When Gu Yuankun heard her words, he didn't show any surprise.

He said directly to her, "No. ”

"Why?" Xu Sa twisted his eyebrows, "Yuan Kun, you should know that I have been suspended now." Besides, I still have to go to Beiban to see Sister Ruyi, the road from Changliao to Beiban is not so easy to walk, and I am pregnant with a child, so it will be even more difficult to go. ”

Gu Yuankun looked at her for a long time, and only asked, "Why are you angry?" ”

Xu Sa choked.

"I was suspicious a few days before you knew about it. You can say that this kid, I was earlier than you know. I knew you, and I knew Fu Rushen earlier than you. After saying lightly, Gu Yuankun walked up to Xu Sa, picked up her trembling hand, and gently pressed it on her lower abdomen.

"For a while, you don't adapt to its existence."

"But if it's gone, you'll regret it."

"With it, you are no longer the only one left in the Xu family, understand?"

"You are going to Beiban, I will arrange it for you. My request is simple. You are obedient, be a good mother to it. Leave it behind. ”

Xu Sa was stunned by Gu Yuankun's words, and finally asked with a smile: "Yuankun, what are you trying to do?" ”

Gu Yuankun snorted coldly.

"I don't want to, just listen to your regretful cry later. It's annoying. ”

Xu Sa: "......"

Gu Yuankun left, saying that he was going to decoct the fetal pill for her. Leaving Xu Sa alone in the room, touching her lower abdomen, she felt more and more ridiculous, and she trembled in her heart.

…… Child?

I wanted to laugh a little, but I laughed weakly. Xu Sa got up slowly, walked around the room twice, and finally stopped in front of the window and sighed.

"Why are you so naughty?" She looked at her stomach and asked, "Do you know that your father doesn't want your mother anymore?" How pitiful your mother is now, you still have this problem! ”

Not to mention anything else, her current belly is still flat and flat, and there is no sign of pregnancy at all.

Where did she think that a little guy had already taken advantage of the situation and had been in her belly for two months?

“……”

Pouting angrily, Xu Sa waited for Gu Yuankun to come back with the medicine, and drank it all without resistance.

"Those horses, I just saw them at the window, they're no longer in the yard." After drinking the tocolytic medicine, Xu Sa said with a plum in his mouth.

Gu Yuankun nodded: "When I was on the way, I sent a letter to Fu Rushen and asked his people to pick up the horse at the designated place." ”

Xu Sa raised his eyes: "Yancheng? ”

Seeing through her thoughts, Gu Yuankun said, "He won't come by himself." ”

“…… I know. Xu Sa raised his hand, pressed his left arm, and shook his body back and forth: "He has his family business, and he won't walk away easily." ”

After a pause, she muttered, "I'll still think of him." I'm still not reconciled. But I know that no one is inseparable from anyone, as long as time passes, my feelings for him will definitely fade. ”

"Even if I had a child, I would forget about him. I can't conceive the child alone, but I can still try to bring it to me alone. ”

Gu Yuankun was silent for a while, and asked: "If one day, Dongchu can be rehabilitated, the enemy can be stabbed, and the world is peaceful, what if he lets you go back?" ”

Xu Sa squinted and smiled.

"He told me to go, and I left. If he asks me to go back, I will go back? Why? ”

Seeing that Gu Yuankun still had something to say, she shook her head: "I'm not stupid, I know he has a hard time." But it's because I'm not stupid that I can't be like anything, I will come when he asks me to come, and I will leave if he asks me to go? ”

Sighing with a smile, Xu Sa spread his hands: "If he could trust me a little more, give me even a little hint, instead of resolutely driving me away, I wouldn't be as disheartened as I am now." ”

She can not hate.

But if love is that he alone controls the overall situation, even if he has a hard time, he doesn't give her a hint, shoots arrows at her, gives her a leave of absence, and drives her away......

Then she won't be able to love it.

Fu Rushen felt that he could carry everything by himself, and he didn't need her to help. Then she won't stand, she is not rare to be protected by him, not to mention that he can't protect her well.

After Gu Yuankun listened, he only let out a faint "um".

"Remember to take me with you wherever you go." He said, "As long as you still need." ”

Xu Sa smiled at him: "Rebel, you are suddenly so good to the teacher, and you are not used to the teacher." ”

Gu Yuankun looked at her coldly: "Do you have a problem?" You can only be good to others, and you can't see others being good to you, and when you die, do you want to rush to work for the Bodhisattva? ”

Xu Sa: "......"

