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I turned my head to look at him, and he was exactly what he said to me.

I looked at him for a long time, and I sneered: "Of course it's a pity." ”

Chen Qingchuan smiled and said: "It's a pity, it's too late to regret, and continuing the frontier is obviously just an unrealizable dream." ”

I raised my hand and wanted to slap him, but as soon as I waved my hand, I was grabbed by Chen Qingchuan.

He looked at me with a smile and asked, "What, now that you look like this, do you still want to beat people?" ”

He clamped my hand very tightly, I felt a pain in my wrist, I don't know if it was because of my own anger, or because of my hands, I felt pain and numbness in my waist, and a cone pain began to come from me, I shouted: "You let me go!" Pain! ”

Chen Qingchuan sneered, then let go of my hand and no longer paid attention to me.

The car continued to drive.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was put on the hospital bed, and two nurses pushed me inside, this time Chen Qingchuan seemed to have been prepared, and the news was also relatively strict, so in the process of being sent to the hospital, there were those annoying reporters blocking me.

When I was pushed into the elevator, Chen Qingchuan also followed me and entered the elevator with me.

No one spoke in the elevator, but the two nurses guarding me next to me secretly glanced at Chen Qingchuan.

After the elevator arrived on the third floor, the elevator door opened, I was pushed out of the elevator by the driver, sent to the examination room, I don't know why I was a little panicked, before entering, immediately asked Chen Qingchuan: "Where is Jin's mother?!" ”

Chen Qingchuan looked at me and asked lightly, "Is there something wrong?" ”

I said, "I don't want to go in alone, you let Mama Jin accompany me." ”

In the face of my request, Chen Qingchuan whispered: Mother Jin is not here. He said directly to the nurse, "Go ahead." ”

The nurse nodded, pushed me in, despite my objections.

I made a lot of noise, but my resistance was ineffective, and I was pushed into the exam room alone. I don't know how I did that test, but when the CT came out, I was lying on the hospital bed and shaking in pain.

Chen Qingchuan was waiting for me outside, and when he saw me being pushed out, he got up from his chair and walked over to the nurse and asked, "How is the situation?" ”

The nurse told him, "The patient's waist bone is a little broken and may require surgery." ”

Chen Qingchuan frowned and asked, "Bone crack?" ”

The nurse said, "Yes, but it's not too serious." ”

Chen Qingchuan glanced at the person who was trembling on the bed, he didn't know what he was thinking, he didn't speak for a long time, and the atmosphere in the already quiet hospital corridor at this time became even more deserted, and even with a hint of depression.

The nurse thought about it and took the initiative to ask Chen Qingchuan: "Mr. Chen, we still have to send the patient for the next examination." ”

Chen Qingchuan replied in a low voice: "Go ahead." ”

The nurse asked again, "Doctor Zhou hasn't arrived yet, and it may take a few minutes to wait." ”

Chen Qingchuan said: "I will contact him." ”

The nurse didn't stop and pushed me out of here.

Chen Qingchuan didn't follow again, but stood there and watched, and when my hospital bed was pushed around by the nurse, Chen Qingchuan's figure was never seen again.

After that, I followed one examination after another, it was all me, and the two nurses, my waist part was no longer conscious, and the person actually had a fever again, and actually fell asleep in the process of examination, and then what happened, I don't know very well, and when I opened my eyes again, it was the next day, and it was still Chen Qingchuan sitting next to my bed, his eyes fell on me coldly, I don't know how long I stared at me with such eyes, I actually felt a little chill down my spine.

But soon, I also looked at him coldly and said coldly, "Where is Mother Jin?" ”

I don't know why I've been obsessively looking for Jin's mother, maybe I just don't want to face Chen Qingchuan, and I don't want the two of them to be alone in the same room.

Chen Qingchuan saw what he was thinking, and he asked with a smile: "Afraid to face me?" ”

I didn't expect him to poke my mind directly, I said with a blank face: "What am I afraid of facing you?" Didn't you get that divorce deal? I was afraid that he would not know, so I said, "What I left for you, put it on the bedside table." ”

When Chen Qingchuan heard this, his voice was very calm and said, "I saw the divorce agreement on the first day you disappeared, so don't be afraid that I won't see it." ”

I said, "So, have you signed it?" ”

Chen Qingchuan smiled and said, "Shouldn't you ask your mother for this kind of thing?" If she agrees, I won't have any objection if you ask me to sign it now. ”

