0307 I'm here to laugh, I'm here to cry

Li Mei, who was wronged, could only endure silently, she could cry, but she could never cry in front of her husband.

After crying, I wiped away my tears, and then returned to the hospital bed to continue to take care of my husband.

Li Mei never thought about leaving.

If you don't leave me, I will live and die, this is love.

Li Mei, who was scolded and bitten, continued to feed her husband with water and food, and turned over for a massage.

Yang Jianguo can see that no matter what he does or how much he does it, his wife will not leave him.

Think about it from another perspective, if your wife has this disease, your choice will be the same as hers.

Thinking about this, Yang Jianguo completely gave up the idea of "liberating" Li Mei in his heart and became cooperative.

He could not afford to put any more burden on his wife.

Fate always plays tricks on people like this, and unfortunate things always follow one after another.

Because of the hard work day and night, coupled with the fact that the nutrition could not keep up shortly after giving birth, Li Mei's body has always been in a sub-healthy state and did not pay attention to rest.

It costs money to find a doctor, and the economy is very tight, and Li Mei can't take care of herself, so she can save a little.

Finally, one day, she also collapsed.

Acute appendicitis almost killed her, and if she hadn't been taken to the hospital for timely surgery, she might have died.

On the third day after the operation, Li Mei strongly requested to be discharged from the hospital.

She knew that hospitalization would cost a lot of money, and she couldn't worry about her husband.

Dragging her weak body, Li Mei returned home and continued to take care of her husband and daughter.

Li Mei seemed to be stunned, asking everywhere about the treatment of ALS, and asked everyone she could.

"More than ten years ago, this disease was still very unfamiliar to the public." Wang Liang said.

As soon as she heard that there was a home remedy, she immediately ran to it.

Sometimes, knowing that the other party may be a liar, she has to go, for fear of missing it.

Later, Li Mei heard that there was a hospital in Shishi that treated motor neuron damage well, so she pushed her wheelchair and took her husband to the distance.

And the two-year-old daughter.

Because the old man is old, he can't take care of the children at all.

Li Mei, a strong military wife, pushed her husband in a wheelchair and then carried her daughter on her back.

When I arrived in Shishi, maybe because I was not accustomed to the water and soil, or maybe I was infected with the virus at the crowded train station, my little daughter began to vomit and diarrhea as soon as she got off the train, and even fainted.

Li Mei was frightened and hurriedly sent the child to the hospital for rescue.

That picture, that scene, this feeling at that time, I think this military wife will never forget, and she will never forget it for the rest of her life.

The two-year-old daughter was lying on the bed in the emergency room, convulsing vigorously and convulsively.

The doctor in the emergency department pricked her with needles and lavaged her stomach, which was a two-year-old child, how much suffering and how many sins she had suffered.

What parent doesn't feel distressed to see their children suffer such a sin and suffer such a crime?

The treatment in Shishi did not have any obvious effect, and the money scraped together was quickly spent, and in desperation, Li Mei had to take her husband and daughter home.

Save money, do odd jobs everywhere, and borrow money everywhere.

The troops helped, friends and relatives also gave money, and the local hospital also waived some of the giant's medical expenses after learning about the situation.

In two thousand and four years, Li Mei took her husband to the north for the second time.

Li Mei brought her husband and daughter to the capital, the capital, because there are the best hospitals, the best doctors, and the most cutting-edge equipment.

In Beijing, Yang Jianguo underwent a stem cell transplant.

The effect is also not very obvious.

In Beijing, Li Mei had the opportunity to meet many patients who suffered from ALS like her husband, and she also got a lot of information about this disease from them.

Many of them have even traveled abroad to see a doctor, and their families have been ruined and have not been cured.

This is a world problem, and Li Mei finally understands what it means to call a world problem.

Unable to return to heaven, he could only lie quietly in bed, waiting for death.

Li Mei pushed her husband to the Forbidden City, saw Tiananmen Square, and took the subway.

She wanted her husband to see more, to see the bustling city he had guarded.

There are many steps in the Forbidden City, and she carries a wheelchair up step by step.

It was inconvenient for the subway to push the wheelchair, so she hugged her husband up and down.

The capital, the capital.

When I walk here on every street

My heart never seemed to be at peace

In addition to the roar of the engine and the sound of electricity

I seem to hear its candlestick heartbeat

I'm here to laugh, I'm here to cry

I'm alive here, and I'm dying here

I'm praying here, I'm lost here

I'm looking here, I'm losing here

Wang Liang said: "In order to treat her husband's illness, Li Mei is reluctant to eat and wear, and over the years, she has not visited a shopping mall or accompanied her children to the playground once. During the New Year, the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner at home is also clear soup and little water. ”

Li Mei said: "No matter how difficult life is, no matter how financially constrained, I don't worry about it, what I am most afraid of is that I am sick and my children are sick, because now Lao Yang can't do without me almost all the time." ”

"Now there are us." Wang Liang gritted his teeth, and self-blame spread in his heart.

The veterans' fund was established too late, making this soldier who once shed blood and sweat for the republic suffer, and making this great military wife suffer for twenty years.

Later, due to the gradual atrophy of muscles, Yang Jianguo completely lost his swallowing and chewing functions, and almost all other functions were lost except for being conscious and able to rotate his eyes while lying on the bed.

No matter how serious the problem is, a grain of rice and a mouthful of phlegm can kill him, and he can only eat every day with a catheter from his nostrils to his stomach.

Li Mei stirs chicken, beef, pork, vegetables, and rice into a paste with a meat whisk every day and puts it in a pot to boil.

Lying down for a long time caused Yang Jianguo's digestive function to have problems, so he could only eat less and more meals, which made Li Mei bitter, and he had to feed five meals a day, and he also had to ensure that the nutrition of the meals was balanced and that he was neither hot nor cold.

In addition to five meals, in order to make Yang Jianguo's nutrition balanced, Li Mei fed fruit and milk twice a day, and fed one meal for one hour, and when her husband was unwell, she couldn't finish feeding it for an hour.

Arms, waist, terrible pain.

Every day when Li Mei eats, she always hurriedly picks up two bites between feeding her husband, and often after feeding him, her own food is also cold, and she has not eaten a good meal for many years.

Since Yang Jianguo is bedridden all year round, the daily nutrition must be very even, otherwise the stool will be lumpy. Every time I can't poop out, I get hemorrhoids.

Li Mei washed it with warm water little by little, and picked it little by little with her hands, because if the stool could not be solved, it could lead to life-threatening conditions.