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Sandalwood is curling, and the fragrance is affectionate.

Shan Fei heard Cao Ning'er's tone be different, and finally turned around slowly, and saw Cao Ning'er's misty eyes through the curling incense mist, and finally said after a long time: "Miss...... What do you want to say? ”

Cao Ning'er stared at Shan Fei's eyes, and finally said after a long time: "You don't have to call me any eldest lady anymore, you are no longer a subordinate of Cao Mansion, and I was not a eldest lady before." ”

Solo just smiled.

Cao Ning'er didn't smile, she only felt that although the headache was much better, her heartbeat was getting more and more intense, and she no longer avoided the gaze of Solo Fei, Cao Ning'er said in a low voice: "In fact, many years ago, I was no different from you, since I can remember, my mother is tired all day long, until the third uncle has the ability, the family situation has improved." ”

Shan Fei knew that what Cao Ning'er said was true, more than ten years ago, the Central Plains was in turmoil, at that time, the Central Plains was full of smoke, coupled with the tyranny of the imperial court, the Yellow Turban Army rioted, almost destroyed all production cycles, the emperor would be hungry, Xiahou Yuan had to abandon his son to raise the children of his deceased brother, and the thing of ordinary people eating people was not even new.

"I'm afraid you wouldn't have thought of what I've suffered." Cao Ning'er was in a state of confusion, feeling that what she said was not what she wanted to say, but after saying it, she couldn't help but continue.

"It wasn't until recent years that the Son of Heaven moved to Xudu, and life got much better." Cao Ning'er continued: "Dad has been fighting outside all the year round, but he doesn't want us to suffer with him anymore. ”

Solo nodded. Schematic understanding.

In fact, for thousands of years, this kind of thing is not uncommon, and it is difficult for any parent to let their children repeat their suffering.

It is precisely because they have suffered that more parents do not want their children to suffer the same.

Although Cao Hong and Xiahou Yuan are generals, they can be regarded as meritorious figures around Cao Cao. But they are also parents, and the negligence of their children during the war makes them feel more compensated, which makes their children lack training, which is one of the reasons why there are fewer leaders among their children since them.

"It's because I've experienced too much suffering that I attach great importance to everything in front of me." Cao Ning'er looked up at Solo Fei, her eyes filled with mist, "I'm used to everything I've done." I'm not used to any changes anymore. But I forgot that you also have your habits, and you have your sufferings. ”

After a long pause, Cao Ning'er said softly: "Therefore, if I have any actions that make you dissatisfied before, please ...... Don't be surprised, okay? ”

The fragrance is lingering and the silence is silent.

Shan Fei saw that Cao Ning'er didn't look away anymore, just looked at him persistently. As if waiting for his reply, he finally smiled. "The eldest lady is serious...... I ......"

Seeing that Cao Ning'er was just silent, Shan Fei sighed lightly, "What the eldest lady said also reminds me of my previous days." ”

"How was your old life?" Cao Ning'er immediately said that she wanted to know more about Solo Fei's previous experience.

Shan Fei smiled, with emotion in his expression. "My family has always been a single passer, but when I was a child, I was different from the eldest lady, and I didn't go through too much suffering."

Cao Ning'er was stunned.

How is this possible?

"But I've been trained far more than the children I grew up with." Solo Fei recalled.

Of course, his knowledge is not conjured up in a vacuum, and he can be trusted by the highest level at a young age. What others see is only glory, but he knows that behind the glory is a far more tempering than ordinary people.

"I didn't have time to think about the other things."

Shan Fei said: "I kept searching, thinking and researching, indulging in my own knowledge, ignoring the eyes and ridicule of others. ”

After a pause, Shan Fei smiled and said, "They all say that people like me are destined to be lonely for a lifetime." ”

"No, absolutely not." Cao Ning'er categorically denied it, she just thought in her heart - as long as you are willing, you will never be lonely, the words in your heart are what you really want to say, but why can't you say it in your mouth?

