature, and used this to lure Lu Ji out of the city.
When Su Li went to the barracks to say goodbye that day, Lu Ji had already left the city, and Su Li, who was received by Yue Yan, when they were talking, Lu Zhan kept crying beside him, crying so heartbreakingly that even his voice was hoarse, no matter how much Yue Yan coaxed him, he couldn't calm him down.
The ghost sent the gods, Su Liduo asked about Lu Ji's whereabouts, and Yue Yan said that he led the troops out of the city.
This situation has appeared several times, and few people have taken it to heart, Su Li listened to Lu Zhan's cry, but faintly felt that it was not good.
Su Li's intuition has always been very accurate.
She quickly persuaded Yue Yan and asked Yue Yan to help transfer more than twenty people out of the city with her to find Lu Ji.
When they arrived, Lu Ji happened to be besieged by Ku Keduo, and the soldiers who were brought out did not know where they were led by Ku Keduo.
Su Li took the twenty or so people and tied branches to the horse's tail, creating the illusion that a large army was rushing to the rescue, and scared off Ku Keduo.
Su Li led two people to gallop towards Lu Ji, and when he rushed in front of Lu Ji, Su Li raised his knife and slashed a person.
This time, her knife action was much sharper, and as soon as the knife went down, blood spurted out, and she was able to calmly turn sideways to avoid it.
"Back to the city!"
Su Li shouted, and immediately pulled the horse's reins and turned around, Lu Ji glanced at her in surprise, didn't say anything, and galloped lightly on the horse's belly.
No one noticed that Su Keduo went and returned, staying in the dark and looking at Su Li thoughtfully.
Perhaps because he was in a different time and space, Chu Huai'an was very sensitive to Ku Keduo's gaze.
It was the gaze of a man to a woman, a hunter to his prey.
He was very interested in Su Li, who suddenly appeared and ruined his plan.
Chu Huai'an came to his judgment for a moment, and then remembered that there was a brand on Su Li's arm.
She once said that she had been a military prostitute for three months.
Now, it is obvious who kidnapped her and made her a military prostitute, and Chu Huai'an is more concerned about what she has experienced in those three months.
But before that, Su Li and Lu Ji went back to the city together.
Because of the private transfer of troops, Yue Yan and the twenty or so soldiers were all punished by Lu Ji for military discipline, Su Li was not among the Zhenbei Army, Lu Ji originally had no reason to punish her, but after punishing Yue Yan and them, Lu Ji directly asked Su Li's name to be added to the roster of the Zhenbei Army.
The booklet was copied from the Ministry of War, and although it was not reported to the imperial court, it was approved by Lu Ji, which was much more authoritative than the seal of the imperial court.
Knowing Lu Ji's approach, Su Li was a little surprised, and originally wanted to resign, but the twenty or so soldiers who received the punishment came to thank Su Li one by one, and even some people in the city rushed to hear the sound and were grateful to Su Li.
From the thanks of those people, she suddenly understood that the life of the general in the town was not her own, but the people of the border pass and the tens of thousands of people behind her.
For the first time, Su Li realized that some people never live for themselves.
She is indeed incompatible with Bian Guan, but after seeing Lu Ji clearly, she wants to change her way of death.
If death strikes one day, Su Li hopes that she can die on the battlefield.