I don't like to hear this, and I don't think twice about answering it, "Love is love, what is worth it or not." ”

Shang Yunfei's expression was depressed, "You are the emperor, what kind of woman is not around, why do you want to pester me like this?" ”

When I heard this, I didn't know how to answer for a moment.

To be precise, the injuries were not light.

"Shang Yunfei, liking is the most basic feeling of a person, and really liking a person comes from the heart, and there are not so many whys. If you don't like it, you need to work hard. ”

I said, "Shang Yunfei, I like you, is it my fault?" ”

Shang Yunfei didn't seem to expect me to answer like this, and only muttered to herself after a long time, "You're right, I'm wrong." ”

I really can't stand her like this, sad, dead and silent.

In contrast, the bright one who will be coquettish to me and say that he likes me after being drunk is even more irresistible.

But as long as I look at her, it seems that all the anger can't be born.

"Fei Fei, what happened last night......

Sure enough, as soon as she heard me say this, her face changed a little, but it was not obvious.

"If you are angry and want to hit me, you can scold me."

Shang Yunfei suddenly put down the things in his hand and turned his head to look at me very seriously.

"There's nothing wrong with you, I'm also responsible for what happened last night."

She's not really drunk, some things are just her own will.

"Then you ......"

"I'm sorry, I don't know why this is happening, in fact, I feel so conflicted that I can't even figure out what I'm doing."

"It's good not to be angry, it's good not to be angry......"

Shang Yunfei's meal today was very simple.

It's all simple home-cooked food, but it's as good as ever.

After lunch, I need to go back to the palace to take care of some things.

Shang Yunfei sent me to the door.

I was overjoyed and told her I would come when I was done.

Who knows......

Suddenly war broke out in the world.

In fact, it wasn't sudden. Several other countries have already been secretly contacted and have made their positions and decisions known.

Annexed Huaxia together, and after that, the regions were divided according to their contributions.

Moreover, before that, I had already received a letter from Qin Muhan, asking me not to be impatient......

After years of tacit understanding, I can roughly guess what Qin Muhan meant.

Only let Liu Shuo secretly order troops and be ready to fight at any time......

The ministers of the DPRK and China also have many opinions on these matters, and they are noisy all day long, and they have their own opinions......

As the emperor, I can only quarrel with them and make trouble with them......

Although in fact, there is already an arrangement in the heart.

Because, for a while, it was very busy.

After I was a little looser, I suddenly realized that I hadn't seen Shang Yunfei for several days.

The originally tired body, after thinking of her, suddenly had strength.

Quickly change clothes and quietly leave the palace.

What I was thinking about was that I hadn't seen him for a few days, had Shang Yunfei already figured it out?

Or has she put aside all distractions and is planning to be with me seriously?

Or is she already angry because I haven't shown up for a few days?

But either way, as long as she yells at me, I feel very happy.

The car rushed to Shang Yunfei's most frequented store, and there was no one.

I turned the corner and went to another store.

Still no one.

I frowned slightly, and a bad premonition suddenly appeared in my heart.

I picked up the pace and ran to four or five stores in a row.

Didn't see Shang Yunfei.

Even the guy in the store said that the eldest lady said that there was something to do recently, and the business was handed over to the shopkeeper to take care of it.

I was getting more and more panicked and nervous.

I simply didn't run away from one store to another.

went directly to the home that Shang Yunfei and the third aunt later purchased.

Only the third aunt and a few subordinates were there.

Seeing my appearance in a hurry, everyone was stunned for a moment.

The third aunt knows me.

But she only knows my name.

When I was chasing Shang Yunfei before, I also met her a few times.

"Why are you here?"

"Where's Fei Fei?"

"You ......"

"I have something important to look for her, where has she gone?"

The third aunt pondered slightly, and finally opened the door to let me in.

She had water poured for me and sat me down.

I'm in a hurry, but she is Shang Yunfei's mother, and I can only stay with her.

I know that she is Shang Yunfei's closest person.

"Child, tell me honestly, what's going on between you and Fei Fei?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized that Shang Yunfei had never even said anything about the matter between us.

Xu saw my suspicion, and the third aunt explained, "Fei Fei is the child of an independent director, she has something on her mind, and she never tells me because she is afraid that I will worry about her." ”

I know it, and when I think about it, I think so.

They are each other's only and closest people, and they naturally report good news but not bad news.

Immediately, he also talked about the things between the two of us.

After hearing this, the third aunt frowned slightly.

"I assure you, I really like Fei Fei, the kind of love that I want to be with her for the rest of my life, the kind of love that I want to marry her."