"But I listened to those words, and I didn't mind anything. Because I am not only interested in learning those things, but also in my family's responsibility. When he spoke, Shan Fei was just thinking about Cao Ning'er's responsibility, wouldn't it be very similar to him back then.

As Cao Hong's daughter, the eldest lady of Cao Mansion is destined to take on more responsibilities than ordinary children.

Cao Ning'er was slightly surprised, she didn't know that Shan Fei was recalling his contemporary affairs, but she was just thinking - what was his family's responsibility?

"But that changed when I came here."

Shan Fei smiled helplessly, "In the days when I was injured and lying in bed, I used to give myself a goal, because I would only let myself forget some things after I determined a goal. ”

If you can change the environment and immediately forget everything you once had, what kind of heartless existence would it be?

Standing there, Solo looked somewhat lonely, even though he was smiling.

"Aren't all people like that?" Shan Fei laughed and said, "We are desperately busy to exhaust every period of time, so as to prove our existence to everyone, but we can't prove to ourselves why we exist. ”

Cao Ning'er was stunned, she had been suffering first, then bearing, and then the responsibility of the family was shaved shoulders, she had never thought of flying solo and had this kind of thought, this kind of thought had never been heard of for her.

Is being busy proving their existence?

Really?

Her mind was confused, but she didn't know that this topic had been pondered by countless people for thousands of years, but it was always difficult to give a real answer.

"But I'm slowly discovering something." Shan Fei shook his head and said, "No matter how busy I am, but in the dead of night, I wonder what I'm doing?" ”

After a long time, Shan Fei raised his eyebrows and smiled to reveal his white teeth, "It turns out that I am just the same as before, I am laughing at myself...... I finally got a chance to do it again, but nothing else has changed. We always want to change too many things, but in the end we find that it is so difficult to change ourselves, so we ...... I definitely want to go to Yecheng again. ”

Go to Yecheng and have a look. There is an opportunity to know another being in life.

Cao Ning'er only heard the words "go to Yecheng", and her hot heart slowly cooled down.

Seeing that he had become cold, Shan Fei didn't explain too much, "Miss, you rest more and be careful not to catch a cold." Even if you catch a cold, use the method I told you. I'm leaving. ”

Cao Ning'er watched Shan Fei leave a little dazedly, and heard Cui'er shouting in front of the door: "You can't go!" ”

"Let Shan Fei go." Cao Ning'er said weakly on the bed.

Cui'er was stunned, and she was already far away when she flew solo.

The morning light has faded, the birds are chirping, and the autumn sun is making its last efforts to rise from the edge of the sky.

Cao Coffin's sedan chair was still parked in front of the mansion, and when he saw Shan Fei coming to the sedan chair, the sedan chair was not immediately lifted, and Cao Coffin's voice came out of it. "You don't know that Ning'er likes you?"

Flying solo was stunned.

Of course he knew, but what could he do?

"Maybe even if you know, you either ignore it unintentionally, or pretend not to know." Cao Coffin muttered again.

Solo Fei frowned.

Cao Qi got up early, and now that the dawn is breaking, he still doesn't look like he's in a hurry, but just said: "You are really calm, you don't have a calmness that is not at all like this age." But don't you think...... If you think of this day in the future. I'm going to regret it......"

Shan Fei listened to Cao Coffin's chatter that it didn't look like before, and suddenly said, "Third Master." So what do you say I should do? ”

There was silence in the car.

After a long time, Cao Coffin said, "This is your decision......"

"Yes, that's my decision." Shan Fei cut off, with a rare hint of ridicule in his eyes, "But this is also your decision between Lord Zhao and Third Master Cao." ”

Seeing that there was no more life in the sedan chair, Shan Fei said in a deep voice: "After last night's killing." I think whether it is Lord Zhao, the third master, or I flying solo, we will understand that we have no other choice at all. ”

Ignoring Cao Coffin's movements, Shan Fei still said: "If the third master didn't understand this, he wouldn't let me stay in the attic last night." Is the third master afraid of ......?"

