Chapter 22: Walking in the Night
In the city, neon lights are flashing with colorful lights. Liu Qianyu and Yu Yuluo walked side by side on the street in the dead of night.
"Take me home! I just heard some of your stories, I'm so scared! Liu Qianyu said coquettishly.
"It's all scared ......, what do you think it is?"
Yu Yuluo startled Liu Qianyu again.
"Oops, you're going to die!" Liu Qianyu gently patted Yu Yuluo's arm.
"Let's go, I'll send you!"
Liu Qianyu and Yu Yuluo walked side by side on the side of the road on Jiangnan Street, quite like a team of flirting couples. Yu Yuluo was thinking of all kinds of ideas to scare Liu Qianyu.
"You're going to die!" Liu Qianyu was about to reach out and pat Yu Yuluo, but just as she stretched out her hand, her hand was retracted.
"By the way, I want to ask you something." Liu Qianyu changed his words and said.
"What, you ask!"
"But...... First of all, I asked you not to be angry, not to ......"
"You can ask first."
"Why do you hate you so much...... Father? ”
Liu Qianyu seemed to be very afraid that Yu Yuluo would get angry because of her question, so as soon as she finished asking, she began to widen her eyes and peek at Yu Yuluo's expression.
"I'm not resenting anyone, I'm just hating myself."
"Why should you hate yourself?"
"There's no why."
Liu Qianyu could feel that Yu Yuluo didn't want to let anyone else know his secret.
"Well, in fact, everyone has their own heartache and pain, and if you indulge in pain all day long, you will never live happily. In fact, I am an orphan who was abandoned by my biological parents since I was a child. Now my parents who raise me have never told me, I am just their adopted daughter, and I have heard these secrets from our neighbors. They said that I was abandoned by my biological parents when I was a child, and that my current parents picked me up on the side of the road. ”
Yu Yuluo seemed to be touched by Liu Qianyu's words, and he was looking at Liu Qianyu with a surprised expression.
"Like me, don't you live happily if you don't take the past to heart? When I was younger, I was terrified of being told that I was a wild child that no one wanted. Now that I'm older and want to open up, I won't treat this matter as some shady secret. Instead, I would take the initiative to tell everyone that I was an orphan in the first place. Fortunately, I finally have a father and mother who love me now. Cherishing what you have in front of you is a kind of happiness. ”
"It turns out that you are also ......, so you are still very ...... Fortunate. ”
"What?" Liu Qianyu suddenly laughed, "Is this still called luck?" ”
"Hmm."
"The story I just told you is actually a real thing. Although there are no ghosts and gods in this world, the girl I said died tragically, she is real! ”
"Oh. I'm guessing you know this girl. Is she good friends with you? ”
Yu Yuluo didn't speak, he still kept walking forward.
"Seeing that you miss her so much, and argue her as a story, you must have ordered a baby kiss at a very young age!"
"Neither."
"Oh." Liu Qianyu seemed embarrassed to continue to ask questions again and again, but in her heart, she wanted to know Yu Yuluo's secret.
"She's one of my older sisters. Not long after my mother gave birth to her, my grandmother took her and threw her into the forest. Because they want a son! They killed all their own daughters in order to get my son! Do you say they're still human? I really don't know if they still have a conscience? They can do such a miserable thing. ”
Liu Qianyu seemed to understand Yu Yuluo's words. Yu Yuluo thought in his heart that he had killed his sister.
"Yu Yuluo, you have to cheer up, this matter has nothing to do with you, it's not your fault."
"I also killed my mother, I've been ...... since I was a kid I haven't seen her. Before Yu Yuluo finished speaking, he squatted on the ground in grief and cried bitterly.
Yu Yuluo cried very sadly. The tears of men overflowed, and they were even more terrifying than women.
Liu Qianyu on the side was at a loss for a while. If it's my best friend, I can lend her shoulder to lean on, but it's a man who is crying in front of me, and the key is not my boyfriend. That's not a problem.
