Chapter 176: She learned not to cry or make trouble

"I'm wondering, if I choose to go back in time, what will happen to Ah Li, who has gone through so many tribulations now?"

In response to him was an increasingly dense white mist and a quiet void.

No one told him what the outcome of his choice would be, and he would have to pay for the choice he made.

Chu Huaian stood still and didn't move, and two completely different Su Lis stood in front of him on the left and right, waiting for him to make a choice.

To the left, he could change everything that happened behind him, and take care of Su Li so that she would not be hurt in the slightest.

To the right, he can take Su Li back and continue to be his Mrs. Xiaoyaohou and protect her for the rest of her life.

No matter which one he chooses, it won't hurt him at all.

But...... What about Su Li?

Wouldn't it hurt either?

"Chu Huai'an!"

Fourteen or fifteen years old, Su Li, who was crying so much, suddenly opened her mouth to call, the voice was terrified and helpless, Chu Huaian glanced at her, turned around abruptly, and walked straight towards the twenty-three-year-old Su Li, who had been silent.

"Chu Huai'an! Why don't you want me? ”

The girl behind her shouted loudly, her voice was crying, Chu Huai'an's heart stabbed, but she still didn't hesitate to grab Su Li's hand, who was twenty-three years old and had learned not to cry or make trouble.

"Why me?"

Twenty-three-year-old Su Li raised her head and asked seriously, Chu Huaian grabbed her hand and tightened it: "I'm afraid that you won't say anything, but you secretly hide your grievances in your heart." ”

She doesn't cry, she doesn't make trouble, she doesn't even coquetry, she doesn't have a little childishness, and she has long been accustomed to carrying all the pain and pain on her shoulders silently.

It's easy to ignore and misunderstand that she's stronger than she was back then, but in fact, she's more vulnerable to injury now.

He had already injured her so much, how could he leave her and go back to the past to possess an innocent Ali?

The injuries she suffered were all given by him, and he couldn't write off the debts that should be repaid.

Thinking like this, Chu Huai'an's will became even firmer, the white mist in front of him gradually dissipated, and the outline of the Xiaoyao Marquis Mansion appeared in his eyes, and then he saw Su Li, who was struggling to turn down from the courtyard wall.

She is only fifteen years old, and she has experienced the ruin of her reputation and the changes of her family, and the confidence and sharpness in her body have long been wiped out.

The courtyard wall of the Hou Mansion was very high, she was climbing the wall for the first time, and she was very scared when she stood on the wall, but it was empty below, and no one would catch her.

Chu Huai'an stood in the corner of the wall and saw her jump down with her eyes closed and slam the ground.

That must have hurt.

Chu Huai'an thought, but Su Li didn't say a word, gritted her teeth and got up, and limped towards the main courtyard.

She had been to the Hou Mansion many times and knew where his yard was.

Chu Huai'an accompanied Su Li to the main courtyard, she fell very hard, her forehead hurt and a fine cold sweat broke out, her teeth bit her red lips and turned white, and her already red eyes were full of tears, but she stubbornly refused to fall.

Chu Huai'an remembered that he had drunk a lot of wine that day and drove out all the people in the courtyard, so Su Li almost didn't encounter any obstacles and went to the main courtyard and entered his room.

As expected, he was already drunk.

Su Li didn't expect that she would face such a scene after entering the house, and after being stunned for a moment, she found a way to fetch water to wake him up.

Chu Huai'an saw that the drunken self pressed Su Li under him, covering her lips and tossing, but the name of Su Bangyue was always in her mouth.

Su Li was confused for a moment, but soon came to her senses, bit him hard and pushed him away, she said loudly that she was framed, someone imitated his handwriting and tricked her out of the city, the letter was given to her by Sizhu, she had every reason to suspect that this matter had a lot to do with Su Bangyue.

During that time, the whole thing had already passed in her mind thousands of times, so every word she said was clear and clear, and could stand up to scrutiny, as long as people looked it up, they could find out the ins and outs.

But he was so drunk that his mind was full of pictures of Su Bangyue marrying into the palace and having fun with Chu Lingzhao, and he couldn't listen to Su Li's words at all.

"You said Yue'er was a bad guy who framed you?"

"Master Hou doesn't believe what I say?" Su Li asked with red eyes, her voice trembled, she had been forced into the abyss, but he was so drunk that he was delirious, and he didn't see her situation clearly.

"Why does the master want to believe you?"

"Where I went out of the city to meet, only Hou Ye and I knew that the letter was given to me by Sizhu himself, Sizhu was a close confidant of the eldest sister, if Hou Ye really didn't ask me to go out of the city that night, it must be ......"

Su Li tried to list clues to prove something, but before she finished speaking, she heard his joking and mocking voice: "You are like this, what qualifications do you have to say this about her?" ”

Su Li's voice stopped abruptly, and the tears that had been held back all the way finally came out of her eyes, slid down her miserable white cheeks, and smashed silently on the ground.

"What does Master Hou think of me?"

"It's dirty!"

He replied without hesitation while lying on the bed, Su Li's body shook, and Chu Huai'an wanted to hold her countless times, but he could only pass through her body and watch her fall to the ground in a loss of strength.

