Chapter 130: The Quasi-Proposed Good Date Is Wrong
The cool and comfortable autumn is just right for a long trip, and when Chen Xu is leaving, he gives them a considerable amount of money, because he finds that Wei Bin and Lin Lan don't have much property on them.
"Take it!" He said, "What is this money compared to what you do?" β
But in fact, even the money given by Chen Xu had no place to spend it, because all the expenses along the way were all taken care of by Xin Qiji.
"There's always some money." Xin Qiji smiled bitterly, "I have to be blessed with the Holy Lord, in the past two years, I have been working as a pacification envoy and a transfer envoy in the Lianghu area, and my family has a lot of money. β
His boasting was self-deprecating and bitter.
Wei Bin knew that he had a knot in his heart, and Xin Qiji would not stay in Jiangsu for long. Next, he will be sent to Hunan by the Quasi-Quasi-Good Period and the Imperial Court by mistake. The incisive analysis of the war situation and the practical and effective response plan in it have been widely praised in the previous work, and they are not inferior even when they are put into modern official documents. In a sense, this person is really an all-rounder, during his time in Hunan, Xin Qiji once founded a Flying Tiger team of more than 2,000 people, but he insisted on training troops to resist the enemy, which angered the court of Qi'an, and finally ended up at home......
Even if he was dismissed and idle at home, Xin Qi kept reading books and nagging, and the Southern Song Dynasty court, which had long wanted to fight, had no other feelings about him, a super workaholic, except for the word "annoying". The country is in danger, and it takes two days to attract it, and if there is a slander in the court, it will be thrown away again, which is the basic rhythm of his entire life.
"Anyway, things are not done for the court to see." Wei Bin said, "The benefit of the people is the first thing, and I really don't even have the qualifications to do things for the people, so I will talk about it." β
"When the time comes, let's go back and enjoy the flowers." Lin Lan sighed.
"Endeavour, and teach Hibiscus!" After he finished speaking, he smiled bitterly, it was a sentence in Xin Qiji's words, which was full of resentment.
But these days. Good Chapter 130 The quasi-good period is mistakenly in the fact that there are Wei sisters and brothers accompanying the people around them to talk about the past and the present. Take a look around. It's also pleasant.
Along. Lin Lan changed her previous cautious posture with few words. Start participating in their discussions. This is also Wei Bindi's idea. He said that Lin Lan had to find a way to impress Xin Qiji. So it's time to break up. before there is a chance to make a request to stay. And for Lin Lan. It's not that hard to do.
She knew full well that the men had stayed with them for more than five months. During this period, there were countless long conversations throughout the night. She knew exactly what he liked to hear. Don't like to listen to anything. Understand what he really thinks in his heart. She even knows his tastes and fetishes. She cautiously approached Xin Qiji's heart. He paid great attention to not leaving the slightest trace, which always surprised Xin Qiji. He called Lin Lan a "close friend" and introduced her as a confidant. I thought it was my previous carelessness. I couldn't find that Lin Lan was by no means inferior to the female genius of the bearded eyebrows.
Lin Lan later quietly smiled bitterly at Wei Bin. She said that this is all the knowledge of Chinese studies that has been made up in the past six months. "Otherwise, how can we talk to him on an equal footing? Even if it's a business student. I don't want to be stupid by him. β
And every time it comes. Wei Bin will be silent. The more the two men talked, the more silent they became. It was as if he was about to slowly retreat from the three-person stage.
Indeed, it was a small stage. An inappropriate analogy is like: Xin Qiji is the host. Lin Lan is an assistant to the local woman. Wei Bin is a special guest to make the atmosphere better. That's the case with three people together.
But in fact, Xin Qiji still values Wei Bin more, he still did not give up on the battle to attack Jin Bing, Wei Bin's outstanding military talent made Xin Qiji unforgettable, he was keenly aware that Wei Bin was definitely a person who knew how to fight, so he hoped that Wei Bin could be his guest of honor and was even willing to be criticized by his colleagues and strongly recommend Wei Bin to a higher official position. He often said that he would have known the siblings too sooner or later, and it would have been better if they had known each other a few years earlier.
On the surface, it seems that Wei Bin's plan is going well, and he attaches so much importance to them that he doesn't even want them to leave, but in fact, the three of them have entered an even more bizarre stalemate......
Xin Qiji really values Wei Bin, not Lin Lan, what he wants is a military wizard, not a wife, Lin Lan is seeing this more and more, she is even pregnant with her, even if Wei Bin directly proposes to let Xin Qiji accept her as a concubine...... No, maybe he can agree to stop his wife and marry again, and the condition must be that Wei Bin will also stay and serve his Great Song Dynasty.