"Don't cry, I'm ...... crying. None of this has anything to do with you. Liu Qianyu squatted beside Yu Yuluo, "In the past few years, especially in our countryside, the idea of patriarchy was already very serious, and I was also a girl who was abandoned by her biological parents in that climate." Perhaps many more people are suffering like the pain you are enduring. But now, everyone has been educated, read books, and coupled with the influence of those new ideas on TV dramas, many people are no longer patriarchal. ”
Liu Qianyu said that thinking of the beautiful everything in front of her, a sweet smile appeared on her face.
"They are so cruel and abandon you, don't you hate them at all?" Yu Yuluo turned his head and looked at Liu Qianyu in a daze.
"Why should I hate them? I am from two completely different generations, living in different times and living in different circumstances. Maybe I lived in their time, without the opportunity to read and write, without culture, without science, and maybe I would have thought that it was right to lose my daughter. ”
"How can you be so cold-blooded? You're cruel enough to kill your own children, aren't you? ”
"It's not...... No. I'm ......, I'm just making an analogy. There's no way around it, if you look at China's current population, there are so many, it's been thirteen ......."
"Can you kill people indiscriminately if there are too many people?"
"There is no murder ......" Liu Qianyu has begun to be helpless.
"Throwing them into the barren mountains and mountains, and letting them be bitten to death by rats, eagles, snakes, and other insects, like ants, is a thousand times more cruel than killing them with a single sword! Isn't that called murder? ”
"I ......." Liu Qianyu seemed speechless. Because Liu Qianyu knew that when he was young, he might have been a little bit worse than being eaten by rats, snakes, or wolves.
"Hey, you're right! But fortunately, the history of our country that has been feudal for more than 5,000 years has finally passed. Liu Qianyu slapped Yu Yuluo's shoulder with one hand.
"Ideological feudalism? No matter how much you think about feudalism, you can't kill your own children! I said that tiger poison doesn't eat children, and the old hen will protect children! ”
Yu Yuluo seemed to be very reasonable, which made Liu Qianyu have no rebuttal for a while. She stared at Yu Yuluo intently with a smile on her face, her eyes were already full of admiration, and she couldn't wait to hug him and kiss him fiercely. It turns out that such a seemingly cynical boy has such a kind heart. A boy who thought she was naughty and mischievous was so philosophical when he spoke, which was indeed a great surprise to her.
"What?"
"Oh, no." Liu Qianyu quickly stood up, "Then you should forgive your dad even more!" I could tell that he must have felt very uncomfortable in his heart. When I was in the hospital that day, I saw him sitting there crying! As the saying goes, men don't flick when they have tears, but they don't get to the sad place. Your father is already sixty or seventy years old, and he can still cry so sadly, but you can imagine how sad he was at that time. ”
Liu Qianyu said that Yu Youfu was so old, which made Yu Yuluo seem very embarrassed.
"The surname is Yu...... He was less than fifty-five years old. ”
"What?" Liu Qianyu squatted down again, "Your father is only fifty-five years old?" ”
At this time, two girls suddenly passed by the roadside. The two girls heard the conversation between Liu Qianyu and Yu Yuluo, thinking that they were a couple and were talking about going back to see their parents. So the two girls laughed and whispered and walked over.
Liu Qianyu recalled Yu Youfu's appearance, and then said: "Your father looks so old, he must not be easy!" My dad is two years younger than yours, but my dad is much more energetic, he doesn't have any gray hair at all, and he has very few wrinkles on his face. ”
"Humph! He has killed so many people, God does not tolerate it, and he deserves to bear these retributions! ”
"How can you say that about your father, unfilial sons will be struck by lightning!"
"You've just been struck by lightning! Go back yourself! Yu Yuluo stood up and finished speaking, and left.
"I'll make you forgive him!" Liu Qianyu shouted at Yu Yuluo's back.
"Nosy!"