Chapter 23: Rebirth

With a fluttering body, he unconsciously walked away to an unknown place, the past flew by one by one, thinking of the words of the so-called "memory", words and scenes alternated, and what repeatedly surfaced in his mind was still the scene of getting along with Dongsheng.

She repented her promise three times and twice, her memory was confused again and again, she wantonly hurt him, she never felt guilty before, she always felt that one was willing to fight and the other was willing to suffer, she had never done anything to really hurt him, but now, the memories were connected one by one, and she realized that she was very wrong.

She stopped, no longer heading towards the unknown force, and her memories were overwhelming. Every picture is her cold and cool appearance, she has a cramping pain in her chest, cold sweat on her head, and her whole body curls up in pain, just at the moment when she is paralyzed and confused, she hears an anxious call, and she struggles to raise her head and look at the source of the sound, which is the so-called "memory", she hurriedly cried, "I don't want a new body, don't go to a new reincarnation, I want to be born in winter, I just want him to ......"

Because of the severe pain, her voice was very low, pulling the anxious woman, she only had tears left, and the "memory" face was embarrassed, "Wusu, our life is over, we should go to the next world, and the consequences of staying here will be embarrassing." ”

Wusu grabbed her hand, her eyes were painful and helpless, and tears rolled down one by one, "You are a part of me, you must be able to feel in my heart, I am in pain, I owe him so much, I fail him so much, let's accompany him, or help him, we stay, there must be a way, you must have it, right?" ”

Her eyes were full of silent light, which made the "memory" Wusu suddenly feel that if she said a word at this moment, she would immediately shatter in time and space so weak, she hesitated, "You think clearly, we may no longer stand in front of him as a person when we stay, may......be" She looked at Wusu's eyes seriously, "Wusu, maybe we can only exist as the so-called elf ghost in your reality, maybe we can only be locked up in this time and space forever, even at that time, Dongsheng grew old and went to his own next world, But we can only slowly lose our memories in this world that does not belong to us, slowly disappear forever, without any trace of error. ”

Wusu's red eyes didn't have as many tears as before at the moment, and his emotions calmed down a bit, "I don't know, I can't control so much, I don't know anything about the future, I can't control it, I just know that at this moment, I want to be close to Dongsheng, I want to accompany him, I don't want him to leave too many regrets in his life because of me inexplicably, it was not his life." ”

The other she sighed, helpless and understanding, "We can go back, but our identity can't have anything to do with the previous Wusu when we go back this time, as long as Dong lives, we will never have anything to do with Wusu, you have to remember." ”

Wu Su held the hand of another so-called "memory" and nodded solemnly, thinking that Dongsheng had faced her countless forgettings, but now it was just her place, "I must remember your words." ”

She smiled too, with tears in her eyes, and Wusu looked at her, still with emotion after all, and it was not just a simple container for memory.

Because Wusu wants to return to that world, the "memory" can only be re-integrated into a part and integrated into Wusu's soul body, the most important thing at the moment is that she wants to find a body that can accept her soul again, but she will not be able to find it for a while, or go to see Dongsheng first, she walked without warning, and her heart was uneasy.

When she was a human being, she didn't usually know the road, but today because she didn't have a body, she was thinking about where she was, so she floated away by herself, Wusu smiled bitterly, is this considered a blessing in disguise, and avoided the embarrassment of road idiots.

went to the small courtyard where she lived before her death, and floated in, the small courtyard was deserted, she was confused, it shouldn't be like this, she floated to every room to take a look, and there was no one else, how could it be, obviously I just left here today.

Thinking of Dong Sheng, she floated to the General's Mansion again, at this moment the sky was already dark, it stands to reason that it should be dinner time, she slowly approached the place where Dong Sheng usually eats, and there is still no one, the old lady, no one.

By the way, Duo'er, Duo'er must be by her side, she slowly approached in the direction where she could sense Duo'er, and she was already out of the city, and her heart was getting deeper and deeper, why was Duo'er still in this wilderness so late, or rather, the general watched her leave, because of the past, she didn't want to meddle in her aftermath, and Duo'er didn't dare to disobey his orders, so she could only come late at night and bury her in the wilderness.

The heart is a little desolate, and those who really repent will go through a stage of life in which people and gods are angry.

When you get closer, you can almost feel Duo'er beside you, and you can see the fire shining through the dark forest from a distance. It doesn't feel right, there should be more than one Duo'er, it's Dongsheng, and there are others, presumably, his subordinates.

