When Fang Wuying pushed the door in, Fu Jian was lying in front of the window in a daze. As soon as he saw that it was Fang Wuying who came in, he quickly sat up and wanted to smile, but he only grinned, and his expression looked very embarrassed.

Fang Wuying couldn't resist Yu Wang, who wanted to roll his eyes and slam the door to go out, he grabbed the handle and stood at the door for a while, feeling that it didn't look good, so he simply walked in and sat down in front of Fu Jian.

It wasn't right until he sat down that he didn't feel right: his posture was like interrogating a prisoner—just like a lamp shining straight into the eye.

He coughed dryly and scratched the back of his head: "...... Dinner, is it okay? ”

Fu Jian nodded: "Very good." ”

"We're all eating that, and we don't have time to get it for you."

"The noodles are good, no more."

"Well, everyone has to work all night tonight, you can sleep with confidence, you must be safe."

"Okay."

At this point, Fang Wuying couldn't think of anything else to say, he looked up and saw that he was facing Fu Jian's smiling face, and a wave of anger came up from the bottom of Fang Wuying's heart!

"What are you laughing at? You're still smiling so much at this time! ”

"Well, the widow thinks that Chong'er looks good when you shave the monk's head, hehe."

Fang Wuying wanted to strangle him alive!

"Don't you see I have hair! Who said this is a monk head? ”

"But this is too short, before the widow bathed you with his own hands, your black hair was knee-high, smooth as silk......"

He stopped before he finished speaking, because Fang Wuying's eyes looked terrifying.

Fu Jian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly sighed softly: "The way you look now, it's really not good-looking." ”

Fang Wuying glared at him for a long time, and suddenly, he was happy.

"That's for the best." He said, "I'm getting old, haven't I? It's getting black and rough, and it's not beautiful anymore, it's not like jade, right? That's the best! ”

When he said this, he grinned and folded his arms triumphantly.

Fu Jian frowned: "Why do you want to be angry with the widow?" ”

"Angry with you?" Fang Wuying smiled, "You think too highly of yourself." ”

"Then why do you speak softly to them, and get angry just by seeing me?"

Fang Wuying rolled his eyes and didn't answer.

"But I think they are stronger than Han Yan and Gao Gai." Fu Jian muttered, "I can't trust those guys, they will only encourage you to do more outrageous things." ”

"It's because the group of people around me right now stop me from killing you that you're saying that, right?" Fang Wuying snorted, "Don't worry, I won't kill you again, but until tomorrow night." ”

"What does that mean?"

Fang Wuying was silent for a moment before he said, "Can't you see it yet?" I'm not the real Murong Chong. ”

Fu Jian was shocked, and he leaned over: "You are obviously Chong'er, how could it not be?" ”

"I'm Murong Chong, but I'm not Murong Chong." Fang Wuying smiled faintly, "It's like guessing a riddle, right?" ”

Fu Jian looked at him and said hesitantly, "...... You're not twenty-six? ”

"I'm not twenty-six-year-old Murong Chong." Fang Wuying smiled, "I'm old, I've lived twenty-six years earlier, maybe older than you." You see, there's almost gray hair here. ”

His fingers pointed to his sideburns.

Fu Jian's expression seemed unbearable: "...... Chong'er, what happened? ”

Fang Wuying lowered his hand, looked at him, lowered his eyes again, and looked at the ground: "I've lived for a long time, so long that I don't even know how old I really are—in that place you've never heard of. ”

A hand reached over and seemed to try to hold Fang Wuying's hand, but gave up halfway through.

"This Chong'er won't kill you, he will give you food and a place to sleep." Fang Wuying raised his head and smiled, "But this Chong'er will leave tomorrow night, and early the day after tomorrow, it will be the same Chong'er who appears here." You have to be careful, don't leave anything to chance, don't take him for me, think about coming back to him, and don't tell people that you've met me. ”

Fu Jian's expression was thoughtful, as if he understood, but he didn't quite understand.

In the "sick room", a red candle was lit on the windowsill, which was smaller than they found out of nowhere, only half of the candle was left, and the candle tears had been dripping into a mess, and half of the phoenix on the candle had melted, leaving only the phoenix's tail, and the black smoke was half hidden and half visible.

"That's all I can tell you." Fang Wuying said slowly.

Fu Jian thought for a while: "They, will they go back with you too?" ”

"You mean Su Hong, them? Yes, we've always been together. Fang Wuying said, "That's where I met them." ”

Fu Jian closed his mouth, he looked at Fang Wuying silently, and suddenly asked softly, "You have a sweetheart, right?" Is that Miss Su? ”

Fang Wuying was stunned and laughed silently.

"Yes." His expression was very calm, "Isn't she good?" ”

Fu Jian glanced at him and turned his face away.

