Mask A 51
Words do not represent deeds.
When Zhenkun was young, he once carried Qiu Lanzhi on his back and stabbed Zhenkun's fingers with a sharp bamboo skewer, but a child's cry attracted his tears. From any point of view, it seems that children are always innocent. But the blood of the two people could not be dissolved together in the bowl, so he could never believe that Zhenkun was his biological son (it is said that it is now proven that this method has no scientific basis)!
Then two monkeys crept up from a dark corner, and when they saw that there was an opportunity, they carefully stepped forward and took up the two buns which were placed on the stones, and each of them looked at them very carefully, and then put them under his nose and smelled them, and put them in his mouth, and when they tasted them, they rejoiced in the delicacies, and then went to fight for the two eggs with joy. The eggs were snatched by one of them, and it took the bun in its mouth, and then took both paws, while the other grabbed the bottle and ran aside.
Tao Qisheng didn't step forward to stop him, because that person is not a cannibal fireworks, and he has long been indifferent to tempting food, but he has been doing things in vain and fruitless all these years, but doing so seems to be able to relieve a little guilt and sin! Looking at that person, he said: "It's okay, you better go home, Zhenkun and his daughter-in-law Liu Xingmei are very sensible and filial." After all, you are getting older, if there is a sick person who has a long disaster, how can this be done with no one around to take care of you. Forget all about the past, they will support you in old age! โ
The two monkeys became observers, and they did not disturb their conversation, nor did they worry that the news of this top-secret matter would leak out, because what the monkeys lacked was that it was difficult to understand human language.
"What you didn't expect is that after all these years, I'm still alive, right?!"
"I-" Tao Qisheng didn't know how to say it for a while!
"If you don't forgive me, how can I go back?!"
"I-I've told you many times before, I've forgiven you, at least you're mine-"
"You-you say you've forgiven me, but you're not telling the truth, because you said you'd never forgive me in your life?!"
Tao Qisheng sighed and said: "Now, for me, there is nothing unforgivable in the world. Even if you are unkind, but I can't be unjust, at least I can't forget the grace of nurturing, I can't repay it in this life, this is a sin that I can't forgive myself in this life! โ
"I understand your intentions, but they don't mean anything anymore!"
"I know that some words can't be held in my heart forever, and it's always uncomfortable not to say them!"
"You are a good boy with filial piety, blame me for not knowing how to cherish, remorse is the best punishment for me!"
"Let the past pass!"
The strange man hesitated for a moment, then asked excitedly, "She-she-Laneige, is she okay?" โ
"Okay, you-you-still care about her?" Tao Qisheng's tone was obviously a little angry, which was simply an insult to him!
"She still hasn't made it clear to you what happened back then?" The man's words sounded very calm.
"No, I don't want to hear about immorality and customs, and I'm afraid to hear it!"
"It was I who was ashamed of her and of you, who was - it was I who did something inferior to a beast. Twenty years ago, that home no longer belonged to me, and I will never go back because I don't have the face to face everyone in the village, especially Laneige. In the past 20 years, I have really regarded myself as a beast, so I am willing to live with animals and live a primitive life. Over the years, I have encountered tigers, wolves and bears many times, and they have asked to eat me in front of them, but strangely, they seem to be full of fear of me and run away from me, I want to keep me alive because God is deliberately punishing me! During the day I hid in this cave and only went out at night to look for food. If one day you really learn the truth of the facts, you will definitely regret it, Laneige is definitely not the kind of woman you imagined! Over the years, I have been charged with the crime of being a 'well-dressed beast' in your mind, so I am afraid of seeing people, but over the years, many people have come here, not only hunting, but also looking for something. But among those people, there are people I know and there are people I don't know. You said that Zhenkun is a good hunter, I think he is one of them, but I don't know my grandson! I have met Miao Hanxiang's son Yunchang, because he has a copper lock around his neck, although he is the eldest son, I can tell that it will be him! There must be Zhenkun among them, he should also be a hunter, right? Mine--my grandson, I just don't know him, but I've seen it after all! โ
"Are youโdo you just think he's your grandson? Wouldn't it be-? โ
"It seems that the knot in your heart will not be unraveled!"
Tao Qisheng didn't speak, but he was tasting the pain of ten thousand ants' heart-devouring !!!
"I won't go back, I'll be in this wilderness after I die, this is the punishment I chose to punish myself!"
"Your explanations are useless to me! By the way, my sister and my sister are both doing well, and that- don't worry! All these years, they still think about you, but I-I don't dare tell you the truth!"
The strange man sighed softly and said in a slightly trembling tone, "Well, this is better than anything else!" Your refusal to forgive is the biggest regret of my life! I've put aside the world, and everything has nothing to do with me! โ
As a person, can you easily let go of family care?
Stubborn language can't replace what you really think in your heart!
"If you refuse to go back, I'm afraid IโI won't be able to see you again!"
"Well, I don't want you to come to see me in the future, just forget about me when I'm dead!" The strange man's voice sounded heavy.
Tao Qisheng couldn't help but sigh, his eyes quickly blurred, and he didn't speak. There are some things in a person's life that cannot be forgotten, let alone -
The strange man looked at him in a daze, and then suddenly asked, "Why didn't you come, did you figure it out and decided to break off the relationship completely?" โ
Tao Qisheng shook his head blankly, and said a little choked: "I-I'm terminally ill, and I don't know how long I can last myself, maybe one day I'll die!" โ
"What?" When the man heard this, he became anxious, and stopped after taking three steps.
Tao Qisheng stood there blankly, as if he was stupidly facing the primitive strange man in front of him.
The monkey with the bottle was trying to open it, and made a series of very funny movements, wagging its long tail in anxiety. The other watched from the sidelines, as if pondering something, and then went to enjoy the cracked eggs with relish. Monkeys are intelligent animals, so they are close relatives of humans.
Seeing that Tao Qisheng didn't speak, the man asked again: "This-this is true?" Don't scare me with thatโyou didn't lie to meโ"
Tao Qisheng nodded and said, "I don't have to lie to you." โ
"No, no! How so?! The strange man no longer seemed very composure, and became agitated, as if he was so sad, that his body began to tremble, but it was impossible to see what the expression on the face that was hiding behind the mask would be.
"I can't escape reality!"
"I'm not dead, you can't die! If I want to die, I should die before you! Then the strange man roared in rage, waving his arms helplessly, and he struck the boulder beside him several times with his fist in anger.
"You-don't do this, I-" Tao Qisheng's bloodless white lips twitched a few times, and a spasmodic pain appeared in his heart, but he didn't have the courage to step forward to stop it, as if he was afraid that if he couldn't control it in a momentary excitement, he would bring the already strange relationship closer.
At this moment the strange man stopped striking at the stone, and began to stagger tentatively forward, and at last he stood in front of Tao Qisheng, and he seemed to be very timid to stretch out a blood-drenched and trembling hand, which was as terrifying and abominable as a devil's claws, and the dirt was hidden in his long nails. It seemed that he wanted to touch Tao Qisheng's face. Tao Qisheng didn't dodge, for him, it was an extremely disgusting and mixed with a long-lost longing.
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