(a)

After reading this large stack of paper printed by Jackie for me, before I knew it, I was already in tears. Fastest updates

For years, I have been in the gray area between love and friendship, both frankly and emotionally ambiguous.

I can sense a certain affection for me, but when I am with him, the feelings he expresses are always vague and specious, and he is only a little persistent in asking me to come to Zhou for dinner. Therefore, I never expected that he would have such a strong sense of loss and fierce self-struggle in his heart. Little did I know that after I left that game, he would often wander alone in the Moon Palace, and watch many fragments of the fragmented and disorganized story I left there. What surprised me the most was that he had been to my city without saying anything, even to the downstairs of my office building, to the public phone booth where I had called him!

He came quietly and went quietly again, without revealing any news. He had been wandering around the city beneath my feet, but he hadn't called me.

Thinking that he was looking for Van Gogh's paintings one by one in the western restaurant in the block, hoping to meet me by chance at lunch and tea time, my heart suddenly felt very sorry.

That restaurant is not on the street in the CBD area. It is located on the top floor of a five-star hotel, just across the street from my office building, and is a revolving restaurant that exhibits and trades fine art and collectibles.

I muttered, "Why didn't he call me?" Knowing that he is coming, I will definitely go to see him. ”

"He was afraid that his strong emotions would disturb you and affect your inner simplicity," Jackie said. ”

I said, "He asked me to come here to confess to me and say goodbye?" ”

Jackie said, "Yes. ”

(b)

I said, "Where is he now?" ”

"In the intensive care unit of the hospital," Jackie said. ”

I said, "Can I go back with you to see him?" ”

Jackie said, "I think it's better to talk to him beforehand." Perhaps, he has his own thoughts on the matter. ”

I said, "Will he be able to talk now?" ”

"When I left, he was stable, he was sober and could talk, but he couldn't move," Jackie said. I haven't received a call from the hospital or my escort in the past few days, so I don't think the situation continues to deteriorate. ”

I said, "Can I talk to him now?" ”

Jackie nodded silently. He opened the flip cover of his phone and opened the Gtalk app. I saw that he opened the window for the video call.

After a minute, someone over there answered the internet call. A call window appears on the screen.

Jackie picks up the phone.

I heard him speak to the other end. It should be a chaperone or nurse. Jackie asks if she can talk to her brother. Then it should be the person over there who put the phone in front of Feng Hua Xueyue.

Jackie said, brother, Sister Xin and I are eating in Zhou now. Sister Xin was very sad when she heard about you, she wanted to talk to you, is it okay?

I waited with sorrow.

After another moment, Jackie's gaze took off the phone screen.

He said to me, "My brother doesn't want you to see him now. He suffered a severe injury to his spine and his face was cut by glass, one of which had been cut through one of his eyes. He looks very sad now. ”

"If you don't mind if he doesn't show up," he said, he wants to see what you look like now. ”

As he spoke, he handed me his phone.

(c)

With trembling hands, I took the phone.

I see the familiar gtalk interface on the screen. We've talked under this interface countless times over the years.

Now the video window on the interface, it's pitch black. It should be the wind and snow that made people block the front camera of the mobile phone.

However, he should be able to see what's going on on our side.

I said to the screen, "You, do you see me?" ”

After a while, there was a faint voice like a gossamer: "You are very beautiful." New evening wear. For Zhou, or for me? ”

I sobbed, "Both." I think that when eating next to you, it should, should make you, have a light on your face. ”

Wind and Snow Moon gasped and laughed self-deprecatingly.

I said, "Are you okay now?" How does it feel? Why didn't you just tell me? I can fly to see you right away, book fairs or whatever, it doesn't matter, I can fly there at any time. Let me go with Jackie to see you, okay? ”

Fenghua Xueyue said, "No. ”

I said, "I don't mind what you've become." You will always be you. ”

Jackie watched sadly as we talked.

Fenghua Xueyue said, "No. I don't mind. ”

He said, "Do me a favor." Don't look at me now, and don't look at what I'll be like when I die. ”

Tears welled up in my eyes.

