Chapter 30: Narcissistic bigotry
There is a kind of person in the world, the kind of person who feels good about himself, narcissistic paranoia.
If a girl shows a slight affection for him, he will be mistaken into saying that the girl likes him.
Seriously, she will feel that the girl wants to sleep with him. In fact, that girl just has a good impression of him, and she can't talk about liking it at all, and she can't double her love.
Of course, I'm not so paranoid and narcissistic, and Ye Xianxian doesn't dislike me.
But tonight I misunderstood her.
Ye Xianxian and I walked to her room. I was overjoyed, I thought something was going to happen tonight. It's not enough to go to bed, Ye Xianxian is not that kind of person, and I don't have that guts.
But kissing is supposed to happen, and this kind of thing can't be done by the girl. As soon as she hinted at it, I pounced. I thought to myself.
Even kissing is impossible, and it must be no problem to pull down your hand, otherwise there will be no store in this village. Tonight is an opportunity.
I had a burst of hormones, and I was on my way to her room. It is in the corridors of this inn that I will stretch out my hand of sin.
Ye Xianxian walked next to me, and she didn't speak. I'm not sure if that's a signal, I'll have to try.
Her hands are delicate and white, but unfortunately not the feminine kind.
Tenderness is due to fat cells stretching the folds of the fingers.
Whiteness is the illusion of oiliness caused by excessive fat.
I can't care so much, I just want to go over and pull that hand. The fingertips of the hand that couldn't even be held together because they were so fat.
When it came to the end, I wanted to back down. It's not because her hands aren't good-looking, it's because I don't have the courage.
yes, after all, it's my first time in a relationship. Nervous, very nervous. My palms were covered with sweat.
The corridor is not long, and it is almost to her room in the blink of an eye, and there is no chance if she doesn't start again.
They all went to listen to the old fox's meeting, and there would be no time for a king to interrupt me at a critical moment. Old fox, this is creating opportunities for me.
As soon as I gritted my teeth, it was actually a million times I gritted my teeth. But this time I felt different, and a great wave of courage hit my brain, and I finally reached out.
My heart was racing and my brain was blank.
Although Ye Xianxian looked ahead. But I'm sure she saw my hand, and she didn't mean to refuse.
I stumbled on the soles of my feet and leaned over to her.
I didn't fall, Ye Xianxian held me.
"Look at you, such an adult. Walking and wrestling. Ye Xianxian said angrily.
I looked down, and I saw something in the ground that had tripped over me, it was a bone that had gnawed at the leftovers.
I could see clearly, it was thrown by the monkey during his dinner at night.
The monkey was a foodie, and he touched a bone before leaving. Nibbling upstairs, upstairs is accommodation, downstairs is dining.
And I, the hand that I stretched out just now, was mistaken by Ye Xianxian for that I was about to trip and subconsciously stretch out.
I want to strangle this stinky monkey in a hundred ways I can think of.
The door opened, and Ye Xianxian's room was clean. She didn't let the shopkeeper send someone to clean it, but did it herself.
After Ye Xianxian cleaned up, this room did not have the cookie-cutter visual sense of the inn. It's an extra taste of girl's quiet and loneliness.
Anyway, this room makes you feel like a girl's boudoir as soon as you enter.
The interior was neatly arranged, and there was a flower on the table, and no inn would have such a flower on the table.
The bed is the kind of flatness that the store will not fold for you so carefully, my eyes don't dare to look at the bed, I am afraid that Ye Xianxian will see my dirty heart.
Ye Xianxian is the kind of person who will enjoy the most as long as she can be comfortable, and the whole room has a new look.
Although the store is often cleaned, most of the cleaning is perfunctory. Monkeys are born with rough nerves, and I'm pretty much the same. Compared to here, my room with the monkeys is like a kennel.
Ye Xianxian poured me a glass of water, a bowl of water to be exact. In this era, the cup was not a popular item, just a thick bowl.
I held the bowl with both hands. I'm still annoyed that I didn't pull Ye Xianxian's hand just now, and at the same time, my mind is still on obscene thoughts.
"I wonder how they're doing?" Ye Xianxian also poured herself a bowl of water, but she didn't mean to drink it, she sat down and put her hands on her cheeks.
I was annoyed, and it was clear that she had not called me to her room to spend the first month, but because we had nowhere to go.
It's that I'm thinking too much, I'm that paranoid narcissist.
"I don't know, they'll always figure it out." I'm not worried about this, the old fox must have a way.
"What kind of person do you think this Taishou is? How do you feel more difficult to deal with than Cao Cao. ”
I also thought the same way: "I can't imagine that this Taishou is also a Zhuge Liang-style character, so the old guy doesn't dare to start."
"How do you know?" Ye Xianxian asked me.
"Old no... Lao Ye told me about it. He felt that this Taishou was not an ordinary person, and he was afraid that it would be extremely difficult to deal with. "I also feel embarrassed to call her dad old guy in front of Ye Xianxian. I had to change my name to Lao Ye, I was used to calling the old guy, and Lao Ye was also awkward.
"If you can make your dad feel powerful, then things are not so simple. Are we going to change places? ”
"What's the change of place?" I didn't understand it for a while.
"Change cities, we can go to other states and counties." Ye Xianxian put down her hand and stared at me with a pair of big watery eyes.
Her eyes are so good-looking, don't look at her figure and fat face. Her eyes were the most beautiful I had ever seen, pitch black and shining.
I don't know why, I didn't dare to make eye contact with her. I looked away: "Where to go, this army is in chaos, and I finally pressed my foot here." It's not always easy to start from scratch somewhere else. ”
I'm right, it's peaceful here, and what we've seen and heard along the way, the rest of the place has either been war or famine.
"Well, I wish we could get close to this Taishou. I'd love to see what kind of character this Taishou is. Ye Xianxian sighed.
We chatted with each other, and all we talked about was saliva. Ye Xianxian didn't seem to have the slightest meaning with me before the moon, so that my dirty mood suddenly disappeared.
We talked late, and late I heard the monkeys shouting outside. So I got up and took my leave.
Ye Xianxian sent me out, and I happened to meet the monkeys. Monkeys, they want to see jokes, they want to see Ye Xianxian shy and my embarrassed appearance.
Because we didn't do anything, Ye Xianxian was not shy. Instead, she looked very calm, and she sent me out. Greeted the monkeys warmly.
The monkey touched the back of his head, wondering why we were so calm after sharing a room.
The monkey looked at me inexplicably. I whistled and went back to my room.
As soon as I sat down, the monkey flashed in more anxiously than I was.
"Talk about it, talk about it. What are you all doing? The monkey looked curious, even more excited than he was dating.
I continued to whistle and look at the beams. I know that the more I don't say it, the more anxious the monkey becomes, the more he thinks that something is happening to us.