I said, "If you don't use my mother to press me, what will you do besides joining hands to play with Yu Applause?" Child, sick, stomach cancer? I laughed lowly, lying on the bed and almost laughing out of tears, I said: "When my dad was sick, for him, I didn't dare to resist him, I obediently chose to marry you, but Chen Qingchuan, you knew early on that the person I loved was not you, and it was because of you that we finally got married, even if I broke the contract first, but didn't you Chen Qingchuan also take revenge later?" Shouldn't you have been prepared for such a result now? Three years later, I thought I could no longer be manipulated, and I had even compromised with myself in my heart, planning to live a good life with you, but in the blink of an eye? ”

I sneered: "In the blink of an eye, I was slapped a few times by you and my mother, and successfully threw me back to reality." I frowned and asked, "Am I stupid, in your eyes?" So I've been in control of my life from the beginning, and I'm still playing like a fool with you guys, so I'm happy, right? ”

Chen Qingchuan knew what I was talking about, but at this time he denied it and said, "I don't really understand what you're talking about. ”

I didn't expect him to continue pretending, so I smiled and said, "yes, how do you know what I'm talking about, and even if you do, you won't admit it, right?" ”

I thought about it for a while, and said: "That's right, it's not much fun to talk about those now, and I don't want us to tear our faces, after all, some things are too broken, and both parties are not very good-looking, since you have seen the divorce agreement, then you can sign it, it's been three years, and if you continue to make trouble, it's already boring." ”

I also looked at him calmly, in fact, from the day I decided to leave, I had been prepared for all this, nothing more than two results, one was that I did not escape, and the other was captured like now.

It is good to be able to escape, but if you don't escape, then the marriage will be completely divorced.

Since they were unkind first, then don't blame me for being unjust.

In the face of my words, Chen Qingchuan still smiled and said: "I still say the same thing, if my mother agrees, there will be no problems on my side." ”

He got up from his chair, stood beside my bedside and said, "As for your injury, the doctor didn't choose to operate on you, but let you recuperate, you had better not move during this time, and as a husband, I have done everything I can, Xu Kaiyan, you can do it yourself." ”

He wasn't looking at me, he pushed the chair behind him, and he turned and left the room.

I stared at his departing back, lying there unmoving.

It didn't take long for Mother Jin to really come, and when she came to my ward, she didn't talk to me, she just took care of me silently, and she gave me whatever I wanted.

This situation lasted until the afternoon, and when Mama Jin moistened my lips with a cotton swab dipped in water, I asked in a low voice, "Mama Jin, do you think I shouldn't do this?" ”

When I asked this, Mother Jin's hand to collect the cotton swab stopped, she looked at me and still didn't speak, and turned around with the cup to leave.

I lay there and said with a smile: "Mother Jin, don't you feel very pitiful and sad that a person can't even choose his own marriage?" People outside think that I want the wind to be windy, to rain and rain, but only I know how pitiful I am, twice, both times I was oppressed by my own family, obedient to all the marriages they arranged for me, children are even more so, I am not a wood, I am also a person with feelings, I also have things I like and hate, but as a member of the Xu family, I can't even have these most basic things, every time, I am choosing to be obedient and compromise for my family, but what about my family? What did they do to me?

They always felt that I was not obedient enough, and even used such means as terminal illness against me in order to make me more docile, and it was ridiculous that I made the same compromise in front of them as I did three years ago. ”

I cried and said, "Mom Jin, I'm a human being, why do you want to treat me like this, don't you think I won't hurt?" ”

When Mother Jin heard my words, she paused, stopped slightly, and after a long time, Mother Jin looked back at me, and she said, "Miss, Mother Jin doesn't understand this, but Mother Jin only knows that you shouldn't do something like today, are you already planning to discard even your own mother?" ”

I said, "Yes, I'm going to abandon her, I'm going to throw away everything in the Xu family, do you know why I ran away?" Because I'm fed up with all this.

I treat her as a mother, what does she think of me? Fu'an's sacrificial offering, using a terminal illness to trick me into giving birth to a child, and using the child to completely bind me, what an insidious trick. ”

I cried and laughed and lay there.

Mother Jin said, "You are wrong, Mrs. just hopes that you are well." ”

I asked Mama Kim, "Then tell me, what is good?" ”

Mother Jin seemed to be asked by me, and she couldn't answer for a while.

I said, "Look, you can't answer it, what you gave me was not for Fu'an, is that good?" ”

I lay on the pillow, crying and laughing like a madman, and said, "I'm a human being, Mama Kim, why don't I ever have the right to choose?" ”

Mama Jin probably couldn't answer my words, she turned her back to me again, and quickly left the ward.

Looking at her back as she left in a hurry, I suddenly turned from laughing to crying.

Yes, they never give me the right to choose, they only give me what I think is good.

It's like putting hot oil in a wooden barrel, never asking if the barrel hurts or if it will feel painful.

They rightly think that how can hot oil in wooden barrels hurt?

Yes, it doesn't hurt, because they're not barrels, and they think barrels should be dead.