Author: Osmanthus fragrance in Osmanthus Lane (I took it from elsewhere, I think it's very well written, and I can't give it up~)

It took three days to read the article "Don't Take the Crossing Improper Work", during which the mood went through several ups and downs, and now the attitude towards reading this story is very different from the beginning, it should be said that this is a surprise that I did not expect.

At the beginning, it was purely a light and funny little Baiwen, a female college student who sneaked away to the Qing Dynasty for the Cao Xueqin, Zhao Sheng, the plain king in the METRO flour pile, Wang Zhen, a eunuch who was extremely honest and obedient after losing the emperor's backer, and Li Xiaobai who drove a diesel bouncing car...... The jokes are full of laughter, which reminds me of the article "New Beijing, New Crossing" I read a few years ago. If this article is simply written like this, I think I will read it so easily, and I will have fun turning out those hilarious jokes from time to time in the future.

But the more I look down, the more I find that the author's plans are far-reaching, foreshadowing can be seen everywhere in the text, the burden is constant, the plot is connected to the past, and the climax is one after another. From Jian Rou, who disappeared for no reason, to the director who died suddenly inexplicably, from the shocking completely newcomer training plan to the team members who began to reveal their true identities one by one...... The continuous doxxing is simply dizzying, dizzying. When I came back to my senses, I found that the 180,000 words in the past were just the tip of the iceberg of the whole story, and everything had just begun...... It's no wonder that today's readers are full of rumors, and it is really the author's skillful way of telling stories and shaking off the burden, and if you don't pay attention to the text, you will not be able to keep up with the situation, and how can you not make people suspicious, for fear of missing a clue and missing half a key ^_^

Let's put aside this creative and exciting plot that is infinitely looking forward to for the time being, I just want to praise this article to a few of my cute points, and the contemptible habit of reading the text is, as long as you find a cute point of taste, even if you are a little bit white in other aspects, you can bear it, but if there is no budding point, even if it is not thunderous at all, it is not a good text and a great god text, in my opinion, it is also the same as chewing wax and forgetting it. In view of the fact that my cuteness is generally cold.,So if you look at it and feel inexplicable, please ignore it.,Right when I'm in the HIGH~~

First of all, the first point to focus on is the extreme life of the scene description...... Looking at the daily relationship between the control team of the Authority, I thought of TV series such as "The Story of the Editorial Department" and "Six Groups of Serious Cases" more than once. What's even worse is that these people who are like their neighbors, friends, and colleagues are all from hundreds of thousands of years ago...... Every time I think of this, I feel that this kind of cordiality is covered with an indescribable charm~~ For example, Lei Jun and Su Hong, who gossiped about Fang Ying's private life at the dinner table on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival and derived from it, were originally extremely harmonious and normal scenes, but after changing the names to Murong Chong, XX and XX (for the time being, they can't be substituted, and the hundred claws scratch their hearts~~), the meaning is completely different. There is some joy, some absurdity, and some desolation and indifference after the prosperity has fallen...... All kinds of complex emotions are intertwined into one word - cute! I am so amazed by such a strange and harmonious contrast, and allow me to express this love with three exclamation points!!

Secondly, I want to say that reading the text in JJ, the picture is a pleasure, and it does not require the authors to have the spirit of the text, so when there are some unexpected gains occasionally, it is more rare and precious. For example, in this article, the author conveys some ideas through the mouths of the ancients, Lao Tzu's explanation of the mysteries of all things, Lei Jun's affirmation of Li Bai's value, and how Emperor Xian of the Han Dynasty faced his fate...... Similar sharing really made me resonate, moved and think, I like to communicate ideas through stories like Lao Zhuang, so the sparks of thought that burst out from time to time in this article also hit my budding point~~

Finally, there are several psychological counseling sessions about Murong Chong, if my impression of "Don't Take the Crossing Improper Work" has changed from the beginning of Xiaobaiwen to the later food article, then when Murong Chong's story is fully unfolded, in my eyes, the positioning of this article has changed again to "case evidence of analyzing the psychological characteristics of ancient characters with modern psychological theories". It's no exaggeration to say that just thinking about this title makes me tremble all over~. ~

Originally, I wanted to praise the author's unique narrative angle based on this, and it only took a few psychological consultations to tell a classic sadomasochistic story. You must know that just the plot information revealed in just three dialogue questions and answers between Shu Xiang and Fang Wuying is enough for any Tanmei writer to develop a novel of 300,000 words. With concise and limited words to outline the infinite space for reverie, how can people not shoot the case!

