Some people, the more they don't want to see.

I'll see it.

Some hate, the more you don't want to mention it, the more someone will always remind you that it is real.

I've numbed myself as much as I can, trying to forget that night as much as I can.

But they were like nightmares, always drilling into my mind uncontrollably, regardless of the occasion.

I felt like I was going crazy with those things.

I feel dirty all the time.

Once, my only goal in life was revenge.

But now, I find that my wish is impossible.

He was once an unfavored prince, and there was nothing I could do about it.

Now that he is the emperor, it is impossible for me to even see him, so what can I take revenge?

On the day Shang Yunqian left, the words that my mother said have always made me haunted, she said, "From now on, only our mother and mother will depend on each other." ”

I knew that my mother's words were just to keep me alive, and I didn't think about dying.

She is one of the few people in this world who cares about me, how can I make her sad for me again.

When I was in front of her, I was very calm.

But as soon as she gets out of her sight, compassion comes from the heart,

Today, I just finished my day's work.

But I don't want to go home.

It was raining outside, but not much.

I just walked barefoot on the stone pavement, and the cold touch finally made me feel that I was not a walking corpse, I was still alive.

Suddenly, there was an extra umbrella on my head.

I turned around in confusion.

What catches my eye is the face that appears in my dreams almost every night.

It's Twilight.

I didn't want to see him at all, so I turned and left.

The rain suddenly became heavier, and I stepped on the hem of my skirt as I ran, and the whole person smashed forward uncontrollably.

I closed my eyes in resignation, thinking that it would be nice if I just fell to my death.

But the thought only came to mind.

My mother said that no matter how difficult life is, as long as you are alive, there is hope.

Yes, hopeful.

I opened my eyes, my body was tightly protected by Twilight, and with a flip, we fell to the ground at the same time.

Twilight is at the bottom, and I don't hurt at all.

But the moment my body touched him, I couldn't help but tremble.

I struggled to escape, but Twilight held on to my waist.

"You, you let me go."

"Then you have to promise me not to run."

"We don't know each other, why are you holding me like this?"

"I've seen it so many times, how can I not know each other?"

"Not familiar."

"Once raw and twice ripe, it will be ripe if you see it a few times."

I forcibly controlled the anger in my heart, and I was going to slap him to death.

But just now, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind.

He's done so much damage to me, wouldn't it be happier if I made him fall in love with me and then I killed him?

"You let go first."

"Shang Yunfei, promise me not to run."

"Okay."

Seeing that I was sincere, he finally let me go.

We were soaking wet, but the rain didn't stop at all.

And, before I knew it, I had come to the edge of the city.

Just, why is Twilight here?

Around, there is not even an entourage.

"I remember that there was a ruined temple here, do you want to go in first to take shelter from the rain?"

“……”

To be honest, I was scared to be alone with him, and as soon as I got close to him, I thought about that night.

But......

If I don't get closer, how can I get revenge?

In my heart, I became more and more contemptuous of this person.

Bastard, who obviously did that shameless thing, can still pretend that we really don't know each other.

Did he forget......

Think about it too.

People like him, there are countless women around him.

It's normal to have a relationship with someone, or who you like.

On that day, he still smelled of alcohol.

I don't even remember who I am.

Perhaps, it is because there are too many women around him, so he ......

Don't even know who you're sleeping with?

No, it must not be that he doesn't know, it must be that he doesn't want to care.

I also feel that it doesn't matter who it is.

As long as his needs are solved, nothing matters.

The thought of this makes me angry.

Twilight Shuri reached out, fingertips, and suddenly touched my cheek.

Like a frightened fawn, I jerked back.

Twilight Xiuli's eyes crossed with a wound.

hands, still maintaining the same movements as before.

"Shang Yunfei, don't be so afraid of me, I don't eat people."

Twilight spoke suddenly, with a hint of supplication and imperceptible sadness.

I frowned slightly, feeling more and more that the person of Twilight Xiuli was unfathomable.

Every time we meet, I feel different.

"Okay."

I don't know if it's my delusion, but after I agreed, a flash of surprise flashed on his face.

Immediately, he couldn't react, and directly pulled me towards the location of the broken temple.

It was as if I would suddenly regret it.

In fact, I really regretted it.

Looking at him like this, there was no one around, if he did something to me.

I couldn't resist at all.

"I, I'm still not going、"

I'll admit, I coaxed.

