Chapter 75: She also wants to be selfish
Xu Sa was stunned, and then smiled and pulled the folded placket of the clothes that she sat on.
"Sister Ruyi, what do you mean by this?" She smiled a little stiffly, "I'm not a problem, why should I be thrown around?" ”
"Sasa, that's not the case." Wei Ruyi observed her expression and quickly explained, "I just think that for so many years, the prince has always had you in his heart, and he has been trying his best to find you. ”
"Shizi just didn't expect that you would go to Changliao. He always thought that you were living incognito, after all, you had experienced something like that...... He didn't expect that you would take the initiative to appear and become the wife of the owner of Fu Zhuang. ”
Xu Sa pursed his lips, pinched the placket of his shirt and asked, "These are all what he said to you?" ”
Wei Ruyi bowed his head and said with some regret: "It's a pity that over the years, we are looking for him, he is looking for you, he has been cautious, he didn't recognize us, but I don't know if we had contacted earlier, things might not have been like this." ”
Xu Sa looked at Wei Ruyi for a while and smiled briefly.
"Not necessarily, right?" She said softly, "Although I felt a little familiar when I first met Brother Shizi, even if I could have contacted him earlier, I might not have been with him?" ”
"First Yuan Kun, then Brother Shizi, Sister Ruyi, you haven't known me well enough."
"You may think it is appropriate, or you may think that Brother Shizi is affectionate...... Although I am very touched and grateful that he has never forgotten me, it does not mean that I have to be with him when I leave Fu Rushen. ”
After a pause, Xu Sa shook his head with a smile: "I've always been very careful." If it weren't for so many things that happened after saving Yuankun, I wouldn't be with Fu Rushen, even if I fell in love with him at first sight and liked him so much, I wouldn't be with him. ”
"Now that I've tasted pain, I'm going to be more cautious in the future. How can you give yourself over so easily? ”
Wei Ruyi sighed and asked worriedly: "What about you and the prince?" ”
Xu Sa was a little embarrassed to be asked, and she said, "If Sister Ruyi didn't tell me this, maybe I would have recognized him." But now...... I think it's not bad for me to think of him as the new owner of Jiang Erzhuang. After all, for me, the second owner is also a very good person. ”
After all, she thinks that she has nothing to be sorry for Jiang Xunyi, there is no need and no need to make a personal promise, why not just treat it as an ordinary person and get along like an ordinary friend?
In this world, there are too many unsatisfactory things, she can't do everything perfectly, she also wants to be selfish, live her life well, have fewer worries, and suffer less injuries.
After all, injuries really hurt. She's had endured it so hard. She only hopes now that when her child is born, she will see a happy and complete mother. She will be a good mother, tell her a lot of what she has seen and heard, take her to eat, drink, and swim all over the mountains and rivers, and make up for all the hardships she suffered when she was a child.
Wei Ruyi didn't persuade him again in the end, but said: "Sasa, my sister is just a little distressed about the world, he has suffered for so many years, just to let you live a carefree life in the future...... But when you think about it, it's true that as you said, what he wants to give, you may not want, not to mention that he has been working hard all these years, and he himself is not without gains......"
"Since you have made up your mind, I will not impose these things on you. The son is my sister's son, and Sassa is also my sister's sass, and I hope you can have a better life. ”
When Xu Sa heard the end, he finally breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "Sister Ruyi, you will definitely have a good life in the future, maybe, Han Sanzhuang is your best destination!" ”
Finding that Wei Ruyi pursed his lips implicitly, looking serious, but his cheeks were a little shy, Xu Sa laughed: "After all, you look at his lively life, he hasn't been beaten to death for so many years, his life is hard!" ”
Wei Ruyi was tense for a while, but couldn't help laughing.
The two laughed, slowly put down the heavy things, and greeted each other warmly, and Wei Ruyi said after a while: "Sasa, you just arrived today, and you are still resting." Sister Ruyi went to stew some tonic soup for you, and drank it at night to warm up and sleep well. ”
The weather has warmed up, but the night is still a little cooler. Especially in Beiman, the temperature difference between morning and evening is greater, so Xu Sa didn't refuse.
