I listened to what my father said to me, and the hatred I used to have for my mother disappeared a lot, she was a good person, and even my father said that she was a good person, so she must be a good person, because my father was a person who knew her.

If you look at it in a different way, you will find a lot of differences.

Many people and things are like this, we treat them in different ways and look at the results of the big changes can be reversed, saying that the scientific ones will have 360 degree changes.

I want to understand that my mother abandoned me in the first place and did this out of desperation, I hate that she is irresponsible, I hate that she is not worthy of being a mother, abandonment is always abandonment, this is a fact that cannot be changed, but I understand her in another way, she is a good person, she is very helpless to do such a thing.

My hatred for her has decreased a lot.

I said, "It looks like you're really wrong!"

"Whoever is wrong can do anything, the past is gone. ”

After speaking, he was silent, as if he was remembering the past, as if he was feeling silent for the past, he did not disturb him in the silence, I quietly left, went back to the room.

Getting the admission letter is one of the happiest things in my life, and even in the days to come, I often dream of a new school, the appearance of a new classmate, and occasionally like a nymphomaniac, I will dream of a handsome guy in school. The so-called day thinking, night dreaming, I wait for the future new school like my first love, sometimes secretly happy, sometimes sad for this, nervous.

Especially the night before the start of school, I don't know why I will naturally lose sleep, tossing and turning, for tomorrow's unknown things, feeling beautiful, sad, nervous, a series of feelings as if I have made an appointment, I can't stop it. Tossing and turning overnight, as if suffering from ADHD.

Even though the school was not far from my home, I went to my new school the next day.

Like the rest of my classmates, I crowded in front of the bulletin board, looking for my name, and then went to my homeroom teacher to pay the tuition and fees, and I was still very early after I paid the tuition and fees, and I walked around the school.

The area of the school is several times larger than the school where I used to study in junior high school, and even much larger than Chen Fei's vocational education, the two schools are separated, one is the old campus, the other is the new campus, and in the middle is a large sports field, and an artificial lake, I was divided into the new campus.

I walked around several times, and finally got to grips with the school I've been thinking about all along. I think that in the future, I will leave a corner, so that I will not lose my freshness all of a sudden, just like tasting tea, you can't drink it all at once, you have to taste it carefully, and some people even "taste it with half a little red lips." ”

I'm not talking about kissing here, don't think too much about it, I mean tapping the teacup with your lips and savoring it. In this way, you can taste the taste buds.

It's the same here, you can't see through the school all at once, it's still early, and you'll have to see all the twilight, morning light, and even lights, night light, moonlight, maybe there's Sima Guang in the book, or your classmate has a Ma Yingguang.

When I arrived at the old campus, I actually met her, which I didn't dream, didn't expect, and didn't think about.

As soon as I stepped out of the stadium gate, I met my mother, who was in such a hurry that I almost crashed into her arms.

She was followed by two girls, I guessed it was probably her two daughters, and I looked at them both and then at her.

She said, "Did you sign up?

"Handed it in. I was a little nervous and said, "Are you also here for school?"

"Yes, wait a minute, I'll pay her tuition and fees, and then we'll have a meal together. ”

I was a little hesitant, I wanted to refuse, but remembering that she used to send money to my father to support our lives, her request was not excessive, and I promised her even if it was to give her a chance.

I nodded slightly.

Then her two daughters looked at me with curiosity, and I took a closer look at them by the way, and they were probably about my age, and they were all quite beautiful.

She continued, "You three kids are waiting for me here, I'll pay my tuition and fees, and I'll be back soon." ”

As she walked away, our eyes moved with her body, and she stopped to pay her tuition and fees at a small kiosk not far away, and when she looked closely, the teacher who collected the tuition and fees turned out to be our future homeroom teacher, and there was no doubt that her daughter and I were in the same class.

I looked at her daughter who wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, and they looked at me with eyes that wanted to say nothing, and the three of us looked at each other for a moment, and I turned my head away.

She came back and said, "Friends, let's go!"

The three of us were silent, bowed our heads and followed her, without speaking, and walked out of the school gate and got into her car, and I sat behind her with her eldest daughter, and her youngest daughter sat in the passenger seat.

I have mixed feelings about them.

She asked me, "Xu Qianqing, what has your father been busy with lately?"

"Recently...... I don't know lately. ”

Forgive me, I really don't know because after he took the 80,000 yuan, he disappeared without even saying hello, as if the world had evaporated, and her two daughters looked at me curiously.