"What am I afraid of?" Cao Coffin said coldly.

"The third master is afraid that I will be shaken, and the third master is afraid that when I see the eldest lady, I will forget what the third master must do, otherwise the third master will not block Cui'er from the attic, and Cui'er will not stay awake all night, wait for me here today." Solo Fei said sharply.

Cao Coffin in the sedan chair was silent, and after a long time of hard work, Cao Coffin said: "Solo Fei, you are really the smartest one I have ever seen." ”

"So the third master admits that I'm right?" Solo Fei asked rhetorically.

"Why should I deny it?" Cao Coffin said coldly.

Solo Fei was stunned, and finally smiled, "Of course, the third master understands better, the sinister nature of our trip is self-evident, perhaps...... None of us will see the sun tomorrow, so what else can we do? ”

After a long pause, seeing that Cao Coffin was silent, knowing that he was probably acquiescing to this, Shan Fei said lightly: "If the third master is dissatisfied with what I did, then please tell me, what should I do?" ”

Outside the house was silent.

There was a sudden commotion in the house.

"Miss...... The eldest lady ...... "There is a cry coming from the house.

Flying alone, Huo Ran turned around, and saw Cui'er running over in the courtyard shouting, and in front of Cui'er, it was Cao Ning'er.

Cao Ning'er was wearing pajamas, wearing the clothes that Shan Fei covered her, and ran out on clogs without socks.

Feet like frost and snow.

People are like morning light.

It was time to get up early, and many house slaves rushed out when they saw the eldest lady who usually didn't smile and did not make any mistakes, and they were so surprised that their jaws dropped.

Steward Dong didn't know where he came out, and when he saw all the house slaves coming over to watch the excitement, he scolded: "What do you see, don't do anything?" Get back to work! ”

Cao Ning'er ignored Cui'er's shouting, ignored Steward Dong's stunned, and ignored everyone's surprised gaze.

At that time, she only saw that she was flying solo.

The three words "go to Yecheng" made her feel cold, in Mrs. Bian's place, maybe she didn't understand anything else, but she only had a soft spot for Shan Fei's sentence "The two feelings are noble and sincere, and they are more expensive in each other".

"The mountains have trees and branches, and the heart is happy and the king doesn't know", she never thought about it. She has always thought that "you have no intention, my heart is rested" is her true temperament.

But the departure of solo flight made her heartbroken.

The third uncle said that if a person doesn't like you, the best way is to forget him and treat him as if he had never seen him.

She tries to forget.

To forget is to be heartbroken.

The feeling of distress made her almost crazy.

At the moment when Solo Fei left, she finally asked herself - why forget?

Forget that he risked his own life to die for her? Or did he forget his affection for helping her up in front of his sickbed and caring for him? Forget his calm appearance when we first met, or forget the persistent gaze he looks at when he is angry?

Nothing will be forgotten!

Forgetting will disappoint you.

Qiu Yang broke through the last point of the barrier, revealing a brilliant face.

Looking at Solo Fei's surprised gaze, Cao Ning'er tightened the clothes on her body, greeted the rising sunshine and said: "Solo Fei, I remember that you once told me that if you live for a day, you must remind yourself that you must live so that you will not be disappointed in yourself!" ”

Ignoring the sound of a single fly, Cao Ning'er's delicate body was still a little weak, but her eyes returned to her original strength, she knew that if she didn't want to be disappointed in herself, she must say what she really wanted to say today, instead of finding a way to cover it up.

"I remember you once told me that everyone's most valuable thing is different, do you know what is the most valuable thing for me?"

Seeing Shan Fei shaking his head, Cao Ning'er had anticipated his reaction, and said softly and firmly: "Then I'll tell you today, for me in the past, there were many, many things that were most valuable, but for me today, the most valuable thing is...... I like you, I wait for you, I wait for you to come back safely, and then - tell me what you really mean! ”

At the beginning of the morning sun, ten thousand points of light fell on the girl's body and face, and the light was flushed with redness in the streamer......

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