Chapter 59: How to Face a Silly × Love

That night, they found a farmhouse to live in.

It is said that it is a "farmhouse", only the "house" is still there, a small half of the house has been on fire, burned to pieces, and more than half can accommodate it, as for the "farmhouse" I don't know where it went......

The only decent bedroom was given to Fu Jian, which, according to Li Jianguo, was the "sick room": Fu Jian was the only sick in the group.

Fang Wuying scoffed at this, he said that it was not worth wasting good hearts on this kind of person, and it was enough to be benevolent and righteous enough not to let that guy sleep in the bamboo forest. But Su Hong said that Fu Jian should not be injured, and if Fu Jian was a modern person, he could have filed a claim for compensation from the bureau.

Fang Wuying glared at her angrily and stopped talking.

As soon as he settled down, the repair work immediately began in full swing, and fortunately, Su Hong got in touch with Ling Juan again soon. Rao is like this, they can't stay here for too long, they deceived Han Yan today, and tomorrow they don't know who will invade, at most 48 hours, even if they don't sleep, they have to finish the construction period as soon as possible.

In addition, they also discovered for the first time the fact that the same person in different eras cannot coexist at the same point in time.

To put it bluntly, because Fang Wuying in 2009 came to 385, Murong Chong, who originally lived in 385, disappeared.

This is a fact that has not been discovered in previous experiments, but it is understandable: how can two identical people appear at one point in time?

"If we do meet, both will probably be canceled together." Su Hong said, "It's like positive and negative particles meeting – but it doesn't make sense logically." ”

"So we can't stay here for a long time, otherwise Murong Chong won't be able to return to Chang'an for a long time, and there will be chaos in the army." Li Jianguo said, "We will increase the progress of the work as soon as possible, and we will not stop even if we stay all night in the past two days." ”

Fang Wuying, who had been silent beside him, suddenly said, "Actually, I've been suspicious since yesterday. ”

Everyone looked at him.

“…… Is it because of me that we didn't go to 370 years and delayed it for 15 years? Fang Wuying looked at everyone, "Is it because no matter how my thinking is assimilated into modern society, the frequency of vibration that I cause still resonates with this era, so I brought you to this era?" ”

As soon as Fang Wuying said this, everyone was silent!

"So at the time, I wasn't in favor of an immediate return to modern times." Fang Wuying said slowly, "It's very likely that even if we do it all over again, we'll still go back to the year 385 - as long as I'm involved." ”

Su Hong wanted to say something, but she didn't say it.

"It's okay, it's going well this time, it's just, uh......"

His eyes accidentally caught sight of Fu Jian, who was standing far away from the crowd. The guy had gauze wrapped around his neck, and he was looking at them and the flickering instruments with a curious expression.

Fang Wuying looked back and saw that it was him, and suddenly looked angry: "Why did you run out?" Go back and lie down! ”

Fu Jian was a little reluctant, he stretched out his hand and pointed at the instruments: "Chong'er, what is that?" ”

"It's none of your business! It doesn't matter at all! Go into the house, dinner will call you! ”

Su Hong wanted to laugh very much, but she was afraid that Fang Wuying would see it, so she had to lower her head and pretend to check the wiring port.

Fu Jian looked dumbfounded, turned back to his "sick room", and muttered something in his mouth, which seemed to be "the bigger the more unlikable, and I was obviously cute when I was a child...... and so on".

Fang Wuying wanted to jump up and beat people, Li Jianguo grabbed him, and the others hurriedly immersed themselves in their work, with an expression of "I'm just a piece of barbecued pork, I didn't hear anything" on their faces.

So when cooking at night, Fang Wuying muttered hatefully that raising him was a waste of food, Xiao Yang pretended not to hear, and added an extra piece of dry shrunken dough to the pot.

Dinner was ready, Fu Jian's bowl was brought into the house by Su Hong, and she checked Fu Jian's injuries again.

"It's so dangerous, I almost hurt my trachea." Su Hong said, "If you really want to do that, it will be troublesome." ”

"What's going to be the trouble?"

“…… Probably going to take you back to the rescue. Su Hong said, "And, uh, your family Chong'er has to be punished." ”

"Punished? What do you mean? ”

"In short, it's extremely bad for him." Su Hong said and smiled, "He is no longer the Chong'er he used to be, Your Majesty should see it, right?" ”

“…… As I grew up, I became calmer. Fu Jian put down the bowl and suddenly sighed, "But he's old." How did he get so old? It's weird. ”

"The little prince is not as handsome as before," Su Hong smiled deliberately, "Your Majesty is disappointed?" ”

Fu Jian shook his head.

"He's been through a lot of things, more than you can think, Your Majesty." Su Hong said, "I really admire him, admire, admire from the bottom of my bones." ”

"Admiration?"

"He was very brave, and now it is not easy to become like this." Su Hong thought for a while, "If I change it, I will collapse halfway." I was amazed at the tenacity he was able to make up. ”

Fu Jian didn't understand, and he seemed to be full of doubts.

Su Hong originally wanted to say, "If you have any questions, just ask!" But it's really bad to think that exposing the living conditions of my colleagues here is completely a private betrayal.

"He's doing well now, better than he's ever before." Su Hong said, "I can only tell you this. ”

Fu Jian was silent for a while and nodded: "That's good." ”

His expression was gloomy for some reason.

Fu Jian's expression, for some reason, was always dangling in front of Su Hong, so that she couldn't concentrate when she was working. When she didn't hear Fang Wuying's request twice, the guy pushed her arm: "What's the daze?" ”

"Huh? What the? Su Hong looked at him in confusion.

"Tell you to report the data of the DH306 port - what are you thinking?"

"Oooh......"

