96. Scars
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The next day my mother came to see me in the hospital, and she sat on my bedside, her eyes fell on me for a long time, and I knew what she wanted to say, and I was tired of hearing those words, and I didn't want to hear them anymore, so I just lay there with my eyes closed.
She sat there with a blue face, and in order to ease the atmosphere in the house, Mother Jin brought a glass of water, put it beside her and said, "Madam, you drink a glass of water first." ”
My mother suddenly grabbed the glass of water handed over by Jin's mother, smashed it to the side, and then pointed at me and asked, "What the hell is going on with you!" Xu Kaiyan! ”
Mama Jin was startled by my mother's sudden movements, and took a few steps back.
After the cup of tea hit the ground, it fell to the ground, and the nurse who passed by outside hurriedly came in to check after hearing the movement inside.
My mom didn't look at them at all, she looked at me panting hard.
In her rage, I slowly opened my eyes to look at her, and I lay there and smiled at her and said, "What's wrong with me, don't you know?" ”
When she saw me treat her with such an attitude, she turned white with anger and asked, "What do you mean?" ”
I saw that she still didn't understand, and I asked, "Don't you understand what I mean?" ”
I chuckled, "yes, isn't that a trick you've always used?" ”
My mother was even more angry about my yin and yang weirdness, and she said with a white face: "Xu Kaiyan, what do you want to say?" ”
I looked puzzled and asked, "You don't understand?" ”
My mom was still puzzled.
I sneered and said, "Aren't you stomach cancer?" ”
My mom asked, "What the hell are you trying to say?" ”
I said, "Do you have stomach cancer or gastritis?" ”
As soon as these words came out, her face suddenly turned pale.
I chuckled and said, "Did you answer that?" ”
My mother said with a cold face: "Xu Kaiyan, don't act like a madman here, bite whoever you catch, you owe you to me?" Why, I gave birth to you, raised you to such a great age, and lived for you to eat and drink well, and I am now your enemy? ”
She got up suddenly, didn't even mention such a thing as asking me about sin, and turned around to leave with her bag.
I lay on the bed and sneered, "What, you have nothing to say?" Go now, it's not your character. ”
As soon as I said this, my mother stopped again, she looked back at me, her face fell to a miserable white, she held the bag in her hand, and stood there looking at me, looking at me for a long time, she pressed her hand on her heart.
Seeing that the situation was wrong, Jin's mother immediately put down the things in her hand, ran towards my mother, and hurriedly helped her and asked anxiously, "Madam, how are you?!" ”
My mom gasped and waved to Mama Jin and said, "No, it's okay, you don't care about me." ”
Jin's mother was in a hurry, so she said, "I'll take you back to the hospital." ”
Mother Jin went to help my mother again, but my mother pushed me hard again and said, "You don't care about me!" She held her heart and gasped there, gasping for a long time, she straightened up, her face softened a little, she said to Jin's mother, "I'll go back first, you go and get busy." ”
Then she looked at me again, stopped talking, wiped her tears, and rushed out of the room.
During that process, I always sat there looking at her with cold eyes.
After my mother left, Jin's mother was still a little uneasy, so she chased after her.
I don't know if Mama Jin chased after my mother, but it didn't take long for Mama Jin to come back, and she stood at the door in a rage and shouted to me, "Miss! You've gone too far! Either way, Madame is your mother! How can you treat her with such an attitude?! ”
I sat there with a cold face and turned a deaf ear to Mama's anger at Jin, just looking at the TV on the wall.
Seeing that I didn't react at all, Jin's mother simply rushed up, turned off the TV fiercely, and then said to me: "I don't bother to care about you, you can find someone to take care of you yourself!" ”
Mother Jin walked to the sofa, picked up her clothes and things, and left without looking back.
The room was empty in an instant, I lay there for a long time without moving, and there was no response, until soon the nurse came in, and saw that I had no medicine for the needle and water, she was startled, rushed over, turned off the dropper and asked: "Your medicine is gone, why no one notifies?" ”
I lay down and didn't speak.
She thought I hadn't heard clearly, so she asked again, "Where is your companion?" ”
I still didn't speak.
When the nurse saw that I didn't speak, she probably noticed that my expression was a little strange, so I couldn't say anything more, and after changing the medicine, she left with the medicine plate.
After the nurse left, I felt quite irritable, raised my hand to cover the quilt, and put it on my head.
In the afternoon, Chen Lina came to see me in the ward, and there was no one in my room, she also felt strange, her eyes searched around and asked, "Why didn't you see someone to take care of you?" ”
I was already in a much better mood, and I just woke up, and when I saw Chen Lina coming in, I asked, "Why are you here?" ”
Chen Lina sat down on the edge of my bed, she smiled and quipped, "I heard that you have broken bones, of course I came to see you?" ”
I lay there and didn't speak.
