Adventures in Heaven (novel) Zhang Baotong

Nine. Beauty Gna

The season unconsciously enters autumn. The temperature in autumn is still warm in the www.biquge.info of the pen "Fun", and the afternoon sun always reveals a kind of ****-like familiarity, which makes the long-hidden desire in people's hearts can't help but move. The emotional experience with Gillian haunts me almost every day, entangles me, and makes me sometimes think about and indulge in it; Sometimes he is deeply guilty and ashamed.

At the same time, the emotional intercourse with Gillian also ignited the flame of lust in my body. made me begin to smile at women's every move, smile, and even my posture and clothing began to have an inexplicable and strange ****. When you see a beautiful or even not beautiful woman, the restless subconscious in your body will inevitably begin to sprout and become active.

Because the owner of Yuntai Village has returned to his hometown, and the new owner has not yet been appointed, after I returned from the Blue Lake, I moved from Yilan's house to live with Beze in the village council courtyard. It stands to reason that I should go to the palace to report to the king, but the emotional entanglement with Gillian keeps me uplifted. I almost fell into a deep and pessimistic mood from which I could not extricate myself. I longed to miss Gillian all day long, so that the tea and rice were not fragrant, and I couldn't sleep at night, and my soul seemed to have left me and attached to Gillian's body. The indulgence and pleasure of that night with Gillian constantly stimulated my impulses and desires, making me like a drunken addict addicted to alcohol and eager to vent ****.

Time seems to flow very slowly in heaven, so it always makes people feel a sense of loneliness. In order to pass the time, I roasted my needle over a fire, bent it into a fishhook, put on a strong silk thread, tied it to the tip of the bamboo, and sat all day fishing by the river behind the small courtyard. The glacier is crystal clear, and you can clearly see large schools of slender icefish swimming densely under the water. This fish is easy to catch, so in a short time, you can catch half a wooden basin. Take it back to the house, marinate it in salty water from the salt lake, and let it dry in the sun, it is an excellent meat dish.

However, the loneliness of fishing is easy to make people's thoughts fly, and the erotic warmth in the sun is always tempting the deep and sensitive **** in my body. For this reason, in order to dispel such desires and troubles, I tried my best to learn swordsmanship. Swordsmanship is a compulsory and compulsory subject for men in the kingdom of heaven. Gu said that swordsmanship can not only defend oneself and take refuge, but also cultivate one's self-cultivation. But in Heaven, only guards are qualified to wear swords. And the sword with which I went hunting with the king has not yet been returned to the palace.

Don't be a master of swordsmanship in the Heavenly Guard, dancing with a sword, the wind is whistling, the cold light is shining, the agility of the movement and the cold shadow of the sword light make people dazzled and amazed. But Beze was an honest and kind man, a year older than me, and treated me like a brother. As long as I practiced the sword, he would preach carefully with every move, one style, one board and one glance. I consider myself to be smart and diligent, and my understanding is extraordinary, so I learned swordsmanship very quickly, and it didn't take long for me to be able to hold the sword and fight against Beze for a few rounds.

Dissipating worries and desires is actually a process of fulfillment, boredom and emptiness. However, no matter how busy a person is, there will be times when he is tired and resting, so worries and desires will occupy his mind at this time. Especially in the dead of night, all kinds of thoughts about Gillian often keep me awake all night. Sometimes, I am so simple that I can no longer bear the torment of this thirst.

That morning, I could not resist the strong drive and temptation of this desire, and I rode resolutely to the edge of the Blue Lagoon, despite the humiliation and suffering of being bound and punished again. I knew that Lang Zhong was working in the field at this time, so I boldly entered the house to meet Gillian. But the woman was the only one weaving in the house. When the woman saw me coming, she turned her face away from me. When I bowed to the woman, I said, "Mother, don't come unharmed." The woman sighed, stopped what she was doing, and said, "Presumably the son came to see Gillian?" I said, "Exactly, if the stepmother is not disgusted, the righteous son Han makes Longhua willing to marry Gillian for a hundred years, I don't know what the mother-in-law wants?" "At this time, only until I can get Gillian, I can give up everything and promise everything.

I thought that the woman would be overjoyed, but unexpectedly, she silently shed tears. I couldn't help but wonder and asked, "Why is my stepmother sad?" The woman cried while wiping away her tears, "Gillian was married to someone else the day before yesterday. When I heard this, I almost fainted, so I asked the woman, "Where is Gillian married?" The woman shook her head and said, "Yizi doesn't need to ask more, Gillian is already heartbroken, don't disturb it." I listened, thought for a long time, and then left with a sad and helpless sigh.

Leaving Gillian's house, walking on the shore of the Blue Lake again, the sky was high and cold, the autumn sun was bleak, and there was a bleak and desolate color in the wind. I think Gillian embarked on the road of the bride in this sad and helpless autumn wind. Thinking of Gillian's simple and sincere affection for me, my tears couldn't stop flowing. Gillian was so kind to me, willing to give everything to me, but I didn't even give her the least promise. Her hasty marriage was a tragic feat of being punished on my behalf.

There is so much loss and grief that I can't bear to bear, and I long to find a spiritual home to heal the wounds in my heart. So, instead of going back to the village council village Beze, I went directly to Yilan's house. At this time, it was already dark, and when Elam saw that I had returned from a long distance in a sleepy manner, he was busy cooking for me and preparing bath water.

After eating and bathing, she still refused to leave, so she reminded me to go back early. I shook my head and said I didn't want to go. When she saw that I looked depressed, she touched my forehead and asked me why I was unwell. I fell into her arms and cried, saying, "Sister-in-law, I want to sleep with you." "The woman looked at me in amazement for a long time, and then she hugged me tightly like a mother, kissing me and unbuttoning my clothes.

When I got to bed, she made me a bowl of hot tea and brought it to me. I said I didn't want tea. But she coaxed me to drink it. The bitterness of the tea was so strong that I couldn't swallow it, so I said, "This tea is very bitter, don't swallow it." Yilan was a little anxious and said, "Longhua Gongzi Hugh has to insist, this is the bitter leaf of the bitter leaf tree, drinking it can prevent pregnancy and aphrodisiac, you must not drink it." "I know that the law of heaven requires only two children to be born to a married couple, and if there is an excess, they will be exiled to the male and female islands for three years of hard labor. The punishment for unmarried children is even worse, so no one dares to defy the law and violate it.

Listening to Ylan's words, I picked up the bowl and drank it all. After drinking tea, I stripped the woman of her clothes and hugged her tightly as Gillian, with warm and frantic pleasure. I wanted to vent the sorrow and loss in my heart in this primitive and rude way, but after the calm, not only did I not get any of the comfort and supplements I expected, but on the contrary, what I experienced in my whole heart was extreme fatigue and prostration, a disgust and irritability that was more empty and boring than loneliness and sadness.

By the time I woke up from my stupor, it was already dark. The woman sat on the edge of the bed at this time, dressed in a beautiful dress, with a ruddy complexion, and a face like a peach blossom, and when she saw me awake, she sat beside me coquettishly and diligently, and dressed me.

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