How did she feel that as soon as her apprentice came to Yancheng, she became irritable?

But it's no wonder that she couldn't imagine that Old Man Gu was so amiable like an old naughty boy, and there was a grandson like Gu Yuankun, and Gu Yuankun was called by the old man every day, "Sun cub, Sun Cub", and the whole person was about to explode.

"My grandfather, my father, and my brother are all of this nature." Later, Gu Yuankun explained to her, "So at that time, I ran away from home, on the one hand, because of the second room framed, but they felt that the matter was not serious, and they wanted to make a big deal small, on the other hand, it was because of ...... It's really annoying. ”

Xu Sa listened bizarrely. After knowing that he was gone, the second room almost ruined the reputation of the Shenqi camp, Gu Yuankun picked up the previous things, and when she was researching the new saddle and horse grass feed in her small house, she couldn't cry or laugh.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier, I thought you were really going to be a carpenter!"

Gu Yuankun said indifferently: "I don't want to say it." ”

If you don't want to say it, don't say it openly...... I heard that he followed his mother, and I don't know how Gu Yuankun's father and mother could get together.

During the day, Xu Sa drank tonic soup and tonic medicine, and listened to Old Man Gu talk about Gu Yuankun.

At night, she seemed accustomed to talking to herself. Nesting in the corner of the bed, looking at the night scene outside the window, the word she reads the most is "Fu Rushen".

"Fu Rushen, Yuan Kun said that you know that I am with him, but he didn't tell you where I am, so are you looking for me?"

"You shouldn't be looking for me, you are such a cautious person, as long as the situation is not clear, you would rather do your best than give people a little handle."

"Fu Rushen, you said that you won't let people hurt me, I'm moved."

"But I didn't expect that the last person to hurt me was you......"

"Can you give me a little hint? Don't give me a look, I can't read the look, even if you whispered to me at that time, love me...... Then I'm willing to give you my life...... I don't even need you to explain much. ”

Fu Rushen ...... I miss you...... I hate you! But I, I still miss you......"

Every night, some people cry heartbreakingly in the corner of the bed, and some people sigh helplessly next door: "Today's tonical medicine is drunk in vain." ”

There was also a person, standing at the window in the distance, looking behind his back: "Haven't you heard her whereabouts?" ”

"It's so hard. Smoke City is out of our control. The man behind him, "After the three village owners left, we can only be more cautious in doing things, and the big village owners forgive their sins, but the subordinates are not capable." ”

“…… That's it, it's important for you to keep your strength, I'm not in a hurry. ”

"Thank you for your understanding."

After the servant left, the room was quiet for a while, and then Hengyuan pushed the door in: "Master, the letter to the saint was handed over, and it arrived safely, and it was not intercepted." ”

"Hmm." Fu Rushen replied in a low voice and said, "The Holy Lord is not a faint king, nor is he a tyrant, but he attaches too much importance to gains and losses. If faith can reach the Holy Hands safely, I will finally be able to let go of some of my worries. ”

Can you let go of your worries a little bit?

Hengyuan looked at him for a long time and asked in a low voice, "Master, you haven't heard about Madame's whereabouts yet?" ”

“…… Well. ”

Hengyuan sighed secretly.

How can you let go of a little worry? The master's biggest concern now is that he still can't find the whereabouts of his wife?

The horse was sent on an errand, but it was funny to say: it was actually exchanged for a lady? The ice mound in the mouth of the Xinyu girl took away the lady, and gave them six sweaty BMWs, and gave them no money, what is the difference between this and robbing people?

If you didn't know that Mrs. was angry with her master...... Hey, it's all to blame on the Huai'an Wang family!

"Speaking of the master, Huai Shizi still keeps looking for the eldest lady, and wants to take her to recuperate or something in the name of her illness, we can't do anything about such a long-term thank you." Heng Yuan suddenly said, "My subordinates don't dare to say that Huai Shizi really thinks about the eldest lady, but Huai Shizi ...... him."

They will be opposed.

When Fu Rushen heard this, he only said, "Don't worry about him." As long as the letter arrives, after a while, we will be liberated. ”

The huge Longxing Villa, sure enough, still has to be three together. Even if there is one less corner, sooner or later it will fall apart. He can't be willful, but he's alone, really tired.