Apparently embarrassed, his father didn't know what to do. It's ridiculous to think about.

But her face didn't change, maybe she was used to seeing my father like this, it was normal for her.

"Oh. She stopped and said, "That's it!"

The car stopped by the fountain in front of a restaurant, and when we got out of the car, her second daughter said, "Mom! ”

She then smiled and said, "I know you like it and that's why I'm here, so let's celebrate my sister." ”

"I'm going to watch a movie in it later, I'm going to eat Western food, what about you, sister, what do you want to eat?"

Her sister glared at her for a moment, but did not answer.

"Alright, whatever you want. Her mom said.

I took a look, this restaurant is very big, there are very few people in and out of it, this is the first time I have seen such a big hotel, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I've never eaten in it and haven't even stepped into this kind of place with my feet half a step.

It's really big inside, with enamelled tables and chairs, and even crystal chandeliers on top, and there are a lot of people eating, and people of different colors and colors are sitting inside, speaking different languages, as if people from all over the world are here to party.

I'm very uncomfortable here.

Her two daughters looked happy, not at all uncomfortable, and they were clearly familiar with the place.

Her second daughter said, "Mom, go to the restaurant!"

Her mother asked me, "Qianqing, what do you want to eat?"

"I, whatever," I said.

As soon as I finished speaking, her second daughter took her hand and went up to the second floor, and I followed them like a fart.

We arrived at a small box, which was very luxurious, with white walls on all sides, an enamelled table in the middle, and a chandelier with a crystal chandelier underneath.

There was also a gramophone in the corner of the wall, and there were a few pots of flowers next to the gramophone, and her second daughter began to play the gramophone before we could sit down, and it was a kind of lyrics that I couldn't understand, and she looked very good.

We sat down with her eldest daughter sitting next to me, and that's when I noticed that she smelled of perfume.

The waiter said, "What do you want?"

Her mother asked me first, "Qianqing, you order first." ”

I said, "Whatever." ”

She continued, "You can just order two." ”

To tell you the truth, I haven't eaten any Western food or Western food, I don't know anything, I don't know what Western food and Chinese food are in the things that can be eaten, how to classify them, and what to use as a watershed. It's pretty much the same to let me divide the fruits and vegetables, which really stumps me.

"There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and there must be a road when you eat it. "Fortunately, I have seen on TV that steak must be Western food, and besides, our classmates once said that foreigners are mostly grown from beef, which makes me more sure that steak must be Western food.

I've never seen what a steak looks like in real life, and it's a bit uninteresting to say that steak is like a lie, and I definitely don't feel that way for a person who loves to brag, and I'm just not a person who likes to brag.

I blurted out, "Steak!"

I can't believe these two words could come out of my mouth, and now they feel awkward.

The waiter then asked, "How cooked is it?"

Thinking about what I often see on TV, it is seven medium ripe, and I inexplicably say, "Medium ripe!"

Her second daughter answered, "Wow!"

The waiter said, "Okay, you're medium-rare steak, what do you want!"

Her second daughter answered, "We want pasta!"

The waiter pointed at me and said, "You want the steak to be medium-rare, do you want pasta?"

They all nodded to each other and said, "Hmm!"

There was pasta in Western food, why didn't I think of it, and now I regret it. That's when I figured out why I said I wanted to be medium-cooked.

Just when the waiter asked me, I was thinking about how much cooked the question, how much cooked is cooked, and then I thought that a minute cooked should be the closest to raw, and ten cooked should be close to cooked, the last time I saw it on TV, the male main is seven cooked, then seven cooked, may not be much raw, I originally wanted to say seven cooked, so it shouldn't be wrong, there should be no nonsense on TV, even if it's nonsense, it won't be to the point that the steak is a non-existent number.

Then ten ripe is seven medium ripe plus three medium ripe, just thinking of three ripe naturally blurted out.

She said to her two daughters: "Let me introduce you, this is what I told you about Xu Qianqing, called sister." ”

They weren't surprised by me, they probably had guessed it when we met, they should have known my name, she often mentioned me to her daughter, I think so.

