Chapter 22: Farewell
Dongsheng was still in a rage, and suddenly heard Duo'er cry in horror, "Girl! ”
He immediately looked at the bed, and one glance made him feel broken.
Seeing that Wusu's face had completely lost its ruddy color, it was pale, her lips and nails were bruised, not only did the whole person look like a dead person, her whole body began to fade, and there seemed to be something glowing in the sleeve of her left hand.
Looking at the unconscious Wusu who was almost transparent, he panicked in his heart, touched her who was becoming more and more unreal, and called over and over again, "Wusu, Wusu, Wusu......"
Duo'er also cried lowly, because Dongsheng was beside the bed, and she only knelt helplessly at a distance.
Before Usu left, her soul floated out of her body and floated above the room, listening to the cries of the master and servant, a little dazed. Her memory was a little mutilated, and suddenly someone slapped her on the shoulder, she was startled, and turned her head, only to be frightened by an even greater fright, the person who patted her was none other than someone who looked exactly like her.
Seeing Wusu's frightened appearance, the thing that didn't know what kind of monster it was came to her with a Wusu's face again, and said mischievously, "Young lady, don't be afraid, I'm you, what are you afraid of?" ”
Wusu was not angry, but he was afraid, so he pretended to be calm in a trembling voice. "Who's scared, what are you, pretending to be a ghost in broad daylight."
The thing grinned, "I'm not a thing, I'm you, not just me," it beckoned, and more things that looked exactly like Usu appeared over the room, "Look, it's all you." ”
"How is that possible? I am who I am. ”
"If you don't admit it, there's no way, after death, the soul will be scattered into a lot of fragments, and now you are only a part of it, or rather, it is possible that you no longer belong to you, and the soul fragments will find new pieces that suit you and recombine them together, of course, it is possible to find some fragments of you in the past, but young lady, it is definitely not all of you."
The panic faded, and the heart crept up with confusion.
In her previous consciousness, people said that there would be a soul floating out of the body after death, but subconsciously thought that it should be one, she didn't expect that there would be a soul fragment, so now she is just a part of the body?
"Am I not a complete self going for what is called reincarnation?" Usu looked at himself floating elsewhere and asked the "self" beside him.
"Of course not, but I will live in our bodies forever, and there are still a large number of fragments that either melt into other people's souls, or they will be shattered in time and space, and these broken souls will nourish living beings."
"But I don't belong to this world, and this world is still created by me, and I didn't set up such a life plot as this world in the first place." A lot of things here were confusing her.
The "Wusu" smiled again, "Little sister, the world you created is good, but the world here has their own will for everyone in this world, and you control the direction of a few people in the entire book, but a larger part of this world is not within your control, and even more, in addition to the characters you often mention, there are more people in this world, and they will still live according to a trajectory that you don't understand at all, and, when you stop writing and write the end of the story, At this point, the protagonists of your story are no longer under your control. ”
Wu Su moved his hands and feet, feeling light and fluttering, there was no sense of steadiness, a little uncomfortable, looking at the figure next to him with the same face as himself, and asked again, "You said that you are me, I see that you are unusual, how do you feel that you know everything, what are you?" ”
She probably didn't expect Wusu to still be entangled in her identity, so she pursed her lips and replied, "I am equivalent to the core software in your soul, you can all be packaged, uh, no, you can't be packaged, I know all the experiences in your body, and I usually answer questions and solve doubts for the fragments, so that you can enter the next stage with peace of mind." ”
"I ask you, I don't belong to this world, why do I still go through the death process of your world?"
"This is normal, as long as you really exist in this world, you will be treated accordingly!" The "core software" looked at the sad crowd in the room at the moment, "I think your existence is a stumbling block for this general, this general was better a few days ago, and you came to disrupt his life again, it's really a sin." ”
She looked down, and Dongsheng was holding her disappearing hand at the moment, looking at her body with an uncertain expression.
Duo'er was still sobbing and crying, her heart was sour, and she couldn't bear to look at it more. "I didn't mean it, and I'm sorry."
"Yes, you just came to this world on a whim." The Core Soul smiled, "I remember you told him that you created this world, but because this virtual world needs its own reality, similar topics will be automatically filtered in his head," she said with some malice, "That is, he has no memory of where you came from or the confession you made the other day, so, until now, he may think that you owe him a reasonable confession." ”
Wu Su's eyebrows furrowed slightly, "No wonder he ......"