Fang Wuying deliberately leaned over: "What's wrong with her?" She is beautiful and kind-hearted, and she is willing to do everything to me - you don't like her? ”

"I don't like it."

"Why not? People still think you're pretty good, and yesterday I told me that I met a good person......"

Fu Jian sighed: "Chong'er, you are always like this. ”

Fang Wuying was stunned: "What? ”

"Show off."

“……”

Fu Jian smiled and said, "In front of the people who take you seriously, showing off that there are other people who like you, and they are a hundred times better than the people who listen to you, these words make the people who listen to you feel sad, and the more sad the people who listen to you, the more proud you are." You've always been like that. ”

Fang Wuying glared at Fu Jian in astonishment: "...... Where do I have it?! ”

"Didn't you? Tell me that you don't pay attention to anyone except my sister, no matter how good I am to you, I can't stand up to my sister's finger; But I gave you a jade pendant, but you wanted to show it to your sister, showing off your favor in front of her, so angry that she smashed the jade pendant and stepped on your hand......"

"Nonsense!"

"You live with your mother, I went to see you, knowing that those **** sisters had just been named a noble concubine and the head of the three ladies, but you had to keep me in the other courtyard and refused to let me go, deliberately embarrassing her and staying alone in the cold palace; You've always been pretending to me, but as long as you're in front of your mother, you're a different person......"

“…… You came to insult me! Fang Wuying interrupted him fiercely, "It was you who broke into the courtyard late at night and insulted me in front of my mother!" ”

Fu Jian looked at him, for a long time, and nodded: "It's me who trespassed into the courtyard, I just miss you too much, and I don't want to see you for many days." Who knows that you can't let go of it when you see it...... But if you really had to reject me harshly, I wouldn't have done anything to you. You know that. ”

Fang Wuying only felt trembling all over, and his blood was all pouring up on his head!

"Okay, it's me who is wrong, it's my natural ****!" He jumped up in anger, "You're not wrong ******, you're all right!" It's all my fault! ”

His movements were so great that the wind suddenly extinguished the candles, and the room suddenly became dark.

In the darkness, only the man's rough breathing could be heard.

The soft and bleak moonlight crept into the house along the darkness, and shone on the small place in front of the window, white and plain.

“…… I'm going to fetch flint. Fang Wuying turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Fu Jian again.

"Forget it." He said lightly, "No need. ”

Fang Wuying had his back to him and stood there stiffly, motionless.

"Alright, come here." His voice was gentle, "Come and sit with me for a while...... Anyway, tomorrow, you're gone. ”

I don't know if it was this sad tone, or the last few words that moved Fang Wuying, he calmed his breath, slowly turned around, walked back to Fu Jian and sat down.

In the dark, for a while, neither of them spoke.

"Well, why do you have such a big fire?" Fu Jian whispered.

“…… I feel like no one is sorry for me. Fang Wuying suddenly whispered, "Parents, brother, sister, and you...... I used to feel like none of you were sorry for me. Treat me as a tool to vent my anger, as a beautiful doll, and place my hopes on me, just because I am the least one, so if my hope cannot be achieved, he will make up accusations against me, whip me with unknown morality, and find all kinds of ways to mock me......"

"I didn't." Fu Jian struggled to distinguish, "I...... I'm ......."

"I know you don't." Fang Wuying smiled, "Silly × when the soldiers were coming to the city, they still expected the enemy to remember the old feelings." ”

"Silly ×?"

“…… I mean, the brocade robe. Fang Wuying pursed his lips mockingly, "Why did you send me that?" Thought I would think I would think of you like you thought of me? ”

As soon as these words came out, Fang Wuying felt regretful, because by the moonlight, he saw Fu Jian hanging his head, and his face was much more gray......

So, somewhere in his heart, somehow, softened.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally quietly reached out and held Fu Jian's hand: "...... I have to thank you. ”

Fu Jian looked at him with a stunned face.

"Anyway, you take me very seriously, don't you?" Fang Wuying tried to pull out a little smile, "If people don't take it seriously, you take it seriously." Thank you for that. ”

"Chong'er ......"

"Let's reconcile." Fang Wuying whispered, "I won't treat you as an enemy anymore, and you won't hate me anymore......"

"But I don't hate you?" Fu Jian said with some surprise.

"The capital of the country is gone, and the throne is lost, don't you hate me?" Fang Wuying smiled, there was no mockery in that smile.

Fu Jian lowered his head: "...... That's my own business. I was the one who made things the way they are. I know that. I don't need to complain about you, and I don't resent you. I didn't understand it before, and I really hated you, but now I understand that people only understand some things when they are in a desperate situation of life and death. ”

Fang Wuying looked at him silently.

