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I stood there panting and panting, and no one came up to me, and I sat there crying until I had the strength I had left.

I don't know how long I cried, but I felt cold on my hands and feet, so I got up from the ground, stood there and wiped my eyes clean, and turned around and walked towards the bedroom.

I found my shoes and clothes, put them on, I went downstairs without alarming anyone in the restaurant, I rushed out of the hall, and when I got into the car, I said to the driver, "Take me to the hospital." ”

It was already ten minutes of dinner, and the driver said to me, "Madame, so late, you-"

Before he finished his sentence, I repeated excitedly: "Take me to the hospital!" ”

The driver looked at me, didn't dare to say anything, and quickly started the car, and when the car drove out of the iron gate, I saw my aunt chasing out of the gate.

But by this time the car was already speeding forward.

After arriving at the hospital, I rushed upstairs in one breath, I can't tell what kind of mood I feel at this time, there has been a voice in my heart to deny me, no, no, they must be lying to me, how is it possible, impossible, how can it be stomach cancer, obviously gastritis, they must be working together to deceive me.

When I rushed to my mother's room, it was empty, the beds were empty, the rooms were empty, and there was no one.

I stood there bewildered, watching.

At this time, a nurse touched me lightly behind me, and I looked back at her.

It was the nurse who often took care of my mother, and she said, "Miss Xie, are you here to find your mother?" ”

I said, "Yes." I grabbed her arm excitedly and asked, "Where is she?" ”

The nurse said, "She's in the ICU. ”

I looked at the nurse in confusion, I thought she was joking with me, and I said, "How can it be in the ICU?" Isn't she okay? Why did I need to go to the ICU? ”

I laughed and said, "I don't believe it." ”

At this time, another person came behind me, it was Jin's mother, I looked back at her, she was holding some clothes in her hand.

I let go of the nurse and walked towards Mama Kim, I took her hand and asked, "Mama Kim, where is my mom, where is my mom?" ”

Mother Jin didn't have any joy to see me, she was very silent and silent.

I shook her: "Jin Mom! Why don't you answer me? ”

For my excitement, Mother Jin only said one sentence to me: "You come with me." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked towards the elevator with her clothes in hand.

I stood there and watched, but soon followed Mama Kim, and when we got into the elevator, Mama Jin said, "Don't tell your wife that your child is gone." ”

I clenched my fists and looked at Mama Kim with red eyes.

She didn't look at me, she hugged the clothes in her arms, her eyes fell on the elevator door, when the elevator door opened, Mama Jin walked out of the elevator, and I looked up outside.

There were a lot of people gathered in the corridor, some were crying, some were anxiously making phone calls, some were holding toiletries, some were explaining something to the tightly sealed nurse, some were arguing, some were rolling on the ground.

Tears, quarrels, and loud cries filled the narrow corridor with a miasma.

I followed Mama Kim when she led me to a door.

A nurse stood there and stopped us and said, "The visiting time is 3 p.m., and family members can only visit once a day, no more than 15 minutes at a time, you should have been here once today." ”

Jin's mother said to the nurse, "We are Song Zhen's family. ”

The nurse glanced at Mother Jin, then didn't say anything, went inside and got sterile clothes, hats and foot covers, and told us to go inside and change them.

Mama Jin took it, and after we changed it, she took me in.

I numbly followed behind Mama Kim, and when I reached an entrance, I saw a person lying in a small cubicle in front of me, who was squirming on the bed with tubes all over his body.

I almost thought I was mistaken, I stopped, and I didn't continue with Mama Kim.

Mama Jin didn't look back at me, but walked straight to the person in the hospital bed directly opposite me.

I don't know what Mother Jin said to the person on the hospital bed, a pair of thin hands reached out from the quilt, grabbed the handrail on the edge of the bed, and she struggled to sit up.

I saw my mom and she was smiling at me.

The face was pale, thin, and the eye sockets were sunken.

I almost felt a little weak in my legs, as if a mallet had been pounded my appreciation, and it was stuffy and painful.

She had a ventilator on the tip of her nose and a striped blue and white gown, and I almost didn't recognize her.

She looked at me, waiting for me to walk towards her.

I wanted to cry, but I struggled, lifted my heavy legs, and stepped towards her.

When I got to her door, I whispered, "Mom." ”

She said, "You're here." She beckoned to me and said, "Come here, come closer to me." ”

She spoke, a little weakly.

I couldn't believe it was her, so I approached her, and after standing beside her bed, I squeezed one word out of my throat: "Mom." ”

I saw that she was full of tubes, and I asked, "You... What's going on? ”

She didn't care and said, "It's okay, it's just a little problem, and it will be fine in a few days." She took my hand and smiled and asked, "What about the child?" How are the kids? ”

When she saw that I didn't speak, she looked at Mama Kim.

