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I was a little frightened, and stood there for a while, but I still walked inside with what I was holding, put it on the cabinet next to me, and whispered, "It's all here." ”

He hummed and continued to sit there smoking a cigarette.

The bathroom was stuffy, it smelled of smoke, I thought about it and said, "That's ...... I went out first? ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't speak.

I didn't dare to stay in it for long, so I quietly retreated, and Chen Qingchuan still sat there and kept smoking without moving.

After closing the bathroom door for him, I leaned against the door and exhaled, then stood for a while before leaving.

About 20 minutes, after Chen Qingchuan came out of the bathroom, I went inside for him to put the changed clothes in the laundry basket, usually he would do this kind of thing by himself, but I just threw it there, he would help me sort it out and put it in the laundry basket, but he didn't seem to be in good shape today, so he didn't deal with it.

And I, too, wanted to ease our relationship, so I went inside after he got out of the bathroom.

I took his shirt and put it on the tip of my nose and sniffed it, it smelled of tobacco and alcohol, as if I had been drinking.

No wonder he didn't have much energy, and with that in mind, I went out of the bathroom to the laundry room, and waited for him to put the changed clothes in the laundry basket.

When he came out, Chen Qingchuan did not lie on the bed, but sat on the sofa in pajamas with his eyes closed, seemingly a little uncomfortable.

I walked up to him softly, and he seemed to feel it, as his eyelashes moved twice.

I asked softly, "Do you have a headache?" ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't speak, just rubbed his brows with his hands, and after a long while, he replied: "Don't worry about me." ”

But I didn't leave, I still didn't move, I thought about it and said, "I'll ask my aunt to go downstairs and prepare a bowl of sobering soup for you." ”

At this time, Chen Qingchuan opened his eyes and looked at me, the emotion in his eyes was very heavy, so heavy that people couldn't guess what he was thinking, I didn't know why, when I saw him like this, I was a little scared and stepped back.

The arc was so small that it was almost imperceptible, but Chen Qingchuan noticed it, and he glanced at my heels. He withdrew his gaze from me, raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, and said three words: "Whatever." ”

I looked at him, and instead of staying any longer, I quickly went out of the bedroom to find my aunt downstairs.

My aunt was busy in the kitchen, and when she saw me coming down, she called, "Madam." ”

I said, "Prepare a bowl of decanting soup." ”

The aunt asked in amazement, "Mr. has been drinking?" ”

I said, "Drink a little bit and have a bit of a headache." ”

When the aunt heard this, she immediately nodded and was busy going to Zhang Luo.

I didn't go upstairs, but waited in the kitchen for my aunt to make the decanting soup, and when it came out of the pot, my aunt handed it to me.

When I received it, my aunt suddenly grabbed me and said, "Madam." ”

I looked sideways at her.

The aunt said, "You let Mr. rest early after drinking." ”

She was a little worried.

I nodded and said, "Got it." ”

Even if my aunt didn't say that, I would do it.

After arriving upstairs, Chen Qingchuan was still sitting on the sofa, but it was different from the previous stillness, this time I sat on the sofa to answer the phone, I didn't make too much noise, but put the decanting soup in my hand lightly on the coffee table in front of him, and stood aside.

Chen Qingchuan didn't answer the phone for long, and after about two minutes, he hummed as an end, hung up the phone and put it aside.

I stood in front of him and said, "This is what Auntie just cooked, you can drink some and get some sleep." ”

Chen Qingchuan's eyes fell on the bowl of decanting soup in front of him, he didn't speak, he reached out to take it for a long time, and drank it in one gulp without any expression.

When he had finished drinking, he got up and went to the bedside, and I followed him.

After he lay down, I saw that his face was a little wrong, so I wanted to reach out and touch his forehead, but before I could reach over, Chen Qingchuan suddenly clasped my hand.

My movements froze.

He opened his eyes and looked at me, and said in a very light tone, "It's nothing, don't worry about me." ”

I said, "But you have a bad face, do you have a cold?" ”

He said, "No." ”

He removed my hand, closed his eyes, and said nothing.

I sat on the edge of his bed and didn't know what to do, because when he squeezed my hand just now, I did feel the body temperature in his palm was very high, it must be a cold and fever.

I sat there and watched him for a long time.

At this time, his mobile phone on the sofa began to ring again, I immediately got up to pick it up, the call reminder showed my mother, I hesitated for a few seconds, then pressed the answer button, and my mother's voice came from inside, she called: "Qingchuan." ”

I replied on the other end of the phone, "Mom, it's me." ”

My mother didn't expect me to be holding Chen Qingchuan's mobile phone, she asked, "What about Qingchuan?" ”

I said, "He's resting and has a bit of a cold." ”

When my mother heard this, she asked again, "Is it serious?" ”

I said, "I don't know yet."

