At noon that day, Fang Wuying took her and walked through several alleys, Su Hong was a little puzzled, it seemed that Fang Wuying was very familiar with this place.

"Team Fang, have you lived in Hong Kong before?"

"Mm-hmm, I've lived in less than half a year." He didn't look back, "I haven't been here for a long time, and I've almost forgotten it." ”

“…… Coming on business? ”

Fang Wuying smiled: "How come?" Play. ”

"In Hong Kong?"

"Well, it's not just Hong Kong. I changed places everywhere, ran around the world, and learned a lot of languages. He said, "When the money is spent, I wander, and when people give me food, I will continue to sleep, and if there is nowhere to sleep, I will sleep on the subway." ”

Su Hong looked at his back in astonishment!

"I've lived here, abroad." Fang Wuying stopped, turned around and smiled at her, "Don't get me wrong, it's not a noble tour, it's a history of wandering of poor ghosts." ”

“…… Many years ago? ”

"Well, more than 10 years ago." He said, "They let me out and said, 'Give me time, go wherever you want, go out and see.'" As a result, I wandered outside for three years. ”

"Them?"

"Hmm, the institute, the high-level, the military." Fang Wuying paused, "Anyway, that's it." ”

Su Hong silently closed her mouth, she remembered what Lei Jun said.

"Originally, there was also a debate about whether to let me out." Fang Wuying said, "There is a belief that Murong Chong can't be released, what if he goes out and kills people indiscriminately?" A pervert like him who used to take pleasure in killing people......"

At this point in his words, he stopped, Su Hong stopped, and he didn't dare to come out!

"Later, it was Director Liang who insisted on letting me out, because I had done amazing things before."

"What's amazing?"

"Suicide." Fang Wuying turned around and smiled.

Su Hong thought that her ears had heard it wrong!

“…… Don't look at me like that, it's not like you're not dead. Fang Wuying shrugged, "It's not a big deal, lie in the bathtub and cut the veins." Here. ”

He simply stretched out his hand and showed Su Hong the scar on his wrist.

“…… Why? Su Hong trembled a little, "Why did you commit suicide?" ”

"Crossing syndrome complicated by major depression."

Seeing Su Hong's mouth open so wide, Fang Wuying finally couldn't help laughing: "I made it up." ”

“…… Suicide, but really? ”

"Really."

With that, he turned around and continued walking.

Su Hong followed silently, and for a long time, neither of them spoke.

In the south in early spring, the wind is a little cool, but it is very comfortable to blow on the body. This made Su Hong feel that the content of the conversation was not so real, and even felt that the person around him was not real......

“…… Do you still think about the past? She asked softly.

"Often." Fang Wuying said, "Although it has been more than ten years since I left. But it's just a matter of thinking. ”

"Later, you left the institute?"

"Hmm. Reputedly...... It was a key figure at the top who agreed with Director Liang's opinion. So I came out. Brought some money, and not much modern common sense, and locators. He smiled, "But they have to be sure that they can find me at any time." After all, the one who was released was once a serious murderer, and they wanted to ensure the safety of society. ”

“…… Are you really going to kill people casually? ”

Su Hong asked, only then did she feel that she had asked a very idiotic question.

Fang Wuying was silent for a while before he said, "After coming back, Li Jianguo once asked me, he said Captain, how could Han Yan be so afraid of you?" ”

"Han Yan? Oh, that ...... we met."

"Well, I told him that it was because Han Yan had seen me kill people with his own eyes."

“……”

"When people are in extreme fear, they do the most brutal things. This sentence was suitable for me at that time, and it was also suitable for Han Yan. Fang Wuying paused, "If he doesn't kill me, he won't be able to bear the fear of me." ”

Su Hong was silent for a long time before whispering, "I don't know what to say." ”

"No, don't say anything." Fang Wuying smiled, "Okay, it's time to get there." ”

What he took Su Hong to was a very small shop selling fish balls, on a certain street corner, small and broken, but there were a lot of customers. Fang Wuying found an empty table and asked for two bowls of fish balls.

The food came up quickly, the fish balls were fragrant and sweet, and Su Hong was surprised and happy.

"Doesn't it taste good?" Fang Wuying said, "You can't eat such good things in famous hotels." ”

"How did you find here?" Su Hong smiled, "Isn't it eaten by one family?" ”

"How is that possible?" Fang Wuying turned around and pointed to the door of the store, "I fainted here from hunger, and I was helped in by the boss and poured half a bowl of fish soup." ”

Su Hong almost squirted out the soup in her mouth.

