After the short man was killed, Su Li pushed away his body and sat on the ground for a long time, and Chu Huai'an half-knelt in front of her.

She's so embarrassed.

Large swaths of his clothes were pulled apart, his hair was unkempt and stained with blood, and locks were sticking to his face, and the exposed skin was bruised, and in some places it was bitten and the skin was trickling blood.

She tried to curl up in a ball, her body shaking violently, and her hands still clutching the stone.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly there was the sound of birds flapping their wings in the forest.

"Ahh

Su Li screamed, and suddenly threw herself in front of the short man again, and smashed a lot of stones on his head.

Every time she struck very hard, the flesh and blood wrapped in white pulp burst out in front of her eyes, and she kept screaming, until finally her throat was lost, and the whole person was like a bloody person.

Ah Li, that's enough!

Chu Huai'an said in his heart that he knew that Su Li couldn't hear it.

That night she was so frightened that she lost everything.

Every time she smashed down, it not only smashed on the corpse, but also on the third lady of Shangshufu.

From now on, she has no relatives, no reason, no love and no mercy!

I don't know how many times she smashed, Su Li finally stopped, she threw away the stone, dragged the two corpses together, and fiddled the hands of the two into a posture of pinching each other, very clumsy to create the illusion that the two were killing each other.

With this done, she stumbled out of the woods, and without even bothering to put on her clothes, she laboriously unloaded the carriage.

There was no saddle right away, it was too high for her, and she fell many times and did not climb up.

Chu Huai'an remembered that at that time he offered to teach her to ride a horse, but after taking her to the horse farm, he left her to find a way to find Su Wanyue.

He hadn't taught her how to ride a horse, so she had to suffer a lot more at that time.

After riding the horse, Su Li wanted to ride the horse and gallop, but because of the law, she fell off the horse twice.

She was so afraid of the pain of a person, she was stunned from beginning to end, gritted her teeth and never shouted.

Stumbling all the way, Su Li rode a horse to the broken temple outside the city, and from a distance, He'er ran with the package, Su Li suddenly lost her strength and went straight to the horse.

"Miss!"

Nu'er was so frightened that Chu Huai'an stood under the horse and stretched out his hand to catch Su Li, but Su Li still smashed heavily through his body on the ground.

It was so close that Chu Huai'an even heard the sound of bones shattering on Su Li's body.

For a moment, he wished he could die for Su Li.

If she dies like this, will she be able to suffer less?

Su Li fainted after she got off the horse, and He'er was so anxious that she kept shedding tears, but she still helped Su Li change into ordinary cloth clothes according to the original plan, and helped her wipe her face and move into the broken temple.

The two waited until dawn in the ruined temple, and finally took an ox cart out of the city.

Chu Huai'an recognized that the driver who drove the car was Zhao Qi, the deputy Wei under An Jue.

Zhao Qi was still very young at that time, but there was shrewdness hidden in his eyes, Su Li was in a coma, although Nu'er pretended to be calm, it still made Zhao Qi see that their identities were not good.

Su Li was very sick after falling into a coma, and He'er begged her to go back to Beijing several times to admit her mistake and not to leave, but Su Li had only one answer: "Unless I die, I will never return to Beijing!" ”

She was disheartened, and every word she uttered was blood-drenched with determination.

He'er didn't dare to go against her will, and heard that many people were dispatched in Beijing to arrest Su Li, let alone go to the city to find a doctor to grab medicine, so Su Li's injury dragged down.

This delay is more than two months, and the nuke has never seen the darkness of the world, and I don't know that Zhao Qi's family has already taken advantage of the night to check the fine soft silver taels in her baggage, and they don't know that Zhao Qi deliberately approached her for the silver taels.

When Su Li woke up, He'er and Zhao Qimu were already in a boat, she was in a trance at that time, and He'er kept talking about how good Zhao Qi was, so she didn't notice many details.

After going to the ground, Su Li took charge of the marriage between He'er and Zhao Qi.

She left most of the softness to He'er, and explained to them in detail that they lived a good life, she said that Jingzhong was a place of right and wrong, and let He'er never return to Beijing in this life, and He'er responded one by one with tears.

Su Li didn't cry, and kept smiling gently and politely.