I'm anxious, and I'm actually a little angry.

We just had a relationship and became the closest people.

She also said that she was glad that her first man was me, and that she was not angry about what happened that night.

In that case, why do you want to disappear quietly?

Just had a relationship, just decided to leave the heart, how can there be such a ruthless person in the world.

Shang Yunfei, when I find you, you will die.

The third aunt sighed, "I can feel that Fei Fei also likes you, although she never says it, but as a person who has come over, I know very well that when I like a person, the affection in my eyes can't be concealed no matter what." ”

"What about you...... Can you tell me where Fei Fei is? ”

"Yes." As soon as I was happy, she spoke again, "But before you tell you, you also need to tell me how much you like Fei Fei, how much do you like it?" ”

"To what extent?" I was slightly stunned, "I don't know how much I like it, but ...... As long as I can't see her, I will miss her very much, and when I see her sad, I will be very worried, and her joys and sorrows also determine my joys and sorrows to a large extent......"

"I think, I really like her, as for how much I like her, I can't describe it now, but please believe me, as long as Shang Yunfei doesn't change her heart, I will never ......"

"Then you ......" The third aunt looked at me and stopped talking.

As a mother, she felt that she still knew some about Shang Yunfei.

obviously likes it but is not together, she thinks that in the middle, it may be with ......

"What?"

"Do you mind Fei Fei's past? I mean, you like Fei Fei, you like it so much that you don't care about worldly eyes or whatever......"

There are some words that are really hard to say.

If there is nothing between these two people.

But she told Fei Fei what she had experienced before, and she didn't know if the child would be deeply affected by this, and she would never see Twilight Xiuli again.

"You're talking about it...... That a year ago? ”

I'm not stupid, her hesitation and embarrassment are very obvious, and with a little thought, you can know why.

Sure enough, as soon as she heard this, the third aunt's eyes widened.

"You, you know ......"

In this regard, I also showed a touch of bitterness, "I won't tell you, that person is my ......"

In my life, no one has ever punched me in the face.

Not even a dead father.

So when the third aunt's big ear scraper hit me in the face, I was ...... Meng's.

Once, even if I was not favored, I was a prince and had a noble status.

Now, I am the master of the Cloud Kingdom, the emperor of the Cloud Kingdom, and their heaven.

And today, an ordinary ordinary person actually slapped my ear scraper.

I'm the Emperor!

It's the emperor.

My face is more important than anything else.

But for some reason, looking at the third aunt in front of me, thinking of the face that was slightly similar to hers, I couldn't get angry in my heart.

There was even a little bit of ease.

As early as when he told Shang Yunfei about this fact.

That's what I thought.

It's just that she didn't do it, so I forgot about it.

Today, the third aunt kicked her, and it was the same.

"Bastard, are you embarrassed to pursue our family Feifei? How many stinky bucks do you think are great? Our family Feifei, a simple and innocent girl, was actually ...... by you and by you"

The third aunt couldn't cry, thinking of the scars she saw on Shang Yunfei's body that day, her whole person trembled slightly.

How much hatred and resentment do you have to make such a heavy hand?

Her Fei Fei, the girl who was as clean as a blank sheet of paper, endured that inhuman torture for the first time.

She had been thinking about it if she met the person who had hurt Fei Fei.

She must, will, fight to kill that bastard.

But......

Who could tell her how things could have turned out like this?

The person who hurt Shang Yunfei the most is the one she likes!

"You, do you know how painful Fei Fei was at that time, if I hadn't forced me to die, what you see now is just a corpse."

I shuddered, although I had guessed that this might be the reason, but when I actually heard it, it was a different feeling.

Fifi......

I'm sorry!

Almost without thinking, I fell straight to my knees.

"In my life, plus now, I have only knelt down for three people, and I kneel down sincerely and willingly, only my mother and you, I know that incident has brought indelible pain to Fei Fei, and I don't want to justify anything, master, I swear here today, I will never disappoint Shang Yunfei in this life, if I violate this oath, the sky will thunder, and I will not die well......"

“……”

The third aunt seemed to be frightened, she was stunned, her mouth hesitated a few times, and she never said anything.

"You can also see that Fei Fei and I are truly in love, and now I can't find her, I'm really anxious, and please tell me her whereabouts first, as for me...... In the future, if you want to beat or scold, I will never fight back. ”

“…… You get up first. ”

"Tell me where Fei Fei is."

"Get up."

Seeing that the third aunt looked like she was about to get angry, I didn't dare to say anything more, so I stood up numbly.