"Also, this world is no longer the world you write, it has its own context, maybe the people you value are just ordinary people at the moment, and sooner or later they will disappear into the long river of time in this world, so don't be too involved."
"What about me? My real world is in chaos, even my memories are patched together, you mean I'm back in that world right now? ”
The "core" Wusu, who had been chattering non-stop, only showed guilt on his face at this moment, "You were changed by the fate you chose. You walk on your own timeline. As for the other Usu, she didn't have the original step, she walked on the timeline of her now, you are all you, including all the fragments in this room at the moment, maybe which one of them is owned by the one who is in the trajectory of normal life," looking at Usu's somewhat desperate face, she paused, "Okay, I admit that it was the world that tempted you to make a certain choice, but it doesn't affect the trajectory of your other fragments." You are a point of departure at the same time with countless rays of light, each with their own final destination. ”
"Why are you telling me this alone? Are the other Shatters any different from me? She looked at the rest of herself, laughing or angry.
"They can all sense what I'm telling you, but it doesn't matter, the memories they throw into the next soul or shatter in time and space mean nothing to them. But you have to remember that we are a whole body, we are an indispensable part of her soul, I am memory, you are temperament, anything can be lost, only when we are both there, can we be considered complete. ”
They talked for a long time, and realized that there were winter students in the house, "What about them? Since you are me, don't you have heartache? She looked at the oppressive atmosphere in the room, and said a little heavily, "I admired him at the beginning, and then I had an unforgettable past, and now, although I don't talk about love, I care about him." She turned her head to look at "Memory", "You must remember our past with him?" ”
"Memory" also set his eyes on Dongsheng, "I feel the same as you, and I am even more impressed than you, but I remember the happiness or pain of your life, and the memory of him is good, but he is just a fragment, and the past can only be sealed as a memory." "The tone of her voice is really like a memory, like a roll of film, with no emotion.
"Isn't there an emotion in my soul?" Wusu believes that emotion is the most important factor that constitutes herself, and emotion allows her to love and connect with herself more truly.
"I'll talk to you about this in detail later, you have to remember that in this plane, your body has died, and you have to find a new body to live again."
The body of "memory" also slowly disappeared, and the voice was still in his ears, "Wusu, you have to remember, you will have countless reincarnations, every time you die, I will see you, you are with your body, time and space will allow us to experience countless rebirths, and retain our purest soul, that is what we will ultimately leave in this world." No one lives in vain in this world, in addition to the flesh turned into a handful of soil, there must be something that reminds us of the meaning of life, you don't cling to the past. ”
She seemed to understand, but she didn't understand anything, so she only muttered, "Is this the death process of this time and space, or is it just as common in real life?" Will people end up with something like a spiritual soul that will last forever in the world? ”
"I don't know, I just know, as a memory, I only know that in every life I see you more than ever before some fragments that have never been broken in time and space, you see, you have a lot more beautiful things than before, not so fragile......" "Memory" finally disappeared, Usu looked at the people in the room greedily, feeling that she was getting more and more self-detached, so she had to float out of the house, and there was a faint hint to guide her forward.
She was a little sad that she would become a new person, someone who didn't remember who she was.
Even in modern times, she has a fear of death, not the fear of the pain of death itself, but the fear of the sense of complete self-annihilation, she fears, her carefully managed life, does not dare to take a wrong step, painstakingly enriches her soul, and when she grows old, the end of a life, crushing this slowly perfected soul like a broken foam in the long river of time, no one knows that this life that has worked hard and tenacious, even she herself is completely forgotten, eliminated, and irresistible.
She is always unwilling to accept that her life is just a splash in the long river of history, even if she is allowed to die as the most glorious person, she is unwilling, she always feels that in addition to dying, there will definitely be other eternal things left, and it is impossible that life is a simple and unreasonable process of new life to grow and grow to death.
If that's the case, then why do these things exist, there are consciousness, spirits, everything exists in containers, water is contained by the sea, mountains are supported by the earth, if the water is in a cup, the cup will break and the water will flow out, it will go somewhere else, it will evaporate, it will freeze, it will become something else, but it will always be there, it has not disappeared. As for our "soul", it is the body that pretends to be, and when the body is broken, it will run and go, but it will not disappear, it must have a place to belong, and it must exist somewhere and has never disappeared for no reason.