My mom sighed on the other end of the phone and said, "Okay, you go take care of him, I'm fine." ”

I didn't go any further, but hung up.

When I put his phone down, I looked back at him, and he didn't know if he was asleep or what, he was lying there without moving.

I held my phone and thought about it, but decided to go, sat down on the edge of his bed, and then reached out again and tried to put my hand on his forehead, this time he didn't stop him, because he seemed to be a little asleep, and his forehead was as hot as I expected.

No wonder I felt that his spirit was very wrong today, so I panicked and wanted to get up to call the doctor, but before I could leave, a force suddenly pulled me back behind me, I didn't expect it at all, and before I even reacted, the whole person was dragged by that force, and then fell directly on Chen Qingchuan's chest.

He clasped my hand, a little tight, still with his eyes closed, and didn't speak.

I leaned on his chest and whispered, "Qingchuan." ”

But he didn't respond.

I waited for a while, but I felt that my arm was a little numb, so I struggled uncomfortably twice, trying to break my hand away from his arm, he obviously didn't grip it very tightly, but for some reason, it was useless to break it.

I could only whisper again: "It hurts, Brother Qingchuan." ”

Chen Qingchuan only moved a little at this time, his hand loosened, but he didn't let go of me completely, he still held my hand, he said in a hoarse voice: "Let me rest, it's okay." ”

His hot breath was spraying on my face, and he wasn't completely asleep yet.

I continued to struggle with my wrist and said, "Then I'll go get some medicine for you, and you have to take some medicine before you sleep." ”

My patience finally reached the extreme, so I twisted my wrist again and said, "You let go of me first, Qingchuan...... Not. ”

Before I finished speaking, the whole person was suddenly dragged by him again, and he pressed him under him, and his burning lips kissed him.

I was completely stunned, staring at him with wide eyes, and when I felt his hand undo my clothes, I immediately struggled, struggling hard and saying, "Don't, don't do this, hmm, hmm......"

I was kissed by him and almost couldn't make a sound.

Chen Qingchuan ignored me and took a very tough attitude to untie my clothes.

I twisted my body, thinking of everything that night, I was completely frightened, and struggled harder, I said, "Chen Qingchuan! Don't do that! You're still sick! ”

He kissed me fiercely, quite roughly, and his hands did not care about my feelings, tearing my clothes with a loud sound.

The clothes strangled the flesh on my body so that it felt like it was tearing, and I pushed him hard, thrashed him, and cried out, "You let go!" Chen Qingchuan! Don't do that! ”

The pain that night has not completely eliminated from my heart, his state at this time is not much different from that day, I panicked, his heavy body pressed on his body and couldn't push it away at all, I panicked, I could only shout in the direction of the door: "Auntie! Aunt! ”

I wanted to ask my aunt for help, but just as I shouted, Chen Qingchuan suddenly kissed me again and hugged me tighter.

I burst into tears, in his arms.

He felt my body shake, so he slowed down, stopped and looked down at me.

I glared at him with red eyes, and he suddenly kissed my cheek as if he had just woken up from a dream, and he whispered, "Be nice." ”

It hurt so much that I didn't dare to move, and I cried and said, "Why do you do this every time, why?" ”

He didn't speak, he still didn't let go of me, he was still forcing my will, but it was much softer, so he was slowly entering.

His whole body was very hot, the high fever and the physiological reaction of the body made his body a bit like a furnace, I was afraid of the cold, but today he was forced to sweat.

When he saw that I was still crying, he whispered in my ear, "Take it easy." ”

I said, "I don't want to, can I do it another day." ”

He said two words directly: "No." ”

Chen Qingchuan kissed me, kissed my forehead, the tip of my nose, my cheeks, and he began to dominate my lips again.

I pushed him angrily and refused to kiss him.

I don't know if it annoyed him or what, but he suddenly lifted my head and whispered, "Look at me." ”

I didn't look at it, I still wanted to go to the side.

He slammed it again, and my face had to face him.

The mood on his face was very gloomy, and he said, "How did you promise me?" ”

He asked me.

I still held my back, refusing to speak.

He moved again, and I curled up in pain, pushed him hard, and cried, "You can't do this to me!" Chen Qingchuan, you are despicable! ”

But he didn't pay attention, grabbed me and beat his hand, and said, "Am I mean? What else do you want me to do? You take a good look at who is lying on top of you, what posture do we coincide into, can you and Lu Ming go back to the past? ”

He pinched my face, forced me to look at him, squinted slightly, and said in a tone that was close to cruelty: "You have been lying under me for three whole years, and you are no longer seventeen or eighteen as before." ”