Chapter 170 Is It Worth It Paying So Much for Me Fanwai 5

I finally came to this day, and I finally made the previous things clear, how could I give up because of her casual words?

But at this time, I didn't dare to stimulate Shang Yunfei.

After thinking about it for a while, I decided to leave first.

"I'll come back tomorrow."

Shang Yunfei just glanced at me with a complicated expression.

There are many women in the harem, and there are hopelessly many things.

I always thought that women were the most troublesome creatures in the world.

What kind of mood do I have for Shang Yunfei?

At first, it was just a good feeling, and I just thought it was funny.

Later, when I learned that she was the girl I had hurt, I was pleasantly surprised and guilty.

Watching her self-harm in the heavy rain made me feel a sense of distress.

More than a year can change a lot of things, and it can also change my state of mind.

The more I got to know her, the more reluctant I was to give her up.

Sometimes I was so angry with her that I would go to the harem to see the women.

She is not the only one in the world, Shang Yunfei.

I own the whole harem!

However, as soon as I saw those flowery warblers and swallows, my little breath disappeared in an instant.

Every time, they fled.

As a result, it has also caused dissatisfaction among many ministers.

Every day, I put the country and society first, and there are countless people who want to reproduce as soon as possible.

I refused on the grounds that "the state is busy." ”

I'm really busy.

My father left a mess to clean up.

In order to deal with these things as soon as possible and go to Shang Yunfei, I worked day and night.

In a year, I lost a lot of weight.

But I'm willing.

I have always felt that a drop of water can pierce stones, what is Shang Yunfei's heart?

As long as I work hard, I can do it.

But today, let's listen to Shang Yunqian's words.

My heart still hurts uncontrollably.

I think all my emotions for her have now been transformed into love.

It's just that......

She doesn't want this love from me.

The next day, Shang Yunfei was still quietly doing what she was doing, and I sat silently on the side, not daring to disturb.

She smiled at me for a rare time.

"Twilight Xiuli, what do you like to eat, I'll cook tonight."

I was flattered by the sudden change of attitude.

I was stunned for a long time and didn't react.

"I, I'm not a picky eater, anything goes."

"Okay."

As she spoke, she explained a few words to the guys in the store, "Then you wait for me here, and I'll go grocery shopping." ”

"I'll go with you."

She pursed her lips slightly, but did not refuse.

She carefully selected the ingredients, and I followed behind her with the basket.

She is very skillful in her movements, and the ingredients she buys are the freshest.

When she squatted there to choose, I stood to the side and watched, her side face was very quiet, not powdered, and still beautiful to my heart.

This is the first time in so long since we have known each other so calmly.

I suddenly realized how good it would be if life could go on like this.

When I come home after being busy every day, I have her at home.

There was a steaming meal, and there was her laughter......

She buys things carefully, but never procrastinates.

Soon, we had already purchased all the ingredients.

I kept following her, trying to help, but I couldn't help it...... Makes the kitchen a miasma.

She looked helpless and reached out and pushed me out.

But I wouldn't leave, so I stood at the kitchen door and watched her cook.

It's a person I've never known.

So gentle and virtuous.

In her hands, those ingredients were like a trick, and they quickly turned into dishes with all the color and flavor.

Just looking at it, it makes people feel like their index fingers are moving.

"Three dishes and one soup, less is less, but enough. You don't mind, do you? ”

How could I mind.

sat down directly across from her.

The braised fish is very flavorful, the meat is very tender, and the taste is very good.

The chicken mushroom soup is very delicious, even the simple Chinese cabbage, I think it is very delicious when she stir-fried, and the fish-flavored shredded meat is even more delicious.

"It's delicious."

She put a piece of chicken in my bowl, "I've been so busy lately, I don't cook often, if you think it's delicious, eat more." ”

"You know, my every word and deed is always watched, I can only taste anything I eat, even if I like it very much, in order not to let people find out that my preferences are hindered, I can only eat a small bite."

"Good work. But there's no one watching tonight, so you're going to let go of eating. ”

"It's a good day, Feifei, I want to drink......"

It's rare for me to be coquettish. Even before, I always thought that this action should be exclusive to women.

But I don't think it's awkward to show such behavior to Shang Yunqian.

Shang Yunfei was slightly stunned, and his expression was suddenly a little dazed.

I suddenly remembered what happened back then......

For a while, some incoherent words arose,

I can't wait to give myself a big slap in the face, this is really a pot that can't be opened.

"Feifei, I'...... I don't drink anymore. Don't be angry. ”

"Today is indeed a memorable day, and I just want to drink it too, so let's drink it."

Shang Yunfei's behavior tonight was really abnormal.