I'm the same as them, I just thought of being her daughter, but I don't know her name, and I'm not surprised by it, it's weird and sacred, all this seems to be doomed in the dark, it's not an emergency, there's no power to surprise, it's scientific and reasoning carefully with logical thinking, this day is bound to exist, because the relationship between me and her and even her daughter is one of the most intimate relationships in the world, and the most intimate meeting in the world should be inevitable, of course, you have to say that the dead people and the people who don't come back from a distant land, I can't help it, I have to let me be wrong。

Her second daughter waved her hand and said, "Hello sister, my name is Ye Jing." ”

Her eldest daughter said lazily: "My name is Ye Zixi." "There seems to be some dissatisfaction.

She continued, "What do you want to drink?"

Ye Jing said: "Don't drink, don't drink, I'm going to watch a movie after eating." ”

She continued, "Hehe, what about the two of you?"

I said, "No." ”

Ye Zixi didn't say anything, which should represent the acquiescence.

"Well, then don't. ”

The waiter brought our order, and I looked at the bright red steak that was less than 100 square centimeters in size, and I didn't know where to start.

It took a lot of effort to cut a small piece with a fork in my left hand and a knife in my right hand, which was hard to chew in my mouth, and there was a fishy smell, and more importantly, there was a little fennel on top of the steak, I had always been very resistant to fennel, I didn't like that taste.

I wanted to vomit for fear of their jokes, so I could only chew it, and after chewing for a long time, I didn't chew it, I could only swallow it.

Apparently the steak was raw, only the skin was cooked, and the traces of flesh and blood inside were clearly visible.

She seemed to see that it was unpalatable, and asked, "Would you like to change it?" ”

I endured the pain and smiled, "No, no, it's good, I like to eat." ”

"If you like to eat, eat more. ”

"Hmm. ”

I peeked at their noodles, and they seemed to be delicious, golden all over, thin and long.

I cut the steak slowly, to be honest, I really want to give up, but I can't give up this kind of word can't be said casually, let alone done casually, I have to do it secretly, I have to steal it to "Ming Xiu Dao, secretly crossing Chen Cang." "When it comes to the reasons for giving up, people are moved to listen to it.

So I ate the steak and cut it slowly, into small pieces, and none of the pieces I wanted to put in my mouth.

Ye Jing finished eating and pulled her mother and said, "I'm done, I'm going to go swimming and watch a movie." ”

Her mother said, "Your sister hasn't finished eating yet, what's the hurry?"

"Sister, eat quickly. ”

I put down my knife and fork and said, "I'm full, I don't want it." ”

Ye Zixi suddenly said: "It can't be wasted, my last mouthful of soup is dry, and today is a toast to celebrate me." ”

Her mother said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's not a waste." ”

Ye Zixi continued: "Hmph, don't think I don't know that this steak is very expensive, the ones we eat are very expensive, and it is not easy for Dad to work outside to make money." ”

Ye Jing lifted the bowl and said, "Next year, I will have to toast like my sister." ”

After saying that, he raised his head and drank it.

Hearing her say this, it seemed that I had to finish eating, I watched my raw steak, barely put it in my mouth, and before I could chew it and swallow it hard, my neck was very painful, and I was so busy that I rushed in with a glass of water.

I swear it's the most painful I've ever eaten in my life.

Ye Jing saw that I had eaten it completely, and hurriedly said, "Hurry, hurry! I'm going to go swimming and watch a movie." ”

After saying that, he ran out of the door and ran upstairs.

I will never go with it, it will be so painful to eat and put it down, and if there is a more painful encounter with me, I will not be able to stand the test. Decided to leave.

I said, "Go ahead, I'm going back." ”

She said, "Is there something going on?"

"It's okay, I'm going back to do my laundry. ”

"I'll take it to the laundry with you later, and you can go up and play with them." ”

"No, no, I don't have very few clothes, I can wash them myself. ”

After saying that, I hurriedly ran, although I ate painfully but I was not full, my stomach was still hungry, damn I was not rewarded for my hard work.

Fortunately, I saw a steamed bun stall on the side of the road, so I ran over and said, "Uncle, here are two steamed buns." ”

He smiled and said, "Didn't you just eat it inside?"

"Don't say it, the Western food in it is equal to not eating and it is very unpalatable. ”

"It's still our coarse grain!"

"Haha......!"

I spoke loudly and laughed so loudly that I shoved the bun into my mouth.

Suddenly, I heard someone behind me shouting: "Qianqing!"

I turned my head and it turned out to be her, I didn't expect her to follow, I guess she had already heard what I said just now, not to mention that I am still eating this bun, which is very embarrassing.

I panicked with embarrassment.