He is not a god or Buddha, and he cannot save sentient beings. He has ambitions, but he also has people who are reluctant.

If his ambition is destined to make the person he is reluctant to grieve, then he would rather change it, and he wants to chase back the person he is reluctant to.

"Hengyuan." Fu Ru asked faintly, "You say, if I hand over the greatest power of the Dragon Dart Bureau to the imperial court, will I be regarded as a traitor?" ”

Hengyuan was stunned, lowered his head and fell silent.

At first, when he heard his master say that he wanted to give up the Dragon Dart Bureau to the imperial court, and then he had full authority to listen to the arrangements of the imperial court and only take the money to do things, he was taken aback.

But when he saw that the affairs of the three people were all attributed to his master, the second owner and the third owner left without looking back, and he was the only one who was supporting, supporting the dart board and the shop, and worrying about one person day and night, he was really afraid that the master would fall.

"Master, you are not a traitor." Hengyuan said seriously, "At least your subordinates know, you did your best." ”

Leaving the shop in Longxing Villa and only separating the dart game, is this a decision and sacrifice that the master has been thinking about for a long time before he has made a decision? Hengyuan knew that after he told Xinyu about this matter, Xinyu softened his heart a little, and somewhat understood the master's distress.

Everyone has their own difficulties. When something happens suddenly, how can anyone think about things perfectly at a critical moment?

"It's just," Hengyuan said again, "Master, Madame's side, she may be angry with you." ”

"I know."

Fu Rushen said lightly, but sighed in his heart, is he sassy or angry? He broke her heart.

However, he will find a way to redeem it.

"You don't have to worry about that." Fu Rushen raised his head and gently touched the wind chimes hanging on the window with his hand, "Anyway, I'll wait for the news from the Holy Lord." Only by paving the way steadily, can I apologize to her the next time we meet. ”

Hengyuan was slightly stunned and asked him: "Master, aren't you afraid that your wife will be incognito in the future, and you will never see her again?" ”

Receiving Fu Rushen's glare, Hengyuan immediately covered his mouth. But seeing that Fu Rushen was silent, he let out a wry smile: "She will go to Beiban." I'm sure. ”

Knowing Xu Sa, this is his greatest pride now.

Only then will there be a faint light in his deep eyes.

……

After being diagnosed as pregnant for more than three months, thanks to the care of Gu Shaoying, Xu Sa's body finally stabilized, and he could also embark on the road to Beiban.

Old man Gu accompanied them for more than half a month, and when he left, he reluctantly said to Gu Yuankun: "Miss Xu has a family, don't always stare at others, go back and let your father and mother collect all the information of the unmarried girls in the five cities around Lutong, Sun cub, can you pick them one by one?" ”

Gu Yuankun saluted him with a cold face: "Take a step first." I'll write to the camp if there's something to do. ”

After speaking, he took Xu Sa into the carriage.

Xu Sa was embarrassed in the carriage, and said to him: "Then it's your grandfather, and he's going to be separated again, don't you say a few words?" ”

But when she leaned out to greet Old Man Gu, what she saw was Old Man Gu's smiling face: "Slow down, you two!" Stay safe on the road! ”

After Xu Sa inexplicably retracted the carriage, Gu Yuankun said indifferently: "Before taking over the Shenqi Camp, the Gu family was in the business of carriage and horse pavilions. Grandpa and dozens of brothers in his generation have never been able to get together since they were separated, and it is fate that more than three people can get together in the capital in a few years, and they know best that everyone must have their own way of living. ”

Xu Sa was silent, pursed his lips and opened the curtain, and looked at the road in front of him: "But you are not from the Carriage and Horse Pavilion." Yuan Kun, you have a family, and the old man is definitely still looking forward to your return. ”

Gu Yuankun looked at her for a long time, held the broad sword in his arms, closed his eyes and did not answer.

Xu Sa also lowered the car curtain, gently put her hand on her lower abdomen, and closed her eyes, as if sitting opposite her was still the person who said "Xijing", but after getting along for a long time, he would always take the initiative to find some topics with her.

Now that she thinks about it, she doesn't feel so sad.

She would never again imagine what he would have been like if she had known that he was by her side when she was pregnant.

"Fu Rushen."

