57. Can't go back
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I roared and said, "It's all because of you!" ”
He kissed me on the lips again, blocking my words behind me, and the crying was gone, only the sound of me beating Chen Qingchuan.
It's useless, it's really useless, as he said, are we still seventeen or eighteen? Can we go back to the way things were?
Can Lu Ming still accept me like this?
Chen Qingchuan just didn't say this sentence too clearly.
In the afternoon, my aunt came knocking on the door and said outside that dinner was ready, and she knew that we were resting inside, so she didn't dare to be too loud or come in directly, and waited outside.
Chen Qingchuan woke up, I woke up too, lying next to him didn't react much, he reported me tightly, only then rubbed the corners of his eyebrows, and said to the aunt outside the door, "Let's go down." ”
The aunt listened outside, answered, and did not speak again, followed by the sound of footsteps going away.
After the aunt left, Chen Qingchuan lay there for a long time and didn't move, I didn't move, I didn't have an inch on my body, the whole person was held in his arms, close to his skin, to be honest, this is not a comfortable temperature, but I don't want to move, just lying there tired.
After Chen Qingchuan sobered up, he looked at me in his arms, and he asked softly, "Are you hungry?" ”
I buried my face in the pillow and didn't answer him.
Chen Qingchuan lay there and looked at me for a while, but he didn't speak.
I don't know how long I lay on the bed, and my aunt didn't come up to urge me again, Chen Qingchuan hugged me and didn't say a word for a while, before he kissed my loose hair and said, "I'll let my aunt bring it up for you." ”
But as soon as Chen Qingchuan's words fell, there was a sound of hurried footsteps downstairs, and then the aunt tilted her head and knocked on the door and said, "Sir, the old lady is here!" ”
When I heard this, I was the first to raise my head from the quilt, and Chen Qingchuan didn't expect it, but he didn't react as much as me, but said to my aunt: "Okay, I'll come out now." ”
Then he looked at me, patted me on the raised head, and said, "Get up, Mommy is here." ”
After he finished speaking, he let go of me, and got out of bed first to get dressed, and I, naturally, couldn't lie down, why did my mother come at this time? Isn't she in the hospital?
After Chen Qingchuan got up, I also got up, but my clothes were still in the cabinet, if I wanted to wear clothes, it meant that I had to pass in front of Shen Qingchuan naked to get my clothes, so I retracted into the quilt and didn't move.
Chen Qingchuan, who was wearing a shirt, seemed to notice it, so he turned around and looked at me, he didn't speak, so he went to the cabinet to take out the clean underwear and underwear for me, as well as a new set of skirts.
He put it next to the bed and said, "Put it on." ”
I kept a cold face and didn't want to look at him, so I just turned my face away.
Chen Qingchuan looked at me for a while, then continued to button his shirt there, and then he put on his coat before he said to me again: "I'll go downstairs first." ”
Without waiting for my response, he walked towards the bedroom door and quickly exited the room and went downstairs.
I was left alone on the bed.
I sat there and was silent for a long time, before I quickly stretched out my hand, picked up the underwear and underwear on the bed and quickly got into bed, and then put on the skirt that Chen Qingchuan took for me.
When I trotted downstairs, I saw my mother drinking tea with Chen Qingchuan on the sofa downstairs.
The old lady probably heard the footsteps, so she looked up at me, and when she saw that my hair was messy and I looked sleepy, my mother couldn't hide a smile on her face and asked, "Why have you slept until now?" It's almost night, and it really doesn't look like it. ”
I looked at the smile on her face, but I was stunned twice.
The aunt on the side smiled and said to my mother, "Sir and Miss have only woken up since they took a nap in the morning." ”
The ambiguous hints in the words are self-evident.
When my mother saw that I was still standing there, she smiled and said, "Okay, don't stand stupidly, come and sit." ”
I walked over and sat down beside Chen Qingchuan.
Chen Qingchuan poured me a cup of tea and handed it to me, and after I took it, I subconsciously asked, "Mom, why were you discharged from the hospital?" ”
My mother said, "The doctor said that he would prepare for the operation for me the day after tomorrow, so I will take a day off today, I heard you say that Qingchuan has a fever so come and take a look." ”
I was surprised and asked, "Has the doctor decided on the date of surgery for you?" ”
My mother said, "Qingchuan didn't tell you? ”
At this time, Chen Qingchuan laughed and said to me: "The day before yesterday, my mother and the doctor gave me the phone, and I wanted to tell you, but I forgot it for a while. ”
The day before yesterday, it was the day I came back late, and Chen Qingchuan probably wasn't in much of the mood to talk to me about this at that time.
I was a little worried, but because my mom was there, I didn't dare to express my worries too much.
I asked my mother, "Then I'll go to the hospital with you the day after tomorrow." ”
My mother directly refused: "No, it's not a major surgery, and it's a laser, just two or three clicks, it's scary when you go." ”
When I was about to say something, Chen Qingchuan suddenly gently held my hand on the side, and I looked at him sideways.