"Master Hou thinks I'm dirty?" She didn't seem to give up, and he immediately added as she wished: "It's dirty!" ”

Three simple words finally pushed her into the abyss from which she could never recover.

Chu Huaian raised his hand and slapped himself.

He doesn't belong to this time and space, he can't touch Su Li, but he can touch himself.

There was a crisp snap, and it made ten percent of the strength, and it didn't hurt much, but it allowed Chu Huai'an to find a channel for catharsis.

Looking at Su Li's pale and trembling lips, Chu Huaian slapped himself a few more times.

Although he had already known what had happened that night from Su Li's mouth, he was far from seeing the impact with his own eyes.

He didn't know that what he said that night was so hurtful, and he didn't know that Su Li used him as the last straw that night and wanted to catch it, but he kicked him into hell.

Su Li sat on the ground for a long time, until she couldn't shed tears anymore, and then slowly got up from the ground.

After saying the nonsense, he had already taken advantage of the drunkenness to fall asleep, Xu was afraid that he would catch a cold, and Su Li also helped him cover the quilt.

For a moment, Chu Huai'an thought that Su Li would take out a knife and stab himself to death, but in the end, Su Li just looked at him with empty eyes and whispered: Chu Huai'an, I don't love you anymore.

Obviously, it happened many years ago, obviously Su Li has now taken the surname Chu, become Mrs. Xiaoyaohou, and become his wife, after hearing this, Chu Huai'an's heart still throbbed uncontrollably.

Ari ......

Chu Huaian raised his hand to caress Su Li's face, Su Li didn't look at him, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, turned around and walked towards the door.

As soon as the door opened, Chu Liu sat there with a solemn expression with the people in the courtyard, as if he had cast a net from heaven and earth, just to catch Su Li's bird.

Su Li did not resist, and let her subordinates escort her to kneel in front of Chu Liu.

The movements of the subordinates were very rude, the floor tiles were very hard, and when Su Li was escorted to kneel on the ground, her knees made a muffled sound, and her brows furrowed, and Chu Huaian knew that she was in pain.

"Miss Su San, in the middle of the night, what are you doing in my son's bedroom?"

Chu Liu asked in a cold voice, sitting on the Taishi chair, like a god high above.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Chu Huai'an would never have imagined that his mother would have such a fierce and vicious side.

Her expression was so indifferent, her eyes were so contemptuous, as if the woman kneeling in front of her was the most unbearable existence in the world, and then she raised her hand and hit Su Li, and with the most mean and sharp slander in her mouth, she stepped into the mud, extremely humble!

Chu Huai'an half-knelt in front of Su Li, watching her eyes lose their light little by little, dark as dead ashes, from beginning to end, she didn't say a word of argument for herself, and silently accepted the arrangement of fate.

Li, I'm sorry......

Chu Huai'an kept repeating this sentence in his heart, and saw that Chu Liu's family asked his subordinates to drag Su Li away, and ordered them to sell Su Li into Goolan Courtyard.

Not long after leaving the city, they had bad intentions towards Su Li, parked the carriage outside a desolate grove, and dragged Su Li out.

This time, Su Li was awake and experienced the first nightmare in her life.

When she was pressed under two strange men, Su Li's whole person was so frightened that she spasmed, she cried and kept begging for mercy, her voice quickly became hoarse, but it could only provoke the man to treat her more harshly and roughly.

Finally, Chu Huai'an heard her desperate shout: "Chu Huai'an, save me!! ”

She cried out heartbreakingly, and hatred burst out from her eyes.

Maybe without him, she should be the third lady of Shangshu Mansion with infinite scenery, even if she is a concubine, with the reputation of the first talented woman in Kyoto, she can find an excellent marriage, and she will not fall into this.

It was a very dark night, and there was not a single star in sight.

Fifteen-year-old Su Li also died there.

After extreme fear, Su Li calmed down, pretended to be submissive, and provoked the relationship between the two men little by little, causing the two to fight for her, and taking advantage of the chaos, she grabbed a stone.

The stone was so big and heavy that she held it in her hand and her hands trembled like words.

Chu Huai'an held Su Li's hand in a virtual way, and wanted to give her strength and warmth, telling her not to be afraid, no matter who hurt her, she could return it a thousand times!

However, Su Li couldn't feel anything.

She was so nervous that she shouted to cheer herself up before she could do it, which alarmed the two men, and she only had time to smash the tall man on the head before the short man kicked her away.

The kick was too hard, Su Li was kicked far away, lying on the ground and unable to get up, but she was still holding the stone in her hand and refused to let go.

"Slut!"

The short man cursed and rushed over, grabbing her loose hair and dragging her to the ground.

She was so frightened that she began to cry again, but the tears had long since dried up.

Because of being played, the short man was very angry, punched and kicked her, and she curled up in a ball, and there was no pain in her body.

The kick was almost over, and the short man pounced on her again, and she seized the moment to throw a stone on his head.

She used all her strength, the stone had sharp edges, and it pierced the short man's temple, and the warm blood immediately gushed out, splashing Su Li's face.

Chu Huai'an saw that Su Li's whole person was stupid and received a huge shock.

"Ah Li, don't be afraid ......"

Chu Huai'an knelt in front of Su Li and said in vain, wanting to kiss Su Li's forehead, but heard Su Li say helplessly: "Chu Huai'an, I killed someone!" ”