It was nearly evening, and we had not yet arrived at Samaba.

When I was thinking about myself, I suddenly heard Ah Yue's scream, and when I looked up and saw Ah Yue, Ah Yue's body had already flown towards me, and I saw the landslide overwhelmingly pressing towards the two of us.

When I woke up, I pinched myself and realized that I was still alive. Ah Yue pressed on my body, if it wasn't for Ah Yue using her body to block the mudslide that fell from the landslide, maybe I could really only sacrifice on this land. I put my hand on Ah Yue's nostrils and tried it to see if Ah Yue was still breathing. But Ah Yue didn't say anything at all. In a hurry, God knew that it was the strength from there, I moved Ah Yue, stood up, and called loudly to the mountains, "Someone, someone, help, is there anyone?" Is there anybody? "The dark mountains, except for the sound of the wind, have no starlight, no lights. I hurriedly hugged Ah Yue and pinched her human acupoint, but there was still no reaction at all. I called out to her with all my strength and said, "Ah Yue, Ah Yue, you can't die." Ah Yue, Ah Yue, you can't die. Ah Yue still didn't reflect at all. I hugged Ah Yue's lips and sucked hard. Ah Yue sighed, her closed eyes suddenly shone like stars in the night, and the first thing she said was, "I saved you this time." ”

I hugged Ah Yue tightly, as if I was afraid that death would suddenly snatch her away.

Ah Yue said: "I thought I was dead, I fell into the dark abyss, no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't get out, but your voice pulled me out like light." It's God's arrangement, so that your courage has found a reason to hold me".

I loosened my grip on Ah Yue's hand, I shouldn't be so rude to a girl, it's like taking advantage of someone's danger.

Ah Yue said: "Don't let go, I know you like me, like me, just hold me tight, maybe I'll die soon, maybe this is my last chance with you."

I said to Ah Yue: "You won't die, you won't die."

Ah Yue said: "How do you know? At this time, the fate is heaven, let it be. You hold me tight, I'm cold. It feels like the blood is getting cold."

Ah Yue's voice gradually became smaller, as small as the voice of a mosquito, and said to me, "Why don't you kiss me?" You like me, why don't you hold me tight? ”

I took off my clothes, wrapped Ah Yue's arms and legs, held Ah Yue in my arms, and ran wild like a madman on the road in the night. When I undressed Ah Yue, I saw that her short clothes were soaked with blood and her legs were still bleeding. When the mudslide rushed towards us, Ah Yue hugged me head-on, and the landslide surrounded us from behind, but fortunately, the impact of the mudslide pushed us far enough. If we were to cover both of us, this would be our grave. If Ah Yue's wound hadn't stopped bleeding in time, I couldn't imagine what the result would be. Ah Yue whispered in my arms: "Don't run away, even if I find the farmer, there is no medicine, I will still die." If you don't want me to die, listen to me. You stop at once and carry me to the shade of the trees by the roadside, and there is a bag of ash in the dead grass under the trees. ”

According to Ah Yue, I quickly carried her to the woods on the side of the road, and used a flashlight to shine a flashlight on the dead grass at the foot of the tree, and sure enough, I saw some ash bags in the dead grass. Ah Yue asked me, "Do you see it?" ”

I said to Ah Yue, "See, it's all in the dry grass."

Ah Yue said: "Then I won't die for the time being." There is a gray powder in the ash packet, and you can stop the bleeding by sprinkling it on my wounds, which is a miracle medicine to stop the bleeding."

As Ah Yue expected, there were indeed some gray powder in the ash bag.

I quickly picked up the ash bag on the ground and poured the ash powder inside on Ah Yue's bleeding leg.

I hurriedly sucked out the dirty blood from the wound on Ah Yue's leg with my mouth, and then poured ash powder on it.

Ah Yue said: "I feel as if my back is still bleeding."

I said, "Yes, it seems to be bleeding." Because I used a flashlight to shine it, Ah Yue's short clothes were soaked with blood.

Ah Yue asked me and said, "Why don't you do it yet?" I'm dying, what are you thinking? ”

I said, "So, then I'll do it."

Ah Yue didn't speak.

I took off Ah Yue's short clothes, and in the light of the flashlight, Ah Yue's back was covered with blood. But Ah Yue didn't say that it hurt, maybe she didn't have the strength to moan anymore.

I was about to apply medicine to Ah Yue's wound, and I said to Ah Yue, "You have to hold back."

