There was no need to describe it in detail, and that raid was an absolute victory, although it was only a scattered small group of people, but they were fatal to every point of attack on the Jin soldiers.

Jin Bing was hit hard.

Xin Qiji said that he had to report the matter to the imperial court, and these anti-gold righteous men deserved official rewards, including Lin Lan, and Wei Bin should be even more famous in the court, because he was a rare good general.

Wei Bin calmly accepted the compliment, and then politely rejected Xin Qiji's proposal. He said that he didn't want to be heard by the princes, he just wanted his family to be safe, and what he did before was out of the idea of being loyal to the country, but that's all.

People have their own ambitions, and Xin Qiji understands this, and at the same time, he also clears Chapter 129 A glimmer of vitality Chu Now that the Southern Song Dynasty court is slacking off against the Jin cause, a person with magical powers like Wei Bin is unwilling to be an official also has his reasons.

Then they began to discuss the matter of leaving this place and returning to Lin'an Mansion, according to Xin Qiji, he could escort Wei Bin's sister and brother all the way to his official residence in Jiangsu first, and then make plans, after all, he is also an official of the imperial court, one of the local officials, which is much safer than Wei Bin and them trekking alone.

In the evening, Wei Bin and Lin Lan talked about this, at that time, Lin Lan's physical condition had improved a lot after a few days of recuperation.

"That's all that's left for now." Lin Lan said, "I'll see if I can make a request in the next two days." Once the jade pendant is in hand, let's say goodbye, otherwise we will really be escorted by him to find some 'uncle who makes a living from sesame oil', but it will be troublesome."

”

She was in a hurry to come up with a plan, but Bin sat under the lamp, silent.

"How" Lin Lan looked at him a little strangely. "What's the fuss?"

“…… Are you really calling back? Wei Bin asked suddenly.

"Huh?" Lin Lan was stunned for a moment. "Why don't you want to stay here?"

"I mean. You. "Wei Bin swallowed the one hundred and twenty-ninth chapter slowly, and said with a glimmer of life." Don't really want to stay? ”

Lin Lan looked at him chicly: "What do you mean?" ”

"I forgot to tell you about the last time you applied for a permit. is still legally valid. Wei Bin said. So before I come. The Director also spoke to me. Say if you insist on the words. The situation allows. It is possible for you to stay in the Southern Song Dynasty. ”

Lin Lan lowered her eyes, she was silent for a long time, and said, "But what am I doing here now?" ”

Wei Bin hesitated for a long time and said with great difficulty: "I mean, what about the child." ”

“……”

"The biological father of the child is the responsibility that he should take on as a father. If you go back to modern times, this child will have no father......"

"And what do you want me to tell him?" Lin Lan smiled bitterly, "Now run and tell him: My lord, I am pregnant with your child—will he believe it?" ”

"How do you know he won't believe it?" Wei Bin looked at her, "He didn't tell anyone about the coma and high fever, but he just told you about the jade pendant, and he showed it to you, which shows that in the subconscious, he understands who you are." ”

Lin Lan looked at Wei Bin in amazement! She hadn't thought of any of that.

"I'm not going to tell him everything in modern times, and there's no need for that." Wei Bin continued, "But you can tell him where you came from, and selectively tell him that part of the truth will accept you. ”

“…… What about my past? Lin Lan asked, "I still know everything in modern times." ”

Wei Bin pondered for a while and said honestly: "Before I came, I brought medicine with me. Of course, with your personal consent, signing the agreement can help you wash away the memory of modern times. ”

Lin Lan was silent.

Wei Bin looked at her: "...... You still love him, don't you? ”

Lin Lan didn't say anything.

"Since I want to be with him, and now I have a child, besides, now we are not strangers to each other, and the conditions are far more mature than at the beginning, so why not try?"

"He already has a wife...... Lin Lan said in a weak voice.

"Well, I don't think you'll mind that, though." Wei Bin said, "He still refuses to let go of the jade pendant and the fact that he is unconscious, I think, even he himself cannot understand his attachment." ”

Lin Lan was silent.

"Besides, who can say for sure what will happen in the future?" Wei Bin looked at her, "Once he really takes you to heart, his emotional life will naturally shift." Are you still clinging to your name? ”

“…… I once thought about returning to modern society to give birth to this child," Lin Lan whispered, "This is also impossible, I can raise this child alone, I have the ability." ”

"Of course you have the ability." Wei Bin said, "But this child has become an illegitimate child without a father." ”

These three words hit Lin Lan's heart hard!

"A child without a father, do you really think that his childhood is no different from that of an ordinary child? It's not a lack of money or status as an adult, you know? What he lacks is a father! ”

Lin Lan raised her face, and she smiled bitterly again: "You always speak so bluntly." ”

Wei Bin looked at her, his eyes didn't blink: "Because, I'm an illegitimate child." ”

The room was suddenly silent!

Lin Lan looked at Wei Bin in amazement!