"Why are you stunned?" Fang Wuying looked at her.

Su Hong didn't know how to answer, she looked down at the meter in her hand, and slowly whispered, "...... Don't be upset. ”

Fang Wuying seemed to guess what she was going to say, he snorted coldly and turned his face to the instrument.

“…… Go see him, and we'll go back tomorrow." Su Hong whispered behind him, "He's quite pitiful, you see, he's injured again......"

"I was more pitiful than him back then." Fang Wuying said coldly, "It's a pity that no one is willing to sympathize with me." ”

Su Hong was silent, and after a while, she said, "I think, captain, you don't like self-pity." ”

Fang Wuying didn't speak.

"He was ruined by Murong Chong - captain, you are no longer Murong Chong, but he is still Fu Jian. And we all know in our hearts that he didn't live long after, just like the terminal cancer in the tumor hospital, who was sentenced to death by history. ”

“…… Hmph, if he has cancer, I'll go order a wreath right now. Fang Wuying said unceremoniously, "Su Hong, don't abuse women's compassion." ”

Su Hong was choked by him, and she was a little uncomfortable: "Captain, what you said is like what the team deputy said." Didn't he also criticize me yesterday for abusing my compassion for Murong Chong? ”

Fang Wuying heard her displeasure, and he didn't refute it.

Su Hong continued: "I know you hate him, you ...... I'm sorry, I still can't completely separate you and Murong Chong in my heart, how many relatives and subordinates did you kill each other? If you continue to hold on to hatred and refuse to forgive, then the past will never be truly let go. ”

"Well, of course I'm not innocent, so it's better to let him continue to be guilty." Fang Wuying said coldly, "When I really die, everyone will meet again in hell, okay?" ”

For a long time, Su Hong didn't say anything.

After a long time, she suddenly sighed: "Then he may still be very happy." ”

"What's he happy about?"

“…… He still loves you. Okay, I'm saying that, captain, don't hit me. ”

"What are you hitting for?" Fang Wuying snorted, "Please, don't tarnish the word 'love'." ”

Su Hong lowered her eyes: "...... I'm sorry. ”

At that time, the atmosphere between the two was a little uncomfortable, and no one knew what to say except for burying their heads in work.

"Listen, there's nothing big about loving someone." Fang Wuying suddenly threw down the micro keyboard in his hand, "It is not worth showing off and admiring, let alone being used as a reason and excuse for committing atrocities." ”

"Captain......

"That person's 'love' only makes me uncomfortable, makes me feel humiliated, disgusting." Fang Wuying said lightly, "If it weren't for the fact that I have my own rules now, I would have chopped him alive." ”

“…… Will you be better off if you cut him off? Su Hong raised her head boldly, she blushed and looked at Fang Wuying, "If you kill him, won't the past exist?" Will you never have to suffer anymore? That's useless, Captain! ”

Fang Wuying's eyes stared at her like poisonous snakes!

Su Hong didn't stop, there was a rare stubbornness in her expression: "He was wrong, very wrong, what he did to you was a crime, he committed a crime, and it is useless to use any excuse to offset it." He likes you, but in the most unforgivable way, and now it seems that this guy is a stupid ×. Okay, let's just let him continue to be stupid × leave him alone, captain, and in a month's time this man's life will be gone, and even if it doesn't disappear from your hands, it doesn't make a fundamental difference - then you can be completely calm? When he dies, everything that used to be is gone? Is the hatred in your heart gone? ”

“…… What do you want to say? Fang Wuying's tone, like a cold wind blowing from the North Pole, "Let me go to his room now, kiss him and tell him that I love him too?!" Do you want this? I'm sorry! I don't want to give you a restrictive BL mini-theater! ”

"No, I didn't mean that!"

Su Hong struggled to distinguish, she had never been counted like this by Fang Wuying, and she was so ashamed that tears were pouring out!

Fang Wuying glanced at her and closed his mouth.

Su Hong tried hard not to let the tears fall out, she lowered her head, and the finger cover holding the edge of the instrument turned white: "...... I'm not asking you to love him, it's shameful to do that, I know that. And you don't love him at all, I know that. ”

"And what do you mean?"

"I ...... I was just thinking, can you stop hating him, let's leave him alone, I mean, hatred will hurt you. It's natural that you don't love him, and anyone can understand it. But you at least ...... At the very least, try to let go of the past, face him well, and even respect his feelings...... I'm not speaking for Fu Jian, Captain, we won't see him again in the future, I just don't want you to continue to hate him like this. What problem can be solved by just killing and killing? As long as you let go of hatred, you can let yourself go. ”

After saying this, Su Hong lowered her eyes: "...... I'm a soft-hearted woman, and yes, the deputy actually criticized me for a reason. In the past two days with him, maybe I have slowly softened and felt that there is no incorrigible person in the world. I can't even think of him as Fu Jian, he's just an ordinary person who has committed great sins. I'm sorry, I'm talking messy, I didn't figure it out myself......"

Fang Wuying was silent for a long time before he whispered: "It's because you are soft-hearted that you will sympathize with him, and therefore, you will sympathize with Murong Chong." ”

“……”

He put down his tools and stood up.

Su Hong looked at Fang Wuying in surprise and walked towards Fu Jian's "ward number".

Later, after a long time, Su Hong gradually felt that he didn't know Fang Wuying for so many years.

The kind of "evil" in Fang Wuying's body is rooted in his complicated and legendary past, if you don't know his past, or even can't tolerate his past, then it is impossible to really understand him. It was a strange mixture of a once hopeless madness, a resentment that went deep into the bone marrow, and now, a more and more intense good man temperament in the depths of his heart.

This indescribable "evil spirit" makes those who have experienced this man in various ways unforgettable for him and will never forget it.