But what is it all about? Lin Lan was distressed by this, she couldn't even be sure of Xin Qiji's heart, whether she still had the emotions of the past, and she couldn't understand what she was pursuing, did she just want to give her child a father?
What an uncomfortable feeling!
She still loves Xin Qiji, and is even willing to abandon all reason and the past, and sacrifice the most reluctant part for him......
But right now, is this man really the Xin Qijian who held her face that day and swore that he would love each other for the third time?
Still is
The one in the hot dream is just himself?
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Lin Lan couldn't even tell Wei Bin about these doubts, she felt that other young men had done enough for her, how could she trouble others in everything? Originally, it was a private relationship between two people, and she wanted to continue the front edge, but now she mixed up outsiders, and when the three of them were chatting, she would always feel Wei Bin's gradual silence, the kind of closure that seemed to be about to withdraw, which made Lin Lan feel extremely embarrassed......
After thinking about it like this, they finally arrived in Jiangsu, where Xin Qiji's official residence was located, Xin Qiji didn't want them to stay in the guest house, and still invited Wei Bin and them into his mansion.
It was also on that day that Lin Lan finally met Xin Qiji's wife, Hui Niang.
This name once haunted her mind repeatedly, she had simulated the scene of her meeting with this woman countless times, and she had secretly speculated what kind of person she was, who could marry the greatest poet of the Southern Song Dynasty......
But Lin Lan never thought that she would come to this woman as a "heroine".
In fact, Hui Niang is not the kind of beauty that is stunning and vulgar, she gives people more of a sense of maturity and peace. In terms of age, she is almost the same as Lin Lan, but in her gentle and serene posture, she reveals the certainty and self-confidence that only the hostess of a big family can have.
That night, Lin Lan mournfully told Wei Bin that she had a feeling of defeat.
"That's not right, I ...... I don't know, but there's something wrong with that. She whispered, "I seem to have come to the wrong place, to the wrong room." There can't be one more person in this family. β
Bin looked at her quietly for a long time before saying, "You feel inferior?" β
Lin Lan raised her face, looked at him, and lowered her head: "I don't want to be above her, but I don't want her to be above me." In addition, I heard that he also has three concubines, the last of which was just married a few months ago. β
Wei Bin didn't make a sound, his expression was a little incomprehensible.
"I might ...... Still not fully prepared. Lin Lan sighed, "I'm sorry to drag you into the mud too......"
"What are you sorry for?" Wei Bin suddenly said sullenly, "I didn't want you to be so embarrassed, I thought it would be ...... You're going to be a little happier here. β
Lin Lan laughed, and she said, "Xiaowei, you are really a good person. β
ββ¦β¦ This kind of assessment is unpleasant. He crouched down and fiddled with one of the scimitars in his hand, "Maybe I'm thinking things too simply." β
Lin Lan didn't speak.
At that time, the two of them were on the steps at the door of the west wing where Lin Lan was sleeping, and the bluestone in the courtyard in front of them was paved with a faint moonlight.
"But I'm also very happy." Lin Lan smiled lightly, "Looking at him, I'm very happy."
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Wei Bin stared at her quietly.
"The Bible says that a woman is made of a man's rib." Lin Lan suddenly said, "This, remember, right?" β
"Hmm. But now, many of the ribs run happily on their own, and they don't seem to need a body. β
Lin Lan laughed!
After laughing, she said, "When I saw this, I thought, then, I'm also a rib?" β
ββ¦β¦ Lost a little weight. β
"Hehe, according to religion, no matter how happy we run and how proud we are in our hearts, probably in the end, we all live in this world for our respective masters, right? Being busy, happy, or miserable for someone, and finding a reason for this behavior, the best reason is love. Lin Lan spread out her palm and looked at the lines in her palm, "Well, the love line is long and thin." Alas, it's still a mess. β
Wei Bin listened silently, and suddenly said, "Lveeiblind." β
ββ¦β¦ Well. Blindγ But why do these blind ribs, including me, have to love like this? This question has been bothering me for a long time. Later I realized that it was just because he was him and I was me, it was as simple as that. Lin Lan sighed softly, "He is my husband, this is the case, before I admit it, we have become like this, no one knows what is going on, it has no way to explain itself, and there is no need to explain it to others at all." β
Lin Lan's voice was affectionate, but it was loud. Wei Bin listened in a daze.
Lin Lan's eyes were damp, and there was a lingering sorrow in her affectionate gaze cast into the night sky.
"I can't let go of the past. Even if it was just a dream of his, I felt as if I was pulling him into this dream, I felt stupid and pathetic, but I couldn't stop. Lin Lan whispered, "It should have been a son with no regrets, I once told Su Hong that this should be my life, but she said that I am a proud guy." She said that my pride trumped my love, and it seems that she was the opposite. β
After that, neither of them spoke for a long time!!