She watched as Nu'er worshipped heaven and earth, and watched them enter the cave room.

Now in the joy and excitement of the courtyard, she is only lonely and desolate.

Chu Huai'an stood side by side with her, looking at what she saw in her eyes at that time, and carefully feeling her sadness and despair at that time.

"Chu Huai'an."

Su Li suddenly spoke, her injuries were not healed, and she raised her head with a glass of earth wine in her hand and drank it all in one gulp.

The wine was strong, and she immediately choked and her eyes turned red.

Chu Huai'an looked at her by mistake, waiting to listen to her words.

However, Su Li didn't speak again, she just chuckled, poured three more bowls of wine, avoided the excitement of the courtyard, and secretly went to the back door to lead the horse away.

Nu'er has her own home, and she can go without worry.

After leaving Zhao Qi's village, Su Li used the last money on her body to buy a beautiful dress with someone, and even bought a hairpin with great interest.

She found a bath by the river where no one was there, and slowly freshened up.

At that time, her facial features had almost grown, and she was the most beautiful age, that is, she was only decorated with a hairpin, and she was also bright and bright.

Chu Huai'an didn't know what she was going to do with such careful grooming, but looking at Su Li's expression, she also had a faint bad guess.

Sure enough, after finishing the makeup, Su Li went to a hill in a graceful manner, and from a distance, Chu Huai'an saw a looming village halfway up the mountain.

The stockade was no stranger to him, and he remembered that it was the stockade where the bandits who had kidnapped Suli were located.

Su Li didn't go up the mountain directly, but she was always hanging at the foot of the mountain for a few days, and Chu Huai'an finally understood what she was going to do.

The bandits have ruined her reputation, and she will die with them!

Chu Huai'an suddenly remembered that there was a wound on Su Li's back that ran diagonally from her shoulder to her waist.

Su Li Zeng Yun told him lightly that he was accidentally cut by a mountain bandit, and now he knows what kind of thrilling thing is behind that accident.

Su Li was picked up by the mountain bandits after dangling at the foot of the mountain for two days, and those people took advantage of her in the name of searching for gods, and she did not resist, but threw a flattering eye, and those people were immediately confused.

She went into the bandits' den alone, and the first thing she said was that she was going to be the lady of the village.

The conditions are also very simple, she wants the lives of the bandits who kidnapped her at the beginning.

The mountain bandits are all righteous, how could they fall for her plan so easily? But she was born so beautiful, who wouldn't be tempted by her?

Su Li lived in the village, the house in the village was simple, and someone turned into Su Li's room every night to do something to her, and Su Li would mostly endure it and provoke them to infighting.

She went with the determination to die, and the hairpin on her head was the last weapon she used to end her life.

In the dead of night, she always wakes up with nightmares, and when she wakes up, only the cold hairpin can give her a little sense of security.

The moonlight shone through the crumbling window on her expressionless face, and she rubbed her hairpin, her eyes hollow and lifeless.

Chu Huai'an stood beside her and looked at her, feeling that his heart was gnawed a little bit, and a big hole was broken.

He couldn't touch her, he couldn't go back to the old days through a long time, to give her a hug, to help her withstand those storms, he could only watch her struggle on the edge of life and death, a little bit lifeless, like an emotionless walking corpse.

The internal turmoil in the bandits' den came quickly, and several people who were lost by Su Li secretly united, instigated those subordinates and the bandit leader to do it, and in the chaos, Su Li followed the bandit leader down the mountain.

Of course, she couldn't really want to be this Lady of the Village, Su Li knew that the rebellion of those people would never succeed, she just wanted to see them kill each other with her own eyes, and be sure that those people would really die.

The scale of the scuffle was not large, but it was very bloody, and the few people who led the rebellion were quickly subdued, but to Su Li's disappointment, the bandit leader did not kill those people in a rage, but immediately saw through Su Li's tricks.

At the moment when she was recognized, Su Li did not panic, she confessed to what she had done, raised her hand and plucked the hairpin on her head, and pierced the thin tip of the hairpin into her neck without hesitation.

Beads of red blood immediately flowed down her fair neck, and there was a kind of poignant beauty.