"Thank you for your hard work, sister!" She happily pulled Wei Ruyi's arm and said, "When you get married, I will make you the most beautiful big red wind chime, hang it in the most conspicuous place, and write four big characters on it, give birth to a noble son early!" ”
"You, let me tell you what's good!" Wei Ruyi raised her eyebrows and hated her, and then smiled, "Okay, I'll go kill you and stew chicken." ”
Xu Sa let go of her and waved her hand: "Then I'll wait for nothing!" ”
Wei Ruyi pursed her lips and withdrew with a smile, and when she turned around, she almost bumped into a person, which startled her and quickly stopped.
The person who had not seen a smile for a long time was at her door, smiling gently and amiably, but he only nodded slightly, then turned around and walked out.
“…… Shizi. Wei Ruyi chased to the outer courtyard, walked forward with his hand and asked, "Did you hear everything?" ”
Jiang Xunyi chuckled: "I saw that Sasa's words were very energetic, so I was relieved, let her rest first." If you need anything, let someone go to me and inform me. ”
"Yes." Wei Ruyi said softly.
Jiang Xunyi was silent, and then said, "If it's convenient, let Han Ye write a letter to my eldest brother." My grandfather didn't listen to the advice this time, and he must let his uncle attack Eastern Chu...... You advised my eldest brother to guard against it, this battle is sneak attack, and the north must be defeated. ”
Wei Ruyi nodded: "My subordinates understand." ”
Jiang Xunyi gave two more words and left. Wei Ruyi looked at his back for a while, lowered his eyes and sighed.
If they hadn't come to Beiban in person, they would never have thought that this place, which had not negotiated with Changliao and Chu for a long time, would be the beginning of Eastern Chu falling into Chu and moving towards destruction step by step.
"You mean, the mother of the second owner of the village was, was the princess of King Huai'an!?"
At night, Xu Sa listened to Han Ye's words and almost squirted out the chicken soup in his mouth!
The group of people they came from Chudi were sitting in a small hall full of northern atmosphere at this time, some people were eating melon seeds, some were drinking tea, and Xu Sa was drinking chicken soup alone, but it was a peaceful scene that had not been seen for a long time.
Except that Jiang Xunyi was not there-just because Jiang Xunyi was still busy, Han Ye dared to tell Xu Sa about these things.
"Let me tell you, although the second brother found out this matter with us, and several important brothers know about it, if the second brother knows that I told the matter like this, he will screw my head! So let's say that we must speak quietly, listen quietly, and never preach! Before Han Ye spoke, he had to give a mysterious hint.
Xu Sa raised his eyebrows: "Since the second owner of the village is going to screw your head, why do you still say this to me?" ”
Thinking of Jiang Xunyi, he screwed Han Ye with a smile...... It's a bit weird.
After Han Ye took a sip of tea, he was much more solemn: "Big ...... cough, Sister Xu, you are also a person who is close to the old department of Dongchu, and you have also suffered a lot of grievances for our Longxing Villa. Besides, I think that with your identity, you have the right to know what happened back then to make Chudi what it is now. ”
It made her lose everything and be displaced for so many years.
The latter sentence was thought of by Han Ye, but he didn't say it. But the people present, including Gu Yuankun, who was not interested in this matter, were like mirrors in their hearts.
This is the answer that Xu Sa has been looking for for many years, and she has the right to know the whole story.
In fact, Xu Sa also knows in her heart that she has been looking for the answer for many years, and after a little bit of being discovered from the dust, she is now ready to come out. But when she really wanted to face it, she was a little timid: "Han Ye, you say it first, after hearing this, I won't suddenly be sad and want to hang myself in the lake, right?" ”
Han Ye blinked, and one popped out for a long time: "Huh? ”
Then he waved his hand with a smile, and he turned his head to look at Wei Ruyi: "Hey, you're right, sure enough, as soon as I'm serious, they are not used to it!" In the future, I'll only be serious in front of you! ”
Wei Ruyi sighed: "Master Sanzhuang, Ruyi said, you don't have to treat me differently from others. ”
Han Ye was sullen, and suddenly there was a little grievance in his eyes: "But I, I want you to know that I am a reliable person!" It's okay with them, but I ...... I'm going to make you dependable. ”
As he spoke, he straightened his chest and hammered his shoulder socket, but he pursed his lips and couldn't say a word, only his eyes were very serious.