I kept saying that I wanted revenge, but at this time, I still retreated.

I shook his hand away, turned and ran back.

He was stunned for a moment, and then quickly followed.

The man has long legs, and I can't outrun him.

Coupled with the fact that I didn't wear shoes and my skirt was wet, I couldn't walk an inch.

"You, don't arrest me, I don't want to go, I suddenly remembered that my mother said, let me go back early today. I really have to go back. ”

He looked at me in silence for a long time, saying nothing.

Just when I thought he was going to be silent forever, he suddenly sighed. "I didn't pull you, you have to believe that from now on, I will never force you to do anything again."

There was too much emotion in his eyes.

I don't understand it at all.

But his words still made my body, which was already trembling, tremble violently.

Never be forced to do anything again?

Could it be that the events of that night......

He got it?

Does he remember me?

But when he looked closely, he looked like he didn't know anything......

He picked up the umbrella on the ground, stuffed it directly into my hand, and then took off his robe and forced it over my shoulders.

"If you don't want to see me, and you don't want me to follow you, I'll go."

"Hey, your stuff ......"

"You're a girl, it's not good to get wet."

My hand gripping the cloak tightened.

Biting his lip, he didn't know what to say.

Twilight broke my mind.

Since that day, he has always been there when I show up.

I was busy with business in the shop, and he sat on one side.

I went to eat, and he went.

Dressed very casually, dressed very ordinary.

Around, there is not even an entourage.

I couldn't bear it, "Why are you following me like this?" ”

"I've forgotten something from you, come and get it."

Then I threw the clothes at him.

But he didn't go, not even his clothes.

"Now, the clothes are for you, please leave quickly."

"I didn't just leave you with clothes."

"Otherwise, what else?"

"Yes......"

He pursed his lips, but said nothing.

Since then, he's been my follower completely.

"Twilight Shuli, you are the Emperor now. Not busy? ”

"I took care of everything overnight and stayed with you during the day."

heart, because of his words, missed a beat.

If it weren't for knowing his bad deeds.

If only he were the boy I fell in love with at first sight.

I'm sure I'm going to be caught up in that sentence.

But unfortunately, I'm not what I used to be

This kind of talk, in my opinion. It's a complete liar.

"Twilight Shuli, what do you want to do by doing this?"

"I thought you could see that I liked you, and now, I'm chasing you."

"I can't see it, you go."

"Shang Yunfei, do you have to drive me out?"

"Or else? What do you want me to do to you. ”

"You are very good to everyone, why do you just speak coldly to me."

"If I don't do this to you, then what should I do to you? Twilight Xiuli, you are the emperor, please don't always play a scoundrel in front of me. ”

"You hate me."

I stopped talking in an instant, completely unsure of what to do.

yes, I hate him.

Originally, he was always by my side, and I should be happy.

Himself, he said he liked me, and I should be happy.

That way, I'll be able to get closer to my goal.

I even thought that if I could behave a little more well, and make him like me a little more, I would be more happy to retaliate when the time came, and he would be more or less uncomfortable because of it.

But......

I can't.

I can't forget what happened, I can't do anything, and then I smile at him.

"Tell me why you hate me."

"I saw you kill my father with my own eyes, is this reason enough?"

Twilight Xiuli's body trembled slightly.

"I thought that there was no relationship between you and the business war."

"That's just what you think, he is my father, my mother's husband, he has obviously reformed himself, but why don't you give him a chance to start over."

"Shang Yunfei, please calm down, what Shang Zhan did, we can't forgive if we say forgiveness,"

"I'm sorry, I don't understand what you said, and I don't know what he did, I just know that he is my father, a father who has loved me since I was a child."

"What about Shang Yunqian, for you, she is important, or is it more important to fight in business."

"I ......"

Naturally, the business is shallow.

But at this time, I didn't know how to answer.

"Your hesitation has explained everything, in fact, in your heart, Shang Yunqian's sister is much more important than your father."

I pursed my lips and said nothing.

"Do you know why Qin Muhan must refuse to let go of your father?"

"You were the one who killed my father, what happened to Qin Muhan."

"Qin Muhan has helped me a lot, if he wants to kill Shang Zhan, I will naturally not help."

“……”

"Putting aside the things that the business war did to the people, the business war must also die."

"It's nothing more than the victims of you superiors vying for power, in the end, you are all the same, and no one is more noble than the other."

