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Steward Dong was blocked in front of the door like a winter melon, looking to firmly block the sight of the house slaves behind him, but after hearing what Cao Ning'er said, he only felt a little dizzy, and he tried his best to prevent himself from falling down.
Solo Fei didn't move, but his expression was obviously very surprised, and he didn't expect Cao Ning'er to do this.
Cao Ning'er took a few steps forward, put a sachet tightly in her hand on Shan Fei's hand, and then held his hand and said, "I'll wait for you to come back." ”
She didn't wait for Shan Fei to say anything, and she knew that Shan Fei would not give her an answer immediately, so she turned around and walked towards Fuzhong.
Ignore everyone's astonished gaze.
But the moment she walked into the boudoir, knowing that no one saw her pretending to be calm, Cao Ning'er finally breathed a sigh of relief, and sat on the bed softly, as if she felt that all her strength had been drained.
She didn't know why she did this, but after she actually made it, she felt very comfortable.
"Miss."
Cui'er walked into the boudoir tremblingly, served her back on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then said, "You...... No, you haven't taken your medicine yet, have you? ”
A normal lady wouldn't do such a thing if she was killed.
Cao Ning'er glanced at her and said lightly: "Since you know, then don't you go and boil medicine for me." Although she said this, she did not regret it in her heart, and she felt that her cheeks were hot in the bedding, and her heart was still beating wildly, as if she was standing on the top of a mountain.
Trembling and trembling.
It is difficult for the person who has no regrets to be himself.
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Fly solo in the sun. Holding the sachet in his hand, he watched Cao Ning'er leave, and saw Steward Dong looking at him strangely, thinking that Steward Dong would say something, but he didn't want Steward Dong to just silently turn around and walk into the courtyard.
Looking at the sedan chair, Shan Fei finally said, "Third Master." You didn't set off yet......" He had a guess, but didn't know whether to ask or not.
Cao Qi said lightly: "I blocked Cui'er from seeing you last night, and today I'm waiting for Ning'er to see you." Now, I don't owe you anything. ”
He had only said that, and the sedan chair was lifted and headed west.
Shan Fei didn't expect Cao Coffin to reply like this, and stayed for a while, then turned over and got on the horse and left with the sedan chair. But he didn't notice that behind a big tree in the distance, Lotus was sitting there weakly, holding her knees with her hands, tears already welling up in her eyes.
I don't know for a long time, Lotus finally stood up, walked forward in despair, feeling blurred in front of me, and saw through tears the moment when I first saw it and Solo Fei......
She was in despair. It never occurred to her that a stranger would suddenly appear in front of her, smiling at her indifference. When comforting her, he also gambled for his eldest brother.
He won not only the eldest brother's debt, but also her unspeakable heart.
At the moment when he was pulled behind him to protect him, he didn't know how grateful she was with the light in his eyes, he didn't know what she wanted. But she knew that from that moment on, there was no trace of another man in her heart.
When she saw him off, she was really afraid—she was afraid that she would never say goodbye again, like duckweed, when she would see him again at Wuqing's house. She was so excited that she couldn't help herself.
The moment she took out the honey, she was like showing her most sincere self, and when she was praised by him, she felt that it was the most beautiful words in her life.
She didn't want to sell the steamed buns to the eldest lady, because she was very afraid - afraid that he and the eldest lady would inevitably be together after all, the man she fell in love with in half a day, how could the eldest lady not pay attention to him together?
She burned herself with all her might, but compared to Cao Ning'er, who was high above, she looked just like a firefly under the autumn sun, and no one paid attention to it at all.
She could only pray that the eldest lady would not pay attention—not to the irreplaceable affection in her heart.
But she knew it was just a delusion.
No matter how hard she tried her mind, under the aura of Miss Cao Ning'er, she was always fragile and vulnerable.
She could only express her heart carefully.
Every day before the breakfast stall, she always tries her best to make something different, whether he arrives or not. The most brilliant moment of every day is to see him, pretend to be a casual greeting and just say a few words, and then take out his own thoughts, just hoping to make him like two words.
Hopefully he'll notice.
The day after that, it made a lot of sense.
The moment he said that he was going to leave Xu Du, she was silent with a pot of pork belly chicken.
She suddenly became afraid, she was afraid of his departure, but she knew that she couldn't stop him from leaving, so she could only make two pairs of insoles at night, and then steamed some steamed buns, and before the dawn, she stood guard in front of Cao's mansion.
She didn't know when he would leave, but she did...... She must see him and then give her heart.
But all of this has become meaningless after all.
The autumn sun rose, shining warmly on everyone's bodies, but she deliberately forgot about her behind the tree, her heart sank to the bottom, and the moment she saw Cao Ning'er holding Brother Shan's palm, the bridge of her nose was full of sourness.
Tears dripped down the water.
Dripping on the clenched insole, Lotus finally couldn't help crying loudly.
She didn't know what else she could do, she had done everything she could, just for the humble love in her heart. Maybe no matter what she did, she couldn't break this fateful arrangement - the person who gave her expectations, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't grasp it.
She's just an ordinary girl, how can she break the malice of fate?
Tears poured down like rain.
I don't know how long I cried, but Lotus finally stopped crying a little, looked up blankly, and found that she had somehow walked into an abandoned garden.