Gu Yuankun put down the teacup and got up and said, "I'll go back to the room first." ”
"Hey......" his eyes chased Gu Yuankun for a while, Xu Sa grinned at Jiu'er, and said quietly: "What should I do?" I want to go back to my room, too. ”
It's clear that she's here to listen to some heavy past, why doesn't she feel that something is wrong before she starts?
She's not here to shine on these two!
Jiu'er also squeezed his eyebrows and whispered: "Although I am almost surprised in Beiban for a while, but the three village owners are getting more and more intense, and I can't stand it a little!" ”
"Then why don't we slip away?" Xu Sa drank several sips of soup in a row, wiped his mouth and said, "I can't run away from things there, but I can't stay in this place!" ”
"Hmm!" Jiu'er nodded solemnly, "Let's go, Sister Sa, you go first, remember to be careful, my palace!" ”
In fact, Wei Ruyi and Han Ye heard the conversation between the two of them early in the morning. It's just this scene, this atmosphere, both of them have red faces, and it wasn't until there were only the two of them left in the hall that both sides looked away uncomfortably.
"Master Sanzhuang," Wei Ruyi pursed his lips and said, "Ruyi has persuaded you, and the acceptance of friends does not mean that everyone can accept it." You have a father above you, and he will not approve of a widow as your wife. ”
Han Ye coughed lightly twice, shrunk stiffly, and asked in a low voice: "Ru, Ruyi, you haven't thought about it, when you say this, you may have a little bit of like me in your heart?" ”
didn't hear Wei Ruyi's answer, he said hesitantly: "Otherwise, otherwise you won't take into account my father's side, yes, yes, yes, right?" ”
Wei Ruyi was silent, pursed her lips and smiled bitterly: "Three Zhuang masters, why do you bother to ......"
Why bother to debunk her?
She is twenty-six years old, and she has two husbands who have died, and she has been poked in the back outside.
But the person in front of her, who is just weak and high-spirited, where is she worthy?
He seems to be out of tune, and he will always honestly lower his posture in front of her, but everything doesn't seem real - but when she first came to the Northland, she was targeted by the tall soldiers here, and when she laughed and humiliated her with words, she glared back with her eyes repeatedly, and finally stood up with a smile.
"I'm sorry everyone, let's discuss, don't stare at my sweetheart, okay? When you get to Chudi, there are more beautiful girls in the building, and I invite you to play ten, how about it? ”
She remembered what he said word for word. I heard that Ben was still a little uncomfortable, but when he got acquainted with those soldiers and ruffians, he went to Fengyue Field to play together, but he was almost blasted out.
"Why was it blasted out?" When she asked him this, she didn't have a good face. I don't know why, I just can't laugh at all.
Han Ye replied aggrievedly: "The girls here are more bold and fierce than the other, I went there and said that I only drank, thinking that it would be okay to entertain, how do I know that people will come up directly?" She came up and asked me if she was the best-looking girl I'd ever seen. ”
Saying that, he flattened his mouth: "After all, they specially introduced my top brand, which is really good-looking, but I watched it for a long time and felt that I couldn't speak with my conscience, so I told her that it was good-looking, but it was still a big step worse than someone I knew...... As a result, people almost hit me with their fists, you say that I used to eat and drink, and I can't tell the truth, what's wrong? ”
When she heard this, she smiled, got up and wanted to leave. Han Ye hurriedly stopped her, looked at her for a moment, and said with a serious smile: "Sure enough, you are still the best-looking!" ”
Can words spoken with a sincere expression be called rhetoric? She didn't know this, but she always knew that such words could not be trusted.
But I don't know why, gradually, her heart, which has been silent for a long time, is still beating because of him.
"How good is it for her to choose me?" Han Ye chatted to others when he was fine, "Although I didn't learn a little bit before, but you see that I am tired of reading thousands of sails, so I can stay with her Hongchen in the future, right?" ”
He even squatted down when he met a wild dog on the road and said, "I tell you, when I met her, I only knew why I always felt that I couldn't find her." Because in this world, there is no one as perfect as her! The only one who can make me feel moved by admiration and appreciation is her, do you say she is very powerful! ”
The wild dog snorted at him, and he smiled: "Yes, I also think that she is the best in the world, and I like her all my life!" ”
If the wild dog directly opened his mouth to bite him, he shouted while running for his life: "It's useless for you to stop it!" It's useless for anyone to stop it! As long as you can't bite me, I won't let go! Come on, come on, you can't bite it, I'm angry with you! ”
Then I saw that he had been bitten off a corner of his clothes, and he was just a little bit away from the flesh.