"But if I had to do it all over again, I'd do it anyway." He raised his head and smiled, "If you say such things, you will be angry again—I rejoice in your heart, not because you are the Zhongshan King and Great Sima of Dayan, nor because everyone praises you for your handsomeness." I'd rather you weren't, but a kid from anywhere, no name, no surname, penniless, with leprosy on his head, yellow snot on his face, and tattered clothes on his body, hehe, that's okay. As long as the two of us are in one place, you can be my companion, I, as long as it's you, whatever, even if you don't like me, it doesn't matter......"

Fang Wuying suddenly took his hand, bent down, and buried his face deep in his palm......

There was a warm liquid running from his eyes, and he didn't understand why, but the tears couldn't be stopped.

Gently stroking his hair with his other hand, Fu Jian gradually felt the wetness of his palm, and he panicked a little.

"What's wrong? Chong'er? He nervously asked, "Are you crying?" Why are you crying? ”

After a long time, Fang Wuying slowly raised his head, under the moonlight, his eyes were slightly red, and there were residual tears on his face, but he was smiling.

"I don't know......" he sucked in hard and smiled, "but I ...... It's a pleasure. It's ridiculous, I know it's wrong, but I'm happy. ”

Fu Jian looked at him and smiled: "Why is it wrong to be happy?" ”

Fang Wuying just smiled and didn't answer.

Speaking of this, Fu Jian seemed to remember something, he got up, untied the thing wrapped in the cloth from his waist, and handed it to Fang Wuying: "This, take it." ”

Fang Wuying took it and opened it to see that it was a jade seal!

Under the moonlight, even the line engraved by Cao Pi "The Great Wei Dynasty Receives the Han Dynasty Seal" is clearly written!

"Is it the jade seal of the country?!" He was shocked, "What are you giving me this for?" ”

"Here you go, take it back." Fu Jian looked at him, "Bring it back to where you came." ”

"I can't ask for it." Fang Wuying wrapped the jade seal and returned it to him, "This is yours." ”

"I can't keep it." Fu Jian sighed, "I can't take out the north right now, Yao Chang's family is staring at it, and if it stays in my hands, it will only give the rebellious ministers and thieves the opportunity to usurp the throne in vain." ”

Fang Wuying paused for a moment and said in a low voice: "Then, I am also a rebel and thief." ”

"You're not." Fu Jian rewrapped the jade seal and handed it to Fang Wuying, "Take it, if it was the previous Chong'er, even if I was killed, I wouldn't give it to him." ”

He paused, and then said, "But you're not him anymore, so take it quickly." ”

Fang Wuying didn't know what to say, he hesitated for a long time, and finally took the jade seal.

"Let's go, go to your brothers." Fu Jian smiled, "You've been delaying for too long, I've already heard them outside, and the footsteps sound a little messy, I'm afraid I'm worried that I'll ...... you."

He didn't finish his words, but his expression was already a little embarrassed. Fang Wuying immediately understood what Fu Jian meant.

"Then I...... Went out first. He stood up, picked up the heirloom jade seal, and looked at Fu Jian again.

"Let's go." Fu Jian whispered, his expression calm and gentle.

Fang Wuying looked at him, his lips squirmed, he wanted to say something, but after working hard for a long time, he said: "...... Be careful of Yao Chang. ”

Fu Jian nodded: "I know." ”

No matter how much there is, Fang Wuying can't say anything......

After glancing at Fu Jian again, he finally lowered his head, opened the door silently like a shadow, and walked out of the room.

…… Walking into the courtyard, Fang Wuying stood there quietly, he looked up at the sky for a long time, his long figure was like a statue about to melt into the breeze.

It's like under the sunset, this world has been so simple from beginning to end.

That night coincided with the full moon, and the bright moon poured into everyone's memory like silver water.

So he thought, in this life, he will never forget the moon tonight.

Appendix

The BGM in this chapter is "Secret Love" by the domestic band "Sound Toy", and the lyrics are excerpted as follows-

O young man

Think about what a person's decade would look like

Enough for many choices to happen

A lot of people come and go

What you love at this moment

It's how many teenagers are ten years later

Is he still that young

Is it still so enthusiastic

Through the fog of the night outside the window

and velvety smooth skin

I kiss you deeply

In this city where the night is restless

With you I already have

Forget everything

Every sweet moment

I just want to hug you like this

At least we're together

……

AuthorPS:

I'm so happy to see that there are more readers here at the starting point~

In fact, no matter whether the reply is like or play,It's all good.,In my opinion, everyone has everyone's aesthetics.,It's not reluctant.,Always say "no first" That's what it means.,After all, the reader is paying attention.,Really didn't pay attention.,I can't even look at it.。

It's the starting point that I'm not familiar with the rules.,I don't know why it's always a book friend number.,Khan.,It seems that I have to think about it again.。

By the way, I'm going to go on a long trip from tomorrow, and the article is posted by my friend Mars, she's busy with work, and the update time won't necessarily be fixed at the same time as before, so please forgive me.

Please wait for me to come back and take a closer look~