She won't die here, she'll be his wife.

Chu Huaian told himself in his heart that his body was still uncontrollably pounced, and he wanted to help Su Li hold down his neck so as not to bleed too much.

Su Li didn't really stab her throat in the end, because the little minions who were guarding around replied that a large number of officers and soldiers were coming, and the bandit leader drew a knife and slashed Su Li on the back, and then led the people to withdraw to the mountain.

The knife was very hard, just from Su Li's left shoulder to the position of the lower back, a knife down, the flesh and blood flew over, Su Li lay on the ground, and the blood quickly soaked the ground into a piece of red, shocking.

"Don't...... Walk! ”

Su Li lay on the ground and gritted her teeth and said, struggling to get up, she hadn't seen those scumbags die with her own eyes, how could she just forget it?

Li, don't move!

Chu Huai'an said in his heart that Su Li was too badly injured, and a slight movement touched the wound and made the blood flow more happily.

Her previous injury was just right, and now she has been stabbed again, how can she bear it?

It's a pity that Su Li didn't do what he wanted, she gritted her teeth and got up, her delicate body was shaky, and blood flowed down her heels.

"Don't go!"

She roared, took off her coat and wrapped it around her body simply and rudely to stop the bleeding.

Catching up with the path step by step, it didn't take long for a large group of soldiers and horses to arrive, and at a glance, Chu Huaian recognized the general in silver armor sitting in the middle.

That's Lu Ji.

The Zhenbei army was well-trained, and at a glance found the traces of the fight that had happened in front of him, Lu Ji ordered the team to stop and send people to reconnoitre, Su Li did not go far because she was too seriously injured, she didn't know Lu Ji at that time, and recognized these officers and soldiers as coming from Beijing to arrest her back.

She won't return to Beijing if she dies!

Su Li's eyes flashed with panic, but she quickly calmed down again.

She cautiously approached the team in repair, touched a horse, and immediately turned over and galloped.

Lu Ji was already experienced in a hundred battles at that time, how quickly she reacted, how could she compare?

Su Li was discovered by Lu Ji before he got on the horse, he did not rush to chase Su Li, but slowly picked up the halberd he used.

Chu Huai'an knew how strong Lu Ji's arm strength and force value were, and he also realized what Lu Ji wanted to do, subconsciously, Chu Huai'an stood in front of Su Li.

The next moment, Lu Halberd threw it hard, and the halberd roared uncontrollably.

The halberd directly penetrated Chu Huai'an and nailed straight to the ground.

Before he had time to turn back, Chu Huai'an had already heard the humming and trembling sound of the halberd inserted on the ground.

A-Li!

Chu Huai'an turned around, his heart almost jumping out of his throat, but fortunately, what he saw was not the scene where the halberd was nailed to Su Li's body.

Because the knife on her back was too heavy, Su Li fell off her horse, and the halberd was thrown into the air and stuck on the ground in front of Su Li.

Chu Huai'an breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that a cold sweat was soaking out of his back, and he was still afraid.

If Su Li hadn't fainted, I was afraid that she would have died at the hands of Lu Ji.

After Su Li fainted, Lu Ji's soldiers quickly stepped forward to carry Su Li in front of Lu Ji, and when they saw that she was a woman, Lu Ji was stunned for a moment, and all the soldiers also looked at each other, not knowing what to do.

Lu Ji hesitated for a while, threw Su Li to the accompanying military doctor, and prepared to wait for Su Li to wake up before taking her for questioning.

This loss is another few months.

Su Li was too seriously injured, Lu Ji naturally didn't care about her slowing down the march at that time, and after a long journey, Su Li's injuries did not improve, but became more and more serious, hovering on the edge of life and death several times.

The military doctor was helpless, always thinking that Su Li would die, but for some reason she survived again.

Su Li was in a coma, her fever was confused, and she was always muttering to herself, others didn't know what she was talking about, but Chu Huai'an heard it clearly, she was saying a sentence from beginning to end: Chu Huai'an, why don't you believe me?

I believe in you!

Every time she asked, he would answer in her ear, tirelessly and tirelessly.

Knowing that she couldn't hear it at all, and knowing that she didn't mind it now, she still said it over and over again, hoping that she could have a little bit of perception.

