My mother has always told me that she can see the head of her life at a glance.

But mine is not.

Once, I never thought about this problem, but in my heart, in fact, I always felt that my life should be able to be seen through at a glance.

As an unfavored concubine in the General's Mansion, I am nothing more than a wife who will marry someone arranged by my father, a better family, a concubine, and a worse family.

Either way, I can't escape the fate of sharing a man with so many women.

This kind of day is boring and lifeless.

I don't reject it, but I don't want to accept it either.

There are some things, even if I haven't experienced them, I can hear a lot and feel empathy.

The story of my mother, the story of the Oiran, has taken root in my heart.

So I don't believe that there is any man in this world who is worth entrusting his life.

There may be, but ...... I'm not so lucky, the kind of man who is dying of extinction, I won't meet him.

However, sometimes this kind of thing is really just a matter of a moment.

The first time I saw that person, it was just a hurried glance around the corner.

I'm a girl, and I can't help but want to open my legs and chase after him.

That's what I think, and that's what I do.

I followed him into a teahouse, and whatever he ordered, I followed.

As if you can be with him as long as you do this.

He was soon gone.

I didn't eat anything.

I stood up and tried to follow him, but soon I sat down again.

Because I suddenly noticed that his face was somewhat similar to the twilight Xiuran I had seen many times.

Thinking of his speech and demeanor, there is nobility everywhere, and his clothes, the color is very ordinary, but the material is extremely luxurious.

I can't stop trying to catch up.

I ate everything I ordered.

It was the first time I had eaten so much by myself, and I almost died of it.

When I got home, I got sick because of it.

In the dream, it was all his face.

In a daze, I asked my mother, "Mother, is it really necessary to be the right person for such a thing?" ”

I don't remember what my mother said at the time.

But this question, I later asked Shang Yunqian.

She told me, "The right person is important, but I pay more attention to the spiritual right person, so if you just look at the family background, it is not absolute, two people together, there must be a topic to talk about before there is further possibility." ”

"That'...... How do you know if two people are suitable? ”

"I think...... If you are with someone, get along well, talk about the same goals, laugh more than cry, then it is appropriate. ”

I was uncomfortable and confused, but I accidentally remembered Shang Yunqian's words.

When I woke up, I was back to normal.

My mother asked me, "Does Fei Fei have someone you like?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then I thought of the person in the dream, my face was slightly red, "Yes, I had a dream, and there was a little brother who was very good to me in the dream, and I liked him so much." ”

My mother was stunned for a long time because of my words, and then hit me, and said angrily, "You dead child, what do you do at a young age......

After that, he went out in a chattering spirit, saying that he wanted to prepare some sober soup for me.

It made me laugh dumbly.

More often than not, melancholy.

But from this moment on, I was already sure that I was going to forget about him.

After all, this incident did not cause much splash in my life, and I soon forgot about it.

I was so busy for the rest of the day.

With the perfect cooperation of Shang Yunqian and Qin Muhan, the noble concubine Niangniang lost the emperor's favor, Shangshu had an accident, Shang Yunyan had an accident, and then, she arrived at the eldest lady.

This series of things that seemed impossible to me had actually become a reality in the hands of Shang Yunqian and Qin Muhan.

My mother, a humble concubine, instantly became the only mistress of the General's Mansion.

That day, I heard that he transferred all the business of the General's Mansion to my mother, saying that my mother would take care of it first, and when he came back, our family could live a good life again.

But......

Shang Zhan left, and never came back.

He was my father after all.

He didn't give me love, but he was the one who gave me life.

I can't stand everything he did to Shang Yunqian, but it is undeniable that in my heart, I don't want to lose a complete home.

He said that when he comes back, he will reform and live well with his mother.

When he said this, there was a firmness in his eyes that I had never seen before.

I even saw in his eyes a strong reluctance to give up on his mother's mother.

I also saw tears welling up in my mother's eyes.

I think that what can change the business war so much should be that it should be this period of time and night together, which really makes him feel at home.

Perhaps, it was the successive events in the General's Mansion that made him gradually see what he wanted.

Otherwise, with the character of a business war, he would never transfer all his property to his mother, and before anything happened to the general's mansion, he would have made a clear relationship with us.

I really believe that he wants to change his ways, and I believe that he knows that he is wrong.

Mother took his hand, nodded heavily, and only said, "Okay, we'll wait for you to come back." ”

That scene instantly touched my heart.