Ah Yue said, "I have to borrow your leg to use it", and I felt Ah Yue's mouth bite on my leg. When I was taking the medicine, I felt Ah Yue's teeth bite into my body.

I think Ah Yue must be more painful than me. In this way, medicine was applied to Ah Yue's back. I took off my shirt and put it on for Ah Yue. If it weren't for a thin emergency blanket in my backpack, we would have died in the cold of a spring night on top of these mountains.

When helping Ah Yue put on his shirt, due to panic, his hand accidentally touched Ah Yue, and Ah Yue's body trembled. Ah Yue said to me, "You can also rest, we will wait here for dawn."

It all came so suddenly, I was a little scared. I almost said goodbye to Beijing. I never dreamed that something like this would happen. Ah Yue said: "If you can't hold me, you can put me on the ground."

I said to Ah Yue, "You can rest, don't talk."

Nights, the deeper they get, the colder they get. Ah Yue said faintly: "You haven't touched a woman, have you?" Your eyes are clear, and the eyes of a man who has touched a woman are cloudy. ”

I'm tired and don't know how to answer. Ah Yue said: "I haven't been in contact with a man either, you are the first."

I didn't answer Ah Yue's words, I hugged her tightly, I was afraid that Ah Yue would turn into air in my arms, and it was Ah Yue who used her body to block the mudslide that rushed towards me.

Ah Yue is indeed the first girl to have physical contact with me, I don't like to have contact with people, my world is music. Music is my love. When I was a teenager, I was a sick boy in the eyes of my teachers and classmates. For this reason, my mother and my grandmother often quarreled.

My mother always blamed my grandmother and said, "This child seems to have autism, and it's you, my grandmother, who locks him up in music all day long, so that he doesn't know anything about the world outside of music."

Grandma's answer was always justified, saying, "What's wrong with music, at least it's a clean world." If I ask you to practice art, you don't want to, forget it, what is a woman with a gun in her hand all day long? I don't care about this, the woman can't help it, and I can't take care of it, but you have to take care of your children, right? You and his dad don't go home all day, the child stuffs me, you're good, and there are so many opinions. If you really think that my grandmother is not good, you take the child away, and I don't care from now on. ”

At this point, my mother compromised and coquettishly told my grandmother, "Mom, I didn't mean that, I just thought the child was a little soft-hearted and weak-hearted, not like a boy." Of course, you are the best mother and grandmother in the world. ”

My grandmother said, "Give me less honey, I won't eat you." Let's go, let's go, every time you come back, you come to blame me, where are you my daughter? We are not a mother-daughter relationship, we are a contradiction between friend and foe. ”

At this time, my mother's voice was probably the warmest among women in the world, and she further coquettishly said: "Mom, Huang Zijin is my son, and even more your grandson." I didn't follow your wishes, though, no? Didn't this child do as you wished? I'm just waiting for my mom to train our Huang Zijin to become a world-famous musician. ”

Speaking of which, my mother gave my grandmother a hug and a pinching of her back to please her.

Every time my mother left me and my grandmother, she would kiss and hug me, and I realized my mother's feelings.

The night is getting darker and deeper, and through the night, you can faintly see the figures of the mountains and the blurred lines of the terraced fields. The dark wind was mixed with the mournful sounds of night birds, and the low, terrifying roar.

Ah Yue said: "Don't be afraid, I've already died once anyway, and living is earning." It was the voices of the leopard and the Indochinese tiger, which sounded far away from us, and hopefully they didn't notice us, and if we were attacked at this time, we wouldn't be able to wait for dawn. We hid behind the trees, not facing the wind, and not letting the wind carry the smell of blood to the leopards and tigers in the distance. ”

I hid behind the big tree to avoid the wind according to what Ah Yue said, Ah Yue has a lot of survival experience, if I am alone in such a place, encounter such a desperate situation, maybe I have escaped the landslide, and it will also become the dinner of the golden leopard. Thinking of the danger just now, I still feel terrible, our horses are not as lucky as us, and thinking of their bloody bodies, an inexplicable sadness arises in my heart. Life is not even a string, at most it is just a fragile thread that breaks with a slight pull. The place we were in was halfway from Sama to Samaba, far from the city of Sasa, and far from Samaba, and there were no villages around. The only way we could do it was to wait until dawn. It was on this night that I felt the difference between man and ant, except that man is a thinking animal, no different from dust in natural time and space. In such a place, the mountains, terraces, and the earth are the real masters. No matter how the years change, they are the real ones.