In this way, all the way to the border, Su Li had already lost weight, and her face was faintly dead.

She didn't have long to live.

Chu Huai'an thought in his heart when he saw Yue Yan being led into the camp by a soldier.

Yue Yan frowned and helped Su Li diagnose her pulse, and found that because Su Li's origin was unknown, the military doctor did not bother to help Su Li diagnose and treat her at all, and the knife wound on Su Li's back had long been festering and stinking.

The wound was seriously infected, and Yue Yan immediately took a knife to help Su Li scrape the flesh to heal the wound.

Su Li was originally unconscious, but she woke up in pain when Yue Yan took the first knife.

Yue Yan took a wooden stick in advance for Su Li to bite, and when he was halfway through the scrape, Su Li bit off the wooden stick.

It hurts so much.

Su Li turned her head and begged Yue Yan for mercy, asking Yue Yan to give her a good time, she ruined her reputation, she had nothing, and now she didn't want to live in the world like this.

At that time, she was bent on death, but she cleared the suspicion of fine work.

Yue Yan ignored Su Li's pleading, tried his best to save her, and pulled her back from the ghost gate.

The injury was so severe that Su Li lay on the bed for a full month before she could barely get off the ground.

Walking out of the camp, she saw the soldiers who kept training with bare arms on the battlefield, and saw the sky and the desolate desert in the north of the country.

This is not the capital she is familiar with, it is completely unfamiliar to her, and there is no one she knows.

It was as if all the fighting, deception, and killing were all away from her.

She is no longer the third lady of Shangshu Mansion, she is just Su Li, an ordinary person.

Lu Ji quickly summoned Su Li for questioning.

"Your name is Su Li?"

This was the first sentence he said to Su Li, and in just four words, he pulled Su Li back to the scene where she was poked and scolded by tens of millions of people.

"General Hui, I'm Su Li."

Su Li opened her mouth to answer, but she hadn't spoken for too long, and her voice was hoarse.

"Lord Shangshu and Lord Hou have been looking for you, and when you are in better health, I will send someone to send you back to Beijing."

Lu Ji said that he was very busy with military affairs and had his own things to do, so he had no time to understand what happened to Su Li, and only informed Su Li of his decision.

A trace of panic flashed in Su Li's eyes, but she didn't explain too much, and nodded obediently: "Okay, there is General Lao." ”

After such a short exchange, Su Li returned to the camp.

After nightfall, Su Li went out of the camp alone, the military camp was not stationed in the city at that time, after walking out of the camp, what she looked up to see was the huge bright moon in the sky, and under the soft moonlight, you could see the sparkling waves in the meadow not far away.

It was a waterhole.

Su Li walked over slowly, it was already winter, the night was terriblely cold, and the cold wind penetrated her clothes and drilled into the cracks of her bones.

The ground was covered with a thin layer of frost and snow, rustling on it.

Su Li walked over step by step and saw a layer of ice on the pool.

She crouched on the edge of the pool and poked twice, like the first time she had seen a child with such a large block of ice.

The ice was a little thick, and Su Li poked it twice with her hand but didn't break it, so she took off the hairpin on her head and poked it twice.

The ice quickly broke, and the water gushed out, Su Li was satisfied with the hairpin and put it on her head, and then stepped onto the ice.

She had just seen that the ice was only about an inch thick, and if she took a few more steps into the middle of the pool, the ice would break, and it was deep enough to drown her.

Now that the weather is cold, after she falls now, the water will freeze again tomorrow, and it will not stink or float to scare others, so that she will not cause trouble to others.

It's good not to bother people.

Su Li thought, with a soft smile on her face, looking forward to the final relief.

Li, stop!

Chu Huai'an was by Su Li's side, he couldn't touch everything in this world, but he could imagine how cold and biting the water in this pool was.

She was seriously injured and just got up a little, and if she jumped into here, she was afraid that she would lose half her life again.

"Chu Huai'an."

Su Li called his name again.

I'm here.

He whispered in her ear, saw her looking up at the bright moon, and smiled slightly: "I will die here today, I will curse Su Bangyue, curse her for being riddled with nightmares in this life, and never be happy, you ...... I'll never get her! ”

When she said this, her expression was calm, and there was not even a trace of hatred in her eyes, she was just stating a fact.

