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When we arrived outside the hospital, Mama Jin helped me sit down on a chair in the hallway, and the noisy people around me instantly quieted down and looked over to us.

Mother Kim comforted me who was crying.

I cried until I almost lost my breath, and finally I couldn't even make a sound.

After the crying calmed down, I put my head on Jin's mother's shoulder, and I don't know when, the sky was completely dark, and there were not many people crying in front of the door of the intensive care unit, crying wave after wave.

Coming and going, going and going, the time is getting later and later, and there are fewer and fewer people, and finally I don't know when, the people sitting there are only me and Jin Ma left.

Mother Jin sat there with me and watched, and she whispered, "Miss, go back." ”

I whispered, "Is there any salvation?" ”

The sound was tearing at something, and the sound it made was broken.

Jin's mother said: "I have asked the doctor many times, and he said that he was basically sentenced to death, and it has been more than half a year, and it is very good that my wife has been able to come so far." ”

I cried and said, "Why don't you tell me, at least give me a little time to cherish it, now, now I am unprepared, I don't have time to confess my mistakes and repent." ”

Mother Jin said, "Mrs. won't blame you. ”

I shook my head and said, "Mom Jin, I blame myself, I said too many things to hurt my mother at the beginning, let me know earlier, I wouldn't be so willful, maybe, maybe my mother will be fine?" Will there be a chance? ”

I looked up, trying to make my tears less fragile, but they fell like rootless rain.

Mother Jin held me and said, "Miss, Mother Jin is an outsider, but Mother Jin has worked in your house for so many years, and she is half a wet nurse of you......

When Mother Jin said this, her voice trembled a little, but she still tried her best to say calmly: "You are the only one left in this family, if you are bullied and tired in your in-law's house, there will be no one to support you anymore, so you must change your temper and no longer be willful." ”

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and said tiredly, "Mom Jin, I'm a little sleepy, I want to sleep." ”

I put my hand on her shoulder and said, "You let me sleep." ”

Mother Jin said, "Let's go back, it's late." ”

I shook my head: "No, just let me sleep on your shoulder for a while, I don't want to go, I don't want to go home." ’

I wrapped my arms around Mama Kim and rested on her shoulders.

Mother Kim wiped her tears there.

We were in the empty hallway, and we seemed unusually lonely.

I was on Mama Kim's shoulder for about half an hour, and after half an hour, Mama Jin pushed me, and she said, "Miss, Miss,"

I stubbornly refused to wake up, and I don't want to go back to that cold home now.

Mother Jin still whispered in my ear, "It's late, it's time for you to go home." ”

I looked up at Mama Jin in a daze, and she said again, "Isn't Mr. coming to pick you up?" ”

I thought of something, but didn't speak.

Jin's mother probably guessed it, she said: "You can't blame him, I can't even see the situation that day......"

When Mother Jin said this, she sighed and said, "I called him, I believe that if I let him come, he will not shirk." ”

Mother Jin just wanted to get her phone, but I immediately grabbed her hand and said, "Mother Jin, don't call him, I want to go back to the old house tonight." ”

Mother Jin said, "Miss, you must go home tonight, that is your home." ”

I said, "The same is true of the old house." ”

Mother Jin said, "It's different. She wanted to continue to get her phone, so I grabbed her hand again and said, "Don't call, I'll go back, it's late, and the driver should still be waiting for me downstairs." ”

When Mama Jin saw me say this, she didn't say anything more.

I glanced at the entrance of the intensive care unit again, thought about it, got up from my chair, and Mama Jin sent me downstairs.

The driver really hadn't left yet, and after I got into the car, the driver was uneasy and admonished, and I smiled at her.

After that, we waved our hands, the car left the hospital, I leaned on the window and looked out the window, Jin's mother's voice became farther and farther away, more and more blurred.

I hid my face and wept.

The driver looked back at me, but he didn't dare to make a sound, so he could only withdraw his gaze from me and continue driving.