"Yes, I don't deny it, but since ancient times, which one of the superior has completely clean hands, and we do this just to expose more dark things to the sun, so that the people can see the light."

Thinking of the series of reforms he made after he came to power, thinking of walking on the road, he always heard the people's praise for him.

My heart twitched unconsciously.

Kill him easily.

But it is not easy to kill a good emperor who really thinks about the people.

If he dies, if the next emperor is as cruel and unkind as the previous emperor, what will happen to the people?

"Don't get away from the topic, you haven't said it yet, why does Qin Muhan have to ask me...... Father died? ”

Shang Zhan has always disliked Shang Yunqian.

I think it's because of Mengniang.

I've heard my mother say something before, Shang Zhan likes Mengniang very much, but Mengniang ...... him

Later, I heard that Mengniang's death business war was also involved.

I think it's probably because of love and hate.

Because he can't love it, he hates it even with Shang Yunqian.

Shang Zhan has indeed done a lot of things that are not good for Shang Yunqian, but every time he is resolved by Shang Yunqian.

Qin Muhan is a generous man.

General things should not make him angry, and even threatened to kill Shang Zhan.

There must be something else in this that I don't know.

"Because, he almost defiled Shang Yunqian."

Bang

These words are like a thunderbolt.

It exploded in the bottom of my heart.

"You, what did you say?"

"Do you remember when Shang Yunqian started and never returned to the merchant?"

“……”

I remember, of course I do.

It was that time that she went with me to see Shang Yunyan, and then she was called away by her father.

Later, the housekeeper was worried that something would happen, so he asked people to find me, and I found Qin Muhan again......

I only remember that when Shang Yunqian was taken away by Qin Muhan that day, his whole body was covered in blood.

I thought, I always thought, that it was because Shang Zhan was angry and wanted to kill her......

"No, no, you're lying...... Deceitful. ”

"Shang Zhan has always known that Shang Yunqian is not his biological flesh and blood, and it is also a fact that he loves Mengniang......"

This news hit me too hard.

It's a little hard for me to accept.

All this time, I had a dream in my heart.

In the dream, Shang Zhan loved my mother very much.

Our family of three lives in a courtyard. It doesn't need to be big, and it doesn't need to be very rich.

It is not necessary to have a servant.

But the mother must be kind to the son, and the father returns home every day.

I don't want to be a big lady, and I don't care about my status as a concubine.

I just want our family to be fine.

However, the reality is always so cruel, and my wishes are always not fulfilled.

Now, even that last bit of anticipation for business wars has disappeared from my heart.

He's, actually......

"Fei Fei, many things in the world are not necessarily what you see, sometimes, we need to feel with our hearts."

Since the last incident, Twilight has not dared to come near me.

Even when he spoke, he was separated by a short distance.

"Fei Fei, if I could, I would never hurt you."

I looked at him in disbelief.

"I know it all."

I don't know what my expression was at the moment, it was shocked, angry, and relaxed.

I didn't ask him what he knew.

But my gut told me that what he said was the same thing I thought.

"Do you have someone you like at first sight?"

Yes, of course.

It's just that person, and then it turned out to be the person I hate.

"I have—"

Without waiting for me to answer, Twilight said to herself.

He said, "From the first time I saw her, I felt that this girl was the type I wanted to hold her hand and go down together." ”

Heart, a slight pain.

Obviously, there is only hatred left for him in his heart.

Hearing him say this, I couldn't help but feel sad.

I hooked my lips slightly, revealing a hint of sarcasm.

Look, Shang Yunfei.

The person you like, he not only hurts you, but also likes someone else.

"I'm too busy to listen to your story, Twilight Xiuli, if you're okay, please leave, and don't bother me in the future."

"Don't you want to know who my favorite person is."

Tears seem to slip down at any moment.

I glared at him viciously, not wanting to talk to him any more.

"Twilight Xiuli, how far is it, please get out of here, I have a small shop here, and I can't supply you."

"Shang Yunfei, I like you, did you hear that?"

Hands, suddenly stopped.

I looked at the person in front of me, and I just felt that my heart was extremely complicated.

I forgot to keep chasing him. Forgot to keep scolding.

Even forgot to close the door.

I just stood there, staring at him in amazement.

"You like me too, don't you?"

Twilight Xiuli seemed to be trying to prove something, and her voice became flustered.

"I know you also like me, otherwise you wouldn't have looked at me with such eyes, Shang Yunfei, do you believe in love at first sight?"