I stared at her for a long time, but I couldn't see anything.

Only when she was finally touched by me, only dang, a night passed, she finally figured it out.

Soon, she came up with a jar of wine.

Fill us with both, respectively.

I couldn't help but take a bite.

The wine is good, but it is too strong.

"No, you can't drink this wine."

"Twilight Xiuli, don't look down on people."

She only showed a slight grievance, I surrendered immediately, where is there any position, in my mind, there is only one sentence left, she can do whatever she likes, I have to follow her.

The wine is good, the food is good, and the people are good.

Even tonight's night looks particularly charming.

Shang Yunqian soon got drunk.

But she didn't cry.

Just quietly watching me and constantly asking me to eat.

"I'm a person who doesn't believe in love, but Twilight Xiuli, I liked you from the first time I saw you."

My heart twitched, and my heart was full of joy.

I knew that Shang Yunfei also liked me.

She likes me.

As soon as this realization came into my mind, my whole person was extremely excited.

It turns out that I like your words, from the mouth of a beloved, is such a wonderful thing.

"Twilight, do you know what it's like to watch someone you like kill your father in front of you?"

"Twilight, I hate you so much......"

My hand slammed as I looked at the girl in front of me, suddenly not knowing what to do.

"Twilight Shuri."

Seeing that I hadn't responded, Shang Yunfei suddenly called me by name.

"I'm ......"

"Hug me, okay?"

I was stunned, and although I was puzzled, I didn't want to refuse such a request.

I walked around to Shang Yunfei and reached out to hold her in my arms.

She wasn't at all at ease.

It's been rubbing in my arms,

There are still words in his mouth.

"It's so nice, it's as warm as I imagined."

I was so made laughing and crying by her, I adjusted my position to make her more comfortable, and hugged her again.

"Twilight Shuli, I like you so much......"

"Yes, I see."

"No, you don't know ......"

"Okay, I don't know."

"Twilight ......"

"I'm here."

"I'm really happy to know that you like me too."

"I'm happy when I know you like me."

"Twilight Shuri...... I'm glad I ...... I'm glad that the first time I gave it to someone I liked. When he heard this, his heart was filled with joy.

Just as I was about to say something, I heard something that made me not so happy.

"But I can't be with you......"

I immediately frowned, "Shang Yunfei, since we like each other, why can't we be together." ”

Shang Yunfei stopped talking, she pushed me away, took the wine jug and began to pour wine into her mouth.

I'm trying to stop it.

But seeing her so uncomfortable, she finally withdrew her hand.

I patted her little head, "I've wronged you this time, sleep well." ”

Shang Yunfei's alcohol consumption is really poor, so he will go down in a few sips.

The whole person was drunk and unconscious.

She leaned into my arms and didn't want to go anywhere.

One moment to cry and one time to laugh.

I simply held her with one hand and drank with one hand.

As for why you drink it, I'm not very sure.

All I know is that tonight, I know two things that make me very happy, and I also know one thing that makes me very unhappy.

I'm glad that Shang Yunqian likes it too, and I'm even more glad that she said she didn't regret giving it to me for the first time.

However, I don't understand why we like each other and can't be together.

The liquor is in the stomach, and there is a hot burning sensation.

I wasn't drunk, and I even felt more sober the more I drank.

I ate the food, munching slowly.

Suddenly I laughed.

It was the best meal I've ever had.

Shang Yunfei, it doesn't matter, even if you can't accept me now.

Even if you are sober, you will not admit it.

But......

I'm not going to give up.

Shang Yunfei, in this life, let's just spend it like this.

I want to see who between the two of us can't hold their breath first.

Suddenly, Shang Yunfei woke up.

She looked up at me with drunken eyes.

It's like thinking about what the hell is going on.

"Twilight Shuri."

Her voice, some soft, some charming, soft and glutinous, made my whole body a little fluttering.

When the Adam's apple moved, I didn't dare to look at her.

"What's wrong? Isn't it where it's not comfortable? ”

Shang Yunfei struggled to stand up and bit my lip.

Shang Yunfei is beautiful.

Her beauty is the kind of fresh and elegant beauty.

She is like an orchid blooming on a mountain cliff.

Delicate, effeminate, and strong at the same time.

She is contradictory and special.

The main thing is that she is what I like.

I have been thinking about someone for a long time, and my reason has long been fed to the dog.

Where else cares.

Leaned over and re-embraced Shang Yunfei's lips.

As expected, it's soft and beautiful.

With a faint aroma of wine, unconsciously, it will make people fall into it.

I couldn't think about it so much, and I overbearingly pried open her shell-teeth and completely attacked her lips and teeth.