Chu Huai'an was just about to answer, when there was a soft sound in his ears, and the next moment, the ice broke and Su Li fell into the water.

The water is crystal clear, and the bright moonlight illuminates the water.

After Su Li fell into the water, her dress and hair were scattered.

She could swim, but she didn't hold her breath, blisters kept popping up in her nose and mouth, and when the suffocation sensation hit, her body's uncomfortable instinct fluttered twice, and after floating up for a while, she stopped again and let herself sink slowly.

She really wanted to die......

A-Li!

Chu Huai'an desperately approached Su Li, I don't know if it was because he was in the water, he was a little hindered, and he couldn't get close to Su Li.

I don't know how long it took, Su Li suddenly opened her eyes, and she happened to meet Chu Huai'an's gaze.

"Hold my hand!"

Chu Huai'an said that he always forgot the fact that he couldn't touch Su Li at all.

Su Li didn't move, her expression was stunned, and she couldn't tell the difference between reality and illusion.

How could Chu Huai'an be here?

"Ali, live! Don't die! ”

Chu Huai'an continued, it was difficult to reach Su Li's hand.

Su Li finally had a little reaction, she moved her fingertips, as if she wanted to grab Chu Huai'an's hand, there was a sudden shock on the surface of the water, and Lu Ji jumped into the water and swam towards Su Li.

Chu Huai'an's consciousness was shaken out of the water by the water waves, and he wanted to go down further, but he was blocked by an invisible force, so he could only lie on the ice and observe the underwater situation.

After Su Li saw Lu Ji, she subconsciously wanted to continue diving, but she was not as fast as Lu Ji, and Lu Ji was strangled by her neck from behind and brought ashore.

"Ahem......"

After going ashore, Su Li choked and coughed, the water on her body quickly froze, and her body was so cold that she couldn't help shivering.

"Want to die?"

Lu Ji sat next to her and asked her, her face was cold, and she was not in a hurry to take Su Li to the camp tent to change clothes for warmth.

“…… Think! ”

Su Li's teeth trembled and replied, and he was about to move into the water, but was stopped by Lu Ji: "Reason? ”

"What?"

"Give me a reason to die!"

Lu Ji said confidently that the water in his hair had been frozen into ice edges.

"Do you want to die...... Still need a reason? ”

Su Li was so frozen that she couldn't say a complete sentence, Lu Ji seemed to be angered by her words, and unceremoniously grabbed Su Li's collar and led her to the wounded barracks.

Introduce Su Li one by one, how someone's arm was broken, and how someone's leg was cut off, and finally he directly stripped off his clothes and told Su Li how every scar on his body came from.

Everyone in the Zhenbei Army lives a life of licking blood from the knife edge, but their greatest wish is to live well, so they look down on those who beg for death the most.

Su Li was stunned by Lu Ji's yelling, she didn't understand, she was already cornered, why didn't she even have the qualifications to die?

In fact, Lu Ji's emotions were also out of control that day, he remembered that Gu Li had experienced so much pain and still protected the child and wanted to live, and then saw Su Li bent on death, and the emotions that had accumulated in his heart for months suddenly exploded.

Yue Yan quickly heard the news and rushed to the scene, and beckoned someone to boil hot water to bathe the two and change their clothes.

Su Li's injury was not healed, and she soon started a high fever, Yue Yanyi took care of Su Li without untying her belt, and explained that she wanted to open something about everything, Su Li saw that Yue Yan had an extra child in her arms in a daze.

Later, she learned that it was Lu Ji's son, his name was Lu Zhan, and Lu Ji personally dissected him from his wife's body.

What is it like to cut out your wife's belly with your own hands?

Su Li couldn't imagine what Lu Ji had endured at that time, but she suddenly felt that if she died like this, it really didn't make any sense.

After the fever subsided, Su Li went to apologize to Lu Ji, confessed what happened to him in Beijing, and asked Lu Ji to keep him in the army, but Lu Ji only threw her one sentence: "The Zhenbei Army does not raise waste!" ”

She is the first talented woman in Beijing, but here, it is nothing!