This person who often goes crazy in the face of others, but knows her temperament very well, and is always obedient like a puppy in front of her......
She didn't even know how to say good about him!
"Ruyi," he would always wait patiently when he saw her fall into deep thought, and when she came back to her senses, he would whisper to her with a smile full of joy.
Wei Ruyi had mixed feelings in his heart: "Three Zhuang masters, I'll go see Sassa and Jiu'er." It's not good to let them go like this. ”
"Well, go ahead." After Han Ye finished speaking, he cleared his throat, "In short, you are a good girl, my father must know that I married a girl who is knowledgeable and can control me, and he must hold my mother's token and nag with satisfaction all night!" ”
Wei Ruyi was about to go out, and when he heard this, he paused, and couldn't help laughing helplessly.
said that he could control him, wasn't he holding his rope and handing it to her, begging to be managed?
"Let's go first." After saying it lightly, Wei Ruyi quickened his steps and walked towards Xu Sa's room.
Han Ye stood in place and smirked for a while, then put away his smile and drank tea, licking his lips thoughtfully.
When he was about to leave, a figure hurriedly walked into the hall, took off his helmet, and his silver-white hair flew behind him: "Why are you the only one here?" ”
"Huh?" Seeing that Jiang Xunyi seemed to have just rushed back, Han Ye touched the back of his head and asked, "Second brother, who are you looking for?" ”
“……”
"Oh!" Han Ye suddenly woke up, "You are looking for a big ...... Sister Xu! She's back in the house! ”
“……”
Feeling that the person in front of him was instantly full of disappointment and chagrin, Han Ye swallowed his saliva and asked, "Second brother, have you finished training?" ”
"It's just a matter of making a move, and I'll come here when I'm done." After saying it lightly, Jiang Xunyi put down his helmet and looked at the mess on the table, especially the big bowl of chicken soup, he smiled, "That's it, she just came today, let her have a good rest." ”
One sentence put an end to Han Ye's desire to find someone. Han Ye looked at him for a while, and said with some embarrassment: "Then second brother, I'll go back to the room first." ”
"Hmm."
Han Ye walked out of the small hall in a gray manner, and only let out a long sigh after he stayed away.
The person that the second brother has been thinking about for so long turned out to be his sister-in-law, which makes him sigh uncontrollably when he thinks about it now. The palms and backs of his hands are full of meat, and until now, he doesn't know how to persuade them, so he can only let them develop on their own.
The sky of the steppe has always been clean and clear, but today it is gray. After Xu Sa and Jiu'er talked, Jiu'er just left on the front foot, and Wei Ruyi came on the back foot: "Sasa, I'm really sorry today." ”
"It's okay," Xu Sa shrugged with a smile, "I'm happy to see you get along like this." ”
"Ah, and," Xu Sa suddenly remembered after speaking, "Regarding what Han Ye wanted to tell me, Jiu'er had already told me. Although it may not be as emotional as Han Ye's speech, I can understand it. ”
Wei Ruyi pursed her lips and said, "It's good that you know, if your heart can be more comfortable, it will be better." ”
"It's a little more comfortable." Xu Sa restrained his smile as he spoke, "But I hate Zhao Rui even more." ”
"Don't be angry, it's not good for the child." Wei Ruyi finished persuading softly, and took her hand: "Sasa, there is a debtor who is wronged, and the debts owed by the father and son of the king of Huai'an, we will all collect them in the same way." ”
Xu Sa was silent, but asked her: "Sister Ruyi, according to what Jiu'er said, Brother Shizi is doing now, but it's not as good as I thought before, right?" ”
She guessed: "Although back then, it was the Marquis of Eastern Chu who first had a good relationship with the mother of the second village owner, and even because the barbarian king said that he wanted to marry his daughter to the vassal king of Changliao, he surrendered to Changliao, but was preempted by the king of Huai'an to seek the holy will before he proposed the family, but in the end, the mother of the second village owner died in Chu. ”
"Even if more than 20 years have passed, the barbarian king knows that the mother of the second owner of the village is very disgusted with the king of Huai'an, who forced her to give birth to a son, and did not hesitate to drug him, cut off his legs, and disguised himself as jumping into a well and fled to Chu to meet the Marquis of Eastern Chu...... But the barbarian king still decided to attack Chudi, which is enough to prove that the barbarian king hates the Marquis of Eastern Chu the most. ”
"In this way, I can think that Brother Shizi's life may not be much better."