However, seeing that everyone has been more and more accepting of Su Hong and Fang Wuying's gradual virginization recently, I have some different views on this, so I will stop with the beautiful words first, and talk about my understanding of this issue, all remarks are personal opinions, for exchange reference only.

From chapter 60 onwards, rewind and re-read the story of Murong Chong, I think the key word that the author wants to express is not forgiveness, but face.

No one can deny that Murong Chong's life is a complete tragedy, and under Shu Xiang's patient guidance, Fang Wuying's reminiscence narration shows this tragedy in detail and cruelly in front of readers. Cruel! It's sadistic! Very sadistic! There is no way not to pity and sympathize with this poor child who was tormented by troubled times, fate, power, family affection, and finally completely crazy. After reading a few paragraphs of psychological counseling, I believe that most readers have the same feelings as me. However, after reading the dialogue between Fu Jian and Fang Wuying in Chapter 60, I thought that maybe we should be fair to this matter. After all, from the very beginning, the reader received the message that the former Murong Chong was now Fang Wuying's subjective narration of Shu Xiang, and as Fang Wuying's psychiatrist, Shu Xiang could only stand in Murong Chong's position to guide and comfort her patients.

But what if you look at it from a different angle?

Just like Fu Jian said to the other party: "No? Tell me that you don't pay attention to anyone except my sister, no matter how good I am to you, I can't stand up to my sister's finger; But I gave you a jade pendant, but you wanted to show it to your sister, showing off your favor in front of her, so angry that she smashed the jade pendant and stepped on your hand ......", "You live with your mother, I went to see you, knowing that those **** sisters had just been named a noble concubine, the head of the three ladies, but you had to keep me in the other courtyard and refused to let me go, deliberately embarrassing her, and kept the cold palace alone; You've always been pretending to me, but as long as you're in front of your mother, you've changed into a different person...... "It's me who trespassed into the courtyard, I just miss you too much, and I don't want to see you for many days." Who knows that you can't let go of it when you see it...... But if you really had to reject me harshly, I wouldn't have done anything to you. You know that. ”………… In this case, Fu Jian obviously has no need to reverse black and white, and Fang Wuying's violent reaction can only prove that Fu Jian's words are not untargeted. Then, this paragraph should be to show that in fact, the innocent victim Murong Chong described by Fang Wuying does not seem to be so pure and innocent.

Let's take two famous examples, Jin Yong's "Flying Fox in the Snow Mountain" and Akira Kurosawa's "Rashomon", the same thing has completely different effects under the narration of different people, different purposes and different angles, these works are not simply to judge good and evil, they just portray the complexity of human nature, leaving the space for thinking and the power of conclusion to every viewer. Just imagine, if you tell this story from the perspective of Murong Chong's sister, it may be another "Emperor Roufu", and if you tell this story from Fu Jian's point of view, it may be another "Looking at the Sky", but in this article, the power to tell the story is given to Murong Chong, so the reader's sympathy and attention are all on Murong Chong, thus ignoring that Murong Chong also played an indispensable role in the formation of the entire tragedy.

I don't think the formation of a tragedy can be achieved by a combination of countless so-called coincidences or JP perverts and masochists who have no ability to resist, that kind of thing is now usually scorned by readers as the Virgin Mary, no matter how the characters in the text are so abused that they are moved by the death and life, and the reader, who is a bystander, will only lament his misfortune and anger that he will not dispute that all the bad luck is caused by the people in the text, in short, one word - work! But the real tragedy is not like this, it should be an unsolvable equation created by fate and man, because it is such a person, so he will encounter such a thing, so he will make a choice without a choice, which will lead to an irreparable end in the end. Even if the reader, as a bystander, no matter how sorry, sad, sad and sad for the people in the story wants to change his fate, as long as he puts himself in his shoes and thinks about it, he can only reluctantly admit that as long as the person is still the same person, even if everything starts all over again, the ending will still not change. As the song goes, "I have seen a tragedy unfolded, and there is no joy in the end of the play, I am still hiding in your dreams...... in the face of a real tragedy, even the gods are powerless.