It was a beautiful experience.

It is like a clear spring in a mountain stream, sweet and delicious.

If it weren't for the fact that she wasn't breathing, I wouldn't want to stop.

Shang Yunfei's cheeks were crimson, she stared at me in confusion for a long time, and suddenly said, "I-yet-want." ”

As he spoke, regardless of whether I was still shocked or not, the whole person stood up crookedly.

She pursed her mouth and blinked her eyes very aggrievedly, "Twilight Xiuli, I'm still - want." ”

As long as it's her, I won't resist any request.

Only this time, I suddenly felt a little dangerous.

Because......

We kissed each other, and we didn't know when we actually left the table.

Instead, he tossed and turned, and at this moment, he was already in bed.

Shang Yunfei's cheeks were crimson, she was holding my waist with both hands, and she didn't know whether she was awake or not.

And I, on the other hand, didn't get much better.

One hand, already through her shirt, was fastened around her smooth back.

With one hand, her body was still holding tightly, for fear that she would hit it.

Reason, instant return.

Even though I was reluctant to let go of the soft touch.

But I don't want to do anything to Shang Yunfei again when she is not sober.

Last time, it was a last resort.

But this time...... I don't want her to hate me.

I attached a kiss to her lips and was reluctant to get up.

"Feifei, you're drunk, rest well."

As soon as I put Shang Yunfei down, she entangled me again like a water snake.

I might as well be a person, and the whole person was wrapped in her arms by her legs.

Drunken manpower is not small.

I was afraid of hurting her, so I didn't dare to struggle.

Shang Yunfei's eyes suddenly overflowed with a mist.

"Twilight Xiuli, do you dislike me?"

We were so close that she exhaled like an orchid.

The breath hit me in the face.

The mist in her eyes made her whole person look pitiful.

"No, I like you."

Shang Yunfei bit her lip, tears as if they would fall at any time.

"If you like me, why don't you touch me?"

I really can't handle such a straightforward question.

I could only sigh slightly and pat her little head, "Fei Fei, you sleep well, when you wake up, if you are still so persistent, I will definitely not endure it." ”

Shang Yunfei didn't give up, she still held me tightly, maybe she was worried that I would leave, she had a lot of strength in her hands.

As she moved, we got closer and closer.

Her chest was constantly bullied because of anger.

Because of the pulling, the clothes are slightly open.

The beauty inside is looming.

Above my body, a wave of heat suddenly appeared, and at this moment, it was converging uncontrollably towards my lower body.

"Feifei, let me go."

Shang Yunfei refused.

Still dragging and refusing to let go.

I didn't dare to push it away, so I could only let her pull it, and suddenly, I felt that the object in front of me suddenly changed, and Shang Yunfei and I had completely switched positions.

She looked at me condescendingly.

Then, under my shocked eyes, I jerked over.

Lip flap, landed on my lips.

It's still soft, and it's eager.

She was flustered and had no experience at all. It's just instinct, constantly taking.

Her chest, as if out of nowhere, touched my body.

Crispy and numb feeling.

My brain was instantly provoked by her and couldn't think.

"Shang Yunfei, do you know who I am?"

"Twilight Shuri."

My eyes darkened, and I couldn't care about anything else.

Only one of them turned over and switched places with her again.

"I just hope you really know what you're going to do. Shang Yunfei, in my life, I will never let you down......"

A good night's sleep.

This night should be the first time in my 20 years that I slept so well and contentedly.

I still feel sweet when I think about everything last night.

Stretched out his hand, wanting to take Shang Yunfei back into his arms.

As far as the eye could reach, it was cold.

A smile froze on my face, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and the surroundings were very clean and tidy.

Even the clothes we had torn up last night had been taken away, and a brand new set of clothes was being folded and neatly arranged at the head of the bed.

Seeing this, I breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that Shang Yunfei's situation is not very bad.

But I still got dressed as fast as I could in my life.

Just as I was about to go out, the door had already been pushed open.

It's the guy in the store.

He was still holding steaming water in his hand, and when he looked at me, he pursed his lips and smiled, and said directly, "Uncle, are you awake?" ”

"Huh?"

"Congratulations to my uncle, I finally managed to see the moon."

Listening to these words, I am still a little confused.

These days when I was chasing Shang Yunfei, I was all alone.

Dress up casually too.

My identity has never been revealed.

The guys in the store only know that I like Shang Yunfei, and they usually encourage them.

But this is the first time it has happened like today.

This made me suddenly have a feeling that the big girl was on the sedan chair.

Honestly, it's not bad.