"In fact, I've been observing you for a long time, and you really don't look like the kind of person who can do anything wrong, and you tell me honestly, was it a last resort or a ...... in what happened back then."

"That day, someone tampered with my drink, and Fei Fei went to the wrong place and broke into my territory......"

The third aunt understood, and her face showed a hint of relief that was really so.

"Then Fei Fei knows about this matter now?"

"Yes."

"How did she react?"

"She was angry and calm, but then she drank and told me that she actually liked me too......"

The third aunt frowned slightly, "That's strange, Fei Fei is not a cowardly person, since you don't care, you are the one who took away her innocence, and she herself likes you very much, why not stay with you?" ”

"That's what I can't figure out." I answered truthfully.

It is true that Shang Yunfei is not the kind of hypocritical girl.

She said she liked it, she really liked it.

She doesn't have that many tricks, and she doesn't think about tricks like trying to get away with it.

The main thing is that I like her myself, and she doesn't need to indulge in anything like that.

The third aunt pursed her lips and thought for a long time.

Finally, he glanced at me for a long time.

"Your name is Twilight?"

"Yes."

"What does it have to do with the Holy One today?"

“…… That's me. ”

This time, not only the third aunt, but even several subordinates in the house were also frightened, almost as a reflex, and knelt down in unison.

The third aunt was about to kneel, but I helped her up.

"From the moment I fell in love with Fei Fei, I never thought of treating you as an outsider."

"I've just hit ...... Hit your ......"

The third aunt looked a little nervous, but at the same time, I also saw a hint of relief and complexity in her eyes.

Ordinary people, if they knew that I was the emperor or were in love with their daughters, one by one, would have rejoiced and served all kinds of stammers.

But she didn't.

She was a little nervous and scared, but I could see worry and determination in her eyes.

I said, "I don't mind. ”

"But ......"

The third aunt looked entangled, she beat the emperor!

She, a woman who sold her body, the most despicable woman in the eyes of everyone, actually beat the emperor......

As long as I thought about it a little, my calves couldn't help but tremble slightly.

"I haven't blown myself up, I'm just worried that you'll treat me like this." After a little explanation of China, I began to comfort again, "You don't have to be nervous, just be as good as before." If I am with Fei Fei in the future, you will be my mother. ”

"That'...... Fifi knows who you are. ”

"Yes."

The third aunt's eyes flashed in an instant.

"So?"

The third aunt glanced at me, did not answer my doubts, but said to herself, "First of all, I hope you can understand that I only have a daughter like Fei Fei, although we may be insignificant in the eyes of the emperor, but ...... If Fei Fei is unwilling to do something herself, even if I fight for this life, I will never embarrass her, do you know what I mean? ”

"I know...... In fact, I never wanted to embarrass her. ”

The third aunt nodded, and I vaguely saw a hint of relief in her eyes.

My intuition told me that she already knew the reason why Shang Yunfei was hiding from me, "Then now, can you tell me where Fei Fei went?" ”

"At this time, I'm afraid that I have already arrived at the border and am with Shang Yunqian."

"Border pass, what is she doing as a girl going to the border pass, I don't know if she is fighting now, her martial arts are so poor......"

The more I thought about it, the more worried I felt, and I even felt that I couldn't do it for a quarter of an hour.

I wish I could grow a pair of wings and fly directly to her.

"I'll send someone to get her back right away."

With that, I turned and walked outside.

If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't leave, I would have gone looking for it myself.

"Your Majesty, please stay!"

The pace was stopped, and I remembered that I had forgotten to ask the third aunt for her opinion.

But I think that no one in the world wants their daughter to be in danger.

"Fei Fei is an adult, she went this time, first, to give you a little time to think clearly, and secondly, to ...... She wanted to do her part to help those she could. ”

"But the border gate is really dangerous now, and if you don't pay attention to it, you will ......."

She brought ten elites with her, Shang Yunqian also had Tsing Yi Wei by her side, and Ye You, the head of the Ye family, who was with her, and she was also accompanied by dozens of masters, so ...... Your Majesty, you don't have to worry too much. ”

"You just said that Fei Fei wants to calm down? Thinking carefully about our relationship? ”

But I don't understand what else needs to be thought about between us.

If you like each other, shouldn't you be together right away?

"I thought, I might know what her concerns were?"

"I want to hear you."

After coming out of Shang Yunfei's house, I was a little depressed.

Today, I chatted with my third aunt for a long time.

finally understood what Shang Yunfei's concerns were.

