For the rest of the day, I was thinking about it, feeling the life experience of the instructor and comparing it with my own actual situation. I thought about it repeatedly, what kind of point I want to reach in this life, and when I fell out of love, I also held my breath in my heart, I must rely on my own efforts to become famous, and I want to prove myself. So what kind of goal can be achieved to be considered to be famous and to prove myself. From the richest man to the provincial and ministerial leaders, from the company CEO to the senior military general, from the policeman to the judge, I have thought about almost 360 lines, and I have considered all walks of life, but I still haven't finally decided. At this point, it's time for afternoon training.

As soon as I gathered, I was called by the company commander, which made me feel very surprised, could it be that the instructor had just finished talking in the morning, and the company commander would talk to me in the afternoon? With questions, I came to the door of the company commander's office.

"Go out for a run with me, hurry up and change your clothes, don't make me wait for you!" Even the chief, who had already changed his clothes and was putting on his shoes, said to me without raising his head. As soon as I heard this, I quickly ran back to the dormitory to change clothes, and went downstairs with the fastest change of clothes in my life, almost breaking my own record for changing clothes, and it only took me a minute and a half to stand next to the company commander.

"It's not bad, the speed of changing clothes shows that I usually practice a lot! Walk! Take a lap! ”

I almost never heard the company commander joke, I was stunned when I said this, and when I saw that the company commander had run out, I hurried to keep up, the company commander ran very fast, and my quality was not good because I had been lazy in training, and I couldn't keep up with the company commander at all, and I always followed behind the company commander, falling farther and farther.

At this time, it is more than two o'clock in the afternoon in July, the hottest time, the sun is very poisonous, as long as you stand under the sun, you will be dizzy from the sun, let alone running, I have not run a thousand meters, I am already sweating, as if fished out of the water, sweat from the body tens of thousands of pores rushed to run out.

"Keep up! Gao Xiaofei, why are you as fast as a snail! The company commander, who had been in front, slowed down and shouted to me, who was slowing down.

"I asked you to run with me, and you will accompany you in the back!"

"It's been more than two years since you came to the company, why haven't you grown at all? From a snail to a big snail, or a snail. ”

"Look at you, you don't look like a soldier at all, and you don't even have a fighting spirit in your eyes!"

"There is no word in the dictionary of soldiers, and they will always not admit defeat!"

"Are you a bastard?! You're so cowardly?! ”

The company commander kept running next to me, talking as he ran, and the more he talked, the louder he became, the more excited he became, and he stimulated me and hit me every sentence.

Defeat, misgender, cowardice...... All kinds of adjectives continue to stimulate me, and I keep reminding myself with the only trace of consciousness that I am not a bad seed, I am not cowardly, and I do not admit defeat!

"Ahh - I'm not a bad seed! I roared, and a powerful force erupted in my body and suddenly accelerated and rushed forward, faster and faster, until I used all my strength.

Under a tree, the company commander and I were leaning our backs against the trunk.

"How about a lap? Feeling refreshed? The company commander looked at me, who was already tired and paralyzed, and asked.

"Thank you, company commander!"

"I've always been like this, as long as my heart is not happy, I will run with all my might, leave all the unhappiness behind, and come back to work and live as usual."

After the language exchange of the instructor in the morning, the action of the company commander in the afternoon, my frustration was basically vented out, released, what is still lacking is that my life pursuit has not been determined, I want to be clear as soon as possible, and then make a detailed plan, and then work hard, I believe that I will definitely spell out a future.

At this time, it can be said that I have the most positive and progressive moment in my life for more than 20 years, and I have never wanted to work hard and struggle like I do now, even in high school, when I was preparing for the first big entrance examination in my life, my goals were not so clear, and my thinking was not so motivated. At that time, I was also very lazy and slack, and I felt that as long as I was admitted to university, I didn't have to study hard to get into the belief that I had to be admitted to a prestigious university. But at this moment, a fire is burning in my chest, and I can't wait to take action immediately, keep working hard, keep fighting, and achieve my goal immediately.

When I determined my life goal and made a good life plan, I began to devote myself to the company's various work training, as the head of the observation post, every day I had to check the duty of the observation post, and I had to organize observers to learn observation skills. At the same time, in order to prepare for the upcoming assessment, I also strengthened my training, others run five kilometers, I run eight kilometers, others run one obstacles, I run twice. Every day I exhaust myself.