"Later, I worked here as a boy for two months." Fang Wuying said, "I also learned Cantonese here. I had only counted before, and yes, yes (thank you). ”

"How did you faint from hunger?" Su Hong smiled, "Where did all the money go?" ”

"It's gone, and I refuse to ask the director. There is nothing but the passport. Fang Wuying shrugged, "At the beginning, I walked around the country, I was miserable, I was locked up in a shelter, I worked part-time jobs everywhere, and I also did sales, it's the kind of store by store to distribute goods, it's very fun." Later, I also made a lot of money, and the house was bought at that time. But it didn't work at first, and in those two years, the rats who were poorer than the church - the rats didn't come to me. I don't plan either, if you have money, you go to a big meal, and if you don't have money, you go to a fast food restaurant and wait for the rest of the free chips. Sometimes I don't even have the potato fries, so I am hungry, so dizzy that I can only fill the tap water. When the money ran out, he slept on the streets, and was detained for beating people......"

"Hitting?!"

"Smash the shop that gave me counterfeit money." He laughed, "People called the police." ”

“…… It's terrifying! ”

"Director Liang personally went to the police station to collect people, and when he came out, he said that if he poked the leak again, he would take me back to the research institute immediately, and he would not let me out."

Su Hong swallowed the fish soup silently for a long time before saying, "Why did he let you come out despite public opinion?" ”

"If you don't come out to run in with society, you have to have brain surgery," Fang Wuying said, "After brain surgery, I will forget all about Murong Chong and become a completely modern person - that will be very easy: give me the identity of an ordinary person, start from a college student, and everything will be taken care of, and I don't have to work so hard." ”

"But you chose not to forget?"

Fang Wuying nodded.

"Why don't you forget the past?"

"Because that's me, no matter how ugly or terrible, that's me." He said lightly, "There are people I have hurt, and I can't forget them." ”

"What do you mean ......"

Fang Wuying paused: "My sister." ”

That afternoon, in the noisy fish ball shop, Su Hong silently listened to Fang Wuying talk about his past, those stories that almost no one knew. Fang Wuying's tone was extremely flat, but Su Hong heard a burst of sadness in his heart.

Fang Wuying is not a person who likes to talk about himself, he has known him for four or five years, Su Hong knows very little about him, and she doesn't even know if he still has relatives. He never mentioned it in front of his colleagues, even if he had to mention it in his daily conversations, he only used one or two irrelevant words to vague the past, Su Hong was originally an interesting person, although he was full of doubts, but he didn't want to pay a painful price for his curiosity.

If it weren't for such a big accident on this trip to the Sixteen Kingdoms, she would never have known that there was such a complicated and tumultuous past hidden under that smiling face......

Fang Wuying is a person who never whitewashes his nature, and he is too lazy to perfunctory anyone, although this is often mistaken by others as "no one in the eyes of the kid", but now Su Hong knows that it is because of some key things, he has been hiding and refusing to show people easily.

"I didn't know that Director Liang was such an important person to you." She exhaled softly and put down the teacup, which was a little cold.

"Well, it's like a real father." He whispered, "Everything was given to me by him - it was transferred to Shu Xiang later, but the initial foundation was given by him." ”

"Basics?"

Fang Wuying smiled: "How to get along with people, how to adapt to this new world." You see, I didn't even know Mandarin at that time - he taught me to speak gently and treat others equally, and he said that no one was born to oppress me, and of course no one dared to oppress me for no reason. He also taught me basic social etiquette, how to understand the mood of the people around me, and taught me to clearly express my requirements without hurting others, instead of blindly taking brute force or using poisonous tricks, let alone hurting people's lives at every turn. He even taught me to laugh. ”

"Laugh? Do you have to teach laughter too? ”

"I used to laugh like this, Xiao Yang once said that it wasn't laughter, it was the devil baring his teeth......"

"You used to ......"

"It's the state of becoming a king and losing a king, there is no equality. Either you die or I live. Fang Wuying smiled, took the teapot, and added some hot tea to Su Hong's cup, "If you can't bully me, then I want your life - just like when I murdered my second brother with Gao Gai and Su Qinchong." ”

Obviously, it wasn't very cold, but Su Hong's hand holding the cup couldn't help but shake it.

"I am alive and have been unfair to many people, but if I die, Director Liang said that it would be unfair to him. It's even more unfair to myself. ”

After being silent for a while, Su Hong said, "You haven't forgotten them, this is the greatest fairness you can do." ”

When she said this, Fang Wuying's eyes were a little dazed: "...... However, my sister died after all. ”

Su Hong looked at him with some sadness.

"Maybe I still have one or two excuses for others, even if I pretend, I can pretend to be reasonable; But for her, I don't have the slightest excuse, not even the right to pretend to be innocent. Her whole short life has become more miserable because of me, and if I had to find the most innocent person in my family, then she was, she was a victim, more so than I was. ”

Fang Wuying's expression when he said this deeply shocked Su Hong, she had never seen this person so desperate.

This made Su Hong feel deeply sad.

In the years that followed, the sorrow could not be erased from her heart, like a drop of ink on rice paper, which slowly penetrated her heart as time passed......

Appendix

BGM: hide's "Pinkspider".

Isn't a captain a pinkspider? The lyrics suit him perfectly.