0306 I love you, so please leave

It would be nice if life could go on like this, if there were no such things that happened later.

Two thousand years, Li Mei gave birth to a daughter for Yang Jianguo, and Yang Jianguo, who had no task, went home on vacation and accompanied his wife to complete the production.

The vacation ended soon, and Yang Jianguo, who returned to the army, devoted himself to training again.

But when he was doing physical fitness, he suddenly felt inexplicable pain all over his body, and his muscles had a sense of weakness, and he couldn't use his strength.

At the beginning, he didn't take this to heart, and more than ten years of training will inevitably have a certain impact on his physical functions.

I don't have any back pain and leg pain, and I'm embarrassed to say that I am a soldier, so I can rest for a few days.

But after a few days, Yang Jianguo found that instead of getting better, the situation had become more serious.

Yang Jianguo, who felt that the situation was not right, did not delay any longer, and immediately asked for leave to go to the army's hospital for an examination.

It doesn't matter if you check it, you find out that there is a big problem.

"Can't use your hands?"

"Yes, it trembles as soon as you exert it. It feels hard to lift my hand now, and I can't even put my hat on. ”

"What about walking? You stand up and take a few steps and I'll see. Listening to Yang Jianguo's own description of the symptoms, the doctor's expression became extremely serious.

"Okay." Yang Jianguo got up from his chair with difficulty and took two steps back and forth.

The doctor's brows tightened and he asked, "Are there any symptoms of hoarseness and slurred speech?" Do you feel that it is difficult to swallow when you eat, and the saliva still does not flow out? ”

"Yes, all of these symptoms are present. When I drink water, I often choke, and I still feel difficult to breathe from time to time, and I always feel phlegm in my throat, but I can't cough it out. ”

Yang Jianguo vaguely felt the seriousness of the problem, and couldn't help but ask the doctor: "Comrade, what's wrong with me?" ”

"This, this one needs to be further examined before a conclusion can be drawn. Comrade lieutenant, I can only tell you that the situation can be bad. Your situation needs a specialist to do a consultation, you should go to the hospital first. The doctor said.

Five thunders hit the top, this is what Yang Jianguo felt at that time.

The doctor in front of him was the deputy chief physician of the military hospital.

"Comrade, can I continue to serve?" Yang Jianguo asked.

"Comrade Lieutenant, the question now is not whether you can continue to serve, if you are diagnosed, I am afraid you will not live for five years!" The doctor shook his head helplessly.

Specialist consultation.

"There is no abnormality in the cerebrospinal fluid examination."

"The electromyography shows neurogenic damage, and the nerve conduction velocity is normal."

"The report of the muscle biopsy came out, the typical pathology of denervation amyotrophia."

"It's blood, urine results, creatine phosphokinase is very high."

"Cervical spondylosis, cervical cord tumors, syringomyelia and brainstem tumors have been ruled out."

"Based on the clinical symptoms, it can be concluded that it is motor neuron damage."

Motor neuron damage may sound unfamiliar, but the mention of its other name can't help but send chills in the back.

ALS, one of the world's five major terminal diseases, ALS.

Upper and lower motor neuron injuries cause gradual weakness and atrophy of muscles including the ball, limbs, trunk, chest, and abdomen.

"There is no good cure, this is a disease that is even more cruel than cancer. For the patient, its cruelty is not only that there is no cure or medicine, but also that he must clearly witness the whole process of his own life. ”

"Muscle atrophy begins in the limbs, gradually spreads to all parts of the body, and eventually becomes completely paralyzed. There is no problem with thinking and consciousness at all, I can hear, I can see, and I can feel pain. Most ALS people eventually die of respiratory failure, but in the process, ALS people are clear-headed and clearly see themselves approaching death. ”

Comment section.

"How can there be such a disease?"

"Not long ago, a female doctor from Beijing University died of this disease, which was very painful."

"You can't survive, you can't die, it's cruel and terrifying."

"This is my old platoon commander!"

"It's cruel."

Five years later, the experts have made their final verdict.

Yang Jianguo dragged his tired body, secretly ran out of the hospital, and got on the train back to his hometown.

Seeing his wife who was still in confinement, and the daughter who was waiting to be fed, Yang Jianguo's heart was extremely uncomfortable.

Thinking about it, long pain is better than short pain.

Yang Jianguo told his wife Li Mei and said the words that had been held all the way: "Let's divorce, the house belongs to you, all the property is given to you, I will leave the house, and I will pay the support for my daughter." ”

He loved his wife, all he didn't want to be a burden to his wife.

How could Li Mei agree, she resolutely disagreed, and repeatedly asked her husband what was wrong.

Yang Jianguo was tight-lipped and refused to say anything, only asked for a divorce, and resolutely divorced.

In the scolding of relatives, the marriage finally divorced.

Yang Jianguo also had a reputation for being a white-eyed wolf and ungrateful.

Since then, Yang Jianguo has disappeared into the vast sea of people, and there has been no news.

Later, when Li Mei, who was bent on remarrying, went to the army to find Yang Jianguo, she learned the truth of the matter.

That day, the military wife wept bitterly, and after crying she laughed again.

Crying because her husband is terminally ill.

Laugh, because the husband has always loved him deeply.

He didn't want to be a burden to himself.

After searching and inquiring in many ways, Li Mei finally found Yang Jianguo, who was lying on the hospital bed waiting for death.

The husband who used to be able to write beautiful handwriting, cook a table of colorful and fragrant meals, and won the championship in the five-kilometer cross-country run in the regiment has been lying down.

Once, he was so strong, so heroic.

Li Mei's heart was completely broken.

The husband and wife who reunited after a long absence, hugged their heads and cried, and the tears flowed, and the rest was strong.

Five years, five years to live.

Li Mei made up her mind that she must pull her husband back from the death line, she must support the family, and she can't let her daughter lose her father.

In order to take care of Yang Jianguo, Li Mei quit her job in the factory and embarked on a long road with her husband to seek medical advice.

After getting sick, Yang Jianguo's temperament changed greatly, his temper became extremely irritable, and he often got angry about small things.

I don't eat anything when I'm feeding, I spit out when I'm fed water, and I'm so irritable that I even open my mouth to bite Li Mei.

Maybe Yang Jianguo did it on purpose, he wanted to make his wife angry, and he didn't want to watch her suffer like a waste person.

She is still young, find someone to marry, forget the past hardships, and start a happy new life.

For her, there is still a long way to go in life.

That was the purest thought in the heart of this revolutionary soldier suffering from illness, the idea of putting it into action.

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