Actually, if it weren't for my grandmother's advice, I probably wouldn't have come to this place for the rest of my life. My grandmother graduated from the Academy of Arts in Florence, Italy, and is a tenured professor at the National Conservatory. But in the college, I always called her Professor Yang Fanghua, and no one knew that she was my mother's mother and my grandmother. My classmates only knew that I was a child from a working-class family.

My grandmother's suggestion originated in Beijing in the 60s, when there was a sensational music incident in Beijing, that is, an amateur propaganda team of the Yi nationality from Honghe County, Yunnan Province, went to Beijing to participate in the National Ethnic Minority Song and Dance Performance, and their dance music and dance became a long-term discussion in the music circle. Of course, it must have been the music and dance from Yunnan that touched my grandmother. Although my grandmother had never been to Yunnan, she was a musician who intuitively thought that I could find what I was looking for in Yunnan, which led to my trip to Yunnan.

It was finally dawn.

The night slowly receded in the morning light, and the morning mist, which was as thin as a light veil, was like a huge curtain, which was pulled open by the wind, and the mountains, terraces, earth, and forests poured in front of us. Sparrows chirped, thrushes sang, and a few gray langurs jumped in the pine trees in front of us, as if they were the masters and we were the invaders. The sea of clouds rose from the valley, like an army of the wind, and like a ghost whose whereabouts were uncertain, for a while the sea of clouds was above the mountains, and suddenly the sea of clouds was under the mountains, Ah Yue opened her eyes and said to me: "I am not dead yet?" You put me on the grass and hugged me all night, and you were tired too. When someone passed by, we asked someone to report it, but we had to go back to the hospital in the city of Wasa, and Samaba couldn't go. ”

I was really tired, so I put Ah Yue on the grass and said to Ah Yue, "As long as you are good, it is more important than anything else."

Ah Yue suddenly pointed to the front excitedly and said, "Peacock."

I turned around to look, a peacock stood in front of us, it seemed that she didn't know how to be afraid, the peacock looked at us, and opened her tail suddenly, it was auspicious to see the peacock open the screen, and when we saw the peacock, our mood also improved. I stood up and saw the red river running like a dragon under the mountain, at this time, a round of red sun rose from the top of the mountains, ten thousand rays of light fell on the earth, on the terraces, on the forest, on the red river, on the sea of clouds, on the mountain road, the lines of the terraces became clear, thousands of lines complemented each other, the symphony of heaven and earth, this is the movement of nature, the movement of God.

I seem to feel why the best ballad exists in this land.

There was a noise on the mountain road, it seemed that it should be a team to send off relatives, but it sounded like a crying sound, I had never seen this kind of scene, how could a good happy event cry and shake the sky, I don't know what they sang, Ah Yue said to me: "It's "Crying Wedding Song", every family will sing like this when they marry their daughters."

Ah Yue translated the singing to me:

The daughter raised by her grandmother

A girl raised on a terrace

Daughter

You are a piece of meat in Grandma's heart

You are a flower on the edge of the terraces

When the seedlings grow up, they will marry the terraces

The daughter grows up to marry a terraced man

There is no woman in the world who does not marry

This is the rule set by our ancestors

The song swirls from valley to valley and drifts over the mountains, sounding like weeping, but warm when it falls on the heart, and there are people singing, some people joining, and among them there are the sound of leaves and strings.

The team of relatives came to us, and a man saw Ah Yue and me under the tree, and immediately ran over and said, "Oh, this is not a sister of the Asuo family, oh yo, how can this be done?"

Ah Yue said to the man: "Brother, please send us to Huisa."

The man shouted to the family send-off procession, and said, "Come a few people, come a few people, and send the sister of the Asso family to Essa." Quick, quick, bring the carriage over. ”

A few men led the carriage over. I picked Ah Yue into the carriage, and someone said to the team to send off relatives, stop first, stop first, save people is important, save people.

When she arrived at the county hospital, Ah Yue was sent to the emergency room.

A male doctor shouted, "Who are the patient's family?" Who are the patient's family members? ”

I said to the doctor, "It's me, it's me."

The doctor said to me, "Why don't you wait until you're dead to send it?" No, she's a Yiche person, how can there be a family like you? Are you her family member or not? ”