In the long night, she finally wrote the last letter to him—

"You tempted me, you let me leave, I listened to you, but I don't want to come back."

"I know you're struggling, but you should know that I love you. It's not your fault that you've made the one who loves you die, I'm sorry, I think, maybe it's because I don't love you enough. ”

"It's not your fault that you still choose moths to fight the fire after not being hurt by you. Blame me for being too cowardly. ”

"I'm sorry."

This letter, even Gu Yuankun didn't know about its existence. She quietly sent it to Longxing Villa, and I don't know if Fu Rushen can receive it.

But it didn't matter to her.

It is enough to be injured once, she will never expect it in the future, she will not hope, Yuan Kun is right, if the child does not stay, she will definitely regret it. She has to take good care of this little guy, and in the future, she will have a family and no longer need anything else.

So be it.

The road to the north is indeed not easy. It's not that there are many bumps and bumps, but there are many checkpoints, if it weren't for the identity of Gu Yuankun, the young camp master of the Shenqi Battalion, on the road to open the way, Xu Sa found that she couldn't reach Beiban alone.

"Sure enough, saving people is rewarding?" A month later, when he finally arrived at the border of the Northern Barbarians, Xu Sa clapped his hands and sighed, looking at the grassland scenery of the Northland dizzyingly, and he couldn't wait to pop his head out of the small window on the side of the carriage.

It wasn't until she was dragged back by Gu Yuankun that she excitedly said to him: "Rebel! Thank you! When you get to the place, I invite you to drink and eat meat for the teacher! I've heard that the customs here are extravagant! ”

Gu Yuankun glanced at her slightly bulging stomach coldly, and said, "I can drink, but you can't." ”

"Oh, I know!" Xu Sa immediately replied to him, and then pouted: "I have to eat less meat, otherwise it's okay to be seen by Sister Ruyi, and when Jiu'er sees it, she must be pointing at me and laughing!" ”

Thanks to Gu Yuankun, he has taken care of her so well in the past month, taking a carriage from sunrise to sunset, it took a month to get to Beiban, not to mention, and raised her fat!

Although it's not too exaggerated, occasionally she touches her soft face, and she will feel an inexplicable sense of guilt.

I'm really sorry for the self who used to study hard and practice his posture vigorously!

Sure enough, after going through many more levels, it took a lot of Zhou Zhang to meet Wei Ruyi and Jiu'er, as she expected, one was concerned about her, and the other was full of incredulity around her: "Sister Sa, why are you fat?" ”

"It's not that Yuan Kun fed me too well!" Xu Sa looked depressed, "Jiu'er, you don't have to be so surprised, right?" I'm not too fat! ”

Wei Ruyi and Jiu'er, who heard this, both laughed.

Turning around and inviting Xu Sa into his room, Wei Ruyi said: "The main thing is that Jiu'er and I heard that you were injured and escaped from Longxing Villa alone, and then we have been worried that you are not doing well, but I didn't expect you to be doing well." ”

While speaking, he looked at Xu Sa, Wei Ruyi smiled softly: "Seeing that you are doing well, we are relieved." ”

"Don't worry, I'm worried." Xu Sa was suddenly depressed.

"What's wrong?" Wei Ruyi blinked suspiciously, and then said, "Sasa, you don't have to worry, the prince has occupied a place in the army of the Northern Barbarians. We are following him now, and we are safe. ”

Xu Sa vaguely knew this, thanks to her correspondence with Wei Ruyi when she was at Longxing Villa, and Wei Ruyi told her about where they were and how she would meet her if they were to come.

However, Xu Sa is not going to talk about this matter.

Facing Wei Ruyi's increasingly puzzled gaze, she smiled bitterly and pointed to her stomach: "This little guy has been more than four months, and I think that it may be four or five months away, and it will come out, I am getting more and more nervous now." ”

Wei Ruyi was stunned.