“…… Since he was a child, he has no father and lives with his mother and uncle. Wei Bin said slowly, "There are also two aunts." One of them was married to a great man, and if it weren't for that uncle, maybe my life wouldn't be like this. ”

He spoke slowly, as if tracing something.

"When I was a child, I didn't know who my father was, everyone had a father, but I didn't. Mother never mentioned it, as if that was for her

It's just a joke that can be let go, I don't know if she's real or pretending to be strong and refuses to show weakness. Wei Bin said this and smiled, "All the women in our family are like this, they look weak, but in their bones they refuse to give in to the outside world easily, if you can see my mother, you will definitely like her." So in fact, I only know my last name...... surnamed Wei, but I don't know who my biological father is. ”

Lin Lan suddenly felt extremely sad.

She looked at the young man in front of her, whom she had thought was proud and invincible, because on that occasion in the barracks, he showed amazing bravery, attracting everyone's attention like the most beautiful god of ancient Greece.

She never thought that this young man also had such a bleak past, behind his strong and ruthless mask, Lin Lan saw his fragile side......

"Later, I went to see my father. By that time I was already very old and an adult. Wei Bin said, raised his hand, and rubbed his eyes, "Of course, my father has his wife and children, and he treated me at that time...... Uh, it's always not right to be respectful to me, you know? ”

Respectful? How is the word used here? Lin Lan was slightly stunned.

"That's his family, and I, the adult who came out of nowhere, is no longer his son, no matter how good I am." Wei Bin said, "Their world is warm and happy, but I can't get in." I didn't even get a chance to get a peek at their family fun. Even if he always took his half-brother with him and pretended to be a family without suspicion, it would not be possible. That position has been vacant for so many years, and when I need my father the most, he was not there, and when I became an adult, it was too late to remedy it with great fanfare. Although my uncle did everything he could to take on some of the obligations that should have belonged to my father, and I was very grateful to him, he was an uncle after all - do you know what I mean by that? ”

Lin Lan nodded silently.

"I still often think that my parents can be together, even if my father already has his wife, at least then I still have a father......"

“……”

"If I really don't love him anymore, I won't tell you this, I just ...... It's just that I don't like to watch people go against their hearts. Wei Bin said and smiled slightly, "It's strange, I've never told anyone about this, even my uncle doesn't know what I think, including my great uncle, they think my biological father is not very promising, so they all think I don't care too much, no, I should say that they all want me to care, but unfortunately, I care, and I care very much." My father was a useless little bureaucrat, and even I could look down on him, but he was my father anyway.

”

Lin Lan was bitter: said with a smile: "In other words, if I don't stay, the child will resent me so much in the future?" I thought you had been against me staying. ”

Wei Bin was stunned, he shook his head: "That's not now." It's no less than then, when if you come along, he won't take you seriously, and you'll end up losing your feelings because you're too confused, and you'll both be left with nothing. But now that the situation has completely changed, and a new foundation has emerged between you, it would be ridiculous if at this time, you still blindly grasp some feminist ideas and ignore your true heart. Then it becomes dogmatic, you know? ”

Lin Lan nodded silently.

"What I'm against is not the superficial thing of staying or leaving, it's not a problem to stay or go, what I hate is dogma, extreme hatred: homosexuality or heterosexuality, male supremacy or feminism, or traditional chastity and sexual liberation and so on...... In fact, any theory is the same thing, and broadly speaking, I agree with the value of every idea. Wei Bin paused, and then said, "But in fact, there is no idea that is advanced and comprehensive enough to suit all conditions, and they appear for the first time in human history, and their function is only to complete the human mind, and try to make people close to their own inner essence." That's all. People are human because they are able to choose. So the important thing is not the concept you hold, Lin Lan, what matters is your true feelings at the moment, from psychology to ** feelings. You obviously want to be with him, and you can even risk your life...... If I hadn't seen you get to this point, I wouldn't have made such a suggestion. In short, don't open your eyes and lie and deceive your own heart. ”

Lin Lan was silent for a while and shook her head: "I have always felt that you are so calm that people are scared. ”

"Me?" Wei Bin blinked in surprise.

"You see everything so clearly, and you're in control of everything." Lin Lan lazily fell on the bed, her fingers pulling the drape, "But I can't do it, I ...... Not as strong as you. ”

There was a long silence.

"Well, again, respect how you feel at the moment." Wei Bin suddenly said, "Don't tell me, you have worked hard for many days just to defend the rivers and mountains or save the earth, and you are not the Southern Song Dynasty version of Salted Egg Superman." ”

Lin Lan was speechless, she stared blankly at the curtain at the top, what Wei Bin said just now hit her heart.

"Of course, all the decisions are up to you, and I'm just expressing my opinion from someone else's point of view." Wei Bin said, "Only you know what you care about most." ”

Then, with that, he got up and walked out of the room.

The next day, Lin Lan found Wei Bin, and she said that she had already decided.

"I decided to stay." She said, "So, help me." ”

Wei Bin looked at her quietly, and then nodded lightly: "Okay." ”！！！