Mother Jin was wrong for me to say the wrong thing, and she reminded me in a low voice: "Miss, Mrs. asked you something." ”

I wiped the tears on my face and said, "The child, the child is fine, yesterday I went to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, the doctor, the doctor has nothing wrong with him, it's been almost two months." ”

I finally couldn't take it anymore and cried out, "Mom, I'm sorry, what's wrong with you." ”

She didn't like it when she saw me crying, and she said, "Why are you crying?" Did Mama Jin talk nonsense to you? ”

I shook my head, and kept shaking my head.

"I'm fine, I just had a minor surgery the other day," she said. She took my hand and said with a smile, "It's okay if the child is fine, are you still happy?" ”

I touched the tears on my face, still shaking my head, and I said, "It's not harmful, it's much better." ”

Her weak smile was full of happiness, she said: "Qingchuan also came to see me yesterday, open face, Qingchuan will be your only support from now on, do you want..." ”

Mother Jin said on the side: "Madam, Miss has been in a good relationship with my uncle recently, don't worry, you just wait to be grandma." ”

She nodded and said, "yes, I'm going to wait to be grandma." ”

She said to me again: "I'm fine, you go back, it's bad here, don't bump into the child." ”

She probably didn't want me to see her like this, so she pulled Jin's mother and said, "Take her out, don't stay inside, it's not clean, here, there is just a dead person." ”

Mother Jin was pushed by my mother, and said helplessly: "Madam, Miss just just-" Before Mother Jin finished speaking, my mother suddenly covered her heart uncomfortably.

When Mama Jin saw it, she immediately asked, "What's the matter, madam?" ”

She was sweating all over her forehead and said, "No, it's nothing, it's just a little painful." ”

She pushed Jin's mother's hand and said with some anger: "Take her out!" Don't grind! ”

Mother Jin looked at me standing on the side, and when she saw that her emotions were getting more and more tense, she walked up to me, pulled me and said, "Miss, let's go." ”

I didn't move, I just looked at the old lady on the hospital bed who was holding her heart and shrunk in pain.

When my mother saw that I was standing there and refused to leave, she looked up at me and shouted, "Go! ”

Mother Jin pulled me and pushed me, she couldn't help her emotions a little, and cried and said, "Miss, let's go." ”

I finally couldn't hold back, and lay on the edge of my mother's bed, crying.

I said, "Mom, why are you lying to me, why! ”

When she heard me crying, her face turned even paler, and she was still trying to push me away, but her hands were soft, and later, she was crying with her heart in her mouth.

There was something unusually loud, the nurses and doctors all rushed in, and when Mother Jin saw this, she immediately pulled me and said, "Miss, let's go, don't cry!" ”

But I wouldn't go, I wanted to stay here, I didn't want to leave her here.

I cried and said, "Mom, I know it's wrong, I really know, you forgive me, I beg you to forgive me, I've said a lot of things that hurt you before, don't worry about me." ”

Mother Jin pulled me, and I clinged to the edge of the bed and refused to let go.

The nurses and doctors were all around my mom.

They didn't pay any attention to me, and the doctor said to the nurse next to me, "Morphine." ”

The nurse did not panic at all, calmly and quickly went to the side to prepare the medicine, and then took her hand and injected her.

After a few minutes, the heartbeat device gradually calmed down again, and she lay there with her head on her back, gasping for breath with difficulty.

I crouched on the edge of her bed and cried and shouted, "Mom! ”

She seemed to hear it, and she didn't hear it.

At this time, the nurse said to me fiercely: "Go back, it's useless for you to cry here, the patient has a heart attack now, you can't stimulate her anymore, and this is the intensive care unit, you can't be here for more than fifteen minutes." ”

The nurse looked at Jin's mother and said, "The family took her out!" ”

Mother Jin pulled me and cried and said, "Miss, let's go." ”

I shook my head, I still refused, I said, "I don't want to go, I don't want to go, Mama Jin, you let me stay." ”

Mother Jin came to break my hand on the edge of the bed, but I refused to let go, and I refused to let go.

At this time, a pair of hands fell on my hands, I raised my eyes to see, my mother closed her eyes, lying there uncomfortable, squatting on the side of her bed, and said weakly: "Open face, let's go, don't delay the doctor's busy ......"

When she had said this, she ignored me, turned over to my side, and she was cowered in the bed, thin and small, shivering.

Not only my mother here, but also other people, most of them couldn't stand the fright, and Jin's mother immediately reached out to cover my crying, and dragged me out with a few nurses here.