After paving for a long time, I can finally get to the point, in fact, what I want to express is that in that troubled world, among the countless hands that caused the tragedy of Murong Chong's life, there were the hands of the father who sent their sisters and brothers to the enemy country, the hands of Fu Jian, the hands of the sisters and mothers who wanted to protect their relatives, but in the end they could only live by hurting and being hurt, and of course, there were also the hands of Murong Chong, who was born with a violent and vicious factor in his blood. If any of these hands were missing, maybe the tragedy could have been avoided, but this story could not be called a story, and Murong Chong would not be the Murong Chong in history.

Murong Chong was not the Holy Mother, his sister and mother and everyone else were not the Holy Mother, and the Holy Mother could not live in that era. So when Murong Chong felt that he had been hurt, he would fight back or defend himself in his own way. After naively thinking that he could protect his sister but instead brought more pain to his relatives, his relatives could only treat themselves by hurting him, and then Murong Chong went back on the injury of the conditioned reflex, and then the relatives could only come back with more violent injuries...... It's a sad cycle that can't be stopped, never to die. Until the end, Murong Chong, who had lost his relatives and the ability to love and accept love, could only use killing to show his self-worth. When the endless killing does not satisfy the emptiness of the soul and everything he has lost, madness becomes the only ending.

Murong Chong, who has regained his sanity in modern times, will commit suicide because he can no longer find the meaning of life, or it can be said that when he is reborn as Fang Wuying, and gradually learns to look at the past Murong Chong with modern thoughts, he will understand more and more how Murong Chong's tragedy was caused step by step, so Murong Chong, who cannot find a way out and cannot redeem himself, can only choose to self-destruction. Fortunately, he still survived the most difficult years, Fang Wuying's life gave him the motivation to live, and the subconscious who wanted to make himself psychologically better naturally reorganize his past memories and let him get rid of the nightmare as much as possible. But no matter how much he implied that he was the one who was insulted and damaged, how much everyone was sorry for him, the rational thinking of more and more modern people still made him have to admit that Murong Chong was a cruel and murderous madman, and the devastating blow he inflicted on himself and his surroundings was not much less than that caused by Fu Jian or others, so his resentment and spurning towards Murong Chong would not be less than that of others. Therefore, he was very afraid that his colleagues would find out the truth, not so much that he thought that his colleagues would not be able to accept that Murong Chong, but that Fang Wuying himself could not accept it.

But no matter how thoroughly Fang Wuying has been transformed now, the past that belongs to Murong Chong will always be an inseparable part of Fang Wuying, which reminds me of a Japanese drama "The Moon of Daytime" many years ago, which said that everyone has some scars on their hearts, just like the moon in the daytime, although it can't be seen and won't be remembered often, but it will always exist, it can't be avoided, it won't disappear, and it will imperceptibly affect your personality, feelings, and way of thinking for a long time. Fang Wuying, who has lived in modern times for thirteen years, has always refused to admit this, he hopes that Fang Wuying will be completely new and have nothing to do with Murong Chong, otherwise his life will be another failure. There is an idiom that can well explain this mood - self-deception.

But this meeting with Fu Jian can be said to be an opportunity, an opportunity for Fang Wuying to face Murong Chong, that is, his own past. This has nothing to do with whether or not to forgive Fu Jian, in fact, Murong Chong himself also said that he didn't care so much about Fu Jian's own affairs, what really hurt Murong Chong was the abandonment of his relatives and the disdainful eyes that street sellers would also throw, and even from beginning to end Fu Jian was the only person who respected Murong Chong spiritually. (Even if I say that my mother can't help but defend Fu Jian, we can't look at the problem out of the times, in the era of five dynasties and ten kingdoms, in the era of neuropathy in the five dynasties and ten kingdoms, as the monarch of a victorious country, he received a pair of spoils sent by a defeated country, I really don't think Fu Jian needs to have any guilt for this, what QJ offense, where is this.) Compared with Murong Chong, who kills palace maids with a cane at every turn, I think Fu Jian still has a normal person's thinking. Looking at the scene where he was full of emotion and missed Murong Chong scolding him, I felt the same as Su Hong that Fu Jian really liked and understood and indulged Murong Chong's temperament. Of course, someone has to cite the example of Mi Zi to prove Fu Jian's treatment of people, I have nothing to say, I can only weakly remind a sentence, in the **** is the only myth of light JJ, let's not be so bad at the scenery)