Chen Lina smiled again and said: "Okay, Comrade Xu Kaiyan, if you don't make a sound, you have already made a splash, you can even do such a thing as elopement, and you can do it so vigorously and earth-shattering." ”
She clenched her hands into fists, then put them to my lips and said, "Come on, come and visit you right now." ”
I raised my hand and shook her hand vigorously and said, "Don't come here, don't get in my way." But this time, I remembered that I couldn't move, and it was up to my waist, and I wrung my eyebrows and hissed.
Chen Lina took a look, then hurriedly put away the joke on her face and asked, "Are you okay?!" She was about to touch me, so I hurriedly grabbed her hand and said, "Leave me alone, let me slow down." ”
My waist really hurts, because I hit the bone crack, and I haven't had surgery yet, and I have to rely on the bone to grow and close on its own, so I can't move at all now.
Chen Lina didn't dare to joke with me anymore, she looked at me nervously.
I slowed down for a long time, and when I finally recovered, I glared at her and asked, "You're going to die!" ”
Chen Lina was also a little anxious and said, "How did I know that you couldn't stand the trouble so much." She was afraid that something would happen to me, so she asked, "Do you want me to call a doctor?" ”
I said, "No." He lay there stiffly, looked at Chen Lina and asked, "Go and pour me a glass of water, I'm thirsty." ”
Chen Lina dared not say a word at this time, she immediately got up and poured it for me according to my instructions, after pouring it, she came over with a water cup and asked, "Auntie?" Why don't you see anyone taking care of you? ”
My mouth was very dry, but I was able to drink a lot of water, and I held the cup and swallowed it with water in my mouth.
After swallowing for a long time, I pushed the empty cup away and said, "I'm a sinner now, and there's anyone left to take care of me." ”
Chen Lina frowned and said, "Your mother didn't come to see you?" ”
I said, "There was a fight." ”
She asked again: "What about Chen Qingchuan?" ”
"There was a quarrel too."
After hearing this, Chen Lina was speechless for a long time, she sighed helplessly and shook her head and said, "You really can, this elopement has offended the whole family." When she said this, she remembered something again, and said: "But you really turned your family upside down this time, and your mother was just not crazy, and everyone thought that you were really kidnapped." ”
I said, "It's just an oolong, someone stole the papers, and the thief recognized me and wanted to take advantage of it." ”
When Chen Lina saw me say this, she was silent for a while, and then asked again, "What are you thinking?" Okay, how did you remember elopement? ”
I didn't answer Chen Lina's words.
She said again: "You know that it is impossible for you and Lu Ming to escape, as long as you are in the country, you have nowhere to hide, don't you two understand this?" ”
I said, "I don't understand, it's just that there are some things that I always have to try, and even if I regret it, at least I've done it." I looked at Chen Lina: "If you were me, would you do this?" ”
Chen Lina didn't expect me to ask her this question, but she was stopped by me, but after a while, she said, "It's not like I haven't done something like yours, haven't I done this kind of thing before?" ”
Chen Lina is talking about her first marriage.
Indeed, she did such a thing, when she eloped with someone, it also turned the entire Chen family upside down, but in the end, she was not caught by someone, she came back automatically.
She never told me why.
Chen Lina leaned back in her chair and said in a slightly mocking tone: "Kaiyan, I don't have any great ambitions, and ideals, I just want to eat, drink and have fun now, you won't understand the days when you worry about money every day, when you have nothing, and you have to count the grains of rice to eat even a meal, you will find that love is beautiful, but under the beauty, money is needed as the foundation, especially for people like us who are used to living a comfortable life." ”
I said, "That guy is poor?" ”
Chen Lina sneered: "Not only is he poor, his family is rural, and even the bathroom is built with two wooden boards, at that time, my brother stopped all my cards, and I didn't have a penny, so I followed the man to his hometown, I was like you, I thought I would live the life I wanted vigorously, but that kind of life, I have only lived for a year, and I have reached the limit." She touched the ring on her hand and said, "I came back and successfully divorced the man, I threw in the towel, crying and begging my family to forgive me, begging my brother to forgive me." I, later, completely cut off from the man and returned to my own life. ”
She looked at me: "Kaiyan, everyone has their own place, to be honest, if you and Lu Ming really have a fate to be together, you should have been together three years ago, not now." ”
I said, "Do you think we're late?" ”
Chen Lina shook her head and said: "I don't know, I just think that if a relationship is not blessed by everyone, then it is destined to be unhappy." ”
This is the first time I've heard Chen Lina say this to me, saying that she almost never talks about her marriage, even my marriage, which is almost one of the few scars on her heart.