He said: "It's just a minor operation, Aunt Jin won't have much of a problem staying there, and you can go home after recuperating for a while." ”
Chen Qingchuan shook his head at me gently, the range of movements was very small, and then I understood what I meant, so I immediately smiled at my mother and said, "Okay, then we will wait for you to come out of the operating room at night and see you." ”
My mom smiled happily and said, "That's fine." ”
I couldn't be too nervous, and I tried to talk to my mom in a relaxed tone for the rest of the process.
And my mother, from the moment I came down from the upstairs in a panic, the smile on her face has not stopped, and I know very well why she is happy.
That's why I don't say much here.
At 7 o'clock in the evening, the hospital called to urge my mother to go back to the hospital, but my mother couldn't stay any longer, so she didn't stay longer and was sent away by the driver.
As soon as she left, I began to feel distraught.
Chen Qingchuan saw it and said to me, "It won't be much of a problem. ”
That's what he said, but it's an operation after all, and it's not an ordinary operation.
I didn't speak.
The aunt reminded beside her, "Sir, Mrs. Let's eat first." ”
Chen Qingchuan said beside me, "Let's eat first." ”
I didn't have time to talk to Chen Qingchuan about the day's affairs, so I got up and went to the restaurant with him.
But I didn't eat much, but after two or three bites, I put down my chopsticks, and then I went upstairs to call the doctor.
The doctor explained on the phone: "Miss Xu, I called you several times the night before yesterday to tell you about your mother's surgery, but your mobile phone has not been connected. ”
When I think about that night, I can only apologize and say, "I had some problems with my phone that day, so I couldn't hear your call, so I'm really sorry." ”
The doctor smiled on the other end of the phone and said, "Oh, it's okay, I've already called your husband and told him the details of the operation, as well as some precautions, your mother is in a pretty good state of mind now, so please don't worry too much." ”
I said, "I'm sorry to bother you for so long." ”
The doctor said, "This is what I should do." He thought for a while and said, "By the way, I forgot to tell you something, I discussed with your husband, you and your husband can come to the hospital after the operation on the day of the operation, your mother is in a very good state of mind at present, if too many people go and pay too much attention to it, it will cause unnecessary suspicion of the old lady." ”
Thinking that Chen Qingchuan glanced at me just now, I held my mobile phone for a long time and didn't speak, I was really a little uneasy, so I asked my mother to complete the operation in the hospital alone.
I said, "Is it okay if we don't show up in front of my mom?" ”
The doctor said, "Of course, but the aunt who takes care of your mother is here, so ......."
I really forgot about this, and on the day of my mother's operation, Mama Jin would definitely accompany me throughout the whole process.
Seeing that I was silent, the doctor comforted me on the other end of the phone and said, "Don't worry, there won't be much of a problem, and I will call you as soon as the operation is over." ”
The doctor had other things to attend to, so we didn't have much to talk about and hung up.
I stood there silent, holding my phone.
At this time, another phone call came in, and I looked at the call reminder that it was Lu Ming calling.
I don't know why, my hand was a little soft, and I immediately broke it without even thinking about it.
Not long after, Lu Ming sent a message and said, "There's nothing else, I just want to ask if you've eaten." ”
I suddenly remembered what Chen Qingchuan said to me during the day, he said, can you and Lu Ming go back to the past?
I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't go back.
I stood there with my eyes closed, my phone clutched in my cold hands.
Just then, the door opened.
I immediately looked sideways, Chen Qingchuan was standing at the door, I was so frightened that my body shook, so I subconsciously put my phone behind me, didn't say anything to him, and walked straight to the bathroom.
I didn't dare to glance at Chen Qingchuan, so I closed the bathroom door directly.
I leaned against the door and gasped, then looked down at my phone.
Lu Ming sent another message, he said: "I will wait for you, wait for you forever, open face." ”
Waiting for me? But during the day, I and Chen Qingchuan have just finished the clouds and rain, why is he waiting for me?
I let go of my hand, and the phone fell out of my place and fell to the ground.
I slowly slid down the door and sat there.
I don't know how long I stayed in the bathroom, but there was a knock on Chen Qingchuan's door outside, and he asked outside: "Kaiyan, are you okay?" ”
I reacted, turned my head to look, and saw his figure dangling on the door outside.
I didn't speak, just squatted there.
He called again: "Open face." ”
I still didn't move.
When he saw that there was no movement, he said, "I opened the door and came in." ”
I immediately said, "I was taking a shower and forgot to take my clothes." ”
Chen Qingchuan's action to open the door paused in my words.
He stopped at the door for a while, not knowing what he was thinking, and after a while, he finally replied, "Okay, I'll help you get it." ”
Then, his shadow pulled away from the door.