"Uncle, what's wrong with you?" A hand shook in front of my eyes a few times, "It can't be miserable, right?" ”

Seeing that I still didn't speak, he smiled again,

"If I were you, I would be very happy, our young lady, is a very powerful person, good-looking, business is also doing well, the most important thing is that she is kind and kind, everyone likes her very much, if it weren't for looking at our young lady in her heart, how many people would have been waiting for the opportunity, uncle, you can grab our young lady from many people, you have to treat her well in the future, don't make her sad."

I was stunned for a moment, then laughed.

I was also finally sure that Shang Yunfei did not leave again, and ...... What happened last night, she seems, is not very angry.

"Okay, don't worry." Immediately, looking at the simple guy, I couldn't help but say again, "Thank you." ”

"It's the biggest thank you to our young lady, uncle, wash up, the water is cold."

"Where's Fei Fei?"

"The eldest lady is in the kitchen, saying that she wants to make something for you, tsk, don't say it, we are all envious of you......"

I don't know how I got to the kitchen.

I only know that the road is not short, and I will only arrive in a moment.

In the kitchen, smoke rises.

Shang Yunfei's slender figure was busy inside.

One moment to stew the soup, the other to pick vegetables.

It's all very simple movements, but I watch them with relish.

I couldn't help but walk in and hold her from behind.

Shang Yunfei was taken aback.

"It's me."

He was about to struggle, but when he heard my voice, he stopped again.

I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that Shang Yunfei's body is trembling slightly.

In her heart, she was actually still very scared.

"Feifei, I'm so happy."

"What?"

Shang Yunfei paused to pick vegetables and asked uncertainly.

"I feel so happy, I finally have you from body to mind."

Shang Yunfei was silent.

I thought she was shy.

Feeling her still trembling body, I gently hugged her again, and then let go.

Although it is hot, I really want to kiss Fangze.

However, there are some things that can't be too anxious after all.

I can feel that the fear of me in Shang Yunfei's heart still exists.

That incident, the damage to her, and the shadow left in her heart, were too great.

When she drinks too much, she can still let go a little.

When I was awake, she was still very repulsed by her close to me.

It was a visceral resistance.

Despite her best efforts, I felt it.

A trace of distress flashed in his eyes, but he pretended to be calm on his face.

I looked at the ingredients in front of me and quickly changed the subject.

"What are you doing?"

"It's just some simple home-cooked food."

"Feifei, you ......"

"The meal is almost ready, you go out and wait for me,"

"I'll just wait here."

"Whatever you want."

After that, both were silent.

At this moment, it seems that we have returned to the past.

That kind of warmth to get along with each other.

In the kitchen, for a while, there was only the constant sound of chopping meat on the cutting board.

"Knock knock."

Silence, a little hurried, and a little flustered.

I suddenly felt flustered.

"Feifei, what do you like to eat, you teach me, I'll do it."

Shang Yunfei glanced sideways at me.

The hand paused slightly.

finally shook his head and refused, "Your hand is used to manage everything, you don't have to be so overkill." ”

"It's not overkill for you, and besides, I do."

Shang Yunfei was silent for a moment, "You better go out, I don't want to be said by others to be a demon queen who brings disaster to the country and the people, not only let the current saint run out all day long, but also do not do his job properly." ”

"What nonsense?" I frowned slightly, "Before I came to you, I had already taken care of everything, and anything that happened between us would not delay state affairs, besides, you Shang Yunfei is the woman I love, and I am willing to do all this, how can I bring disaster to the country and the people?" ”

Shang Yunfei began to be silent again.

I sighed and explained softly, "Don't worry, I will weigh the state affairs and feelings, and I will never delay anything, and I will never let anyone have the opportunity to say this about you." ”

Without waiting for Shang Yunfei to speak, I rolled up my sleeves, "I've observed before, you like to eat sour and spicy things, right?" I've seen a spicy and sour beef fillet made in the Imperial Dining Room, and it tastes very good, will you? ”

“……”

The person next to me didn't move, and I took the beef out of the basket and put it on the side.

When I turned around, I saw that Shang Yunfei had been looking at me, but it was not worth thinking about anything at all.

People are really a very contradictory thing.

I used to think that Shang Yunfei was very clean, the kind of clean piece of paper.

I could tell what was going on in her mind at a glance.

But sometimes I feel that I don't understand her at all, and I can't see her clearly.

I don't know what she was thinking.

"Fei Fei, can you not always push me away like this...... I like you very much, and I'm hurt to be rejected by you all the time......"

Shang Yunfei looked at me directly, and this time, there was no evasion in her eyes.

She asked, "Is it really worth wasting so much time and energy on me?" ”

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