When the car drove home, I tried to calm myself in the back seat, and the lights were on in the living room, which my aunt should have left for me.

I didn't want to get out of the car, I kept sitting in the car looking at the lonely lamp in the living room, looking in from the outside, this home was cold, I didn't want to go back.

The driver saw that I didn't move for a long time looking at the door, so he couldn't help but whisper a reminder: "Madam, you are home." ”

He was also very sleepy, and the driver was also very tired, and even his voice was sleepy.

I looked up at him and said to him, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

I reached out and pushed open the door and got out of the car.

I walked step by step towards the hall, and when I reached the door, my aunt came to meet me, and she was relieved to see that I was back, and she said, "Madam, you are finally back." ”

I wanted to smile at her, but when I pulled the corners of my mouth, I realized how stiff the corners of my mouth were, so I said to my aunt with a crying and laughing expression, "Yes, I'm back." ”

When my aunt saw my expression, she guessed that the situation was wrong, so she was a little at a loss and said, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" What's wrong? ”

I shook my head and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, Auntie, I'm a little tired, I'm going upstairs to rest." ”

I didn't say anything more to my aunt, so I went upstairs, and when I reached the bedroom door, I reached out and wanted to push the door, but when my hand fell on the doorknob, I paused for a few seconds, but finally I pushed the door open and walked straight in.

The room was quiet and dark, and Chen Qingchuan should have already slept.

I didn't turn on the light, I went to the bathroom in the dark and washed my face, and then I went back to bed, and I lay down next to him.

I was exhausted to the extreme, and I closed my eyes.

At this time, Chen Qingchuan, who was lying beside him, seemed to be awake, because he moved, he should have glanced at me, but in the next second, he turned around and turned his back to me.

I wiped the tears from my face and turned my back to him with the quilt.

Fortunately, I didn't feel sad for long, and soon I fell asleep, and fell asleep deeply.

In my dreams, there was cake, there was a warm yellow light, and the sound of my mother busy in the kitchen, and I was lying on the table doing my homework, and my father was teaching me.

The sound on the TV was constantly coming cheerfully, very warm, very warm, and it didn't feel cold at all.

I didn't want to wake up, I didn't want to wake up at all, but when I opened my eyes, I saw a familiar and unfamiliar chandelier overhead.

I didn't understand where it was now, I looked left and right, and after seeing Chen Qingchuan's suit hanging on the hanger, I realized that I had arrived home.

After getting married, it belongs to my home with Chen Qingchuan.

I got up from the bed with weak hands and feet, and sat there for a while, and then I got out of bed, but as soon as I stood firm, the world was spinning in front of me.

I immediately leaned on the chair next to me, and after a while, I realized that I hadn't had a proper meal since I came out of the hospital.

I touched my suffocating stomach and finally felt a little hungry, so I went to the bathroom to wash up and shuffled downstairs.

After arriving downstairs, Chen Qingchuan and his mother-in-law were having breakfast, and Chen Lin was actually there.

My sudden arrival made the already quiet restaurant even more silent, and Chen Lin and his mother-in-law turned their heads to look at me.

I stopped to look at them, and although I didn't have the strength, I raised my voice and said, "Morning." ”

My mother-in-law didn't speak, and Chen Lin didn't speak, as if she was treating me as air.

I didn't say anything more, glanced at the position next to Chen Qingchuan, I walked over and sat down beside him.

Chen Qingchuan flipped through the newspaper and didn't raise his eyes at all.

The breakfast on the table was very simple, white porridge, pickles, Chen Lin ate there very energetically, and I don't know why, but I had no appetite, but I still raised my chopsticks and ate there.