She said, "I was embarrassed to say something in front of the child. ”

"Oh. You...... What are you going to say?"

She took a bank card and handed it to me and said, "This little money, you don't have much money that you can use when you go to school in the future, I'm really sorry for you for so many years." ”

I excused myself, "No, I don't." ”

"Take it, there will be a lot of use in the future. ”

"No, no, I really don't. ”

"Take it obediently. "She shoved the card into my hand, and I withdrew my hand and the card fell to the ground.

She crouched down and picked it up and shoved it back into my hand, and I didn't want to embarrass her, so I took it.

She smiled and said, "The password is the first few digits of our ID number, haha, haven't you eaten yet? ”

I nodded and said, "Hmm!"

"Do you want to go up and have fun, you can watch movies, swim, and buffets and the like, and there is an Internet café on it, I guess you young people like it very much." ”

"Oh, no, I'm ...... I also have to do the laundry. ”

"Well, if it's too much, take it to the laundry, and I'll go up and see the two kids, bye-bye, and call me, please." ”

"Uh-huh.........!"

For the first time in so many years, this is the first time we have spoken so well, and it is also the most talked, I found that it is really much better to talk well, there is no need to be angry, there is no need to be angry, it is a good thing to be calm, I breathed a sigh of relief and pinched the bun and put it in my mouth.

After I ate the buns, I took the bus home, I didn't want to come back to wash my clothes, but I found that many of the unwashed clothes on my bed were accumulated for a long time, and they were piled up a few days ago, and now they are piled up like Mount Everest, and I really can't stand it.

I don't have to wash so many clothes if I pay for them, but I still have to wash them for other people, so I take them to the laundry to wash.

It's really weird, I said that I was going home to do the laundry was just a simple excuse, it was unintentional, inexplicably I really took it to wash, and really, sometimes I did it while I said it.

This is also why it is said that the willows and willows are planted unintentionally, and they thrive when they are inserted.

Maybe what we said is a kind of subconscious, the person who wants to insert willows, subconsciously wants willows, for sure, otherwise what would he do if he went to insert them, he would still be bored after eating too much, or someone threatened him with a knife and said, if you don't insert willows, I will kill you. ”

If the things in the subconscious are realized in reality, it is a miracle, and the things in the consciousness are realized in reality, which is normal. It's like a miracle for a pregnant woman to hear a potential baby cry out, "Mommy!" and "Mommy!" after birth.

There are many, many more in your subconscious, so be aware of it.

However, what I didn't realize was that I had just started school and I ate steak and then went to buy steamed buns spread in our class, and finally it reached my ears, it completely changed, what I heard was this, I went to a western restaurant to eat steak, the waiter gave me fully cooked, and I wanted to eat raw, and I ate several pieces in one go, I couldn't eat enough after eating, I went to buy steamed buns and bought more than 20 steamed buns, and I ate them in one go, and the uncle who sold the buns kept laughing at me, and then my mother heard it, seeing that I was pitiful and couldn't eat for a long time, I must have been hungry all the time, so I was given a lot of money。

There are many versions one more exaggerated than the other to the student's gossip ability. The spread is faster and faster than the virus, and almost all of our branches know about me.

The more strange they became, the more legendary I became, and then it became a legend, and I really wanted to turn the popular song "Song is Just a Legend" into "Sister is Just a Legend".

Yes, please don't be obsessed with me, sister is just a legend, if you have time, you can sing songs with them, maybe you will be the next musical genius.

Students who like to spread this kind of gossip, please pay attention, spreading this kind of talk is like a cow worm rolling cow, the more you roll, the more you roll, if you are a cow worm, I have nothing to say, I know you have to roll out a lot of cow.

If you feel that the star is too far away from you, you can entertain yourself, write it in the pen book, and look at it as if you are practicing writing, isn't it very good, you can not only entertain but also practice writing, isn't it?

In short, it hurts self-esteem to pass on others as legends.

You say to a child, the big bad wolf wants to eat the little white rabbit, which is good and which is bad, and a normal child will definitely answer, the big bad wolf is bad, and the little white rabbit is good. Or if I say I'm a murderer, you don't have to think about it and you react that I'm a bad person, and people who react this way say that you're normal.

Some people say that there are good and bad in everything, and for people, whatever is good or bad is good, and whether the harm outweighs the good or the bad is bad, and whether the benefits outweigh the disadvantages or the advantages outweigh the disadvantages are calculated by themselves.