There are dead trees and weeds in the abandoned garden, and no one cares about them at all, just like herself.
What about the rest of the days? And what is there to remember?
Holding the tear-drenched insole, she turned around slowly, and suddenly took two steps back, her face first stunned, and then a faint joy.
"Uncle Jiang. It's you? ”
She was so pitying herself that she didn't notice that not far behind her stood a man in green clothes, who was slender and carrying something like a short stick behind his back, but he was wrapped in sackcloth. It's hard to see what it is.
It shouldn't be a longsword.
Lotus only glanced at it, but she didn't pay attention, but she was used to seeing blades in the blacksmith shop, and knew that an ordinary long sword would be more than a foot shorter than what Uncle Jiang was carrying on his back.
Uncle Jiang's name is Jiang Qi, she met once a few years ago, she was younger at that time, and she had to be instructed by Uncle Jiang, so she would raise bees and improve her life a little.
After that, Uncle Jiang left Xu Ducheng. Lotus didn't expect to see you again today.
Uncle Jiang doesn't seem to have changed much, with a straight nose, picturesque eyebrows, and a pair of eyes that even have a charming color in the autumn sun.
If Uncle Jiang wears women's clothes, he is even more beautiful than Cao Ning'er, unlike her, he can't compare to Cao Ning'er.
Lotus smiled self-deprecatingly when this thought flashed through her mind. Seeing that Uncle Jiang was just looking at her silently, Lianhua took a few steps forward and said, "Uncle Jiang." Are you hungry? I'm going to buy you something to eat. ”
She was a little funny when she and Uncle Jiang first met, Uncle Jiang looked at her at that time, she only had a hard cake in her hand, she was still young at that time, but she was not afraid of Uncle Jiang, she saw Uncle Jiang for the first time. It's like seeing a loved one.
Uncle Jiang has never had any ill will towards her.
At that time, she thought that Uncle Jiang must be hungry, otherwise why would she pay so much attention to her little girl? She didn't even say much, just broke half of the hard cake and handed it to Uncle Jiang, she has never been stingy with her relatives.
Uncle Jiang took the hard cake, but didn't eat it.
What about today......
She knew she had been ridiculous. It can be seen that Uncle Jiang looks like this, and he still feels that he should be invited to dinner, at least she is not as poor as before.
"Aren't you holding dry food?" Jiang Qi asked.
Lotus held the bag with the bun tightly, tears in her eyes again, and said in a low voice: "These are for others to eat." Uncle Jiang, I'll buy it for you again. ”
Without waiting for her to take a step, Jiang Qi had already said, "Do you like to fly solo?" ”
Lianhua was stunned and looked at Uncle Jiang blankly, not knowing how he could know about this.
"You're crying all the way, is it because you think you can't compete with Cao Ning'er?" Jiang Qi asked again.
Lotus couldn't help but shed tears again, not thinking about how Uncle Jiang would know this, but feeling sad and nodding chokedly.
Jiang Qi looked at the lotus flower for a long time, "You brought this dry food and insole, which was originally intended to be given to Shan Fei, but because you saw that he seemed to like Cao Ning'er, you wanted to give up?" ”
Uncle Jiang was also in front of Cao's Mansion at that time?
Why is he there?
This question flashed through Lianhua's mind, but she didn't think much about it, she nodded after all, and listened to Uncle Jiang say again: "It's just that this is what you are going to give to Solo Fei, even if he doesn't want it, you will never give it to others again, right?" ”
"Yes!" Lianhua didn't know how Uncle Jiang could see her intentions, she was a little apologetic, and even more stubborn and said, "Uncle Jiang, I'm sorry." ”
She thought that Uncle Jiang would be annoyed, but she didn't expect Jiang Qi to just smile, and then muttered, "You are really similar to me back then." ”
Lotus was stunned, and when she saw Uncle Jiang's thoughtful appearance, she couldn't help but ask, "Why did Uncle Jiang say that?" ”
Jiang Qi smiled sneeringly at the corner of his mouth, "I liked a woman back then, and just like you now, I just want to give everything I have to the person I like the most." ”
Lotus bit her lip, slowly stopped her tears, and asked, "What about later?" I thought to myself that Uncle Jiang, like Brother Shan, is also a very capable person, and it is impossible for a woman to dislike him for a man like him.
Jiang Qi said lightly: "Later, I ran for my life and went to see her. She asked me why I went to see her, and I said...... I want to borrow some money from her. ”
Lotus shook her head and said, "No, you won't borrow money from her, you just want to see her, but you have no excuse, right?" She knows that she likes the mood of being alone and can't open her mouth, and she always likes to find some other reason to prevaricate.
Isn't that what she is?
Jiang Qi didn't seem to expect that Lotus actually said a word, and finally said after a long time: "You said well, but do you know how she replied to me?" ”
If it was Brother Shan, he would definitely only give me money, he has always only treated me as a child.
Lianhua's heart was sour, and she finally shook her head and said, "I don't know." ”
Jiang Qi smiled with endless coldness, "She told me that she didn't have any money, but asked me to stay for one night, and she went to borrow some for me." ”
That's good.
Lotus was about to respond, but she could see the sneer on Jiang Qi's face, and said coldly: "She...... And then? ”
Jiang Qi said lightly: "Then that night, she brought my enemy to arrest me, just to exchange some reward money from me!" ”――
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