"I didn't believe it once, but after I met you, I did."

"Shang Yunfei, I know everything, but please believe that I fell in love with you first, and then I ......"

"What?"

When I said these words, I felt like it was taking a lot of effort out of my body.

Twilight said he liked me, he really liked me!

"That night, I was drugged by Situ Ao, I couldn't control my behavior at all, when I saw you appear in the courtyard, I regarded you as someone sent by Situ Ao, I arrested you, just to force you to tell you the mastermind behind the scenes, but later...... The medicine is too strong, I ...... I ......"

"So you mean, I deserved to go there...... Or is it that whoever goes there that night, you will, will ......"

"No, it's not."

“……”

"I know it might be ridiculous to say that, I'm a very good person in control, but as soon as I touch your body, I ...... I can't control myself, Shang Yunfei, it's you who are too charming, I, I've been looking for you for a long time. ”

But I don't believe it at all.

"I'm just a woman who has gone the wrong way, you are the prince, and now you are the emperor, it's not easy to find me? Twilight Xiuli, don't make any more excuses, you're just willing to spend more time on me because I didn't give me a hug and think I'm a little special, but in fact, no matter who you are that day, you're going to be like that......"

"I won't Shang Yunfei, I really won't, if other women get close to me, I will definitely throw her out without hesitation."

"But it's been a full year since that incident, Du Xiuli, if you want to find someone, how can it take a whole year? Do you know how long a year is, do you know how long it is. How did I get through it? ”

Twilight's eyes were full of pain.

Know, how could he not know.

When he saw her self-mutilating herself in the water alone, he knew it.

However, Shang Yunfei is a hedgehog.

He wanted to be kind to her slowly and let her let her guard down a little bit.

But......

He couldn't afford to wait.

The longer the time, the more obvious Shang Yunfei's resistance to him became.

And he, thinking about her, is becoming more and more frequent.

"I'm sorry." He said, "I really never gave up looking, but there was no news, and I asked Momo to re-sew your clothes, but there were so many people that day that no one remembered." ”

"It wasn't until later, when the dust settled, that the eunuch told me that I had seen you in that dress that night, and I wanted to tell you as soon as possible, but ...... I'm afraid of scaring you, Shang Yunfei, I really didn't mean to. ”

"Let's go, Twilight ......"

"Shang Yunfei, you don't believe me?"

"Why should I believe the enemy who killed my father."

Looking at the loss in Twilight's eyes. My heart hurts terribly, too.

This is the guy I liked at first sight......

For a long time, we didn't speak.

The air is quiet.

Around, the silence is almost suffocating.

I finally calmed down from the shock.

A year later, I'm no longer the frizzy little girl I was back then.

There are so many businesses that have come from me.

I'm not surprised.

Only...... For Twilight Shuri.

I rubbed my brow and went through everything in my head.

In fact, in recent times, the Twilight Xiuli in the dream has not been as hideous as before, and after being together for such a long time, I naturally wonder why he is so different from that night.

Only now do I know what happened.

But......

What's the use of talking about that now?

This truth, while making me happy, also made me fall into another kind of discomfort.

The person who has hated it for more than a year has been a matter of more than a year, and it turned out to be just a misunderstanding.

In fact, Twilight was also very remorseful about what had happened in the first place.

Otherwise, it won't always be compensated.

Looking back on what has happened in the past year or so, we have been together and have experienced a lot.

In the face of all my difficulties, he has been silently bearing without complaint.

So in that respect, he should be a good man.

But......

Even so, we still can't be together.

While I'm glad I didn't love the wrong person, I'm also deeply aware that there is no possibility between us.

He can't spoil me alone.

I can't stand sharing the people I love with other women.

Plus my identity......

Today, I'm just a businesswoman.

"Twilight Xiuli, you go, from now on, don't come to me again."

"You, still won't forgive me?"

"No, it's not that I don't forgive, on the contrary, I have forgiven."

"If you forgive, why did you drive me away."

"That incident, since it was an accident, then we can only deal with it as an accident, you didn't mean to hurt me, in fact, it was me who ran to the wrong place to misunderstand, and in the past year or so, what you did, I can really feel it, guilt, or compensation. You've sat enough. ”

"Shang Yunfei!"

"That's it, Twilight Xiuli, the rights and wrongs of the past, we won't talk about it again, from now on, you will be your emperor well, and I will live my life well, we ...... Say goodbye. ”

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