At this time, Chen Qingchuan said to his aunt: "Is there anything else in the kitchen?" ”

Auntie wanted to answer. But the mother-in-law said, "Isn't it enough? There is still porridge, if it is not enough, add some white porridge. ”

Chen Qingchuan looked at his mother-in-law, he pressed down the newspaper in his hand, and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm not enough, this white porridge has been eaten lightly and tasteless recently." ”

When the mother-in-law saw the porridge in his bowl, she really didn't move much, so after thinking about it, she said, "Tell Auntie what you want to eat, but you usually eat like this at home." ”

Chen Qingchuan said: "I've been very busy recently, so I'm a little tired, and my body is also very tired. ”

He said to his aunt, "Prepare some eggs, beef, and milk." ”

The mother-in-law frowned at this time and said, "Don't you like chicken the most?" She looked at me and said, "There are no such things at home, only steamed buns and corn, if you want me to say that your life was too luxurious before, and you start to eat big fish and meat in the morning, where can your body stand it." ”

She looked at her aunt and said, "Go get some corn." ”

The aunt looked at Chen Qingchuan, and immediately said yes and went to the kitchen, but when she came out, the aunt still had a few eggs in her hands, and some beef, as well as a few slices of toasted bread and ham tenderloin. ”

After she put it on the table, Chen Lin grabbed the bread and ate it there.

Chen Qingchuan looked at her, she deliberately bit it crunchy and said, "What, can't I eat it?" ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't speak, so my aunt put the rest of the things in front of me, and Chen Qingchuan ate the ham heel by himself, so he didn't touch the food on the table again.

I had some beef, bread and eggs.

The mother-in-law saw something at a glance, her face was very unhappy, she got up and said, "The children are gone, what's the use of making up for these?" Will the children be able to come back after eating them? ”

When the mother-in-law said this, she cried and said, "Let me tell you, Qingchuan, why this child is gone, you know it." She pointed at me: "You asked her to give us an explanation now, the child is gone, she didn't say a word, on the day of the hospital, it was the man who was guarding her, Qingchuan, where did she put you, where did she put our Chen family!" You still feel sorry for her now? ”

Chen Qingchuan put down the chopsticks in his hand, Chen Lin didn't expect his mother-in-law to be so excited suddenly, so he stood up and pulled his mother-in-law.

Chen Qingchuan, who was sitting next to me, had no expression on his face.

The mother-in-law said again: "Qingchuan, if it weren't for her mother's serious illness now, I would have let you divorce her a long time ago!" ”

The mother-in-law was so angry that she sat on the chair and beat her chest and cried.

At this time, Chen Lin didn't dare to say anything, and sat there silently.

Chen Qingchuan faced his mother-in-law's crying, and he whispered, "Mom, let's eat." ”

The mother-in-law threw the chopsticks on the table: "I don't eat!" ”

As soon as she finished speaking, the chopsticks suddenly flew into my bowl, and I didn't hold the bowl with my hand, and suddenly a bowl of porridge fell on the table, and the bowl broke.

When my mother-in-law saw the poured porridge, she became more and more angry, pointed at me and said, "Can you do anything else?" You can even break a bowl when you eat, what use do you have? ”

It was the first time Chen Lin saw his mother-in-law being so angry, so he immediately comforted his mother-in-law and said, "Mom, don't be like this, it's not good for you to lose your anger, and it's not good for you to be angry." ”

The mother-in-law was crying there.

Faced with such a situation, Chen Qingchuan looked at me on the side, he saw that I had maintained that movement all the time, he frowned and said to his aunt, "Clean it up." ”

frowned, got up, left the restaurant directly, and went out.

Chen Lin patted his mother-in-law on the back and said, "Mom, you see that you have made my brother angry!" Isn't my brother uncomfortable about that? Why are you angry at him, why do you have to mention this in the morning? ”

The mother-in-law cried and said, "I don't mention it? Didn't I mention that he remembered those humiliations? How many times, how many times have you counted, how many litters does Qingchuan have? ”

When my mother-in-law saw that I was still sitting there, she lifted all the food on the table and said, "What else to eat!" Find that wild man to eat you! ”