Thinking about it, I had to marry my most beloved only daughter, and there was no news for more than 20 years according to her negative spirits, and the letters sent were all lost in the end, but the news I finally received was that she had already died in childbirth......
Xu Sa shuddered.
In fact, what she is most embarrassed about is that Jiang Xunyi's mother's true temperament! hated the person who forcibly married him and forced her to have children, so he broke his leg and ran away, but the latter has been feeling for many years that his wife will not harm him, it must have been done by the Marquis of Dongchu, and then he recorded all the accounts on the head of the Marquis of Dongchu, and it took ten years to find a reason to completely defeat Dongchu.
Compared with their stormy and bloody storms, what she has experienced is ordinary!
"It's not as simple as you think." Wei Ru pondered for a while before he said: "The prince is the grandson of the world, and the barbarian king has other descendants." Shizi is a little unpopular here, but he is still capable, and after these few months, he has also survived to the status of the head of the sect. ”
"The northern barbarians don't like to keep to themselves." She explained to Xu Sa, "Over the years, Beiban has invaded other places because he married his daughter and felt ashamed of the Marquis of Eastern Chu. can know that the connection has long been broken, and with their ambitions, they know that Chu Land is in a weak position, and it is imperative to go and plunder. ”
"That Chu Di ......" A name suddenly flashed in his mind, Xu Sa shook his head, "Chu Di, is the barbarian king going to fight Zhao Rui?" Before I came, I remembered that Zhao Rui was already persuading and arranging the construction of Chudi. ”
Wei Ruyi: "For the time being, that's the case, but we have already sent a letter to Master Fu Da Zhuang to ask him to pay attention to it." Now only if we cooperate with the outside can we be sure to bring down the father and son of King Huai'an. ”
“…… Letter? Xu Sa bit his lip, "Is it the letter you went to today?" ”
Wei Ruyi nodded: "It's today." However, we didn't tell Master Fu anything about you. ”
Xu Sa breathed a sigh of relief.
"That's good." She smiled a little pale, "Don't tell him." I don't want him to know. ”
Wei Ruyi said helplessly: "Don't worry, I understand." ”
As the night deepened, Wei Ruyi told Xu Sa to rest early, then said goodbye to her and went back to her house.
Xu Sa stayed in the house alone, but he was a little restless. After sitting on the edge of the bed for a while, walking around the room again, and finally extinguishing the candle, she came to the window.
The endless grassland is dotted with wooden and stone houses of different sizes. Not far away, there are more prosperous towns, but they are also completely unchanged from the style of Chu and Changliao, and they are as exotic as the southern desert.
"It's so pretty." Leaning his head against the window frame, Xu Sa said abruptly, "I used to think that although I had seen so many landscapes, there were many that I had never seen, and I would definitely be able to see them one by one with your father in the future." ”
"But I didn't expect that when I got to the next scenery, it was already the only mother and mother left."
"Good thing to have you, little one." Lowering his head and looking at his slightly bulging belly, Xu Sa smiled, "In the future, the revenge will be avenged, so you will accompany your mother and relatives to see the great rivers and mountains in various places, okay?" ”
"Hmm...... Don't say it's bad! ”
He laughed to himself for a long time, and the corners of his mouth went down. Xu Sa lowered his eyes, closed the window and returned to the bed, and fell asleep silently.
And there are dark clouds covering the moon above her head, and the Chu land in the distance is the bright moon in the sky.
In Yiju, Fu Rushen was looking at the portrait left by Jiang Xunyi. When he heard a knock on the door, he put away the portrait: "Come in." ”
Hengyuan sighed and pushed the door in: "Master." ”
During this period of time, there is no need for Fu Rushen to take the initiative to ask. Hengyuan looked at him, opened his mouth, and said, "Today, the villa has resigned two more brothers. Right now, on the side of the second owner, except for the account room that you have put under your name, there is no one at all. ”
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