So after that, I kept asking people to secretly look for news about the business war.

However, before all this happened, I actually had the opportunity to go to the palace once.

I'm a concubine, so I can only sit in the corner.

I wasn't interested in anything like that.

But the emperor decreed, and everyone had to obey.

I hid in the corner, watching Shang Yunqian and Qin Muhan show their affection as if no one was around, and I was so envious in my heart.

I ate the food made in the palace's dining room, and looked around boredly.

Soon, my attention was drawn to the young general.

I thought we hadn't crossed paths since the last time we met.

I've even thought of him as a dream in my mind, thinking that I'd seen it and forgotten it.

But life is always so unexpected.

I saw him again.

Today, he is wearing well-fitting armor, heroic and high-spirited.

He speaks neither humbly nor arrogantly, and his attitude is neither arrogant nor impatient.

In the face of all the emperor's rewards, there was never much fluctuation on his face.

Rao has changed his outfit, and I can still recognize him at a glance, he is the man who once made me lose my proportion.

It turned out that he was the young general who had recently become famous all over the world, and it turned out that he was the son of the emperor who had never been waiting to see.

It turned out that there was really something to do with him and Twilight Xiu Dye.

Before I knew it, I was crazy.

He seemed to sense something, and suddenly he looked back.

I was scared.

But he can only pretend to be calm.

Also, there were so many people present, who knows who he was looking at.

However, all my calmness was completely out of rhythm after he smiled back.

I realized that looking back and smiling at Bai Meisheng's words can also be used on men.

He, how can he be so good-looking.

I didn't drink alcohol throughout the party.

But after this laugh, I couldn't help but drink a lot......

I don't know how much I've drunk.

All I knew was that by the time I reacted, the banquet had already dispersed.

Shang Yunqian's father and them didn't know where they went.

When I stood up, the eunuch and palace maid who were in charge of cleaning were also taken aback.

"This, how can there be ...... here?"

"It won't be that I drank too much and slept under the table before, and then I didn't find it when my family left, so I ......"

Although I stood up from the position of a concubine, since my mother was liked by Shang Zhan again, all my food and clothing are no different from Shang Yunyan.

Xu saw my dress, and they didn't dare to slack off.

"Which lady are you, the little one went to find your family to pick you up."

"What about the others?"

"I just walked for a long time, why don't you help the little one go out to chase?"

"No, no, I'm running fast, I'll chase it myself."

I really ran fast, and in order to avoid the little eunuch from following all the time, I ran away as soon as I went out.

But soon, I realized that I was in the wrong place.

Because I was worried about being chased, I kept running towards a place where there was no one, and as soon as I ran, I completely ran to a deserted place.

Looking at the weeds that were as tall as people, I woke up most of the time.

He turned around and ran outside.

But it was too late.

As soon as I turned around, I noticed someone approaching behind me.

My backhand was a punch, but the opponent was much better than me.

My martial arts are not as good as Shang Yunqian's Shang Yunyan, and now this three-legged cat's kung fu is still forced to learn by Shang Yunqian recently.

Coupled with drunkenness, it wasn't enough for the man to stuff his teeth.

After only three or five strokes, my whole body was clamped down by that man.

I couldn't move, I couldn't struggle.

"You, you let go."

The people behind me not only didn't let go, but also started to do something to me.

He pinned me down with one hand, and with the other, he pressed directly over the towering height of my chest.

I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly came to my senses.

I struggled frantically, kicking and pounding, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't break away from it.

Immediately, he simply picked me up by the waist, and in a few leaps I entered the nearby palace.

This is a palace behind weeds, and unlike the outside, the inside is very clean and tidy.

However, that's not the point.

The point is that I was thrown directly on the bed by the man.

I was smashed to the ground, and with my body's instincts, I rolled out of bed as soon as I rolled over.

The hard, cold floor overwhelmed my body and I felt dizzy for a moment.

The man, constantly approaching me, he had the light on his back, I couldn't see his face, only the outline was somewhat familiar.

"You, who are you, what do you want to do?"

"Didn't you calculate it? What's it packed in? ”

His words made me tremble slightly.

It's more about being afraid.

"Did you misunderstand something? Today is my first ......"

"If it's not your first time, do you think you'll have a chance to be here?"

What the heck?

I suddenly had the feeling of playing the piano with a cow.

It doesn't make sense, I can only leave as soon as possible.