To sum up, in your eyes, Murong Chong's forgiveness of Fu Jian is, in my opinion, an acknowledgment of Murong Chong, and even more so of Murong Chong's forgiveness. He no longer put all his resentment on Fu Jian to lighten the burden in his heart, but let Murong Chong bear the part that should have been borne by himself, and then, calmly and Fang Wuying truly became one. That's why I said that this meeting is not about forgiveness, it's just about confronting, facing the self who has been hurt and hurt others, and who once hated so much that I want to forget it completely, that's it.

As for Su Hong, what she persuaded Murong Chong to say was indeed quite high-sounding and stood and spoke without backache, but there was no way, this was Su Hong's true thoughts, and she had always treated others like this. In the face of Wang Zhen, she thinks that this old man doesn't care what he has done, he is dying anyway, let him be better if she can make him better, in the face of Yuan Chonghuan, she also did her best to fulfill her wishes, she can understand Fu Jian's feelings, and she is also very sympathetic to Murong Chong's experience, in other words, I have been thinking about which woman in history is so fraternal? Or was he too vicious and mean in his previous life, and his iron heart was retributed, so he planned to sprinkle the glory of love all over the world in this life? No matter how you say that Su Hong is still a kind and generous good girl, I also believe that the author will have a very thoughtful interpretation of her character background. She persuaded Fang Wuying that in the final analysis, it was still a concern from the position of a friend, and the reason why Fang Wuying was so obedient probably had little to do with Su Hong, but as I said earlier, he finally decided not to continue to deceive himself and wanted to make a break between Fang Wuying and Murong Chong. In any case, the ending this time is good, and that is enough.

Whew~~ Finally finished, I really admire my words, according to this number of words, there are five long reviews left=. =！ Originally, I wanted to talk about some regrets and puzzles about this article, and I left it for the next time to break it down according to this trend, but there are two that I still have to mention in a long story short. I think it is a great pity for the broad masses of readers, which seriously damages the sense of immersion of readers as a modern human race, and for the comrades of ancient books who have been fully integrated into modern life, there is also a lack of a channel window for the display and comparison of achievements, which is also very regrettable. In addition, this article is becoming more and more serious and obvious to beautify the trend.,In my personal opinion,I've always set the appearance of BL in BG as a first-class minefield.,It's basically abandoned when you see it.,But as I said earlier,For articles with cute points,,My patience can still be appropriately raised.。 But I still sincerely hope that the author will not play games that challenge the limits, and people really like this article~~~

Finally, use a lyric as the end of this review.,When I wrote the review, I kept circulating this old song Qianqiu Family and Country Dream.,Listening to it, I feel that it is actually quite in line with the aura of this article.。 Looking back at the ancients who appear in the text, to some extent, they are part of the soul of every Chinese, but now people have gradually ignored their existence. I would like to thank the author for reviving the dim figures in the pile of old papers that have been yellowed over the long years in such a special way, and giving us the opportunity to have a dialogue and exchange with each other. It's a very rare and fun experience, and I hope you will continue to follow this idea to the end, and I will continue to ^_^ support it

You say, how long will I wait

Give your life is enough

Deviated from all that was in the dark

The sun and the moon are still in the chaos

Tell me how long you're going

Wait for you all your life

After dispelling the dust, it is late autumn

Blowing down the mountain wind and sighing for a thousand dreams

In the previous life, the heavens were destined to be sad and joyful, and they were rushing around in the wind and rain

Now you have gone through the vicissitudes of life

The one that is gone, broken, and broken is not just a child's love

So in the legend of life

Because you have become so beautiful

Just let me know that he knows heaven knows your heart

When I see you again in ancient dreams

Falling all over the mountain yellow flowers towards the dew reflecting the colorful clothes

I see you again in the love story

Where are you going?