Jiu'er opened her mouth even more when she heard this, and it took a long time to stand beside Xu Sa incredibly: "Sister Sa...... Who, who's? ”

"Mine." Xu Sa shrugged, "I'm with Fu Rushen." ”

"My eldest brother's child!?" Han Ye suddenly pushed the door and rushed in, startling Xu Sa, Wei Ruyi twisted his eyebrows and looked at him in a low voice, "Three village masters!" ”

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm a little excited." Han Ye touched the back of his head, and hurriedly came to Xu Sa: "What's the matter, sister-in-law, are you pregnant with my eldest brother's child?" ”

"You don't have to call me sister-in-law." Xu Sa said calmly, "I have been divorced by the owner of Fu Dazhuang, although this child has his bloodline, he doesn't want me anymore, and the child is mine alone." ”

The atmosphere in the room was a little cold and hard for a while, Han Ye looked at Wei Ruyi, Wei Ruyi looked at Xu Sa, Xu Sa looked at Han Ye again, and saw that he was the same as Wei Ruyi, dressed in the style of Beiban, and was still wearing leather armor, she smiled: "Han Ye, what are you...... Joined the army? ”

"Huh? No, I'm just going to give the second brother a hand," Han Ye smiled, sat next to Wei Ruyi and said, "The second brother is still busy, I heard that you are here, he is excited...... Hiss! ”

There was a sudden pain in his waist, Han Ye glanced at Wei Ruyi, who was sitting quietly, and said with a smile: "He wanted to come to greet you, but he couldn't get out of it for the time being, so I'll take a look first." ”

A group of people hadn't seen each other in months. When we met again, my appearance did not change for long, but I felt as if a long time had passed. Sitting around a table, regardless of their identities at the time of parting, they all look like a group of old friends at the moment.

Even if it's true or not, whoever hides it from anyone, they can meet again, and Xu Sa is also overwhelmed by joy.

It didn't take long for Han Ye to be called away. Gu Yuankun asked Jiu'er to take him to clean up the two rooms and come out, and only Xu Sa and Wei Ruyi were left in the house.

"Sister Ruyi," as soon as the room was empty, Xu Sa changed to a gossipy face, "You and Han Ye actually get along well?" I saw Han Ye holding two gold bricks, and he was quite happy! ”

"Sasa!" Wei Ruyi's face was a little red when she said it, and she said angrily: "Don't talk nonsense! ”

"What nonsense?" Xu Sa smiled teasingly, "I think it's good to have someone who doesn't hesitate to drop everything to come here with you, it's not a big problem with age!" ”

Wei Ruyi was helpless, and wanted to make fun of her and Gu Yuankun. But when she caught a glimpse of Xu Sa's slightly bulging belly, she was secretly annoyed again, it must be that Han Ye was often out of tune and led her astray, so what did she say?

It's better to take advantage of the lack of people and say something serious.

"Sasa," pulling Xu Sa to sit on the soft collapse, Wei Ruyi said: "Since we called the Beiban, we have had a lot less contact with the Dongchu side. Many things are also not fully understood, so what happened to you and the big owner? ”

Xu Sa listened to her question, his eyes flashed slightly, and he smiled: "It's not good." He divorced me, me and him, that's all. ”

Wei Ruyi frowned, a little incredulous: "Are you serious?" ”

"What's serious?" Xu Sa smiled inexplicably, "He gave me a letter of resignation and said cruel things to drive me away, shouldn't I take it seriously?" ”

Seeing that she had been relieved, Wei Ruyi looked a little embarrassed, shook her head and said, "It's not." I just heard that Master Fu Dazhuang divorced you, and I always thought that this was just for people to see. After all, I'm with Han Ye...... Including Shizi, I don't think that the two of you will really be separated. ”

"But we're really separated." Xu Sa finished speaking as a matter of course, waved his hand and said, "Anyway, this matter is like this, I regret separating from him, but it's okay to see it." I can raise the child alone, and I don't need him anymore when the child is there in the future. ”

Wei Ruyi was helpless, and shook his head with a smile: "Does the owner of the big village know that you are pregnant with a child?" ”

“…… He should, I don't know. Xu Sa pursed his lips, and then protected his stomach, "It's good that he doesn't know!" This child is conceived by me, and it was Yuan Kun who persuaded me to stay, and it has nothing to do with him! ”

Such an angry look...... Wei Ruyi shook her head, and said to her for a while: "In that case, Sasa, I might as well tell you something." ”

"What's the matter?"

Wei Ruyi narrowed her eyes, raised her eyes again, and said seriously: By now, you and Shizi already know each other's identities. I want to say, in fact, for so many years, the prince has been looking for you. ”

"Sasa, I don't know about others, and it's inconvenient to say more. But Shizi, he has always had you in his heart. He never let you go. ”

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