My gut told me that this man was too dangerous.

"Do you want to leave when you're here? Who taught you this trick? Situ Ao, that old thing? ”

Looking at the domineering man in front of me, I was also very angry, and I didn't even care about the fact that he touched me just now.

He dared to stop it!

It's just unreasonable.

"I don't know what the hell that old thing is Situ Ao, but now, I need to go home. My family was worried about me. ”

During the pushing, I finally saw his face.

Under the candlelight, his skin is very delicate and smooth.

Just one glance at me was stunned on the spot, my mouth open for a long time and I didn't know what to say.

"You, how could it be your ......"

I never thought that the person I fell in love with at first sight and thought that there would never be an intersection again would actually meet one after another today.

But the scene in front of me ......

And what he did just now made my impression of him more than a little worse.

"Admit it so quickly? Don't move on to play something else? Perhaps, I will be really interested in you, or not. ”

I just rolled my eyes.

"I don't know why you're so hostile to me for no reason, but I can tell you with certainty that I'm here because of an accident, and if you're angry that I broke into your yard by mistake, well, I apologize to you."

Under the candlelight, the girl's eyes were very determined.

Twilight Xiuli couldn't help frowning slightly.

seems to be thinking about whether the ingredients in this statement are true or false.

But soon, as soon as the effects of the drug arrived, he couldn't control himself at all.

Seeing that he didn't stop me, I hurried outside.

Just a few steps away, the whole person was hugged by him again, "I was going to slap you to death, but it's good, you managed to get my attention, and in this case, I will follow your wishes is ......"

As soon as the words fell, there was a sound of "stabbing" from his body.

Immediately afterward, my body was thrown back onto the bed.

My body was cold, and my skirt had been torn apart by his big hands.

The cold breath swept through the whole body in an instant.

I was overwhelmed by the suddenness of the situation.

Feeling the heavy breathing of the man on my body, the blood-red eyes and the hot breath, I was stupefied.

After reacting, tears instantly crackled and fell.

I clenched my fist and threw it at him as hard as I could.

He seemed to pause for a moment, but quickly.

The last vestiges of my barrier were gone.

He jerked.

It was as if I had fallen into hell.

It hurts heartbreakingly.

My hands slammed into the bed.

I didn't resist any longer, and lay there straight like a dead fish, letting him do whatever he wanted with me.

My brain was in a mess, and the sharp pain made me faint several times.

But I bit my lip and told myself I must not fall asleep.

I can't even forget how long he did.

I kept staring at the roof with wide eyes, and I stayed up until he finally fell asleep.

I don't know how I found my clothes to put on, and how I left the palace.

I don't know how I got home.

I only remember that the moment I saw my mother, I cried half to death.

I just want to cry and I don't want to care about anything.

My mother is a person who has come over.

She looked at the clothes and marks on my body and had already guessed everything.

He prepared warm water for me and put me in.

The moment I soaked in the water, I seemed to suddenly realize what had happened before.

Looking at the marks all over my body, there is also a pain in my lower body.

"It's a dream, it must be a dream."

"Yes, I just had a nightmare, and when I woke up, I was fine."

"Mother, I'm so dirty."

"It's okay, it's okay, just wash it up."

I didn't even know what I was talking about, the whole person was completely devastated.

I kept scrubbing my body, washing until I was about to molt, and washing until my whole body was red.

But it can't be washed off.

Those traces remind me all the time of what happened last night.

"Fei Fei, get up quickly, the water is already completely cold, so you will get sick."

My mother couldn't pull me out.

You can only keep adding hot water to the tub.

But until the water was completely overflowing, and the whole room was submerged in water, I had no intention of getting up.

Mother's words become prophecies.

I was still sick after all.

It's the first time I've grown so big, and I've been so sick for the first time.

I want to sleep forever.

I want to sleep until the hell is gone.

I even felt that as long as I didn't wake up, the nightmare wouldn't continue.

I've never experienced those things either.

"Feifei, don't scare your mother, okay?"

"Feifei, wake up."

"Feifei, my mother is the only child like you, and everything she has done for so many years is also for you, if it is...... If you don't wake up, protect and say, you have something long and short, and your mother will not live. ”

"Fei Fei, did you hear me? If you die, your mother will not live. ”

I heard that.

But the eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't open them.

I'm in a hurry, I think it's okay if I'm dead, but my mother must be well.

It's my own fault.