I said, "You're going to be fine." When you're better, we'll make an appointment to come to Zhou for dinner. I invite you. I'm here to make an appointment. Also in this private room by the terrace. Let Jackie help you, there's always a way, and we can make this idea happen. ”

Fenghua Xueyue said: "Do yourself a favor, don't be emotional." Help me remember what I was like before the accident. Let it stay in your memory. Help me save it. ”

I said, "Let me go see you!" Don't turn me away! ”

Fenghua Xueyue said: "You are my most cherished acquaintance." I can't bear to put pressure on you because of me, and I can't bear to see you cry because of me. Help me so that I can fulfill this wish without regrets. ”

I wiped the tears that kept flowing.

I said, "You came to see me, why didn't you call me when you got downstairs?" ”

"Jackie is really talkative. This, too, said to you. ”

"I want to try my luck," he said. If we can meet on the street or in a restaurant, it is providential. If not, again, it is providential. ”

He said: "No matter how much our hearts desire, we should not go against the will of God." ”

I was so sad that I couldn't make a sound.

Fenghua Xueyue gasped for breath with difficulty over there, and said intermittently: "Just act as if nothing happened to you." We, today, had dinner together, I went to South America, and we haven't heard from us since. Just as everything happened, according to plan, so it happened. ”

"I'm glad you answered my message last time and we had dinner together," he said. Although not in Zhou. ”

He said, "That's providence too." I, thank God, for this arrangement. ”

He said, "If it's not too much trouble, can you help me take care of Jackie, if it's not too much trouble." After I died, he had no relatives in this world. ”

There was a sizzling sound of phlegm blocking in the throat, which made people shudder to listen to it.

Then the text dialog box appears. The escort said that Fenghua Xueyue could no longer speak.

Jackie silently took the phone back from my hand.

He looked at me.

He said, "I'm sorry, I'm sad, Sister Xin. ”

"He won't talk to you anymore," he said. Don't look at him. I'll let you know. Whether he's out of danger, or whatever. ”

"Don't look at the end," he said. Let him live in your heart. In its original form. ”

He said, "Please help him to fulfill this strong wish." ”

I said sadly, "Why are you pushing me so far? To isolate me from all this? You know, friends are so good that each other's lives are integrated into each other. Nothing separates one from the other's suffering. ”

Jackie said, "My brother said, you've been through too much. He doesn't want you to suffer death again, even if it's just a little bit. ”

(iv)

But having been born into this mortal world, who can avoid parting from life and death?

No one is immune.

(5)

After returning from Paris, I seemed to be in a trance and depressed.

One day, I saw Takohsiung and was talking to him absentmindedly.

Kaohsiung looked at me and suddenly said, "If you are willing to marry another man, may I ask, what is my best choice?" ”

I looked at him and knew in my heart that he already knew about going to Zhou for dinner.

I didn't answer.

He looked at me and said, "Fourth, fifth, sixth?" Seventh, eighth, ninth? ”

I looked at him sadly.

I said, "Why are you talking about that?" Your if, at all, has never been true. ”

I say; All relationships will end. Whatever you choose, in the end, you will end up on the same path. ”

(f)

On the 27th day after returning from Paris, I received a call from New York.

"Sister Xin, I'm Jackie." Jackie's voice came over the phone.

He said in a low tone, "He's gone." 1 hour ago. It's serene. ”

In this way, the wind and snow have disappeared from this world.

This, gentle and considerate, is then like your person.

This is the person who chats with me the most on the Internet.

At the end of the day, you get nothing. In this way, this is the world.

(g)

Later, Jackie came to work for my company.

He was naturally good at dealing with people, which made up for my serious reluctance to increase interpersonal interactions.

He quickly became my most important deputy.

He stayed in North America for a longer period of time to handle some of my affairs in North America.

When I introduced Jackie to Kaohsiung, Kaohsiung saw him for the first time and understood why I agreed to go to Zhou for dinner.

He later said to me, "Like! It's really like! ”

"It's a shame," he said. ”

I was silent, I didn't have a deep discussion with him about what and what was like, and he deeply regretted it.

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