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After another half an hour, the car finally drove into a village and finally stopped in front of a small compound.

After the driver stopped, he didn't dare to move, and he didn't turn off the car, but looked at Chen Qingchuan in the back seat of the car, as if waiting for him to give him something.

However, Chen Qingchuan and I usually sat there without moving, and he was still waiting for me to calm down, waiting for me to calm down enough.

It was late, close to nine o'clock, and there was a dim light in the small courtyard.

I've seen this courtyard in those old photos at home, so I only need to look at it to recognize that this is my grandmother's old home.

I don't know how long we sat in the car, there was the sound of rain hitting the glass outside, Chen Qingchuan whispered beside me: "Kaiyan, let's get out of the car." ”

I didn't speak, I stared blankly, my eyes unfocused.

The driver was the first to get out of the car and come to open the door for us, and Chen Qingchuan helped me get out of the car.

I didn't resist, I didn't dodge, I let Chen Qingchuan help me out of the car, and when we got out of the car, I didn't know when a person was standing there at the door of the small courtyard.

I stopped, Chen Qingchuan also stopped, I looked carefully at the person standing at the door, it seemed familiar, and the figure was a little familiar.

The figure swayed, and then walked towards us step by step, and when the man stood in the headlight, I realized that it was Jin's mother.

When Mama Jin arrived at me, she whispered, "Uncle, Miss." ”

I struggled my hand out of Chen Qingchuan's hand, then looked at Jin's mother and asked, "Jin's mother, where is my mother?" ”

Mother Jin didn't speak, and after a few seconds, she said, "Come with me." Then he turned and walked inside.

I stood there and looked up, and then looked up at Chen Qingchuan, Chen Qingchuan didn't speak, and I looked at Mama Jin who had already entered the gate of the courtyard, and I could only follow Mama Jin.

But when I got to the door, I found two white lanterns hanging in the doorway, and I was so stunned that I almost didn't stand still.

Chen Qingchuan walked up to me, held my hand, and he led me inside.

When I arrived at the house, Mama Jin took me and stopped in front of a small room where the door was closed, and Mama Jin said to me, "Miss, go in." ”

Outside, there were many old people from the countryside, and no one spoke, but all eyes were on me.

Chen Qingchuan originally wanted to go in with me, but Mother Jin stopped him and said, "Uncle, let Miss go in alone." ”

Chen Qingchuan looked at Mother Jin for a long time, but he didn't speak, so he stood there silently.

Mother Jin pushed the door for me, I stood at the door and hesitated for a few seconds, then walked in, and when I arrived inside, there was an old man who was changing clothes for the person on the bed by the bed, and when he saw me coming, he immediately beckoned me to come over.

I could not see who was lying on the bed, but there was a white tent in the way, and when I reached the bedside with heavy steps, the old man took my hand and put my hand in the tent on the first hand.

It was my mother's hand, I recognized, on the ring finger of that finger, with her and my dad's wedding ring, but when I held it in my hand, the temperature of those hands was cold, stiff, and there was no temperature at all.

The old man said to me, "I'll have to make a coffin later." ”

My feet went limp, and suddenly I fell to my knees, and I heard a buzzing in my head, and suddenly it was blank.

I rushed to the bed, holding the person on the bed and crying, "Mom! ”

But the person on the bed was cold, hard, and his face was serene, as if he was asleep, and I shook her, and shook her hard, who had been lying for a long time without reacting, and cried, "Wake up, Mom! What happened to you? Why don't you speak, you tell me what's wrong with you, Mom. ”

I looked at the clothes on her, I had seen them on TV, and I had seen them on my dad, which was the kind of clothes that only dead people would wear.

How could it be worn on her, I want to pick it up.

It was about Jin's mother who heard the movement inside, and was a little worried about me, so she still rushed in, and when she got inside, she saw that I was actually holding my mother's shroud and longevity clothes, she was shocked, rushed up and hugged me and shouted: "Miss! What are you doing?! This can't be taken off! This is the clothes that the wife is going to wear when she walks! ”

I pushed me hard and hugged my mother Jin, howling and crying: "No, it's not, she didn't die, she didn't, Mother Jin, you lied to me, you were fine when you left, why are people like this now?" What the hell is going on! ”

I cried and dragged Jin Ma and said, "What the hell is wrong with my mother, Jin Mom, why didn't she wake up, how could she not wake up." ”

I dragged Mama Jin and cried hoarsely.

Mother Jin was dragged by me and almost fell on the bed, about to fall on my mother, but she grabbed the edge of the bed, barely stabilized her body, and said to me: "Miss, Mrs. walked very peacefully, the sleeping pills given by the doctor, she ate and left a few days ago, we didn't dare to tell you in those days, until Mrs. is going to be buried today, we have not informed you, Mrs. hopes you can forgive her, forgive her for such a choice." ”

I cried and said, "You are all hiding from me, it was you who killed my mother, who gave her sleeping pills, who gave it, I don't believe it, I don't believe it." ”

I was holding my mother's body on the bed, and I was about to move her down, but Jin Ma pulled me and said, "Miss, don't be like this, you let my wife go in peace." ”

I pushed Jin's mother and said, "No, I'm going to take her to the doctor, Jin's mother, don't stop me!" ”

Just as I was holding the body and not letting go, Chen Qingchuan walked in from outside, he held me in his arms, and said to me: "Kaiyan, don't be like this, you are calm, your mother will fall to the ground like this, you are obedient." ”

No, I shook my head, I clung to my mother's body and refused to let go, my mother's whole body was completely lifeless, stiff and trembling as my body trembled.

I held her in my arms.

Chen Qingchuan knew that there would never be a solution in such a situation, so he glanced at Dingkun on the side, and Dingkun immediately hugged my mother's body with a few old people on the side, and put it on the bed together, I wanted to snatch it again, but as soon as I stretched out my hand, I only felt that my head suddenly buzzed again.

I didn't catch my breath, and suddenly my whole body fell into darkness.

I heard Mother Jin crying and shouting my name, I couldn't answer, the whole person seemed to be stunned, it was dark in front of me, but my ears could still hear the sound, the room was very chaotic and noisy.

There are people who are crying, who are talking, who are shouting.

I heard Chen Qingchuan say to Jin's mother in a loud voice: "Jin's mother, send Kaiyan back to her room to rest first, and let her postpone the meeting first." ”