No one must be allowed to bear the burden for me......

And also...... Shang Yun shallow.

I wanted to ask her why she didn't call me when she left.

If she had taken me with her, wouldn't this have happened to me?

I finally waited for Shang Yunqian.

She's back.

She told me that her grandfather was dead.

She said she never had a grandfather anymore.

On that day, she also told me that she was not Shang Zhan's daughter......

All the words, all stuck in the throat.

I instantly felt that there was no hope in life.

My heart is full of hatred.

Maybe the hatred in my heart is too hot, or maybe it's because the person I hate is the one who hurt me.

I felt like my whole sky was falling.

The person I liked for the first time forcibly took away my most precious thing.

This thing is really ironic to say.

"So, did you leave that day because something happened to your grandfather?"

Shang Yunqian should have never seen me with such cold eyes, and he forgot to take back his tears.

I suddenly couldn't bear to blame.

"Fei Fei. You, you're awake! ”

My mother was excited because of my wake-up, and Shang Yunqian was also keenly aware that something was wrong with me.

I didn't try to hide it from her.

"I drank that day, and after you left, I met the bad guys...... I was ruined my innocence. ”

Shang Yunqian's tears fell as soon as he snapped, and he said sorry to me vigorously.

Later, I learned that she had also drunk that day, and Qin Muhan was worried that something would happen to her, so he took her away first.

Before leaving, they looked at my location and saw no one.

I warned Shang Zhan that he must find me, so he left.

But for some reason, my father forgot about me......

"Who is that man, I'm going to kill him. Feifei, don't worry, I will definitely screw his head off and make him kneel in front of you and kowtow to you to apologize. ”

Shang Yunqian was very angry because I hadn't finished yet.

I'm still a little girl.

"I ...... I don't remember who it was. ”

I'd love to say the name of Twilight.

can look at Shang Yunqian's impulsive eyes.

I can't say a word.

She has planned so much and done so many things, and she finally managed to see the moon, I can't hold her back at this time.

Anyway, she helped us so much.

"Then, then do you remember his appearance, or his clothes, or some other characteristics, Qin Muhan's person is very powerful, we will definitely be able to find out."

"Sister." I suddenly looked up, "I have my own revenge, I want to avenge myself." ”

"But ......"

"I know I can't do it now, but from today onwards, I'm going to try to make myself stronger. One day, I will avenge myself personally. ”

Twilight ......

The beam between us, starting from today, can be regarded as completely concluded.

One day, I will make you regret it.

Definitely, it will make you pay for what you have done!

Shang Yunqian was very busy, and next, a lot of things happened in the General's Mansion.

We also took advantage of the situation to withdraw from the General's Mansion and set up another portal.

This matter, except for Lin Long and the housekeeper who has been secretly helping us several times, no one knows about it.

And we, too, only took these two people.

The business war is quite attentive, and the people he arranged are not bad.

Shang Yunqian also asked her cousin Ye You to send a lot of right-hand men over.

Our business has taken over quite smoothly.

The emperor went out hunting, accompanied by hundreds of officials.

The crown prince suddenly launched a mutiny, and the business war bore the brunt......

I don't know the specifics.

All I know is that the prince lost.

The whereabouts of the father are unknown.

And the person I hated so much became a great hero.

Ever since my father disappeared, I've been looking for him.

Finally, I waited for the news.

When he rushed to the scene, he happened to see him falling.

He didn't blink, his eyes looked at my place, and motioned for me to leave.

But at that moment, my feet seemed to be rooted.

I hid in the shadows and watched as Twilight pulled the dagger out of my father's chest.

I was very calm.

I didn't scream, I didn't cry, I didn't even run away in the first place.

I looked at the face, stained with some of my father's blood.

He is so indifferent.

It's funny that I once drank because of one of his laughs.

After that, he was ......

Now that I think about it, there are so many coincidences in the world.

I'm afraid that everything is a conspiracy.

He deliberately made me swoon for him.

Deliberately made me drink too much.

Then they ate me dry and wiped it clean......

But Twilight, I just like you.

Is it just because I'm from the General's Mansion that you're going to kill them all?

They dragged away the body of their father.

On the ground, a whole trail of blood was left.

I stood at the source of the bloodstains, looking at the blood-red road that had spread into the distance, fists, clenched together.

In my mind, there is only one person's name left.

Twilight Xiuli, Twilight Xiuli!

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