She was a little excited in her heart, and a little scared to face Dongsheng, even if she knew, even if she stood in front of him at this moment, he wouldn't know. Guilt and distress crawled all over her heart, and she was a little embarrassed about Dongsheng.

But in the end they walked through the woods and approached where they were. It is a quiet place, the green bamboo forest surrounds a bamboo building, there is a stream on the other side of the bamboo building flowing quietly in the night, and the bright moonlight is sprinkled throughout the bamboo forest at this moment, like a dream.

This place is indeed intoxicating, if you don't look at the people inside the bamboo building.

But she had to pay attention to them. Because they are Duo'er and Dongsheng, as well as a few guards, and there is one more her in the middle, who is dead.

She was lying on the bed in a room on the second floor of the bamboo building, her body was still translucent and she left, put on a blanket, as if she was just asleep, Dongsheng sat on the chair not far away, his eyes were not on her on the bed, his eyes fell on the uncertain place outside the window, as if he was looking at something, and as if he didn't pay attention to anything, maybe the night was too cold, he was thinly dressed, and occasionally put his hands in the shape of a fist to his mouth to hide his cough, afraid of waking up someone.

Wu Su stood beside him, touching his hand that he couldn't touch at all, feeling uncomfortable, and said softly, "Dongsheng, take good care of yourself!" ”

She looked at Duo'er again, who had fallen asleep on a soft stool, her eyes were so red that she must have been crying for a long time.

She had done nothing good here except to grieve herself, and now that she knew where her body and Dongsheng Duo'er were, she left to find a body she could enter.

Leaving the bamboo building, floating alone in the night, obviously a soul, but also aware of the cold, unconsciously drifted faster, subconsciously, there was a voice telling her to move in a certain direction, she felt that it was possible to accept the attraction of her soul's body to herself, so she did not reject it, and was ready to go and see. Arrived, it was a poor mountain village, and finally stopped in front of a dilapidated little house.

The feeling became stronger and stronger, she approached a small dilapidated room, in the middle of the room, on the hard wooden plank, lay a little girl with less air in and more breath, about eleven or twelve years old, with a thin face and a malnourished face, she looked at her soul, broken into pieces, leaving only two slightly less blurry to stay beside her, but also slowly drifting away, thinking that her body could no longer hold her own soul, and because her soul had just left her body, she would not have any sense of her own body at all.

With guilt in his heart, he rushed to the little girl's body.

She slowly adapted to this body, opened her eyes, her body was hungry and painful, she basically couldn't use any strength, she looked around with her new body, and the tatters in the room became more prominent, "I'm really sorry to borrow your body, but I will repay the people around you for being kind." She said silently in her heart.

This body is too weak, and she must find a way to recover as soon as possible, otherwise she will have to leave this body in the end. The most important thing now is to find something to eat to be at the bottom.

Slowly getting up from the flustered wooden bed, slowly moving her body with the help of the things around her, she came out of the hut, in front of her was a vegetable garden with little to nothing, the family was so poor that there was not much to eat at home, besides, even if there were, she didn't have time to cook at the moment.

She looked at the vegetable garden, a few thin little cabbages growing sporadically, walked over slowly, pulled up and pinched the roots, put them in her mouth and chewed slowly, about five or six of them, the hunger was slightly reduced, and her body also had some strength, and her body was not as uncomfortable as it was at the beginning.

Looking at the tattered and dirty clothes on his body, he couldn't bear it, but now he can only do this, and he has no details about this family in his heart.

She tore the clothes off her body, and then looked into several other almost dilapidated rooms, but she didn't see anyone, wondering if she was the only one in this family. She rummaged through the kitchen, and there was basically nothing to eat, only some chaff in a jar.

She was ready to go out, and people on the road could always inquire about it, and look for something to eat for the evening.

Sure enough, before he walked a few steps out of the door, he met a lady who was enthusiastically holding a wooden basin, "Gui'er, are you well?" Can you come out yourself? ”

Usu was sure that he was calling himself, smiled, and replied as if he were an acquaintance, "It's much better, get ready to come out and breathe." ”

The eldest lady touched her face and said regretfully, "It's better, your mother worries about you every day, now it's okay, come, aunt here's a piece of bread, you put your stomach first, your mother and your father took your brother away early in the morning, I don't know why to go, you are probably still hungry." ”

It seems that "she" still has her father and brother and her younger brother, she breathed a sigh of relief, she was not alone in this family, and hurriedly smiled, "Thank you, auntie, I am fine anyway, go and help you do the laundry together." ”

The aunt smiled, "You go to the river with me, save you from being bored, don't move your clothes, and help your aunt when you're ready." ”

Usu nodded in agreement.