And the officers and men of the company, under the repeated mobilization of the company commander and instructor, are also making the final sprint before the assessment, just like me. It's just that the three-day two-end meeting and the occasional activities will still affect the company's training and everyone's passion.

Just when everyone almost forgot that the investigation team had not reported the results of the investigation for a long time, the briefing came. This day was Wednesday, and according to the plan, it was a live-fire training, but it was canceled because of a meeting held by the superiors, and the angry Company Commander Sun slapped the table and scolded his mother.

The result of the meeting was beyond everyone's expectations, although before the meeting, I also discussed with Yang Tian for a long time, how to report, how to deal with it, but after the meeting, it was far from everyone's ideas.

At the meeting, the leaders of the Northern Military Region informed the various units of the Northern Military Region that under the unified arrangements of their superiors, they had intensified efforts to strengthen border control and prevent terrorists from sneaking across the border, and that after a month of sustained high-pressure posture, a total of 352 terrorists had been arrested, 67 wounded, and eight had been killed. After being briefed on the specific situation, the leaders of the military region commended the units and individuals with outstanding performance, and our company commander Sun Zhenwu was awarded a third-class meritorious service by the Northern Military Region because of his proper handling of the situation. This was a result that was unexpected by everyone, and when he heard this result, even the person concerned, Lian Chang Sun, was shocked and couldn't believe it.

After the meeting of the Northern Military Region, the leaders of the regiment also made a speech, emphasizing the praise of our company commander and calling on the whole regiment to learn from Company Commander Sun. In particular, Deputy Regiment Commander Gou praised Company Commander Sun's tactical accomplishment and praised Company Commander Sun's courage and wit, anyway, he was full of praise, as if Company Commander Sun had become the hero of the 15th Frontier Regiment and the symbol of the 15th Frontier Regiment.

However, Lian Commander Sun did not appreciate it, and after the meeting, as always, the word "" expressed his attitude vividly.

Our company commander didn't care about the commendation and reward from his superiors at all, and he still devoted himself to the preparation for the upcoming assessment. It's like the report and commendation from the superiors is like a boulder, I thought it would make the pond in Company Commander Sun's heart set off layers of waves, but in fact, Company Commander Sun's state of mind was like a mud pit, and the boulder was thrown in just a few bubbles before returning to its former calm.

Company Commander Sun doesn't care, he doesn't care if he doesn't care about it. The regiment commander held a special meeting to study and carry out activities to learn from Company Commander Sun Zhenwu in the whole regiment, and the activities were huge and rich in content, with squad discussions, speech contests, and practical activities, covering all officers and men of the regiment, from the regimental organs to the company outposts, which lasted vigorously for half a month before finally coming to an end.

During this time, our company was very calm, although according to the superior activity plan, our company also carried out some activities accordingly, but because the example of learning is our own company commander, people are in front of us, there are not so many tricks, every day together, what the company commander is like Everyone knows very well, for learning activities, the company commander said a sentence, "If you want to learn from me, you can learn in the training ground, practice your results, and you will learn to understand!" "So, during the lively activities of other companies, we worked overtime and did not relax to seize the time to train.

Finally, I stayed up until the weekend, and according to the company commander's promise, all the assessment results on Friday were above good, and I could rest on the weekend, otherwise I would continue training on the weekend. Therefore, in order to be able to rest, everyone worked hard, and in Friday's assessment, they met the requirements of the company commander, and the company commander also fulfilled his promise.

"It's finally time to rest." I sat on the lawn next to the laundry ground, looking at the happy smiles on the faces of the soldiers not far away, and I sighed in my heart, the company commander is really amazing! The training is so strict, the soldiers are trained so hard, and the soldiers can still show such a happy smile, which is really unusual! And the warriors are actually the loveliest people, no matter how hard and tired, as long as everyone faces and bears together, there will be no fear. I told Yang Tian, who had just come over and sat next to me, about my thoughts.

"You're right, warriors are the simplest and loveliest people, as long as an order is given, no matter how hard and tiring and difficult, they will not hesitate to carry it out, even at the cost of their lives. Just like earthquakes, floods, fires, and so on, in the face of any disaster, everyone else is fleeing, and only the soldiers are charging. Yang Tian expressed the same opinion, only by really becoming a soldier can we really understand a soldier, Yang Tian and I did not have such thoughts, only when I really came to the company and became one of them, I really understood them.