The third aunt said that Shang Yunfei grew up listening to her story.

After that, she saw the business war and others again, and after that, she herself experienced that terrible thing.

Shang Yunfei had no sense of security.

Now, it's a great panic.

If I were just an ordinary person, she might have let it go.

But I'm the emperor.

The emperor has three wives and four concubines, and the emperor has three twilight and four concubines.

These words seem to be the best description of the emperor.

Even if I told Shang Yunfei, I would only like her alone.

But she didn't believe it.

It's not that you don't believe me.

But......

I can't trust the people around me.

The emperor needs to have children.

The emperor needs many successors.

Even if the emperor doesn't like those warblers, he has to deal with them......

But......

She wasn't ready to share him with the other women.

After all, what she wants is a couple for a lifetime!

She wasn't sure that she could be indifferent to being with so many women.

She was afraid that she would become herself she didn't know.

Afraid of becoming something he didn't recognize......

The most important thing is that Shang Yunfei has low self-esteem.

She never thought that among thousands of people, I could just like her.

Even though I made it clear that I liked her.

But in her opinion, the emperor's love is very short-lived.

Today I can like her, tomorrow I will like someone else.

She even felt that my liking for her was just a whim......

Just guilty.

But in love, the most unbearable thing is guilt.

Love that is premised on compensation or guilt will not last long after all.

She was so scared.

Fear that someone you like will wake up one day and be gone.

I'm afraid that I like what I say, the deadline is very short.

Even afraid, what I said is not true.

So she got herself drunk and had sex with me.

So, she didn't make up her mind to accept me.

But...... Say goodbye to me.

Say goodbye to this relationship.

The reason why he let himself go before leaving.

It's just that the youth she doesn't want to pay for is a barrenness.

She wanted to leave something for the relationship.

Even if...... I may forget about her in the future.

To be honest, after hearing this from the third aunt, I realized it later.

It turns out that all along, it was I who didn't give her enough security.

It was my doing, and it didn't reassure her about me.

I suddenly hated myself a little.

For so long, I didn't talk to her properly except to think about being nice to her, and I told her about my unplanned plans.

So is it not in her opinion, my plans for the future, there is no her.

I'm not attentive enough, I'm not sensitive enough.

Didn't perceive her worries, didn't know her fears sooner.

That's why I hurt her again and again.

And when she was sad and sad, she kept trying to force her, asking her, "Why don't you want to be with me?" ”

"Smack."

I slammed my fist into the willow tree.

Blood spilled and dripped from my joints in an instant.

But I don't feel pain.

In contrast, I feel more sorry for Shang Yunfei.

She is such a weak girl, and now, she actually went to the border.

But Shang Yunfei, you even avoided me and went to the border to take care of the victims, does it mean that in fact, in your heart, you also want to be closer to my world?

Wait for me, Shang Yunfei.

I'll take care of those things in the harem as soon as possible.

When you come back, I will be greeted by a new me.

I'll give you time to calm down and think clearly.

At the same time, it also makes it clear to you that I, Du Xiuli, am also the kind of person who will not change at will after being identified.

After thinking about it, I immediately went back to the palace.

"Liucheng, send a team of people to secretly protect Shang Yunfei, I want to know her every move."

"Yes,"

"Don't let her know you're there."

"Yes."

"In addition, give me a list of harem concubines and identities as soon as possible, the more detailed the better."

Liu Cheng glanced at me and didn't question it.

"Sort out all the memoranda of the recent joint letter asking me to take a concubine and give it to me."

Soon, one after another orders came from the imperial study.

And I, too, began the dark days.

Shang Yunfei is not here, and I don't need to leave the palace.

Just use these hours to deal with the affairs of the harem.

The relationship between the harem concubines is complicated, and it is not that they can be dismissed with a single sentence.

I've never touched them so far, but I have to have a good reason to get them out of the palace.

Yunguo has only been stable for more than a year.

I understand the principle that if you pull a hair, you will move the whole body.

I want Shang Yunfei, Jiangshan, and I will not give it up.

At the same time, I will not leave any handles, so that Shang Yunfei will be poked in the backbone to live.

What I want is for Shang Yunfei to stand by my side and be on an equal footing with me.

What I want is that most people understand my behavior and are convinced.

But Shang Yunfei, this is a long process, and I have already started to prepare and deal with it.

Are you ready to join me?

Fifi......

I hope you don't make me wait too long, and you can come back to me sooner.

It's only been a few days, but I've missed it so much.

Shang Yunfei, my Fei Fei......

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