0193 Life is always so unsatisfactory

Huang Honglin said: "I was wrong, I was really wrong." There's no way back to the way I was before, I'm out of my control, I'm crazy! ”

Wang Liang, Sun Weimin, and Huang Honglin's comrades-in-arms all listened carefully to the secrets that had been hidden in the veteran's heart.

Even the comrades-in-arms who had a very good relationship with Huang Honglin did not know much about Huang Honglin's more detailed situation.

Because he won't open his mouth at all, and continuing to ask will only make him become agitated, and then make some radical moves.

And today, after meeting Wang Liang, Huang Honglin took off his armor and was willing to share his mental journey.

Wang Liang, this amiable old man has a special aura in him, which always makes these veterans willing to believe him.

Perhaps, this is sympathy.

Wang Liang understands them, but they don't know that at night decades ago, Wang Liang was also anxious.

Huang Honglin said: "When I was alone, I still often had nightmares, I thought that it would be better to get married and have a pillow person, but ......"

"Honglin, what have you dreamed of?" Wang Liang asked.

"What I did the most was the battlefield dream, the Xingqing with brains splashed everywhere, and the deputy platoon commander Lin Zuwu, who was blown to shreds in his chest, those brothers who died, I dreamed of them all. Every night, I have to go back to the old mountain. ”

Huang Honglin continued: "Later, I began to enter the battle plot, I dreamed that the Vietnamese soldiers threw grenades at me, and the explosion did not hurt me, and then they rushed up and tried to capture me alive. I groped left and right to find a gun, no weapons, and I couldn't find a rock when I tried to pick it up. Later......"

Before Huang Honglin could continue, Wang Liang interrupted him: "Later, you prepared some guys to put under your pillow?" Kitchen knife? Fruit knives? Axe? ”

Huang Honglin was very surprised: "Chief, how do you know?!" ”

"Because I've been on the tip of a knife just like you, and I've been through so much more than you. By the end of the last century, I had been stationed on a first-line island all year round, and at that time I had a pistol under my pillow and loaded. Wang Liang smiled.

Wang Liang didn't finish speaking: "What are you, at that time, no matter how hot it is, the doors and windows of my home must be closed, the curtains must be opaque, and an upside-down wine bottle must be placed at the door of the bedroom every night......"

Wang Liang chattered endlessly, and Huang Honglin was stunned.

You're the old driver.

"Chief, you're much more prepared than I do! What about you now? Huang Honglin's eyes lit up, and it was obvious that the same habit had brought the relationship between the two closer.

Perhaps, this is the veteran.

Speaking of this, Wang Liang couldn't help but sigh.

In those days on the border island, Su Xiao was really tortured enough.

At that time, Wang Liang, who had fought for most of his life, did not come out of the shadow of the war, and he had to be on guard at all times.

There was too much blood on his hands, albeit from the hateful enemy, but ......

Wang Liang did not hesitate to share a series of his experiences with Huang Honglin.

This is healing.

The more he talked, the more energetic he became, Huang Honglin no longer kept it, and said everything that had been accumulated in his heart.

The past of those old sesame seeds and rotten grains.

"Because I am a combat hero, I was favored by the leaders when I first came to work in the Tobacco Bureau, and I was appointed director within a few days of work. But you also know that those of us who are soldiers, especially me, have uncontrollable tempers after returning from the battlefield, and they don't know how to run a business, so they don't make many mistakes in their work, and they don't quarrel with the leaders, and they can even get started. Huang Honglin said.

Within a few years, Huang Honglin was suppressed.

A second-class meritorious soldier of the Sixth Company, a hero who fought in the Vietnam War, and a leader with a big belly, if he didn't regain his strength, he would definitely die.

It's all started, can the leader still favor it?

There is no doubt that the director's position was relieved and assigned to the post of treasury manager, and then he was simply relegated to the most dangerous and difficult inspection post.

"Chief, I think the days in the inspection post were the happiest for me, I seem to have returned to the years of fighting, and I found that I was not so useless......" Huang Honglin's face was full of joy when he mentioned the inspection.

Contact informants, dig up clues, squat, and arrest.

The original skills are finally useful.

Huang Honglin has done an impressive job in his inspection work, and has also cracked the largest smuggling case since the establishment of the local tobacco bureau, and has received countless awards and honorary certificates.

For more than 20 years, Huang Honglin has been busy on the front line.

Of course, his condition was getting worse in the process.

During the arrest, he beat the suspects involved in the case half to death, and he was complained about it.

Before entering the millennium, an incident made him famous.

A few days after the bombing of the Chinese Embassy in the Federal Republic of Yugoslavia in 1999, Huang Honglin hired workers to carry a large amount of mud and earth to build a pillbox on the roof of his house. 、

"At that time, I thought that if war suddenly came one day, at least my family and I would have a place to avoid it, I would build up the back of the house, strengthen it, thicken it, and I still have tents, shovels, iron picks to dig holes, and water and food." Huang Honglin Road.

In addition to this, he also trained wolfdogs.

Weird, seen as a weird person by the neighbors.

During the New Year's holidays and funerals, whenever the firecrackers sounded, Huang Honglin's reaction was very strong, and he would shout: "Lie down!" ”

After that, he lay down on the spot.

The temper is also growing, just a little bit.

In 2006, Huang Honglin's tobacco bureau caught up with the reform and proposed a policy of diversion of surplus personnel, calling on employees to buy out and lay off workers.

Huang Honglin smiled self-deprecatingly: "I have offended the leader so many times, I will definitely be put in small shoes." The leader said to me: 'Honglin, you have fought in battles, you are still a combat hero, a second-class meritorious hero of our country, you should have this kind of awareness, take the lead, set an example.' Don't worry, when the time comes to re-hire and take up the post, I will definitely consider you first. I hesitated, believed his nonsense, and felt that I would be given priority to be rehired at that time, so I simply signed a layoff agreement. ”

Yes, Huang Honglin, who came from that era, experienced artillery fire and was able to suffer from the sequelae of the war, which shows that he is a pure person.

A person with a simple mind, a person who is not complicated.

Later, Huang Honglin was not rehired, and only got a buyout fee of 180,000 yuan.

Laid off, really laid off.

He was unwilling and went to the leader to ask about rehiring.

What is a verbal promise, in this day and age, written promises don't work.

Behind closed doors, quarrels and quarrels, in the end, Huang Honglin became a troublemaker, and the security guards came to expel him.

Of course, those security guards were all put to the ground by him within a few tens of seconds, unable to get up.

alarmed the police station, the police, and was taken away......

Huang Honglin's appearance was very painful: "Chief, I'm not reconciled, that job was exchanged for my life on the front line of Laoshan." The iron rice bowl, if you say it's smashed, it's smashed, it's smashed, not to mention that I love that job! That's my life! ”